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hpd + bpd culture is doing some shit to get attention from your fp but when they *do* react negatively (like how you wanted), it's not as cool in reality because now you think 'they hate me now 😕' and continue to cry about something you totally did purposefully

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hpd culture is wanting to get hurt in front of everyone so bad because you want the attention and want to see how bad people really care about you 🧚‍♀️

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HPD culture is telling someone about how much you're struggling, only for THEM to start having a breakdown, so then you're comforting them while internally pissed because IT'S MY TIME to be comforted STOP making this about YOU when it's supposed to be about ME.

(thanks dad. LMAO)

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Histrionic PD culture is feeling so pissed that there isn't more information on HPD because I WANT TO HEAR ABOUT *ME*. Talk MORE about what I have! Do more studies on HPD!! TELL ME ABOUT MYSELF >:(!!! (/nm, its the dramatics <3)

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romance is when the kiss degenerates into gnawing

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drunkand I need to lock in on starving

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hpd culture is being an actor

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decomposition (dysphoria) // june 2023

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the point of art is not to be great but to make it transparently obvious that there is something wrong with you

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HPD culture is “god I would be so powerful if my disorder was researched”

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hpd culture is being evil and manipulaitve and powerful and charming in your scenarios or being a victim and horribly dramatic

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kinder than man, althea davis

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HPD culture is wanting to attempt (but not succeed) suicide just to be hospitalized so someone can see how badly you’re hurting

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hpd culture is victimizing yourself in every single situation

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kind of sucks but idk pls gimme pointers

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Isabel Allende, The House of The Spirits // Anne Carson, Red Doc> // F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Short Stories // Ocean Vuong, On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous // 肉包不吃肉, The Husky and His White Cat Shizun // Bernhard Schlink, The Reader (trans. Carol Brown Janeway) // Heart Like Yours— Willamette Stone