lolaeloise

[lolaeloise]

My ultimate crush and who I dream to look like

[lolaeloise]

Hate myself today feel like I’ve could’ve done so much better but I haven’t:

Breakfast:❌

Lunch: 🥔🌽jacket potato with tuna sweet corn and Mayo = 288 kcal

Dinner: 🍜soup = 100 kcal

Snack: 🍎Apple = 70kcal

I went to the gym and worked off 300 kcals. But I know I could’ve gone without dinner tonight and I’ve let myself down so now I’m gonna have to work out harder tomorrow.

[lolaeloise]

Reasons to lose weight - my collarbones will be visible again (how I miss them) - I don’t need to buy new clothes because the old ones will fit again - with a smaller body I need less fabric to make clothes for myself - cute plaid skirts and sleeveless clothes - period pains and shit like that will be reduced - it saves money to eat less - maybe I will like myself a little bit more - for once in my life I want to be skinny

[lolaeloise]

Whilst I re make tumblr to get my self back on track. Last year exactly I was a size 8 weighing at 5st 5lbs, now I’m 9st 3lbs and have am a size 12/14😡😢

I want to get back to how I was because I’ve never looked better and skinnier. Skinny is the best thing to be and I had it and let it go.

As the weeks go on I’ll lower my calorie intake starting today at 600 kcal and to lower myself to 127 kcals by jan if I’m not fasting!

[lolaeloise]

Just want to be this thin again 🥺