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Dirty little secret

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Jackie Taylor x Female reader

Warnings: Smoking, parental issues, light angst, mentions of making out (only small make-out though), othe rthan that nothing major

Story: Living live as Jackies dirty little secret.

Author's Note: My body is yearning for autumn. This is short af. Hope you enjoy this ♡

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The birds chirp outside of your window. A slight breeze hushes through your room and hides between cupboards and posters that adore your wall. The breeye is cold and sends a chill down your spine, as it comes out from its hiding spot and crawls over your skin.

You get goosebumps. The hair on your body slowly stands up, and your skin is transforming into a rough pattern, which could be compared to one of a reptile. Autumn has arrived, and just as you open your eyelids to the rather moody day that's awaiting you, your alarm goes off. The tune is the song "1979" by the band "Smashing Pumpkins". Natalie introduced you to them.

You listen to the tunes for a few seconds before turning the alarm off and moving to get up. Right after standing up on your feet, you notice the yelling from the living room. Your parents are having another fight again. Its been the like tenth time they chose to yell at each other since they came back together again. Though, your parents are both in bad, bad places right now. Your mom barely gets the minimum wage, which doesn't really help out the family, and your dad decides to drink away the money you really need. Ever since he got fired, things have been going down.

You slip out of your room and into the bathroom. While getting ready, you listen to the voices of your parents. If the situation wasn't so depressing, your Dad could really get into a metal band with that voice of his.

You decide against using the front door and slip out of the window in your room. Your parents could care less where you go or what you do. They are to busy with fighting and eventually fucking until everything crashes down on them again. Outside of your Trailer waits Natalie. Youve been Neighbours for a while. She showed you around, and you guys eventually ended up in the same friengroup.

Natalie smiles at you and lights a cigarette, which she passes over to you after she takes a drag herself.

"Morning. Theyre still fighting?"

You nod and take a drag from the cigarrete and wait for the stinging feeling in your lungs. Smoking has really helped you cope with everything that has been happening around you lately. You know it's bad for you, but this is the quikest resolve you have found since therapy and medicine are out of your price range.

The both of you take on the walk for school and chat about everything and nothing at the same time. The leaves crunch under your ripped converse, which have been holding on for way too long. Natalie and you always take the walk through the little woods next to the trailer park. The silence and the feeling of being left alone by annoying popular kids is just the best.

As you get closer to the school of Wiskayok, you see more and more cars on the road, driving to the same destination you are having. One of the cars contains two of your soccer teammates. Jackie and Shauna. Shauna looks really concentrated as she tries to make her way to school save. Jackie is not so interested in the road in front of her. She watches herself in the small mirror in Shaunas' car while applying some make-up to her face. Looks like she's been running late this morning.

Jackie seems to notice the feeling of someone watching her. She removes her gaze from the mirror and moves her eyes to detect the person who has been watching her. She quickly comes to an answer as her gaze meets yours. Her eyes widen momentarily before her gaze transforms into something different, something deeper. Jackies eyes carry a certain pull that holds you back from looking away. The look in her eyes recalls way too many memories.

Shauna breaks the moment by asking jackie something. Jackies gaye breaks away from yours and focuses back on shauna and then to the mirror, in which she finishes her make-up. Natalie hasnt noticed the interaction. it's too busy smoking away at the cigarrette.

You try to take your mind off from this interaction and continue walking onto the school grounds. Though you're scared about the glances you'll be receiving from the Taylor girl in the hallway.

The hallway is a place where you duck your head and keep to yourself or to your friends. Back then, when your dad lost his job, rumours made their way through the town. You once had a decent life, with decent friends and decent grades. Yet now all of that is overthrown by the image your dads general failure in life has created. You sometimes hate him for that.

Natalie walks beside you. She keeps on talking about kevin, some emo guy she has some kind of romance with. You can not seem to care about that, though. Something else has caught your attention.

Golden locks, perfectly styled. A cute pink top with a jeans jacket thrown over her shoulders. The jeans jacket a familiar piece, normally found in your locker for colder days. A white fluffy skirt that reaches mid thigh. And, of course, perfect make-up. If you had to describe the picture in front of you, you'd have to choose the word perfect. Not because of the general image, your eyes are grazing, no, it's because she is perfect. She was always in your eyes.

Jackie Taylor is perfect, and she knows that. A picture-perfect life, with a perfect family, a perfect boyfriend, perfect friends, and a perfect closet, which not only contains perfect clothes but also a perfect opportunity to hide in. Yet, she would never reveal the last.

Jackies expression is filled with joy. She's laughing about something Shauna said while practically laying in the arms of her boyfriend Jeff. Her other friends stand around her like a guarded union, not letting anyone through that could destroy her perfect facade. But they dont know that you already made it through, through the iron wall and into the heart of the perfect girl. You didn't have to fight anyone. You just took a quiet moment, and then she let you in herself.

Busy with thinking about her, you run into someone, Taissa.

"Look where you're going." She mutters in your face while pushing you away roughly with her shoulder.

Natalie scoffs and takes your left arm.

"You should really watch where you're going. This is like the fifth time you ran into someone. Are you like losing your sense for ballance?"

"Haha, Nat, im just a bit out of it. Sure, nothing else was in that cigarette?" You tease and keep on walking. Walking past the perfect girl, whose eyes immediately land on your form, but not for too long. Wouldn't want anyone to notice.

The smell of sweat courses through the Yellowjackets locker room. Training was demanding and hard. Natalie and you always change in one of the more secluded corners of the locker room. Sometimes Laura Lee and Lottie Matthews join you for a little chit-chat, but both practically went missing after practise.

You take off your shirt and rub a towel along your body to rub off the excess sweat that has hidden under your shirt.

While changing, you feel a pair of eyes on your body. You immediately know whose eyes are boring through your body. The hazel eyes quickly avert to the locker in front of her as you turn around to catch her gaze.

One after one, the girls leave the locker room. Natalie, beside you, gets impatient. She taps her foot and starts glaring at you in hopes of you hurrying up.

"Nat, could you stop that? It's like really annoying." You ask her while still taking your sweet time with changing.

"No, because you have the time management of a sloth. Hurry the fuck up. Im still trying to meet up with Kev." Her taps get even more impatient and her eyes seem to transform into a slit with how much she is glaring.

"You know what? Just go ahead. Im not thrid wheeling again with you guys."

Nat only scoffs and dramatically takes her bag.

"Bye Loser." She shouts while leaving the locker room.

You're still in the process of changing as you feel two arms wrap around you from behind. Panic shoots through your body as you quickly turn around to detect the person who decides to hug you.

A giggle echoes through the locker room at your panicked movements. Jackie seems to be laughing her ass with how you've reacted. A frown spread across your face.

"Arent you supposed to talk with the coach? And did you lock the door? Is someone still in here with us?" Your panic gets calmed down by a soft kiss to your lips. The taste of strawberries invades your mouth and brings the butterflies in your stomach to fly around.

"Calm down, Y/n. I made sure no one was in here anymore. Besides, no one wants to stay loner at school than necessary. And no, Coach Scott does not want to see me." Another giggle errupts from the depths of her stomach while she kisses along your face and moves on to your neck.

"Jax -" You try to form a sentence, but Jackies kisses overwhelm you to the point of clouding your brain. She grins against your neck, your resolve loossening further.

She pulls away after a few more kisses and smiles at you.

"You look so beautiful." She huffs out with dazed eyes.

"Im literally covered in sweat." You remind her while wrapping your arms around her and drawing little patterns on her back.

"I said what i said." Jackie smugly decleares.

You scoff at the smug grin that has engraved onto her face and turn around to change into fresh clothes. Jackie sits down on the bench next to you and watches your moves.

"Stop staring, you creep."

Now it's Jackies turn to scoff. She kicks your shin with her foot.

"Hurry up. I dont intend on staying here overnight." She groans and grabs her duffel bag with her soccer gear. You hurry up and meet Jackie outside of the changing rooms. She gives you a short kiss on the lips.

"You know this stays between us, right? I just want to keep you to myself."

"You mean you can not afford beeing seen with me? Jackie, I know what you're looking out for. There is no need to glorify it with me."

Jackies eyes dart away from yours and inspect the nature surrounding the parkinglot youre standing on.

"Jackie, you know you can be honest with me. I know why you want to keep this a secret. Just dont pretend in front of me, okay?"

Jackie nods and now leans in for a longer and more meaningful kiss. You know her struggles, and you definitely understand them. It's not like you're not affected by the homophobia that's surrounding you. That will always be the reason why Jackie and you decided for this relationship to stay secret.

After a kiss, you and Jackie go seperate ways. Her house is in the opposite direction that you're heading for. While walking, you think about the girl with the blond locks. In the end, you dont mind staying her secret. As long as you get to see the real Jackie for who she is and relish what you have.

#Spotify #jackie taylor #jackie yellowjackets #yellowjackets #fluff #one shot #light angst #yellowjackets fluff #yellowjackets imagine #yellowjackets fic #yellowjackets x you

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llovely-12 · 5 days ago

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{Yellowjackets Masterlist}

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Jackie Taylor:

Dirty little secret

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llovely-12 · 5 days ago

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{Masterlist}

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This is my main Masterlist for the Fandoms that I write for.

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Twice Masterlist

Yellowjacktes Masterlist

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llovely-12 · 5 months ago

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I was already asked for a second part to `The End is near`. I decided to just leave the story as it is, as I think that some stories don´t need a second part. :)

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The End is near

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Ot9 Twice x female reader {Platonic}

Warnings: Angst, tenth-member reader, no happy ending, slight homophobia, hate comments

Story: seven years of Twice. Most of the members are sure to renew their contract, yet one member struggles with the decision.

Authors note: I finally finished this work. It took pretty long due to school starting again and other stuff happening, yet I finally finished it. I hope you enjoy the read♥︎

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Jeongyeons apartment is filled with life. Laughter bounces of the walls, and a happy atmosphere is spread throughout the apartment. It's one of their game nights.

Twice has been together for over seven years now. Even longer if you think about the trainee days. Those ten women have reached so much together. Almost all of their moments have been spent with each other.

Everyone sits around a large table. The board game Monopoly is placed in the middle of the table. Some members like Momo and Sana are already broke, while others like Jihyo and Nayeon still fight for the win. Everyone is having a lot of fun. It's rare to see the group together like this outside of work. Their private lives mostly filled work related stuff.

Jihyo sets her figure three steps ahead and groans. Dahyun grins.

