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Chat I wanna write like Yuu who played TWST in their world and got sent to twisted wonderland like x Leona bc it’d be so fun but it would just be me but like no descriptions and Yuu..bc I’ve been so brain rotted over this lately I love it so much

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I need to see smth,,,

Wanna see how much demand there is for my supply before I uselessly post it

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Same anon about the Leona bf Hcs....I'm also curious, do you have any ICKS when it comes to how people portray Leona romantically? plspls, I wanna get controversial.

My Leona Boyfriend HC Icks

(This is subjective, but you asked! Idk why I wanted to answer this ask before your other one… I guess I felt some type of way. It's a bit more ranty/bitchy so be forewarned. I’ve been in the fandom since the ENG release, so I've seen a lot of stuff that personally icks me. Dw I’ll get to your other ask!!)

Btw, I know some ppl won't like some of these opinions, but it's just my personal preferences at the end of the day! Friendly reminder: I am not the authority on Leona Kingscholar nor do I claim to be!!!

STINKY (But not metaphorically)

Why? He is an athlete and a prince? All the athletes I know bathe MORE than other ppl bc they get sweaty.  Besides…we all have bad hygiene when we aren't doing well mentally? So, this HC at best is just gross, and at WORST is offensive.  Also, just a question for ppl who do STILL this: Why would you WANT him to stink??? I never understood this mindset, even if he WAS that lazy. I simply wouldn’t wanna HC that he stinks. I love myself. GFBHNJM (Idia seems to get this stinky boy treatment too WHYY??? Sorry, I choose to believe my man smells good.)

HERBIVORE. (The H-Word)

I think where people lose me fast in Leona fics is hitting me over the head with the word “herbivore.” Honestly…he doesn't use the word as much as people think?? And I don’t think he would call his S/O at all. I find it mean? Because of the Japanese context of this word, and just the literal meaning. I think of it as more akin to the word “whimp” or “weakling.” It's not…cute to me? He doesn’t even use it for the MC later in the game as much. So, unless you're a lion beastman or fellow carnivore, I’d expect prey nicknames. Kitten, mouse, bird, bunny, etc. He even likens the MC to a “kitten” in a few voicelines. Just makes more sense to me, idk. Think of the silly nicknames he has for the canon cast. That or you know…he’d just use your name.

BRUTE BOYFRIEND

He's rude, sure. But no…Leona is NOT beating anyone up for looking/flirting with you. Would he be annoyed, maybe even secretly furious? Sure. But, he's not a “brute strength" kinda guy who uses his fists. (It’s almost like it's his main battle line!) If someone truly hurt you or did something off-color, he’d probably send someone else to do the dirty work to intimidate or deal with them.  In a real fight, OFC he'd defend you, but fighting cause some guy winked at you? NO. I don’t personally believe so. He’s a grown man with high intelligence, so I think high school like beef would be a bit beneath him?? At least he'd have one of his goons go do it.

ALOOF BOYFRIEND

I think where a lot of ppl lose me is the “aloof/stoic” bf thing.  No doubt he would keep his distance at the first instance of catching feelings because he doesn't wanna be hurt. At first, he’s only batting at you to gauge how you feel for him. But if he becomes seriously interested, and then you begin dating, I just don’t believe he would care what other people think. Or try to downplay your relationship. He’d wait for you to make the first real move, sure…but YOU’D KNOW. I just think about how he acted toward Sally in the last Halloween event and how he was almost “uncharacteristically” sweet to her. I think because Leona isn't super close to anyone in NRC—beyond a few of his frosh or respect-based relationships (like he has with Vil), we don’t see this side of him often, and so it comes as a shock.  Without spoiling anything, let’s just say…he was VERY unbothered at everyone's reaction to his soft side. He was focused on Sally and being nice to her. And if we apply this to “bf status Leona,” I think he’d be too focused on YOU to worry about what other ppl think of him. I’ve been preaching for years that this part of him always existed, and that now he just chooses who sees it. He saves his softness for very specific people he deems worthy of his time. Period. You’ll have to play a bit of a game to get on his good side, but like the motto of Savanaclaw: PERSISTENTLY proving to Leona that you care for him despite his flaws, he’ll come around. And when you're together, well- (I'll save that for the other ask) Especially if you are in an established relationship. He clearly thinks the world of you. He doesn’t have many close relationships, so you think he’s wasting his time with someone he wouldn’t even bother to be nice to??? Besides, Leona later in the main story becomes quite self-aware of his inability to reach out to others, despite craving affection desperately. He knows it's his blind spot, SO he's putting effort into being a good bf to you!

