lostintimeandspace00

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This is my true form. An enlightened entity that also happens to be a space cowboy.

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“Above me shone a terrifying number of stars

Spelling out the cold indifference of the universe”

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The hours blurred

sitting on the edge of my bed, staring at the moon,

I wonder if it knows the weight of what it pulls.

The walls feel thin, closing in, suffocating me, but the night's so wide, vast

The stars are closer than the life outside.

I whisper into the dark, "Do you hear me at all?"

As shadows of other worlds dance across my walls.

The clock keeps ticking, ticking, ticking, but it's out of tune,

I feel the pull of somewhere else beneath the silver moon hung in the sky.

Eyes shut, heart open, I begin to drift,

I found my solace in the unseen. The emptiness.

Slipping past the edge of this waking dream.

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Shifters are the universe's ultimate explorers.

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“How long baby have l been away?

Oh, it feels like ages, though you say it's only days

There ain't language for the things I've seen, yeah And the truth is stranger than my own worst dreams

The truth is stranger than all my dreams

Oh, the darkness got a hold

on me”

Lord Huron my love 🥹

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Reminder: shifting is a thing you do, not something that happens to you

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Am I the only one who refuses to tell people about my main dr. I am unfortunately a gatekeeper 😔

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sometimes i’m in public and i wonder “who in this crowd knows about shifting????? 🤨🤨🤨🤨”

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Oh um it’s just for my study schedule…yeahhhh😟

"What’s that notion app on your phone?"

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Taking anti-depressant pills?? Seeing a therapist??? Journaling???? No need babe, my fav writer just dropped another x reader fic.

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PO: When you love a band so much you shift to be apart of it

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If you know who this is marry me

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04:13 in the morning. I can’t sleep. Fuck. I’m sick and up with a cough that won’t let me sleep. So I’ve taken to drinking green tea x lemon tea and aimlessly scrolling on tumblr while listening to who laughs last LH on repeat. My eyes are heavy and my mind cannot stop drifting to the dark night outside my window. The universe is so vast and I am so so unbelievably small, not even a grain of sand on the beach that is the universe. Perhaps I measure to the size of an atom in the ratio of the universe. This could scare me but no. I realise that the possibilities are endless and that in the bigger picture it doesn’t not matter so why not. If you have not realised speak of shifting. Why can I not shift? What exactly is holding me back? Nothing. Purely nothing.

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Y’all I need him. I NEED THAT MAN. Need him. Want him. *naws at enclosure bars* I NEED HIM SOOOOO BAD. How in the hell is he so cute. DAMN. I need to give him the biggest cuddle ever. I just want to kiss his cute face. Rest my head on his chest. Like BABY COME HOME TO THE KIDS. To call him baby and just stroke his face. I’m so down bad.

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I did not know how long had passed, I found myself drifting. Mist clouding my thoughts, a whirling storm in the night.

The sharpness of my existence blurred as my mind wandered past the physical.

The hard wood floor beneath my feet, sunken and old, a test of meaningless time.

The room around insignificant to my experience, set in immense emptiness .

My senses failed me sometime of the moment I found myself here. Something deep inside stirred, unable to breathe. Escape.

Distorted, I was on the verge, the edge of my existence or sanity I did not know. I strained to focus on the moonbeams spilling onto that sunken surface below me. The blanket of stars mocking my existence with their enormity. I was lost, long lost, un able for redemption as I stared upon the stars. A vastness unable of comprehension.

Words repeating, repeating, repeating in my mind. Racing. As I tried to make sense of it all before all sense was lost. I strained on those mocking stars as my eyes became heavy.

This is a spoken part of a new song I’m writing 🤭hope you guys like it.

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I believe I am the only shifter who

A) listens to Lord Huron religiously and

B) Shifts to be apart of Lord Huron

Is this to nichè? I basically shift to be the lead singer (don’t worry Ben is still in the band as guitarist) and is it even more nichè to say my partner is Hozier. Irish Lord Huron (obsessed) Hozier listening shifters rise (they are non-existent😔) if you are reading this and check all the boxes (heavy on the Lord Huron one) marry me

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Okay, so breaking my silence on my shift.

All I can literally say is that there's no right or wrong way to shift. it's just whatever you feel comfortable with doing. Whatever you think will work for you, it will trust me.

I genuinely felt like I couldn't shift, like everyone else could, that there was something about me that just wasn't letting me do so, and boy, was i wrong. That night, I said to myself, "Whatever happens, happens." And gave it one last go.

When you shift, you don't feel the shift. You feel nothing (unless you scripted something else, idk). It feels like waking up literally anywhere else, like you're at a sleepover or something.

You don't get overwhelmed with joy because you were already there anyway. I was shaken up for a bit, I can't lie. I was confused a lot because I just wasn't used to the area. Like I would like because it is weird just to wake up in a completely different place. And I will shaken up the whole day about it. I was like. I won't say I was freaking out, but I was zoning out like every 5 minutes. It's just like, what? like I was looking at my hands. I was in awe, but I wasn't at the same time.

The funniest thing is that it all felt natural. I didn't say affirmations. I didn't do a lot of things that usually help people. I just let it happen as I was going to sleep.

Literally it.