"That'll be five hundred Won for me, please." She smiles mischievously. Jihyo walked onto a street that Dahyun owned and just built a house on. Jihyo grumbles and grabs a five hundred Won note and hands it to the younger member.

Nayeon laughs at Jihyo's money loss and continues her turn by buying another street. Now Nayron had the most money and the most streets. The oldest member and the leader of the group often got in fights over board games like this. Both of them are too competitive to let the other win.

Jeongyeon refills the glasses around the table and opens yet another snack box. Momo immediately grabs some snacks and pops them into her mouth while watching the game. Boo and dobby sit by her chair and dose off.

It's your turn. You throw the dice and move your figure right onto Nayeons precious little street. Or rather her death trap. The street is full of one hotel and another house. Nayeon smirks into your direction and holds out her hand for the money. You sigh and count for the amount. Unfortunately, your entire money goes to Nayeon, kicking you out of the game as well.

Jeongyeon only chuckles and puts a hand on your shoulder for comfort.

"You know how she is. She just can not lose for shit."

You nod and lean into your unnies arms. She embraces you and rests her head on your shoulder. Sana also snuggles into you and rests her head on your other shoulder. The three of you now watch Jihyo and Nayeon kick the school meal club out of the game.

You have to hold Nayeon and Jihyo back to not kill each other in the end. The game ends with two winners. Jeongyeon quickly hides the board games so that no other member is put at risk.

Mina sits down next to you. A nice and quiet conversation starts. Most of the members are occupied with their own task now, the night ending in a warm and comfortable feeling.

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The clock strikes two AM. Sweat rolls of your face. It's another sleepless night for you. The stress has been eating you up lately.

Ever since the company suggested a solo, you've been filled with anxiety. It would be the first time being alone, having to perform without Twice. You roll over and reach for your bedside table. An already opened pack of sleeping pills meets your hand. You pop one into your mouth and drown it with a bit of water.

The hope for a good amount of sleep fills your mind as you try to get comfortable under the sheets. You stare at the wall ahead of you. Pictures of you and your friends and family greet you. There are also pictures of Twice.

You've been together for seven years. It's a crazy amount of time. Nothing has ever separated you and the group. So, the thought of being alone during a solo just made you anxious. You still don't know how any of your Unnies did so well during their solos.

After careful consideration, you reach for your phone and make a call. You wait patiently until you hear her soft, but groggy voice.

"Y/n? It's late. Is everything okay?"

"Mina unnie, how did you feel during your first solo with Misamo?"

Mina sighs. She has already talked with you about your chance to get a solo debut. She knew how you felt about it, and she knew that you needed solitude more than ever.

"I'm heading over. Is your key still under the plant?" You hum and hang up.

Mina finds you curled up in bed. Your eyes stare up at her. It's clear that you're tired. Mina's thoughts went back to her own solo with Misamo and the time where she went on hiatus.

She carefully gets under the covers and holds you close. The comfortable silence is enough to calm you down. Her hands rub your back and lull you into a state of drowsiness.

"It was scary at first. Being away from the members during a solo is never easy. I know I had Sana and Momo. They helped me a lot. I know the members are proud of you, and we will all support you. You don't have to be so nervous. I will always be available for you."

Her words give you more clearance on the situation, a new perspective you needed desperately. Mina knew her way with words and how to calm a member. She was in that position once herself.

You don't say anything as no word cane to your mind. It was already occupied with the thoughts of the Twice members visiting you during your solo. How proud each of them would look. Dahyun would cry while looking at you with those bright and fond eyes. Jihyo would empower you in every step. Each member had their own way of showing support.

The effects of the sleeping pill slowly start. Your brain starts shutting off. It's like the medication switches off one light switch after the other. Mina keeps holding you until you fall asleep. She takes her leave shortly after, leaving a note on your bedside table to assure you that she is fine and had a meeting early in the morning.

Your dreams haven't been this happy in weeks. They're filled with happy faces and warm gestures, making you excited for your new solo.

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It is a chilly night. You spent your evening at this bar on the outskirts of seoul. Your goal is not to be recognized, as this has happened almost every time you went out. Most idols seek out secret spots only to be left alone and relapse the old trainee days. You sit in one of the corners. The bars' lights are darkened down. The entire place has a dark and smokey vibe to it.

You sip a few times at your soju glass. Alcohol was never really your thing, though you liked the little get-together you achieved through it. You stare at your phone and enjoy the calm atmosphere of the bar. The music is soft and not overbearing, perfect if you want to have a conversation.

You glance around the seats and spot on of your colleagues, Kang Seulgi. She smiles at you. Her hands secure her glaas while she makes her way over to you. You've met plenty before throughout award shows, yet you occasionally met up with the other idol.

"Didn't think you would be here." Seulgi smiles at you and sits down on the chair next to you.

"Yeah, I needed some peace from all of the stress. This bar is just amazing for that."

Seulgi nods in understanding. She orders new drinks for both of you and starts a light conversation. Her talks keep your mind occupied with the current situation. It's good that someone doesn't pressure you into work talks. Then it is also nice to talk to someone who's not Twice. You love your unnies with all your heart, but you also need someone who's not part of everything you do.

Seulgi is a great friend. She always had one ear open for you. You could tell her everything and she would listen. The best thing is, she sometimes didn't even suggest a way to help. She just listened to your troubles and let you rant about life.

A simple drink turned into a few more, and soon, you were all fuzzy. Seulgi decides it's time to call it a night. She securely leads you out of the bar after paying for both of your checks. Her hand rests on your lower back while she leads you out of the bar and onto the streets of seoul. The temperature had fallen throughout your stay at the bar. Seulgi is quick to put her warm jacket around your shoulders.

The friendship you had was always platonic. You simply cherished the time you and seulgi spent together, and you knew she did too. Her love almost resembles one of an older sister. There would never be anything romantic going of between you two.

Some paparazzi of dispatch thought differently. Their cameras already pointed at the scene. At the way, her hand rests at your lower back and how you look in her jacket. Headlines race through their heads while eagerly snapping pictures.

They follow you for a few streets before almost vanishing. Neither you nor Seulgi noticed the sneaky photo session. Dispatch paparazzi are the worst. They somehow always find a way of ruining someone's evening or their whole career.

Seulgi walks you home to your apartment and makes sure that you're safe and sound before departing and returning home herself.

Your sleep is peaceful, even though the headlines are already in production. Speculations and rumours have already been written down and formulated. Though this doesn't bother you, at least not now.

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Your phone pulls you out of your deep sleep. You open your eyes slowly and glance onto the phone screen. Jihyo‘s profile picture shines brightly, underneath are the accept and the decline button. You scoff and decline her call. It’s still early, and you are not in the mood to talk right now.

Not even a minute passes until Jihyo calls you again. This time, you let the phone ring and decide not to answer at all. Jihyo waits until the ringing is over and almost yells into her phone.

'Pick up the fucking call Y/n!'

You startle and turn back to your phone. You hesitantly reach out and call Jihyo back. She answers immediately.

"Do you even know what's going on right now?!"

"No. Is it important? I'm really tired Jihyo and I-"

She cuts you off halfway through your sentence.

"Check the news, Y/n. The pictures are everywhere. Our manager ordered a meeting with the CEO. Please be at the company in two hours."

Jihyo hangs up after she's done. You stare at the wall and then at your phone. Why would the company need you at this hour? It is four AM. The meeting would be at six.

You check your emails and search for recent news to satisfy Jihyo's request. The pictures hit you like a truck. The headlines are even worse. The scene displayed on the pictures seems scandalous, at least to everyone who's not involved.

Seugi's hand on your lower back, her jacket around your shoulders, the look you give each other. It's everything the press needed to form half-hearted rumours. You read through some of the articles. It's hilarious. Everything speculated is far from the truth. Yet only you and seulgi know that.

A dating scandal was the last thing you expected right now. This would put some heavy bricks in your way. Let alone the fact that you and Seulgi are both women. The netizens will eat you up. They already are. The comments are brutal and violent.

You try to keep positive and get ready for the meeting.

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"You're solo will be postponed until further notice. The backlash is too much right now. We also have to post an official statement."

"What? I thought the solo was already in production? You can't just postpone this. I was preparing for this already."

You let out your frustration at the sudden decision. Jihyo and your manager sit close to you. The leader of Twice shares your frustration.

"I'm sorry, but the situation is too tense right now. If we do release your solo, it would flop and result in low income. That's not something we'd want."

You lean back into your chair and look at the CEO. He's right with his arguments, yet this entire conversation seems stupid. All of this is only because of some stupid pictures.

"Ok, I'll wait with my solo."

"Very well then. It'll only be a few months until the heat is over, and we can get back to your solo. This is only for now. Please be careful with your privacy from now on and keep your surroundings in check."

You nod and get up. Jihyo follows you outside. The manager stays for some further discussions. Your steps are fast and firm. Jihyo stops you and hugs you tightly.

"I'm sorry it turned out this way. You know well support you through this, right? We will never leave you. Come on, I'll take you to my house. We'll eat something and watch a movie."

You smile and take Jihyos hand. She squeezes your hand in comfort and leads you out of the company building.

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Almost a week has passed now. Everyone tries to comfort you and support you through this hard time. The hate has been getting worse. Your social media is filled with hate comments from netizens. Other K-pop idols avoid you at award shows or events. It's like you're carrying the bobanic plaque. You haven't posted in a while since everything you do is taken out of context. Reporters and paparazzi wait for you and question your every move. One wrong step and the ice could break.

The company released a statement two days after the headlines. The content was rather simple, only stating that you and Seulgi were nothing more than friends. S.M. entertainment did the same. Both companies tried their best to hide the scandal.

You haven't seen Seulgi ever since. It's not clear if the company is holding her back or if she is keeping a distance to you because of personal reasons. You know Seulgi would never ignore you on purpose, but her group is facing a comeback, and things need to go smoothly.

Fans overseas are already shipping you two. Their enthusiasm for a queer K-pop couple is huge. They don't seem to get the memo that neither you nor Seulgi are exactly fond of this. The attention only makes the situation worse. Korean fans are already on your back. Their comments are hateful and drag you down.

All the while, your friends, family, and Twice tried everything to cheer you up. Though their efforts are not enough. You have spent the time being at the apartments of your members. Mostly jihyo since she is your biggest help right now. They look after you and care for you in every fitting moment.

Jihyo knocks at the door to her guest room. She offered you to sleep in the same bed as her for comfort, but you won't open up.

