I know this probably doesn't interest anyone but I need to write my feelings down.
So I've re-wachted Supernatural and I cried more than the first time. Even my bf (watching the final the first time) was crying.
Everything came up again. All the feelings of pain and love and hope. Over the years supernatural was never just a show for me, I was feeling the pain, fun, hate, love, strength and hope and so much more.
Even after two years I'm still mourn about the end. It's like I lost a loved one.
Supernatural will always be in my heart and I will never forget how much it helped me through a hard time in my life. I know it is in fact "just a show" but my feelings go beyond that.
I'm glad to be part of these Fandom and I wish everyone of you the best.
It's 2022 and I'm STILL indignant that the show writers had Castiel call Dean "the most caring man on Earth...the most selfless, loving human being I will ever know" when Sam Winchester was right. Fucking. There. Sam, who willingly confined himself to the Cage, to rape and torture, for the rest of eternity, in order to save the world. Who constantly tried to empathize with everyone, even the ones he was hunting, sometimes. Who raised Jack with love despite the fact that Jack's birth inadvertently trapped his mother in an alternate universe. Who was the only one who still believed in Castiel even after Castiel risked Sam's life and sanity.
Yet, somehow, the writers had Castiel direct that line at Dean, of all people.
So my boyfriend and I went to a "really little" Concert. We both got drunk, had fun and I got kinda lost. So when I found him again, he just said: "hey, I found this guy with this hair, you will love"
So I followed him and we met this blond shoulder long hair guy. I aks if I can touch his hair (I love long hair by men, even if he has short hair) and he said "of course".
I was like : "omg, you've got so smooth hair. How? What products you using? So nice", while I stroked his Hair. We talked for some time and suddenly he ask:
"so, do we a threesome or not?'
We were like:
"what? Why do you think we want a threesome?"
An he said: " your boyfriend came to me, and said "my girlfriend will love your hair" so I thought this would lead to a threesome."
And I laughed, because, why the fuck does he thinks this.
At the same time a other guy joint us and we had a discussion about relationships and why it should between just two people.
The end if the story: nothing bad happened, we just had fun (without a threesome) and a good time.
Not sure why I share this. Maybe because I think it's funny.