HE'S 20 (45)

To further my above point, I think people forget he is a few years older than even the other 3 years, and…was raised by an old man? I think when ppl write him with low emotional maturity...it loses me. I get it, he's a brat. And often he CHOOSES to act like a petulant prince when it suits him. But, I think deep down esp in more serious situations, we’ve seen that he's wise, calm, and level-headed. Just some nuance, please.

“USING YOU AS A PILLOW”

Napping/cuddling together is no doubt one of the nicest things you can do with a partner. And I’ve even implemented this kinda thing in my writing. HOWEVER, there is a certain flavor of this I dislike. Esp when it’s “forced” on the reader/OC. Sometimes I find this is ALL ppl write about him in those HC posts, esp ones that aren’t Leona focused. That or “Leona dragging you off to be his pillow.”  (A bit of my life is taken every time I read this sentence now…) I know there are new folks coming into the fandom who may repeat old tropes, and that's fine! But, I STILL see this from people who have been here for yearssssssss. It's just cliche to me. I do believe he's a cuddly guy, EXTREMELY SO. It's just that specific phrase that icks me. Maybe it’s the implication that he does it against your will and is aggressive about it?? Just, no thanks.

"I CAN FIX HIM”

Okay maybe now we’re getting into the more controversial ones?? I think the idea of “tru wuv” fixing someone’s flaws is just unappealing as a concept to me and completely against what I think love is about. The “dragging him to class”, “making him dress up more,” or “forcing him to get along with his family” is not something I think he’d put up with. He’s grown, he's extremely stubborn, he knows he’s failing school. He doesn't need another person to nag him! Ruggie already does that! Plus, family relations are complicated. Idk…if someone I started dating tried to get me to talk with a family member who I felt genuinely hurt/neglected me, I’d be annoyed af??   I think he would find it all patronizing coming from a romantic partner. It's one thing if he chooses to be better himself or for his mental health to improve gradually, but forcing things on him and “nagging” him constantly about his behavior at school and at home is just what his family does so- He's flawed, VERY MUCH SO. But, I think when it comes to relationships…everyone has flaws they deal with easier in a partner than others. Like you can maybe deal better with someone being socially awkward, but can't stand your S/O having a messy room. Like if your “hard nos” are lazy people, your S/O dressing “sloppy,” or someone who can be petty and rude to others- Well, you get my point.  It's like....if you hate playing video games and wanna ship with Idia. My question is why?? I’m genuinely curious why you even like this character in the first place?? Hot take, (I guess) this is the reason I don't really ship LeoVil. It just rubs me the wrong way how it turns Leona into a “fix me” project thing. And not to mention how Vil talks to Leona canonically in a demeaning way. (I love you Vil, but you’re wrong.) Leona needs a kick in the ass for sure, all the twst boys do, but personally when a fic/ship leans too heavy on the dynamic of “I can fix/change him” it turns me off. As someone who's been in a long-term relationship… if your day-to-day lifestyles don’t align when living together…ya’ll are gonna be at each other's throats over the small stuff. That’s just how it works irl. And...I understand if everyone doesn't want to apply this logic to fictional ships.  I just personally am not fond of this dynamic. And with Leona being a beastman AND a POC, it often feels like a loaded trope to apply to him.