"Y/n? Are you hungry? I made your favourite. I'll leave it for you in the kitchen."

She listens to the silence on the other side of the door for a while. You've never been this quiet. Other scandals may have affected you, but this is on a completely other level. Nothing cheers you up anymore.

"Jeongyeon is coming over later. Maybe you can come out and talk to her."

Jihyo really hopes that you start being yourself again. She can't face the idea of you being this depressed. Her footsteps get quieter as she walks away from the door. You sniffe and push your face into the pillow.

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"How is she?"

Jeongyeons voice is laced with worry. She holds onto the cup of tea Jihyo made her. Her eyebrows are furrowed, and the muscles in her face are tense. Her stomach is curled up tight, the cramps hurting her in a more metaphorical way.

Almost every Twice member felt the same. It's like everyone is tied to a red string, pulling every time something bad happens. The feeling spreads through the group, causing a crack in their used comfort. No matter where the members are, this feeling would haunt them into every corner of the earth. Neither time nor space could consume this heartbreaking act.

"She barely leaves her room. She eats, though, that's a good thing. I don't know much. The door is locked every time I try to enter. She needs the space."

Jeongyeon nods. The string pulls again. A slight burn appears in her heart. Jihyo glances at Jeongyeon, noticing the burn and the string tugging, too.

"This is a lot. I understand her trouble."

Jeongyeon mutters and sets down the cup in fear of breaking it with her strong grip. She smiles at Jihyo.

"Let me talk to her."

Jeongyeon walks to the guest room, her footsteps calm and calculated, much different to Jihyo's fast and unsteady ones. She spends a good amount of time in front of the door, yet her words fall on deaf ears.

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„More power! I need more energy guys!“

The dance instructor yells through the practice room. Synchronised footsteps strut around the dance floor. Sweat rolls of your face. This is the maybe hundred time you’ve gone through this dance routine. It’s a new dance for an upcoming album. The preparations would take another few months, but the company already planned this dance. This new song would be called ‚Ready to be‘.

„Y/n I need more energy! Don’t forget to stomp on the fourth beat!“

You breathe heavily and stomp as hard as you can. The other members do the same, creating a loud thud. After about another minute the song comes to an end. The dance instructor claps and announces a break.

“Y/n, could you please come to me for a second?“

Her gaze is fixed and does not show any emotion. You nervously walk over to her. Some of the Twice members gaze over at you. Their expressions filled with worry and sympathy.

„You clearly need to work on your dancing Y/n. It’s getting sloppier every practice we have.“

You try to protest and remind her of your current situation, but she shuts your attempt down very quickly.

„I know what happen, and I know your current situation. Look at the other members Y/n. They also have issues, and their issues were even worse than yours. I need you to focus on your current job, which is being an Idol. Don’t sit around and create your sob story.“

You stare at her face. How could she say this to your face. The last few weeks were absolute hell for you. You still can’t post on social media without getting death threads. All of this because some magazines decided that you and Seulgi are a couple.

Your expression drops and you have to take up every ounce of patience inside you to not yell at this woman in front of you. This speech from her just outrages you. She would never understand your struggles.

„If this is affecting you that bad then I suggest you drop your job as an Idol and pursue another career. You clearly are not suit for this, if such a small inconvenience destroys your whole being.“

Her words knock the air out of your stomach. How could someone be so cruel. You thought that the people within the company would understand your struggles, but you failed to realise that no one would support you as much after that incident. You should’ve noticed after the higher ups postponed your solo debut. The only support you’ve got are your members. They would never turn their back on you.

Jihyo walks over, her expression set. She must’ve heard some snippets of the conversation.

„Y/n is doing perfectly fine during our practice. She had a hard time, give her some space.“

Jihyo‘s Hand falls onto the small of your back and comfortably caresses your skin. Her action calms you down a bit and her words disrupt the arrogant speech of your dance instructor. The face of the woman is now pulled together even tighter. Jihyo‘s words seemed to annoy her a lot.

„The break is over. Back to your positions!“

Her words echo through the room and pull everyone back onto the wooden floor. She shoots Jihyo a warning gaze before walking over to the sound board and waiting for you and Jihyo to get back in your position.

Jihyo scoffs and whispers in your ear.

„Don’t take her words seriously. She’s just being mean. I know you can do this. Remember how proud I am.“

She leads you to your position and gives your hip a comforting squeeze before getting into position herself. The song starts and you start dancing.

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The MAMA award show is packed with idols, K-pop groups, and other korean celebrities. Twice has their seating in the back of the event hall. A camera is placed not too far away to capture their every reaction to the performances.

You sit between Sana and Dahyun, a blanket draped over your legs to ensure that no one can peek under your dress. Your performance is only a few songs away. Your manager is already arranging everything backstage.

The manager leads you backstage and into a free changing room. Stylists and make-up artists wait for you. You quickly change into your outfit and sit down for make-up refreshments.

While sitting still, you chat with Nayeon.

"Did you see the outfits from Itzy? They looked amazing. I wonder who did their dresses."

Nayeon nods and turns to you.

"Yeah, they looked absolutely stunning. I heard they got a new stylist. We can ask manager unnie later."

You hum. The make-up artist finishes up her touches and releases you from the chair. Tzuyu approaches you. Her small smile comforts you.

"Nervous?" She asks with a small chuckle. She likes to tease you before performances. You nod swiftly and send Tzuyu a nervous smile. She knew how you felt right now. The pressure of the performance tonight squished you like the water pressure did to the titanic. This would be your first performance since the fake dating scandal. You can’t mess up tonight.

Tzuyu puts her arms around you. They’re long enough to wrap around your body completely, her head resting on top of yours. She comforts you the best she can. Sometimes, all you need is a hug from Tzuyu. Some other members notice, yet they don't comment on it. They know better than to put you in a spotlight and bring you into an uncomfortable position.

The comforting hug gets broken as soon as the manager walks through the changing room, declaring that Twice would be the next group to perform. Tzuyu taps your shoulder a few times and then makes her way backstage. You take a moment and capture your thoughts. This performance is very important. You just have to be perfect.

„Y/n? Are you coming?“ Jihyo peeks through the door and watches you with concern. Her eyes flicker over your figure, immediately noticing your stress building up.

„Don’t worry honey, you’ll do great. Everyone things so.“ Her words soothe you. They give you a sense of calmness that you definitely needed. Her hand grazes yours, tightening around your fingers. She pulls you out of the changing room and leads you backstage. Immediately some techniques hook you up to a microphone. Their moves are hurried. Jihyo’s hand in your calms you down.

It’s only a few seconds, a fleeting moment until the lights shine in your face, blinding your eyes. Screams and chants can be heard. The air on stage is cold and bites at your exposed skin. Your eyes frantically move around. The ticking in your earpiece starts. The screams quieten down as the song start playing.

The song ends. You need to get off this stage. Your dance was off, and you made mistakes during the performance. Everything starts crashing down on you. The pressure you´ve felt the last few days was already weighting too much, and now this.

As soon as the lights turn low, you run off stage. The Members follow you, though not as hastily as you are. None of them really noticed your mistakes, being too focused on their own performance to observe the other members.

Jihyo is the first to notice that something is not right. She sees the way you breathe, or rather pant. Of course, performances are energy draining, but you never looked this exhausted after any performance. She makes her way over to you and crouches down to your level. HEr eyes fill up with worry, as she notices that it´s not the performance that made you behave like this.

Your eyes are flitting around the place, and your chest heaves almost like you can not breathe. Her hand quickly finds your shoulder, her fingers caressing the skin there.

"What´s wrong, Y/n?" Her voice is filled with concern. The leader always makes sure that every member is alright and well.

You don´t answer her question, being too occupied with this burning feeling in your chest. The tears well up in your eyes and blind your sight. Jihyo makes quick notice of that and updates her comfort with a securing hug.

Other members quickly notice the situation and bunch up around you. Everyone gives off a reassuring presence. Normally, you don´t like it when people crowd around you like this. Now, it helped you calm down.

Not one word was uttered the evening. Every member was focused on their own problems. Jihyo and Mina would check up on you occasionally and keep you away from social media. You were not in a shade to face the comments yet. If you ever were in the shape to face them. All that hard work ruined by just a few missteps.

Many thoughts occupied your head that night. Most of them were sure of one thing. Your life couldn´t go on like this.

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You needed the change, the new perspective, so you decided for a hiatus. A quick break to pull you away from everything. All of the members were supportive of your decision. Mina and Jeongyeon helped you a lot, as they also went through a hiatus once.

You rented a small house in the nature side of South Korea. Your day consisted of working out and working on yourself during therapy. It took a lot of courage to even seek out a therapist and talk about your problems.

Some members visited you and tried to cheer you up. Jihyo was one of the more consistent members. Her care for you is huge, and she just needed to check up on you. Jihyo made sure that you were alright. She brought you some of your favourite snacks or other stuff that made you happy.

During the hiatus, you thought a lot about your career. Of course, you were grateful for your career path, and that everything eventually worked out the way it did. Yet, over the last few months, with the ocurring scandals, you thought about your place in the industry.

Were you really fit to be an Idol? Thinking about it, every Twice member had their own place in the Group. You just normally stand next to them and admire their being. Photoshoots often make you uncomfortable since you don´t know how to act in front of the camera. You don´t know how to act most of the time at all.

Thoughts keep spiralling in your head. This is all just a lot for you.

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A Month has passed. The company called for a meeting. It´s about renewing the Contracts. Twice has been a part of the Idustry for Seven Years now, and it is time for a contract renewal. Most of the members are sure to pursue their careers and keep the group running.

The Managers talk about some buisness stuff, yet you can´t concentrate on their words. Their voices blur in with the other sounds of the office.

The meeting lasts for a few hours. You can´t remember anything of the things that were being said. Most of the members already made their way home. Everyone but Jeongyeon. You knew from her looks that she was struggling with the decision to continue.

You were not the only one struggling with the Idol life. Jeongyeon had to go on a hiatus due to surgery. When she came back, she got bombarded with a lot of backlash because of her body weight. Things were tough for her, too. Maybe a chat with her could clear up your own confused thoughts.

Jihyo made you lay down a promise that you would continue. She put a lot of pressure on you, unbeknowest to her, All she wanted was to cheer you up and give you a reason to stay. the other members made sure to send you messages with supportive words to underline their want for you to stay.

