lizaelbhrt

[lizaelbhrt]

I still don't know my purpose on this planet but I do love reading fanfiction.

[lizaelbhrt]

hey.

things have been kind of heavy lately. i’m not really okay, but i’m trying. writing helps. ao3 helps. it gives me a reason to get through the day — a thread to hold when everything else feels too much.

i’m not posting this for pity. i just… could use some human connection right now. a message, a comment, a reminder that someone’s out there. if you’ve read my stuff or just want to talk, my inbox is open.

thanks for being here. really.

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ao3 is down and i don’t know who i am without access to 300k words of emotionally repressed lesbians and well-written smut

like what do you want me to do. go outside? talk to people? heal?

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ao3 my beloved when will you return to me

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DOOMED TO BURN — a Wenclair fic (AO3)

i promise it’s romantic. they just have brain damage and unresolved trauma. and claws.

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ENID: babe you can’t keep lying to me

WEDNESDAY: I’m not lying

ENID: you passed out in a puddle of blue glitter and bile

WEDNESDAY: I said I’m FINE

THING: [sends a .jpg of a bloodstained sink]

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Wednesday: “I can handle this.”

Also Wednesday: [feral scribbling in a journal about .4ml dose schedules while actively wearing her werewolf girlfriend’s scent like a threat]

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me every time enid growls in public: YES MA’AM

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Summary if you’re normal (I’m not):

Wednesday is spiraling. Enid is growling.

The mate bond is waking up.

And Yoko keeps interrupting right before the smut hits.

• potion addiction? yes.

• protective Enid? also yes.

• self-harming goth with a spreadsheet? we wrote her.

• unholy gay tension? constantly.

⸻

Read here:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65464876/chapters/168494389 by acideedulcore

aka the enabler of both soft cuddles and emotional breakdowns.

[lizaelbhrt]

DOOMED TO BURN — a Wenclair fic (AO3)

i promise it’s romantic. they just have brain damage and unresolved trauma. and claws.

⸻

ENID: babe you can’t keep lying to me

WEDNESDAY: I’m not lying

ENID: you passed out in a puddle of blue glitter and bile

WEDNESDAY: I said I’m FINE

THING: [sends a .jpg of a bloodstained sink]

⸻

⸻

Wednesday: “I can handle this.”

Also Wednesday: [feral scribbling in a journal about .4ml dose schedules while actively wearing her werewolf girlfriend’s scent like a threat]

⸻

me every time enid growls in public: YES MA’AM

⸻

Summary if you’re normal (I’m not):

Wednesday is spiraling. Enid is growling.

The mate bond is waking up.

And Yoko keeps interrupting right before the smut hits.

• potion addiction? yes.

• protective Enid? also yes.

• self-harming goth with a spreadsheet? we wrote her.

• unholy gay tension? constantly.

⸻

Read here:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65464876/chapters/168494389 by acideedulcore

aka the enabler of both soft cuddles and emotional breakdowns.

[lizaelbhrt]

DOOMED TO BURN — a Wenclair fic (AO3)

i promise it’s romantic. they just have brain damage and unresolved trauma. and claws.

⸻

ENID: babe you can’t keep lying to me

WEDNESDAY: I’m not lying

ENID: you passed out in a puddle of blue glitter and bile

WEDNESDAY: I said I’m FINE

THING: [sends a .jpg of a bloodstained sink]

⸻

⸻

Wednesday: “I can handle this.”

Also Wednesday: [feral scribbling in a journal about .4ml dose schedules while actively wearing her werewolf girlfriend’s scent like a threat]

⸻

me every time enid growls in public: YES MA’AM

⸻

Summary if you’re normal (I’m not):

Wednesday is spiraling. Enid is growling.

The mate bond is waking up.

And Yoko keeps interrupting right before the smut hits.

• potion addiction? yes.

• protective Enid? also yes.

• self-harming goth with a spreadsheet? we wrote her.

• unholy gay tension? constantly.

⸻

Read here:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65464876/chapters/168494389 by acideedulcore

aka the enabler of both soft cuddles and emotional breakdowns.

[lizaelbhrt]

“What if I write it and it’s bad-”

WHAT IF YOU WRITE IT AND ITS GOOD? WHAT IF YOU WRITE IT AND ITS EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANTED? WHAT THEN????

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being a writer is constantly google the definitions of words you already know the meanings of because your brain's always paranoid and telling you maybe you've been using them wrong your entire life

I can excuse misusing words in my daily life but my mlm slow-burn enemies to lovers smut has to be perfect

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writers are creatures that feed on comments by the way. if you want more of your blorbo from them, give them lovely comments. they love that and will most likely give you more fics about your blorbo

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me: I write for myself

also me: refreshes Ao3 46 times an hour hoping someone commented “ouch”

someone: leaves “ouch”

me: you. you’re my favorite person. I would die for you. I would name my firstborn after you. I would write you a personalized smut scene in a Google Doc with timestamps.

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Sex is good and all, but have you guys ever had a fic update while you were re-reading it?

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You, every night.

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"If you use em dash in your works, it makes them look AI generated. No real human uses em dash."

Imaging thinking actual human writers are Not Real because they use... professional writing in their works.

Imagine thinking millions of people who have been using em dash way before AI becomes a thing are all robots.

REBLOG IF YOU'RE A HUMAN AND YOU USE EM DASH

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first time writing fanfiction of a character : uughh i hope this is all canon accurate... it cant be canon innacurate at all or the enitire fandom will throw rocks at me...

10057th time writing the character: heres them working at a mcdonalds

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In my humble opinion