DISPOSABLE LION BOYFRIEND

Last one! (Maybe most controversial idk) I just think Leona is not good at being a romance rival, (assuming we're not talking about poly situation) despite him being competitive. While ofc I think it's possible for an MC or OC to have multiple crushes and things, I think Leona is someone who wouldn’t handle this well? Like, if Leona feels like he’s gotta compete for scraps of your attention, at a certain point...I'd think he’d just give up, or at least give you your space to come to him. He’s had to compete for attention his whole life, and I feel like he's too emotionally mature and ego-driven to put up with these kinds of games for too long? I DO think it's interesting to explore the dynamic of having multiple love interests!! I even do it for a lil drama! But…in gen I don’t prefer when it feels like Leona is just there to be the "the disposable love interest" considering all of his insecurities of being second. Honestly, in that case, I can see him giving an ultimatum? He's a grown man among...mostly teens, I PERSONALLY just can't see him being a love rival with a child. FGHJK

Anyways, I could go one. that's all I can think of for now!

AGAIN I WANNA STRESS THAT THESE ARE MY ICKS. And if you don’t agree or do any of these, that's okay! Everyone can play dolls how they choose, I’m not the HC or character police. ✌️✌️✌️

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I keep thinking about Lilia’s proposal to Maleanor,

I keep thinking that it was a private moment, since Lilia probably was viewed even worse back then than he was 200 years later. That he and her were alone for once, without Raverne, sitting under a tree, holding each other close- other than such affection why would Lilia think to propose? Why unless he thought she felt the same and would accept? They sit in comfortable silence until Lilia perks up almost suddenly and asks her. No big ring, no grand moment, a quiet and sweet one, which had she felt the same probably would’ve been beautiful. But instead, maybe she laughs at him. Like mortal professing their love for a god. It’s silly she thinks, he’s cute and sweet is what she gets out between giggles. Why would she- Maleanor Draconia, the only princess of Malefica Draconia and as of that moment the heir to the Briar Valley throne- ever marry this sweet little bat fae? He’s a friend sure, but one she’s known for so long. He’s a cute little chess soldier for her to move as she pleases, definitely not someone she could marry. The senate and probably even her mother would forbid it anyway.

Lilia hears her laughter and his heart shatters. Maybe he was the man we know now all those years ago, but hearing the woman he loved more than anything laugh at his confession. To laugh at his most venerable moment when he had opened himself to her. Maybe Lilia was a happy goofy man, inspired and encouraged on by Maleanor. Maybe that changed him. Maybe he got up and walked away, leaving her alone(though in retrospect Lilia realizes that was more reckless and dangerous than immature as he had initially felt it). Maybe Raverne finally found and caught up to them, and when Maleanor filled him in, still giggling as she told him, he went to find Lilia. Not just because Lilia is equally his friend as he is hers, but because what if she would laugh at him too? He had been, with the backing and planning of the senate and the Queen, planning a big extravagant day for her birthday where he’d propose at the end. At the thought that maybe in front of the whole kingdom she may laugh at him too, he ran to find his friend.

When he does find Lilia they sit and Lilia cries into his shoulder, slowly gaining new feelings for Raverne though they aren’t as strong as what he feels for Maleanor and will never replace his love for her. He cries into Ravernes shoulder, no big sobs, but silently tears falling as his legs give out beneath him, fully resting on Raverne on the ground because he has no strength left. She had made him feel so much more than what everyone else said he was. To her, at least so he thought, he was more than just some stupid orphaned bat who was for whatever reason trusted by the royal family. Raverne decides better of mentioning his own proposal until the day of.

Lilia then has to stand, front row, to see the two people he loves agree to marry. When he thought maybe he’d stood a chance with at least one surely, but Maleanor squealed and jumped into Raverne’s arms after he proposed, knocking him down in the process. Seeing her joy, yes he was happy for them, but he was angry. The angry, draconia hating Lilia we saw in the dream? Maybe he stemmed from that moment.