You felt warm at their words but also pressured to the max. Now, the decision between leaving and staying was heavier than ever. You still can´t decide which option is better. Of course you want to spend the rest of your life with these girls. they are the best thing that has ever happened to you. All of the hard work has paid off just to be with them and share moments of laughter and love. Yet, on the other hand, you wished nothing more than to get away from the prying eyes. Leave this place and heal your inner self from all the damage that has been done to you.

Jeongyeon sits in one of the recording studios that is located on the third floor. She has her phone in her hand on scrolls through it while paying almost no attention to her surroundings. So the surprise on her face is big when she feels you sitting down next to her. She puts her phone down to pay you her full attention.

At first you don´t know what to say. The words feel stuck in your throat. Jeongyeon notices this state of yours and decides to comfort you by putting a hand on your knee, Her fingers circle over your skin and soothe your thoughts immediately. You soon find your voice and ask her the most important question you have asked her since you first met her.

"You thought about not signing the contract too, right?"

Her eyes shoot up at the words register in her mind. You had noticed her nervous knee bounced during the meeting earlier. Only Nayeons' presence seemingly calmed her down. But now, Nayeon is not here. She has to face the raw truth alone. Her head moves up and down in a confirming nod. You breathe in and think for a while. The silence in the recording studio is deafening.

"I´ve thought about it too. I know Jihyo and the other members want me to keep going and pursue my dreams, but i think my dreams have changed. I can´t dream of this anymore without waking up and feeling the cold sweat on my body and the rush of blood in my veins. I´ts like a curse that folllows me until it swallows me whole."

Jeongyeon stunns at your words. She can resonate with the reason you´ve given her. Her reasons to not continue the path that Twice wants to go are different. She stops caressing your knee and takes a deep breath.

"I know things have been hard for you, I really do. You probably don´t know how many times I stood in front of the door of your house and thought about visiting you. Yet every time i got closer, every fibre in my body turned against it."

Now it's your turn to be surprised. Jeongyeon often joked around, but in quiet and serious moments, she knew how to act. Her words shot through your ears and into your heart.

"You have so much to achieve. And I do, too. Nayeon is there for me, and i know that. Everyone is behind you. Always remember that."

She gets up and leaves the room without saying another word. Jeongyeon really knew how to make you think. Her words burn into the walls of your brain and egrave a new thought. Maybe you shouldn´t leave. Maybe all of this was too precious to give up on.

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Your eyes are focused on the contract in front of you. The contract that would control the next seven years of your life. You did this once, seven years ago. Then, you wanted nothing more than to sign this contract and just jump into the idol life. Now you were not too sure about that.

You´ve watched the expressions of the other members. Some of them are excited, such as Jihyo and Nayeon. They are definitely renewing the contratcs. Other members are not too sure about the decision. Yet, everybody knows the rule you all set up seven years ago.

`Ten or none.`

The sentence Jihyo whispered to you before you got your contract. Now you don´t know what to do. Do you really want to leave everything behind and just quit this big of a dream? Or do you want to pursue some other job and life in the peace and quiet that your new life would hold for you?

The pen in your hand feels so heavy. A single decision that will control your next steps. Your hand reaches for your phone, that's on the table beside you. The number of your manager is one of the first ones in your contracts.

"Hello?"

"Manager unnie? I need to make an appointment with the higher management. It´s about the renewing contract."

The faces of your managers are stoic. None of them give you the ressurance that you need during this moment. Your members would have comforted you by now.

"So we got this right. You want to leave this group and distance yourself from the company?"

Silence spreads through the room. Your manager watches your face with a slight frown. She knows how hard this decision is for you. You nod at what one of the higher-ups said.

"Yes. I want to leave this company as well as the group. I want my life to be noticed on something other than the idol life. Please do not inform the other members about this. I want to go this way on my own."

Some of the managers nod, while others still stay. The deal is signed quicker than you thought. The air outside the company feels different. It´s like everything around you changes drastically.

On your way home, you run into Dahyun. Her bright smile meets yours. There will never be a day where you won´t smile back at Dahyun.

"I´ll see you at practice later, right?"

You only nod and hide the fact that you won´t see Dahyun later at practice. You won`t see any of your members at practice later. You ask yourself how they will take the news.

The trainer enters the room and sets some of her personal belongings down onto the dancefloor. The Twice members are chatting in small groups. They exchange funny stories from the day or discuss some things that changed in the training plan.

It only takes a few more minutes until the dance trainer claps into her hands and signals for the group to come together in a circle. The members listen quickly and form a circle around their dance teacher.

"So welcome to another seven years of idol life." Her voice booms through the practice room.

Jihyos eyes fly over the members quickly. She notices the missing person almost immediately.

"Where is Y/n? Is she late to practice?"

Jihyo´s question is met with silence. Most of the members didn´t even notice Y/n missing before Jihyo mentioned it.

The dance trainer looks at Jihyo. "She didn´t tell you?"

"Tell us what?" This time it´s Jeongyeon that speaks up. She has a concerened expression on her face.

"Y/n left the group. She did not renew her contract. I got the information earlier today."

Silence spreads through the entire room. Every Twice member is at a loss for words. How could anyone who was so close to them not tell them this information? Or was it on pourpos?

Sana´s eyes tear up. She was always one of the members close to crying. Jihyo follows and lets out a few tears, too. Most of the members now let out quiet and confused sobs. They just lost a friend of over seven Years. Just like that. No goodbye, no nothing.

"She didn´t even tell us." Nayeon mutters as she reaches for Jeongyeon´s hand.

"I saw her earlier, before practice started. She was just fine, then."

The members take another big amount of time to adjust themselves to the news. None of them really got over the fact that they would continue without Y/n for the rest of their lives.

After practice, every member individually tries to reach Y/n. Either through the phone or by standing outside of her apartment. Yet, their attemps remain unsuccessful. Y/n is nowhere to be found.

Her traces lead to the Korean countryside, where she bought an older house, working in a bookshop for a small amount of money. For the first time, she can finally breathe free, without the pressure or the stress pushing down onto her shoulders.

Y/n doens´t know if her desicion was fitting. She won´t know if this was the right way to go, if this was the right path to follow. All she knows is that she needed the new air. The fresh way of living, and the unknowing feeling of what will happen tomorrow.

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llovely-12 · 5 months ago

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Heyy....

So I´m working on new Fanfictions, but School got inbetween that. I have a Twice fanfic in my drafts, and it´s a long one. I think I´m working on that one for over a Month now. I try to write new Fanfics, just be patient with me since School is burning my brain :)

#twice #twice fanfic #im sorry

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School sucks! Right?

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Minatozaki Sana x female reader

Warnings: very fluffy, sappy date, mentions of the band weezer

Story: The date between Sana and Y/n.

Authors Note: Thanks for all the support and a big smooch to the person who requested a part 2. Sorry for the long wait, I had a lot of stuff to do the last few days. Also, this is a bit short. Anyways, enjoy the read♥︎

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Weezer plays through the headphones of Y/n as she gets ready for the date with Sana. A week has passed since the popular girl asked her out. Since then, Sana has only gotten clingier and more affectionate. She would walk you to class and kiss your cheek goodbye.

You were very shy in the beginning. Sana loved to tease you. She would often whisper stuff into your ear or playfully put her hand on your thigh. It was really only harmless stuff like this, but it filled your heart up. Nobody ever made the decision to act like that with you.

Sana made everything special. Walks around the town, calls late at night, doing homework together, or building Legos. She insisted on doing everything together. Every little task had to be a two person activity.

You look into your closet. Sweaters and band shirts meet your gaze. What does one wear to a date? You always see people overdressed when they are out on a date. Yet, this is a date to the aquarium. So, arriving in something fancy would be off-putting.

Sana always chose something cute. She often went for a skirt with either an oversized hoodie or a super cute top. The outfit mostly finished up with some nice shoes and a matching hair style.

She always made an effort to look cute for you. It was natural for her to dress like this. Your style usually consisted of looking like a five year old boy.

At last, you settle for something comfortable. What makes your outfit stand out is the whale shark shirt. It was a gift from one of your family members. You asked for it after getting a hyper fixation on sea life and underwater animals.

The song changes to 'motion picture soundtrack' by radiohead. The soft tones of the song keep you calm. You spent almost all of your free time listening to music. Organising playlists or creating them is like a job to you. Each music style or mood would get their own playlist.

Your walls even managed to get some pictures with Sana and you on them. Most of the pictures taken in the moment by Momo and Mina. Some others were set up with cute poses, well your poses mostly consisted of thumbs up.

There was one picture situated near your bed, which showed you and Sana sitting closely together. Sana kisses your cheek while your face is heating up. The picture was taken by Mina in the park. She was mostly third wheeling when the three of you hung out.

Things started to change after Sana confessed. You took your time with her and left your room more often. She would try and engage in your hobbies, and so did you. It is a bit cheesy if you think about it.

♡

You put a few songs on a playlist before leaving the house. Sana and you would meet up at the aquarium. The ride there is peaceful. You listen to music and admire the landscape. It is a longer way into the town since you live in the countryside.

On the way there you buy a bouquet of Sana's favourite flowers. She always appreciates the gifts that you give her. You nervously approach the aquarium. It was actually you that suggested the date at the aquarium. You always dreamed of going there with your lover.

Sana waits in front of the entrance. She looks around the crowd of people until her eyes meet yours. A smile forms on her face. She runs up to you and hugs you tightly. You almost fall over. Sana leans in and kisses your cheek.

"Hey honey." She smiles, and let's go of you after a few seconds. You hand her the flowers, and her face brightens up even more. You just love seeing her happy.

You take her hand and give her knuckles a shy kiss. A giggle erupts from both of you. Sana interwines your hands and leads you inside the aquarium.

♡

The two of you stroll through the darkened hallways of the aquarium. You read through all of the text and make mental notes on some fun facts. Sana takes pictures. Yet her camera roll keeps filling with pictures of you rather than the sea animals. She smiles softly while seeing you in your element.

At some point, you hand her one of your earbuds and turn on the playlist that you made this morning. You explain some of the artists to her and invite her to the playlist so that she can put in some songs herself.

You listen to music and admire the different fish. You two hold hands while silently enjoying the date. It's perfect for both of you. Sana can show her affection while you can enjoy the quiet atmosphere. Sana keeps stealing some glances at you. She basically has heart eyes.

After half an hour, the museum comes to an end. Only a few tanks and some dark corners are left. Sana smiles and pulls you into a quiet corner. She grins at you. Her face is tinted blue.

