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Adore each other. Be fiendishly smitten. Be frantically in love. Can there be too many perfumes, too many rosebuds, too many nightingales? Can lovers love each other too much, be too enchanting, too beguiling, too charming? Is it possible to be too much alive, too happy? Adore each other, and never mind the rest.

— Victor Hugo, Les Misérables (1862)

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"Just once I would like to be the poem,

Not the poet"

–J.R.Rogue

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I promise you my pain wasn’t poetic. It was days without sleep and pretending i was stable enough to continue

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one more show and i get to go home

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Sometimes, I cry so hard I can feel it in my ribs. / I feel like the real me is backed into a corner inside me

— Ama Asantewa Diaka, from "Saturday Evening WhatsApp Message," Woman, Eat Me Whole

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normalize reading a book without caring if the spine breaks, folded cover, misspelled annotations and just ruining the book completely as a form of art

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"god loves you. but not enough to save you"

- sun bleached flies, ethel cain

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"It isn't only that he died, or how he died; it is what he died believing. And so I try to be kind to everything I see, and in everything I see, I see him."

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mother why did you gave birth to me?

the only thing I ask for is your love, I want to feel you holding me mother

your words are like a sharp knife, and every time you speak to me, you cut me so deeply

and I don't know how much longer I can handle this mother

so why did you gave birth to me if you were going to treat me like this?

- ella

a shitty poem that I wrote abt my situation with my mother

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— a get to know me!

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I'm OBSESSED with ethel cain and chase atlantic, writing is just a hobbie, sometimes I get inspired and then write but sometimes i go months without writing, LOVE dakota warren, her vibes are immaculate. I also love to read, my fav books are "a little life", "the brothers karamazov" and "dead poets society", I'll probably talk abt these books here!

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jesus smoking while listening to ethel cain

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ethel cain is a a genius

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beautiful

why am i never the first choice? i would tear off my own flesh if you were starving. i would stain my wedding gown with blood to offer you my lungs if you so much as coughed. i would worship you every morning and say grace to you every night. don’t you get it? i would give everything for you!

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Call me pretentious but if my life isn’t filled with poetic moments, silk blouses and red lipstick then I don’t want it

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I search for you in every place, but all I find is empty space. The void you left can't be replaced, my heart now aches in slow disgrace.

I try to move on every day, but thoughts of you just won't go away and my love for you will never fade

- ella