And maybe it took him until he had raised malleus, until he had seen how sweet this boy is- truly like his father it seemed- how this boy was the result of his greatest heart break but also the last remaining piece of the people he loved. And maybe it took him until finding a boy of his own, a small one, a piece of the man who took the woman he loved from him, to realize that he cannot hold onto to those feelings forever. That he may never get over his love for Maleanor and Raverne, but he can move on, become who he once was and grow and continue and help these boys to become great men. And maybe there are still moments where his anger and resentment build up still, maybe that angry general comes out when Malleus begins acting too much like his mother and getting into trouble that could very well endanger him. And maybe he hates this little magic less human for then possiblity they may do to Malleus what Maleanor did to him, or maybe they sympathize with them, knowing- or rather believing deep down from a lack of trust- that they may have to feel the same heartbreak he did. But they are human, a gift in that situation he never got. He has lived 700 years with the burden of love, but they will live much less and humans are much better at moving on than fae are.

Idk I just like thinking about it ig- I love the Diasmonia family and how beautifully tragic they all are

Also I hc most fae mate for life so uh even more angsty for Lilia🥰

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I have gay people (RookVil) rotating in my brain and I can't sleep, send help

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I literally love having no one I feel okay going to with things🙃 I have one(1) person I talk to regularly but they have so many people to talk to now and I still only have them and when they get into call with their friends ill usually try to hang out but it always feels so weird and I end up crying and they have a boyfriend and them and their boyfriend are SO CUTE OMG I'm genuinely happy but like it sucks ass bc like they are the last person I expected to find someone to date(again, very happy for them their adorable together, just lightly surprised) and literally like all ik I want for my future is a relationship(and marriage) and where I am sucks, no one talks to me, dating apps suck, and I cannot do long distance bc I need the physical touch. Like I actually hate this it'd be one thing if I had more people to talk to but I dont I talk to just my one friend and now I can barely do that without feeling massive amounts of guilt/anxiety like Ive genuinely been crying and feeling nauseous all day bc I feel so fucking isolated and someone did try to be friends with me in my one class but Im such an awkward mf I fucked it up Im sure bc they haven't texted me and Im so mad like I have never felt more alone like I spent a year over covid without any friends or anyone to talk to but now I kinda have a friend group but not really like I dont really talk to them I'm not part of the group and I just end up feeling bad when I talk to them. I feel bad when I talk to anyone anymore tho I dont even know what to do and I have to keep getting it out until I can go to therapy which I still have to wait a month for and idek what they'll be able to do for me but I feel so guilty about like ruining everyone around me's mood and continuously going on about this but even my distraction isn't working anymore every game I try to play I just end up doing it mindlessly and end up thinking about everything and crying about it and I feel like I've just spiraled worse than ever and feel awful 24/7 and its like so bad I can't even think right I'm saying the stupidest stuff bc I forgot in less than a second and shit doesn't process right and my classes are all feeling so bad when really ik their super easy and I feel like an ass whining about it bc my one friend is having such a hard time and has so much to do but I have like 2 things and yeah maybe a few assignments I need to actually do in my one class but I can't even focus in any class and I can't force myself to do anything and I dont have anyone to talk to and honestly I just need my therapy to start up bc its getting really bad and idk where else to go with this but my one friend deleted Tumblr so they probably won't see this and I dont wanna keep complaining where they can see bc I feel so bad and its so repetitive and theres nothing anyone can really do I just hate this so much I feel so isolated and the fact I can't even distract myself anymore is making it so much worse. Hyper fixations aren't even sticking anymore that's how bad it is

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i was thinking about leona today.. so will he be naked in his pajama birthday card... or will they force him to wear a shirt.. i want him shirtless personally

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GUNDHAM TANAKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

spreading gundham propaganda

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"Lions dont purr"

In my fic they do. I control the narrative. I say let him purr!!!

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I WANNA DO A CHARACTER ANALYSIS ON LEONA SO BADDD BC HES SO MISCHARACTERIZED AND COMPLEX AND PEOPLE DO NOT GET ITTTTTTT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHG

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After like 3 months, I finally finished my DRV3 redesign series! Hes the final piece done B)

^^^ and these are all the concept sketches!

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What if I…as a birthday treat…wrote some my danganronpa oc x Gundham….as a present perhaps

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What if Gundham’s mom isn’t actually that good a person?