"What are we doing?" You ask curiously. Sana shushes you and lays her hand on your cheek. Her touch is soft and gentle. Her eyes fleet over to your lips. She looks up into your eyes and silently asks for permission. You nod slowly and close your eyes. You feel her lips on yours almost a few seconds later. The feeling is mind blowing.

The kiss has a gentleness that is unreal. Sana does not pressure you into anything. It's rather a shy peck at first, but after a moment of thinking, you lean in and kiss her two. Her mouth fits perfectly with yours. She holds your face while you hold onto her waist. Your bodies lean into each other and connect just in the right ways.

The blue hue adds the right amount of perfection to the moment. You don't stop kissing her until your lungs remind you that you need to breathe. She pulls away first and glances into your eyes. You smile and lean in for a few more pecks.

"That was awesome." You happily exclaim and smile with overjoy. Sana grins and laughs slightly at your sentence. It's just the amount of loser that she loves about you. She grabs your hand, and the two of you make your way towards the exit of the aquarium.

You stop by the souvenir shop. Different posters, shirts, and other merchandise fill up the walls. After careful consideration, Sana chooses two matching key chains. One whale shark for you and one for her. She even buys you a new poster for your room.

♡

The ride back to your hometown is mostly silent, a comfortable silence that neither of you want to disturb. The playlist keeps going with songs that match the situation. Right now, a song by the cocteau twins is playing. The sound lulls you into a state of comfort.

Sana's hand is still interwined with yours. Her thumb occasionally carrying your hand. It's a habit she often does when she is deep in thought.

She walks you back home and gives you a kiss before disappearing off to her own house. The date went by very well.

At home, you print out some pictures, Sana, and you took over the course of the date. You smile at some of the moments and grin at the silly poses she does. The pictures find their way on your wall, alongside the new poster Sana bought.

You send her a photo of the new additions to your wall. She responds quickly with a small text and a few kissing emojis. You smile and keep listening to your playlist while thinking about your day.

Your thoughts go back to the kiss Sana and you shared. A warm feeling spread through your body while you remind yourself of how soft her lips feel.

♡

Sana curls up in her bed with her pillow. She posts a story on her socials, sharing her cute date with you. Mina and Momo tease her for the sappy relationship stuff, which erupts in a playful banter between the trio. Sana feels so happy to have her friends and, of course, you.

Her wall is filled with pictures of friends and some photos of you that she took. She grins at the thought of how excited you looked throughout the date. She would give everything to see that face every day.

Also, her thoughts fall back to the kiss. She smiles and relives the memory in her head until her eyes close, and she falls asleep, dreaming of you and the many more dates you two would have.

♡

#Spotify #twice #twice imagines #twice x y/n #twice x you #fluff #twice fluff #minatozaki sana x reader #sana x reader #minatozaki sana

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llovely-12 · 6 months ago

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…Yeah, so Imma need a sequel to this to ‘School sucks!’, because that was too good to just have one story with Sana in that AU- 🔥

Thank you!!! I will start working on a sequel. I'm honestly so happy that you guys like that story :D

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llovely-12 · 6 months ago

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School sucks!

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Minatozaki Sana x female reader

Warnings: Loser reader, popular girl Sana, awkward talks, history class (if that's a warning for anyone), reader is like super nerdy, some self-doubt, mentions of presentation anxiety

Story: Reader and Sana are paired together for group work. Sana flirts, reader blushes.

Authors note: This was quite fun as someone who has history advanced class. Sometimes, I feel like an absolute nerdy loser during school. Anyways, enjoy the read♥︎

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The school bell rings as the clock strikes eight o'clock. School has started, and the students of the eleventh grade wait patiently for their history teacher. Monday first period was always reserved for history. A few students quickly shove some snacks into their mouths, and others spend the time on their phone for as long as they still could.

The door slides open, and the teacher walks inside. Measured steps walk towards the front of the class.

"Good morning, class." Greets the history teacher. Everyone gets up and bows down while mumbling a 'Good morning'.

"I've planned a class project for the week. The project will include a presentation, a handout, and a test on all of the presented topics. The timeline for preparation as well as presenting will take about two and a half weeks. I will choose the groups. Every group includes two students."

Groans and complaints roar through the classroom. Nobody seems to be in the mood for such a time-consuming project. The mentions of a test seemed to wrap it up nicely.

One student, though, was all excited for the project. Y/n. Her love for history was indescribable. Always top of the class with a perfect score. Her love for history started at a very young age. Most of her free time was reserved for researching historic events. On top of that, she is also class president. A trustful student at that.

Y/n smiled brightly while already planning out the structure of this project.

There is another person in this classroom. Her excitement was on the bare minimum. Minatozaki Sana. She is one of the most popular girls at school. Everyone is head over heels for either her or one of her friends. Hirai Momo and Myoui Mina are always on her side, the Japanese girls never seen separate.

Sana groans and glances out of the window. She wasn't exactly stupid or not good in history. The subject just didn't matter to her that much. There were better things she could spend her free time with. Such as shopping.

The teacher had already started putting together the pairs. Some students are happy while some others try to hide their frustrations. Y/n patiently waited for her turn.

"Y/n, you will be in a group with Sana."

Y/n smiles and turns to glance at Sana. The two never spoke much. The class president waves joyfully and nicely greets Sana. The Japanese girl, on the other hand, did not react that excitedly. She almost rolled her eyes and turned her head away.

♡

After class, Y/n makes her way to Sana.

"Hello, Sana. Since we're in one group, I wanted to discuss some things for the start. When do you have time for meeting up after school? I already planned some things for the presentation and hand out-"

"First of all, I don't have any time for this project. I really need some new clothes, so I'll be spending my free time shopping. Secondly, I think you can handle this perfectly on your own for now. I'll tell you when I'm free, just get started and I'll help you later on. What's even our topic?"

"Oh, um, our topic is Napoleon and him taking over Europe. Please text me when you're free. Here's my number."

You hand her your phone and watch her type in your number into her contacts. She smiles and hands you back your phone.

"Thanks, Sana, I'll be looking forward to our work together."

You smile back and leave the classroom to get to your other class.

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A week has passed. Sana hasn't texted you yet, and the project is due in three days. You did most of the research yourself as expected. People mostly let you do the work since you're the class best. Sana isn't an exception there.

You thought she would have messaged you by now, but the contact between the two of you stays silent. Sana doesn't even talk to you at school. You feel really frustrated about this. She didn't even talk to you in history class.

You never minded being the nerdy outcast, but sometimes it was just lonely. Nobody would want to pair up with you. Many would just use you for good grades. You didn't think Sana would be the same. She actually looked so sweet.

A notification from your phone interrupts your train of thoughts. It's a text message from Sana.

'Send me your address, I'm coming over wince I have some free time. Can't leave you all alone with the project ;)'

You sit up and look at the message for a few seconds. That was quick. You didn't think the odds would change this fast, but here you are. You type in your address and see her reply with thumbs up. She's quite silly if you think about it.

♡

The wait for Sana is uncomfortable and embarrassingly long. You get a light stomach ache, which is quite normal in stressful situations. Everything related to the topic is laid out on your desk, sorted neatly. Your right leg bounces on the stop to relieve some stress.

Your parents aren't home for the night. They went out for dinner. You often told them that you wouldn't be eating with them since you were so caught up in studying. School is something very important to you, and you take it very seriously.

The door rings, and your body almost explodes with nervousness. She's here, at your house. This is weird. Nobody's ever been at your house. You apparently take too long for her liking, so Sana rings the doorbell again.

The sounds of your footsteps are muffled due to the carpet. You carefully open the door and glance at Sana. She looks nice, maybe a bit overdressed. You, on the other hand, are dressed in casual clothes.

Sana smiles at you and moves past you inside of your house without even asking for permission. You look after her in confusion, but quickly close the door to catch up with her.

"Where's your bedroom?"

Sana asks. You lead her to your room and close the door after the two of you enter. Sana takes a good look at your room. She grins at the decor and the posters.

"Kpop? Really? Didn't think you'd be this nerdy."

You blush and look down at your feet.

"It's actually really nice to listen to. You should give it a chance."

Sana shrugs and picks up some other items. She often giggles to herself. You can't really do anything else other than watching her inspect everything in your room. Maybe this was a bad idea.

"How about we start on the project? It's due in three days, and there are still some things we need to do."

Sana nods and looks at the already gathered papers on your desk.

"Did you already start with the hand out?"

You shake your head and walk over to your desk.

"No, I focused on the presentation first. It's the most important thing about our project. All of the information I gathered should be helpful for the handout, though."

Sana nods and takes some of the papers. She reads through the information and nods to herself.

"Wait, wasn't Napoleon like active during the first world war?"

You stop with what you're doing and slowly turn to look at Sana. This question was not expected.

"No. Napoleon's era was during the late eighteen century up to the early nineteen century. World War One happened in 1914 until 1918. Why did you think Napoleon ruled during world war one?"

"I don't know. My concept of time is not that great."

You nod and get back to the information. Sana grabs a paper and starts with the handout.

"I can start on the handout. After I'm done, we can copy this and print it out a few times. What do you want on the handout?"

"Uhm, maybe Napoleon's way of taking over Europe, and we should definitely bring in the code civil."

Sana just nods and raises her eyebrows at what you said. Her knowledge of history could be compared to the intelligence of a potato. This was just not her strong suit.

"Wow, you're really into the topic. It's a shame that you're this nerdy. You're actually kinda cute."

Sana winks at you, and you blush. Why is she acting like this? At first she didn't want to talk to you, and now she is flirting with you? What is this behaviour?

The evening goes on with the two of you working on the project. Sana is surprisingly very good at making handouts. Her questions on Napoleon, on the other hand, have you in a state of shock.

During the work, Sana makes some flirty comments towards you. It's weird since she doesn't really talk to you, like ever, but this seems to be different. You don't know what has gotten into her.

Sana leaves after two hours. She winks at you and then walks off into the night. Your face is beet red. Nobody has ever acted like this with you before.

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You sit down in the cafeteria to eat some food. While munching on some rice, you finish some English homework. You're so deep in thoughts that you don't notice three girls walking over to you.

They put down their trays and sit down at your table. You lift your head to see who it's is. It's Sana and her friends Mina and Momo. Sana sat down next to you while the other girls obtained the seats across from you. Sana smiles and clings onto your arm.

"Hi, I hope you don't mind us sitting here. We just thought you were a bit lonely, all by yourself. What are you working on, honey?"

You stop in your tracks and look at Sana. Your face heats up, and you stammer for words. Momo and Mina are suddenly very interested in the food, but you can see the smile on their faces.

