#help im still at the restaurant

[sceezar]

i have not moved on

[syrena-del-mar]

"Thank you."

Barcode Tinnasit as Non Prathipsit and Mio Athens as Tan Phatthananon in Dead Friend Forever (2023). x

[wade-winston-wilson]

I seriously cannot stop thinking about All of Us Strangers. I can't stop thinking about I found you. I can't stop thinking about vampires at doors and a man who hates the quiet. I can't stop thinking about parents who never got to raise their boy. I can't stop thinking about how he's got such a sad face.

[detox-two-retox]

anybody else thinking about it saying "mon cheri" (french masc ver of "my dear") in irresistible. cause what was that about

[master-missysversion]

The fact that 14 wasn't around long has the wild effect of me still grieving the doctor from two regenerations ago. Like i expect I'll see a lot of people talking about grieving 14 (i already have a bit) and im like. You guys have got over 13 already? I'm still there 😭

[cemetery14]

i never moved on from this

HES SO PRETTY WHEN HES TIRED

[kvtnisseverdeen]

one of the worst feelings is finding a blog from years ago that used to make amazing edits and seeing their goodbye text post

[patpranishome]

As a child, I had always dreamed of being someone's lover, a feeling I got from watching numerous romance movies, especially ones from the Bollywood and Kdramas.

But, as I grew older and older, I started to be more cynical about romantic kind of love. Why? Nothing much, I just thought that this kind of love was pointless. Having seen multiple marriages destroyed when the people involved used to laud their love for one another confirmed my thoughts. I lost interest in watching the romance genre because I couldnt relate or understand any of that.

Then, Bad Buddy came. Full disclosure, I did watch BLs, but only in the early years before the BL industry was as it is today. But, even then, I watched it like eating candies before dinner, delicious but not fulfilling. It was just a curiosity at that moment about the pairing of OhmNanon, but I'd never thought that even after two years that I finished it, PatPran was still consuming my mind.

PatPran made me believe again in love. As mentioned above, I was indifferent to romantic love. But, there's something about PatPran's journey that touched my heart and awakened the romantic in me. It was probably because I felt that they were real, that their reasons for falling in love with each other felt believable, or it was probably many other reasons people who were smarter and more fluent in literacy than me could explain.

But, one thing that really cemented my belief in love watching Bad Buddy was the ending. The ending in a way was bittersweet but for me that made their love far more believable and truer than any other.

You see, as I grew distant from romantic love, I grew closer to familial love. I finally understand my mother's words that at the end of the day, you only got family with you (found or blood, who cares? Family is family). My family had each other back. We've fought but, we do support each other.

Therefore, I relate so much to Pran. We love our mom so much even though they had faults. They cared for us, supported us and loved us with all of their hearts. But, Mom also had flaws because they were also human. Just like Pran, even though, she never explicitly said it, there was this burden of being excellent in everything that made me hate her a bit. But, at the end of the day, I still love her, and I will always choose her first.

When Pran chose to do what they did in the end, it was sad, but, at the same time, it meant Pat was up there with his mom. Pran would never let his mom go, but at the same time, Pat was also a very precious person in his life that he chose to keep even though it was hard. It was a choice that was hard to make and in another, more amazing world, a choice that would never exist in the first place. But, if there exists an opportunity to keep both my family and my one true love with some sacrifice, I, myself will gladly chose to do the same thing over and over again.

In conclusion to this very long post, I love Pran because of the way Pran loves others. He loves not many but all that he loved, he loved with his entire being. And because of that, I believed in love once more.

[chrryouis]

me trying to go on normally with my day and then my head goes cause trying to get your attention has been kind of exhausting. my attention? yeah…i guess so… i mean, i did maim my best friend! my sister says there are better ways to get someone’s attention- like that ? yeah, that works. so that was okay ? it was better than fake mouth static.

[heartsforwagner]

HELP 😭IM 😭STILL😭AT 😭THE😭RESTJRAUT😭😭

i cant cope i miss widows peak danny!!!

never will cope

im still here

[cosmiicwh0re]

[autisticlenaluthor]

Maybe we will see Sadie crying again as she writes the expose on Walker bc dang she really was rooting for her. 😭

honestly i wouldn't be surprised if this happens

sadie is all about exposing her right now, but it's clear she's still backing Walker as a candidate. it's like half of her wants to move on, and the other half is kicking and screaming because she isn't ready to leave

[in-burning-red]

the rep tv vault officially being so imminently close after being all you thought about since 2021 is wild

[riverswaltz]

right where you left me is a twelveclara song fight me

[taintedcigs]

when that sudden wave of depression hits you in the middle of your lunch and now you’re all alone sitting in a crowded restaurant and all the noises around you irritates you further and further and each laughter feels like its aimed at you.

[acourtofswiftiesandshadowdaddies]

HELP... IM STILL AT THE RESTAURANT STILL SITTING IN A CORNER I HAUNT CROSS LEGGED IN THE DIM LIGHT THEY SAY WHAT A SAD SIGHT I SWEAR YOU COULD HEAR A HAIRPIN DROP RIGHT WHEN I FELT THE MOMENT STOP GLASS SHATTERD ON THE WHUTE CLOTH EVERBODY MOVED ON

I STAYED TEHRE

DUST COLLECTING ON MY PNNIED UP HAIRBORUEFBOIRGBOITGOTIEGNOINRG

this is my monthly unhinged post