Like yeah it’d be funny if she’s just a normal human and he’s just him but-

What if his mom is good to him, just isn’t that good to everyone else? Gundham still regardless of anything was spending so much time with animals that after a certain amount of time he makes a bond with basically any animal he wants to, you don’t have that kind of time if your parents are playing with you often enough. Maybe his mom did, but she works and he was an outcast in school so he had school and whatever time before she got home, but what if there wasn’t much she did. She’d eat with him before letting him back out to run and play with the animals because she didn’t know what to do with him(between the animals he keeps sneaking in and the weird way he is, I say lovingly). What if he idolizes her so much and can’t see anything wrong with anything she ever does because- well she stayed. She was the parent he had and what little kid wouldn’t hold her in such a high regard for that. I mean this is the woman who cried when he wouldn’t eat her awful cooking. Sure it could’ve been quietly at night but how often would Gundham have to walk into her room while she’s crying to realize why. Consider instead she openly cried when he wouldn’t eat only her cooking but never had issues with anything else. Of course the little boy who loves his mom very much wouldn’t want her to feel bad and wouldn’t see anything wrong with her making him feel bad for not suffering(boy called it poisonous I can’t be that far off okay).

What if his dad isn’t that bad. Sure I’m all down for his dad sucking and his mom actually being wonderful like he says, but this is the same man who seems to boil a lot of his life down to make it easier, even if it’s just more like an anime(it’s probably easier for him okay, makes it easier to deal with). An angel for a mother and a devil for a father, very black and white. But what if that wasn’t true, not completely at least. What if it just didn’t work out between his parents and when either his mother didn’t let his father seem him because, as I like to think sometimes, she isn’t good and was vindictive and vengeful and just mad at his dad so she refused to let him see his son, or his dad just didn’t know he existed. And instead of telling him the truth, regardless of what way it happened, she told him- not directly but subtly enough that he understood, his father wasn’t a good man. What would Gundham do being faced with such a complicated situation? This is the man- the little boy who loved his mom so much because even if she wasn’t always around, she was still there when he really needed it. What if he was forced, or happened to meet his father? Who doesn’t necessarily have to be perfect or wonderful either, but is just so happy to finally get to see his son and see what he’s become. What does that little boy do in that situation, he’s done so much to make his life feel less awful and make it feel nice- because as a kid that’s how it seemed and he never had a reason to doubt that, no friends to look at him funny when he talked about his family, no teachers ever seemed concerned so why would he?

I just think it’s interesting I’m all for taking it at face value tho I think this is just an interesting other idea. I just wish he got more so my mind goes a lil crazy

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Me hating Rantaro when starting v3 because he scared me: I hope you die(genuinely something I kept repeating to my friend who already knew what was coming) nothing will ever make me like you ever.

Rantaro in chapter 4:

(Also looking through the extras after finishing and seeing he’s nicknamed PLAYBOY??!!??)

Me:………😒

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I do this bit with my friends(it started somewhere but I don’t remember where) where I say out of pocket shit as I do, but cut myself off before I finish and go “who said that? WHO would say such things😒” except no one is paying that much attention to me so they genuinely don’t know what I was about to say and it’s not as funny the second time :(

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After hours upon hours, I've finally redone and corrected all of the canon heights of Danganronpa characters according to their original (more accurate) Japanese info. Keep in mind that most of these results are approximate estimations in terms of feet and inches. The centimeters are the only fully accurate aspect of each character in Japanese.

Imposter is not included since they do not have an official height.

EDIT: WOW this post blew up fast! Thanks everyone!

Update: Toko's height being 167cm in UDG is most likely incorrect despite being said in official UDG info, and her height is back at being 164 in DR3.

Update 2: Same with what I said about Toko applies to Hiyoko after her growth spurt. In DR3 and 2.5 she is shown to be a little bit shorter than 5'6". When she is facing Chisa, they seem to be the same height, so I would assume that after growth spurt Hiyoko is about 5'3".