"Uh, uh, I'm working on English homework."

"Cute."

Sana coes and presses herself against your body. You side eye her and get back to your homework.

It is really hard trying to concentrate, while Sana distracts you from homework. She would squeeze your arm and whisper flirty stuff in your ear. Momo is too interested in her food to even notice the commotion between Sana and yourself. You sometimes think she's in a different universe, deeply engaged in her thoughts. Mina, on the other hand, did notice the little situation between Sana and you, yet she did not comment on it.

You really ask yourself why this is happening. Yesterday, you were a lonesome loser with nerdy interests, and now you're apparently the hottest thing in school, according to Sana. This didn't make much sense.

Though you had the idea that this would hold on until the final test on all of the projects was written. Many people feigned a friendship before, only to leave you after they got a good grade. It was sad that no one was really interested in your personality and rather your intelligence. Maybe this was Sana's plan. Use you for good grades and then leave.

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Finally, presentation day arrived. You were quite nervous about your end result. There was always a certain fear inside your body when it came to presentations. The thought of people laughing over your mistakes hunt you in every nightmare.

You sit beside Sana while watching another group present. Your leg bounces up and down in a fast rhythm. The pressure of presenting in front of the entire class presses down on you. Anxiety fills your mind and body. Your hands start shaking too.

Sana is focused on drawing a cute little figure into her notebook. She barely pays attention to the group that's currently presenting. What does catch her attention is the way you're behaving. The fast-paced leg bouncing and the shaky hands as you try to take notes on what the other students are saying. She glances at you for a few seconds before she gently puts a hand on your knee. She presses down onto your leg so it doesn't bounce anymore.

You look at Sana. Shock and confusion spread across your face. Sana smiles and caresses your knee with her thumb.

"It's fine, Y/n. Try to focus on something else. It's just a presentation. The others won't throw rotten tomatoes when you make a mistake."

You nod and try to calm down. Sana's gentle gestures helped a lot during the process. The group came to an end, and you raised your hand to give some feedback. Everything felt more at ease now that Sana was silently comforting you.

It's now your turn to present. You get up and walk to the front of the class. The PowerPoint starts, and you go over the agenda and explain the different topics. Sana notices a slight shake in your voice. She grabs your hand and holds it while you're presenting. The action is hidden so other classmates don't notice the affectionate gesture.

The presentation goes smoothly with no mistakes. The feedback is good, and the teacher seems pleased with the final product of your research. You give the teacher as well as some classmates the handout.

After class, you stop Sana and thank her for the help. She smiles and gives your hand a gentle kiss before disappearing into the crowded hallway.

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Sana asked you to study with her for the upcoming history test. To you, the topics and different timelines were easily understandable, yet to her, it was a disaster. Sana had not made any notes on the presentation, so you both decided to research the different presented topics.

You would give Sana a topic, and she should research about it and write down notes. At the end of your study session, she should present everything she researched. You did this four days in a row. Between researching, you also asked her questions about the different historic events. It helped her memorising everything, from dates to persons active during the historic eras.

Also, Momo and Mina started getting closer to you. The trio overall warmed up and took you in, almost like they adopted you. Momo was hesitant at first. She was always a bit introverted, so she got to know you at a slow pace. Mina was about the same. After a few days of sharing a table at lunch, the two of them started talking to you like you've been friends for a long time.

Sana kept her clingy energy with you. She used every opportunity to be close to you and seek your company. She even asked to be seated next to you in most classes.

All of this did not make sense to you. Yes, you enjoyed the company and the maybe promising friendships that could evolve, but on the other hand, you knew what happened. After the test, Sana would disappear with her friends and leave you alone.

The days went by quickly, and the ache in your stomach grew bigger with every passing hour. You did not want them to leave you. The time you had with these three girls was awesome. You have never met people like that before.

After the test was done, you thought Sana wouldn't even talk to you. To your surprise, she still hung out with you. Why's that?

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You open your history textbook, and a note falls onto your lap. Your name is written on one side in neat handwriting. Nobody usually got access to your books, so this is weird. How did anyone manage to slip a note in there?

You take the note and open it up. Inside, there is a small text.

Dear Y/n, I've been admiring you over the last month. I was so happy when our history teacher paired us together for the project. You are such a caring and fantastic person. I really like you. Would you meet me after school for more clarity? Yours sincerely, Sana.

Your eyes widen. Sana wrote a confession letter to you? How is this possible?! You always thought she was annoyed when you were around. Well, she did get closer to you over the last two weeks, but you never expected this.

You carefully fold the letter and put it into your pocket. One thing was clear. You definitely needed clarity on this. Everything is so confusing right now. How long has she liked you? Or is this only a trap? The anticipation for the meet-up after school grows with every second.

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Sana leans against the school wall while waiting for you. You take small but firm steps into her direction. She looks up and meets your gaze. A shy smile spreads across her face. You have never seen Sana this unsure in your life. Usually, she is always this confident girl, but right now, it seems like she's scared for your reaction.

You smile back and still in front of Sana. Silence fills up the space. Neither of you is sure how to start this conversation. You don't know what to say or how to open up this topic. Sana, let's out a deep breath.

"So you've read the letter?"

You nod and pull it out of your pocket as proof. Sana nods and looks at you curiously.

"Well, what do you have to say?"

"I, uhm, I honestly don't know. All of this is new to me. I've never had anyone confess to me. If I'm honest, I don't know why you're into me. I mean, there's not much to like about me."

Sana stares at you in disbelief. She steps closer and takes your hand. Her eyes meet yours. Her brown orbs sparkle a little.

"Are you kidding me? You're such a wonderful person, I don't get how people don't like you. There should be people standing in a line to date you. Even if you're nerdy or if you're not that popular. I think you're perfect. You're just right the way you are."

Your eyes fill up with adoration. Sana has just the right words to swoon you. Butterflies errupt in your stomach and spread a tingly feeling in your body. You giggle and hide your face in your hands.

Sana grins and takes your hands from your face again.

"So what do you say? Are you up for a date?"

You take a moment to think about it. After some consideration, you nod slowly. Sana excitedly jumps around and laughs happily.

"I honestly thought you would dump me after the project. Most people did that, so I was unsure about you and your friends staying."

Sana stops and frowns.

"I would've never done that. That's just low. Anyone who did that should be ashamed of themselves."

You smile. Sana takes your hand. The two of you start walking. Sana chats about all kinds of things while you listen carefully. It's a nice combo. You notice after some time that Sana is walking you home. The path, too engraved in your mind to not notice.

You stop at your house and turn to Sana.

"Thank you."

You shyly smile again. Sana grins and looks at you.

"For asking you out or walking you home?"

"Both."

You giggle and glance at her. Sana leans in and kisses your cheek. The kiss is gentle and soft. It could also be mistaken for a peck with how delicate it is. Your cheeks heat up and turn into a rose pink colour. Sana steps away from you and winks before walking off. She waves one last time before rounding the corner.

You step inside your house and hold the cheek she just kissed. Your other hand reaches for the letter. A smile spreads across your face as you soak up the lovely feeling of Sana's adoration for you.

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#twice #twice imagines #twice x y/n #twice x you #fluff #twice fluff #sana #minatozaki sana #minatozaki sana x reader #sana x reader

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llovely-12 · 6 months ago

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Sweet dreams

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Im Nayeon x female reader

Warnings: Tenth member reader, reader is the maknae💜, mentions of hate comments,

Story: Bad dreams plaque your mind. Nayeon wakes you up and comforts you.

Authors note: I just love Nayeon so much. Enjoy the read ♥︎

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Whimpers escape your mouth. The clock reads 3 AM. Your sleep has been very different the last few days.

Usually, you never got a bad dream. Your dreams were often filled with things that you had experienced once. It was nice seeing events in your dreams that have happened before. Reliving some of the best moments you had.

Yet the last few days were different. Netizens started to comment on one of your performances. Those comments were filled with hate and disappointment. You don't even know why they started hating on your performances. Some said it's because of your lack of dancing. Others commented on your body weight.

The comments hurt, but you wouldn't dare to act on them. There were always these heroic stories of idols clapping back at the haters, but you simply couldn't. You were never in such a position before.

The other members quickly caught onto the hate. All of them were furious. They were worried about their youngest band member. The K-pop industry is not for the weak. They knew it, and you knew it too.

Jihyo, Nayeon, and Jeongyeon almost exploded when they saw the comments. They almost wanted to make an official statement, to do something, anything. But you didn't let them. It wasn't of your interest to make a bigger scene out of this. In the end, they were just some stupid comments. Those would vanish in no time.

You found the most comfort in Nayeon. The two of you are sharing a room within the Twice dorm. Her side of the room is always messy and chaotic. She just lights up most of your moments with her energetic laugh. If there is a moment we're you feel down, Nayeon is always there to support you.

A hand shakes you firmly. You wake with a gasp and turn to the person who woke you from your nightmare plaqued dream. It's Nayeon. She's clearly tired herself, but also worried. The bad dreams started a few days after you received the hate comments. Nayeon would always comfort you when you woke up in the middle of the night, crying from the nightmare you just had.

If you weren't having nightmares, you were having sleepless nights. Your body went through some kind of insomnia. The depressing thoughts troubled your mind until sleep wasn't an option. All of this pulled you down much more than you would like to admit.

Nayeon smiles sadly and pulls you into a hug. Her hands rub over your back in comforting circles. She always made you feel safe. Nayeon always thought it was kind of her responsibility to look after you. She is the oldest of the group, so she naturally would spend her time looking after her band members. Yet it was something different when it came to you. Nayeon definitely had a soft spot for you. She would never admit that, though.

Soft and comforting words leave her lisp as she pulls you deeper into the embrace. You hold onto her shirt like a child. She shushes your small, little sobs, that started after she took you into her arms.

After some time, she lied down beside you, and started to cuddle you.

"It's fine, I promise. Try going back to sleep. I won't leave your side Y/n."

Her voice lulled you back into a state of drowsiness. Your eyes fall shut, and your mouth opens for small snores to escape. Nayeons smiles at the side and cuddles you until you fall back asleep.

After that, she gets up and brings her blanket as well as her pillow over to your bed. She wouldn't leave you in that state of mind. Nayeon settles down beside you and holds your hand while trying to talk back asleep. The two of you soak up each other's warmth and comfort while hopefully dreaming about better memories.

