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Queen of the Black Water Territory, Shi Qingxuan, greets his Brother.

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Be as harsh as you want I won't believe a word you say

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"These days I think I owe my life To flowers that were left here by my mother Ain't that like them, gifting life to you again"

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And if the time for you to return my love Never comes Know that I will not begrudge you Though it is painful Just don't deny me The opportunity of loving you

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"...in his original outline...he [Luo Binghe] had been doomed to fade away, alone and unchanging forever,

𝘴𝘰 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘯𝘰𝘵." -Extra 6 - Airplaine's Adventure Log

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I have always loved how Luo Binghe is so open about his emotions and feelings; the good and the bad. I love how he cries to express discomfort. I love that no matter how hard he tries to hide his jealousy, bury them deep within his insecurities and doubts, he will still fail at it. I admire how raw his emotions are. He may have a hard time processing them, and sometimes accepting them, but trust the boy to always show it, one way or another.

I think, it's his way of reaching to SQQ. His way of showing sincerity, of what's truly inside his heart. Or maybe, it's just all subconscious. He may not even intend any of it. It’s just his brain betraying him. His heart yelling at him. Or maybe just telling him, 'you have your shizun now'.

Shizun, shizun...look at me, all of me.

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And sometimes, in the face of strangers, i happen to find the reminiscence of us

- Curator

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"...don't say that no one wants you or that no one will choose you ever again."

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Close your eyes, dry your tears 'Cause when nothing seems clear You'll be safe here From the sheer weight Of your doubts and fears [Your] weary heart, you'll be safe here

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tgcf

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Then when I met you, my virtues uncounted All of my goodness is goin' with you now

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"Can you imagine? One day you suddenly wake up in a cave and look around without knowing anything, but you already have a responsibility that you must shoulder. You have no right to see the scenery along the way, and you can’t enjoy your friends and lovers. The moment you regain consciousness, all the beautiful things in your life have no meaning to you.

Zhang Qiling is carrying his own destiny in silence." (DMBJ Volume 8, Postcript)

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I hate myself for not being able to get anybody to stay. Never… has anyone been willing to choose me.

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im just someones weird sister

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You and I have nothing to show But the best of the world in the palm of our hands

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i used to be too shy to interact w fanfic authors, but after i finally started to do so, that i realised they're the same @ me