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#twice #twice imagines #twice x y/n #twice x you #fluff #twice fluff #im nayeon #im nayeon x reader #twice nayeon #comfort

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llovely-12 · 6 months ago

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{ Twice Masterlist}

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Nayeon:

Sweet dreams

Jeongyeon:

Dog sitting {coming soon}

Momo:

Lost in your moves

Sana:

School sucks!

School sucks! Right?

Jihyo:

Helping you sleep

Let Down

All I Need (Let Down part 2)

Keeping you company ( Helping you sleep part 2)

Mina:

Nothing yet :(

Dayhun:

Nothing yet :(

Chaeyoung:

Nothing yet :(

Tzuyu:

Nothing yet :(

Ot9

The End is near

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Always open for requests♥︎

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All I Need

(Let Down part 2)

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Park Jihyo x female reader

Warnings: mentions of alcohol, mentions of cheating, a bit suggestive at the end

Story: What had been broken, could also be fixed.

Authors note: A big thank you to the person who requested a part two! I'm happy for every interaction I get on my fanfics. Big love to everyone who has been liking my posts♡. Enjoy the read♥︎

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'What was broken could also be fixed.'

That's what eight year old Jihyo thought after breaking one of her mothers precious vases. While chasing after her siblings, she accidentally knocked the expensive object over and caused it to shatter into many pieces.

Now she was sitting at the table in her bedroom with a glue bottle in her hand, trying to fix the mess that she had made. It wasn't exactly easy to figure out which pieces belonged together and how to arrange them, but she would invest every second she had to ensure that this vase would be fixed.

The work was hard and painful, but Jihyo put her best efforts into putting the vase together. In the end, she had a decent result. The vase was almost the same as before. No, it was even better. The vase created a completely new image. The colours now create a different picture. It gave the vase a fresh new look.

Jihyo was, of course, scolded for the action. Her mother loved the vase, and she was quite sad after she found out that Jihyo had broken it. To her surprise, the result Jihyo came up with was even better than her previous vase. The new creation gave her so much joy and a whole different perspective that she put it into the entry. Jihyo's mom proudly showed the remade vase to everyone entering the house.

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The weeks after the finished collaboration were rough. Jihyo moved out of the once shared apartment. You were not really talking to her. Only acknowledging her when it was nessacery. What broke Jihyo the most were the ripped up pictures she found one day. That was apparently your way of dealing with everything, just breaking stuff out of frustration.

Of course, she understood the struggles you had. She still couldn't figure out what brought her to the decision to cheat on you. Nothing ever made her question her relationship until that point. To her relief, the short fling with the male artist quickly ended after the collaboration. He returned back to the States without messaging Jihyo. What an asshole. She put the most important thing in her life onto the edge just to be ghosted.

Well karma is a bitch and it was all over Jihyos face. The ripped up picture pieces lay secure in her bedside table at the new apartment. She would never let these go or the relationship with you. Everything that had been broken could also be fixed. That mindset burned into Jihyo's head as she made out a plan to win you back.

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Work drowned out your insecure thoughts. The books were kind of your saviour. After things with Jihyo partially ended, you felk into a consumerism spiral and bought every book revolving about love, relationship drama, and most importantly, murdering your ex.

You were so pent up with frustration that the poor books and customers had to suffer under the emotional mess of your life. Friends and family were your biggest supporters, but after a while, you found more solitude by drowning yourself into the world of books. They gave you the perfect scenarios to imagine. Scenarios that could've happened with Jihyo, too.

You tried to ignore her or everything evolving around her, but you live in South Korea. The streets are plastered with her face. The internet is filled with commercials that include her or even her voice. The radio plays the same Twice songs. You could never really escape her, even if you wanted to.

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Jihyo turned the key to your once shared apartment. There were still things that she needed to get. You were sitting on the couch, almost unbothered. You tried so hard not to care when she was around, but then her eyes met yours, and suddenly, everything started crashing down on you.

She would comfort you, hold you close to her, and you would let her. In the end, you would do everything to keep her. Being back in her securing embrace made you calm down. She always had a calming effect on you.

"I am going to fix this."

Her promise was sure and determined. You know jihyo. She pulls things through until they're done. She keeps her promise.

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The bed felt different this morning. Another weight pushed the mattress further down into the wooden bedframe. Her black hair is spread out across the pillow case. Her breathing, soft and gentle, casts through the air like a nostalgic melody. Her fingers wrap around the fabric of your shirt.

Jihyo sleeping next to you in bed was not something you thought you'd be waking up to any time soon. Both of you were still hurt and broken from her cheating. You never knew how much she was affected by her actions, but you also partially didn't care. She made that decision, and now she had to live with the consequences.

You take her hand off your shirt and leave the bedroom. The audacity she had, sleeping in your bed, next to you. You walk into the guest bedroom. The bed there wasn't as comfortable as your own, but you don't want to sleep next to Jihyo. At least not now.

Over the course of the last week, things changed. You started talking to her again and let her back into the apartment. Both of you actually settled for her sleeping in the guest room. That quickly changed, though, as she started sneaking into your room and sleeping next to you.

You started arguments over this, but at the end of the day, it was never enough for you to actually stay mad at her. Everything you tried shattered down the cliffs of her care for you. Ironically, she was the one caring for you when you were crying about the things she did.

Like always, she found a way back into your heart. Slowly but surely, she'd crawl back in like nothing happened. That's what she always did, and you could never hold her back. It's like you needed her more than oxygen. Like the air, your breath wasn't enough to fill you up to keep you functioning. She was like a siren, calling you back into the depths of her ocean at any time she wanted to.

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Evenings like these were normal once. A wine glass in your right hand, and a book in your left. The cushion of the couch comforted your back as you were lying against it. Jihyo sits at the other end of the couch. Her actions are the same as yours.

Her wine glass is almost empty. The second bottle of wine has already been opened and put on the small coffee table. Usually, Jihyo was more into beer. She would always order the bitter liquid on night outs. Here at 'home', she would enjoy a nice wine with you.

Her eyes are trained on the book in her hand. She's reading some romance drama novel you got her before the whole breakup drama. She always enjoyed your taste in literature. Her love for reading was actually quite unexpected. In the beginning, you only got to see her love for sports or her job. Yet after the first few walls of your relationship crumbled, she revealed more of her true self.

Things got better now. You could eat dinner with her again, sit next to her, or engage in a casual chat with her without thinking about the past events. Jihyo made a lot of effort to try to win you back. Of course you had noticed. Her actions never really subtle.

While thinking, your eyes were trained on her. Jihyo had to bite back a small smile. She wanted nothing more than to have you back as hers again. Regretting everything that happened and that she wasn't faithful to you. Jihyo wanted you back, more than anything in the world. She had made a fool of herself and mostly you.

Nothing would go back to the way it once was, but she could make something new out of it. You both could, together, like you always used to. Giving life a new perspective.

Every time Jihyo thought things were hopeless, she thought back to the broken vase. The effort she had put into something simple as glueing back together the shards of porcelain would give her the boost she needed. Like she did back then, she would now put her effort into repairing this mess. She would glue your broken pieces back together.

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Her kisses felt like little butterflies gracing your skin. You could never get enough of the feeling of her. Another night of enjoying some wine and books turned into kisses and caresses. It shouldn't be like this. You should hate her, and you have every right to.

Her mouth drags over your neck, only stopping to give your skin a wet kiss. A sigh escapes your lips. She knew all of your weak spots. Her hands hold onto your waist underneath your shirt. The skin of her hand is soft and delicate.

Your hands hold onto her tank top, fingers occasionally scratching the tanned skin underneath. Gasps escaped her lips. Jihyo was very vocal about her likes and dislikes. She leaned closer to you, her muscles tensing under your touch, but in a good way.

Your hand meets her cheek and pulls her head up for a soft kiss. The kiss holds emotions you nor she could ever express. Sometimes, actions do speak more than words. Jihyo knew how to transport the right message with her gestures.

"You're all I need." She rasps out, her voice breathless and almost hoarse. Her eyes meet yours, the brown orbs filled with hope and need. You've never seen her look at you like this.

Maybe you just need to let your guard down and love her again. The universe would never send you someone again who would look at you like this. The rawness of love, right in front of your face. Your head nods without much thought, and you lean in for another kiss.

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#Spotify #twice #twice imagines #twice x y/n #twice x you #fluff #jihyo x reader #park jihyo #park jihyo x reader #twice fluff #twice jihyo #twice angst #angst #angst with a happy ending #suggestive

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llovely-12 · 6 months ago

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So there will be a part 2 to 'Let Down', but I'm not sure how long the writing will take as Christmas is around the corner. I want to enjoy the time with my family, so I apologise if the writing does take a bit longer :)

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Let Down

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Park Jihyo x female reader

Warnings: Angst, jihyo cheats (heartbreaking), relationship struggles, mentions of... a man

Story: Jihyo is behaving weird. She is growing distant, and you get a hint why.

Authors note: I'm obsessed with this song. I thought the mood would fit for this idea. Enjoy the read♥︎

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Usually, October, was your favourite month. You loved the fresh autumn air and the way the leaves changed their colours, only to fall from the branches and wrinkle until nothing but dust was left of them.

The cicle of the different seasons is always fascinating. You love going outside and experiencing this in real life. Touching the said leaves that had fallen to the ground. Laying in the grass on a warm spring day and watching the birds return after the cold. See the beauty of nature in the summer and, finally, the cold and icy days of the winter.

Winter always made you a bit sad or depressed. You never knew why, though. It is as if all of the happiness, collected by the other seasons, is just pulled out of your head and replaced with some lingering thoughts.

In all these dark and icy months, you had Jihyo. She was the only person bringing you joy when there really was nothing to be happy about. She cared for you in ways you have never experienced. You are so thankful for the relationship that has been growing between you two.

You were introduced through chaeyoung. You are friends with chaeyoung. Both of you met at an art museum. She stumbled onto you while taking pictures of the paintings. After that, your friendship blossomed, and she introduced you to Twice.

Jihyo and you understood each other immediately, though it all needed some time. You were honestly too shy to ask her out. She never really thought you were into her.

The ice was broken after the other members set you up for a date. After that, you both hit it off very well. Even though you needed to be secret about this, due to her idol status and the strict dating rules. It wasn't easy in the beginning, but you passed over every obstacle, as long as you were with her.

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You try to warm your feet under a thick blanket. The TV is playing in the background. One of Jihyos' favourite K-dramas is running. She told you early into the relationship about her love for K-dramas and the need for them to always be playing when she was home. You quickly took over her habit, and now, every time you're at home, some korean drama is running in the background.

You watch the episode attentively while waiting for Jihyo to come home. Twice is busy, especially during the colder seasons. New comebacks are waiting to be released, and another world tour is being planned.

You want to give Jihyo all the space and time that she needs. She could be very hectic and frustrated during those times, so she really needed the time and space at given moments. Arguments often bubbled up, and Jihyo really hated them. They always resulted in tears and slamming doors.

It's almost midnight, and she still hasn't come home yet. Late nights were occasional at the company, but you always knew when Jihyo took more time to prepare stuff for the comebacks. She would call you or message you about stuff like this.

It has happened before that she did not reply to your messages or just forgot to send a text about her being late, but in the last few days, these occurrences started piling up. She always found an excuse, and you were forgiving.

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Jihyo comes home, and the lights are still on. The TV is playing, and you are on the couch, fast asleep. She has seen thus sight many times before. As much as it hurt her for the relationship to be like this, she couldn't do much about it. The company needed her more than anything right now, hoping on her ideas or her presence for the comeback.

She walks over to your body and smiles softly. The sight never got old. She leaned down to give you a small kiss on the cheek, her lips leaving a small kiss mark.

Jihyo turns off the TV as well as the lights. Her arms wrap around you and carry you over to the bed. The bed is comfy and carries both of your scents within its sheets.

After getting ready for bed, Jihyo settles down next to you. Her muscles are sore from the practice. The smooth and soft feeling of the mattress eases the tension in Jihyos' body and helps her relax.

She falls asleep a few moments later.

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Twice did not know about someone collaborating with them. It was a last-minute decision, chosen by one of the managers. The artist is quite known in the west. The goal is to bring Twice's fame more to the Western people. More collaborations with Western artists would guarantee more fans.

The members were always a bit shy when it came to meeting new artists. Their career mostly resulted in the groups comebacks. Only a few months ago, they started with inviting over other artists and creating new songs.

Jihyo and the other members were excited for the guest. They were waiting in some room within the company. There were some formalities to go over before shaking hands and making music.

The atmosphere was slightly tense, but the women did everything in their mind to keep the tone nice and friendly. The managers were preparing everything for the meeting. Soft laughters filled the room as the Twice members joked around about the situation or past moments.

The attention is quickly fixed to the door as a relatively tall, tanned man walks in. His clothing style is simple. The smile on his face seems genuine. The Twice members quickly get up to greet the Western artist. Jihyo, as the leader, went up to him first. She bows down a bit and greets the man with a gentle smile.

"Hi, I'm Jihyo, and this is Twice."

She points to the other eight women. The man introduces himself and greets the other women, too, though his gaze stays on Jihyo. The leader of Twice does not notice this, though, being too caught up watching after her members.

The language barrier is a bit awkward but is quickly fixed with a translator. The meeting goes smoothly, and everyone is happy with the results. The connection between Jihyo and the other artist is friendly, though the man can't seem to keep his eyes off of Jihyo.

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The cold weather outside of the bookstore carried many people through the doors. Books were getting more popular nowadays so your job as a cashier was more active and fun. It's almost like the sells for books rise with the colder months. The aesthetic of walking into a bookstore after a fresh walk must be a nice feeling for the people in town.

You were focused on getting the newly ordered books into their shelves. The organising and refilling of books took up most of the time. You never understood customers who just left books on completely different shelves.

The ladder you were on was shaking a bit, and you had to hold onto one of the shelves. You have been working for almost seven hours now, and your shift will be over soon. You can't wait to get home and cook a nice meal for Jihyo and yourself. It has been a while since the two of you found the time and energy to have a proper meal together.

Ever since you moved to Korea, you made sure to learn Korean cuisine and master their way of cooking. This came in handy after you met Jihyo. She loves food and was surprised by your cooking skills. It was nice and loving to cook for her, and watch her eat the food with a happy frown.

You quickly make your way back home after your shift. Jihyo is already home and greets you with a loving embrace as well as a long kiss. The kissing wouldn't stop, as both of you missed each other dearly, never really getting the chance to spend a lot of time together. The food could wait, as your feet take wobbly but sure steps towards the bedroom. Jihyos arms quickly picking you up and carrying you over to the bed.

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His voice intrigued Jihyo. Not many artist stayed around this much during comebacks, most of them just travelling around Seoul to experience the culture and take pictures. He, on the other hand, stayed around the group, made sure to get to know everyone, and strike up small but meaningful conversations.

Was it obvious that he was mostly talking to Jihyo? Yes. Did anyone suspect or notice anything? No.

Jihyo is a charming woman nonetheless. Her aura is alluring, and she does the best at feeling new people welcome. Adding the leader card and her natural care for the other person's well-being can make quite a few people dizzy with love. She always got complimented and showered with love. The hybe around this woman was nothing new. Yet she always made sure to stay loyal.

You were a big secret in Jihyos' life. Of course, the members and her family knew, but the bigger image was always closed off with a curtain, preventing the attention on Jihyos and your relationship. She made sure that you were safe from the fans and the paparazzi. She would not forgive herself if the sharp tongues ever cut at your flesh.

And even though you're her everything, the person that supports her the most during times where she felt the worst, she can't keep her eyes off him. What makes this man so special? Is it his American accent? The way he listens attentively to everything she says? The attention she gets from him?

Jihyo's mind can not fathom any reason why she would be this interested in another person if she got the perfect one sitting at home, waiting for her. Maybe this was not romance. Jihyo was sure that she was just fascinated by the man's persona. That must be it.

Nothing could come between you and Jihyo, right?

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His name has left her mouth about seven times this evening. You notice the way her eyes light up while talking about him. It made you wonder. When was the last time Jihyo talked about you like this? Her members would often take chances and share whatever Jihyo was saying with you. Whether it was your appearance that day, that made her heart swell or the way you said goodbye before work. But now that you think of it. Jihyo hasn't been this affectionate in a while.

Sure, her career was demanding, and you were never that kind of girlfriend. You could never put yourself between Jihyo and her job as an idol. She worked so hard for this. Never in a million years would you ever make her change something about her job. You even admired her patience for pursuing an artist life. It was hard and often made Jihyo crumble under the stress. There were times when you cursed out her choice of work, but after all, it was something that she chose.

And now you're here. Listening to her gushing about this male artist. Suddenly, the food tastes bland, and your appetite leaves along the mood for a romantic night. The warm lights of the restaurant feel too dark, like they're purposefully pushing you into the dark. Everything seems to pull you down, and that's just by hearing his name.

You sigh and push away your plate. Jihyo stops talking and focuses on your behaviour. She frowns and puts a hand on yours, her thumb idly brushing over your knuckles.

"Is something wrong, babe?

The concern in her voice is evident. She always cared for you. Jihyo would move mountains if it meant for you to be happy. She would do everything she could to ensure your comfort.

"I'm fine, it's just, you've been talking about this one artist the whole evening. It's like I'm not even here with you."

Your answer takes Jihyo aback. She hadn't noticed the way she was constantly bringing up his name. Sometimes, Jihyo just drifts off while talking. It's natural for her not to notice the line.

"God, I'm so sorry, honey. I never meant to ruin our date night. Just interrupt me when I drift off again, okay?"

You nod. Jihyo seals the promise with a kiss on the back of your hand. After that, she goes back to talking. Yet, you don't have the heart to inform her that she is infact drifting off again. Her conversation slid over to a certain male artist.

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A week has passed by. You haven't seen Jihyo for three days. She hasn't entered the apartment, claiming that the company needs her. Nights are spent without her, and to your dismay, the bedsheets start to lose their smell.

Jihyo is slowly but surely drifting off. At first, it started with the conversations. She would rarely talk about common things or you anymore. All she ever talked about now was that stupid guy. You couldn't take it anymore. Then she started missing out dates. She always excused herself, but the apologies became sloppy and unreliable. At last, she forgot your anniversary. That night ended in a heated argument. She claimed that there was nothing going on while you were throwing the accusations at her like there's no tomorrow.

She left after that night, staying at the company or at one of the member's apartments. You can't remember her getting like this. This sassy and unbuttered behaviour. In the past, she would come back to you, apologise, and make up for her mistakes. Now she ignores you.

The job has been your only release. Sorting and selling books made you forget about the drama, which is displayed at home. Some of the members reached out to you. Nayeon came over and talked with you about Jihyo's behaviour. She suspicioned something, but her hints didn't get to you.

You trust Jihyo with all your heart. She would never betray you. Even if Nayeon made some convincing discoveries. Your mind couldn't handle the thought of Jihyo ever doing something like that.

You were supposed to move into a bigger apartment. Late night talks resulted in marriage plans. It had been about four years since you two got together. Why would she throw all of that away now? It all didn't make sense to you.

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Jihyo couldn't believe it, but the hickeys on her neck showed a fact. What had she done?

The last night had passed in a hace. Drinks were gulped down as if they're nothing. Shot after shot brought Jihyo to her limit. Her alcohol endurance is high, so it took a lot of alcohol to break that.

Back to whatever happened last night. Jihyo went out with him. At first, the plan was to just let loose and forget about the stress of being an artist, and then something changed. Jihyo can't remember when she decided to kiss him. It was a moment of weakness, nothing more. She would never do this again.

Her hands reach for some make-up to cover up the dark red bruises across her neck. She would never tell you what happened. This would be a secret, a secret that Jihyo would take to her grave.

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You knew. Right when she laid down beside you, you knew. The way her arms wrapped around your body differently. You just knew it.

Her hands were sweaty and warm, and her breath was slightly uneven. After being with someone for such a long time, you remember antics that even the person themselves would never notice. Her withdrawal after the male artist was introduced, the way her tone and eyes changed when she talked about him, and lastly, her not coming home after the comeback was celebrated.

The Twice members had reached out to you. Nayeon was so worried about your well-being. Everything fit together like a big puzzle. Would you ever be the same? Would she ever admit to what she has done?

You can't get the answers, and you probably never will. Instead, all you do is curl into her body, breathe in her scent, and kiss the spot on her neck, which holds the hickeys that he made.

The cold wind blows through the partly opened window, and suddenly, autumn isn't your favourite season anymore. The wind is too cold and too harsh on your skin. The leaves that fall from the branches only make a mess on your balcony. You felt like one of the leaves, falling from the tree. First, you change your colour, then you fall from the only support that you've had for the longest time of your life, and then you start to wrinkle, and everything turns into dust. A faint memory of what once was, and what will never be.

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