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#and i SADDLE UP MY PONYTA AND I RIDE INTO THE SIT-TAY#I MAKE A LODDA NOISE CUZ THE GURLS THEY R SO PRETAY#RIDIN' UP N DOWN BROADWAY ON MY OLD STUD LEROY AND THE GIRLS SAY:#SAVE A RAPIDASH RIDE A MEOWBOY!!!#JOHN WAYNE AINT GOT NUTHIN ON MY FRINGE GAME HELL NO!!!!#well stranger don't ya know i'd like to be yer friend... IF I HAD THE TIME TO STAAAAAAY.#BUT I'M A BRAMBLIN A BLOWIN IN THE WIND. I'VE GOT TO CATCH ANOTHER STAAAAAAAAGE.#I STRAP ON MY GUITAR JUST LIKE A FORTY FIVE. I PRAY EACH NIGHT MY AIM IS TRUUUUEEEE#and ACQUAINTANCES TURN TO FRIENDS I HOPE THOSE FRIENDS THEY REMEMBER ME#HOLD THE NIGHT FOR RANSOM AS WE KIDNAP THE MEMORIES#NOT SURE THERES A WAY TO EXPRESS WHAT U MEANT TO ME#SOMETIMES I GET TO THINKIN BOUT SETTLIN' DOWN. FADE OFF INTO A MEMORY.#BUT EVERY NIGHT THAT I STEP OUT TO FACE THE CROWD?#I KNOW THIS IS THE LIFE FOR MEEEEEEE#pokemon#meowth#ok context. to whomever it may concern. which is no one but idc i have a lot to say and no one to say it to#first off heres my like bi-annual post bc i 1. only draw f*rdekyl* and fucking detest f*re *emblem fans with a burning passion#so i hate sharing my 'art' . so heres a rare non-fk thing. bc i also hate social media as a whole it makes me sue of side all#but like 2. i have deliberately avoided scar/vio bc its a BAD GAME. and its not made well. also i know 'open world' formats#trigger my ocd. which it did exactly. but thats mostly irrelevant. but in anycase. i bit the bullet bc i was in a pkmn mood#esp after my long beloved n*te and dook*ie gave me a hankering for a pkmn game again#and my lil bro accidentally bought 2 copies years ago so i was like fck it ill give it a shot its Free#and yes the game is dogshit. however. everytime i see a meowth in the wild i lose my mind.#his jaunty little yee-haw walk kills me every time. i adore him. thus this was inspired.#alright imma head out i fucking hate this website as well as every other social media . maybe ill draw something non-fk in like a year#see ya in like a year maybe if i live that long. which i wouldnt count on bc tbh this year has been BAD in terms of my pain. im on the#EXTREME decline and can BARELY draw anymore. i want to die. i got nothin left. it just keeps getting worse so adios!#:(
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The tiniest conductor
#THEN whatcha gonna do? What ya gonna do? What? whatcha gonna do when i'm fucking small like one inch tall#you won't see me coming at all!#early post bc i will fg probably if i dont#PRETTY FACE TRYNA CHASE THE TRAIN#AND I COULD LOOK THE OTHER WAY BUT IT STILL WON'T ERASE THE PAIN#so i load up my train playlist which features exactly 1(one) song by Train bc i felt i needed to have at least 1 Train song in the#train playlist even though none of their songs are ABOUT trains to my knowldegde but#regardless. that one song is the 50 ways or whateevr the hell. bc. as embarrasing as it is i kinda always liked that song for some reason#anyways. it comes up and im like. drawin okabe and im like. oh shit this is a song about mayuri LMFAO#UH OH!#steins gate#steins;gate#okabe rintarou#rintarou okabe#rintaro okabe#okabe rintaro#sg#s;g#god my music taste is a disaster and a half#omg i used to have a tag for him specifically i fg what it was#was it#mcos#????#mr. conductor okabe-san#man idk.#mr conductor okabe san
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#dont know what version of this i liked the best doesnt matter ayayayayaay#I look to the heavens and my poor spirit guide looks down on me in this fashion and something tells me#that the last time i saw him in the 'flesh' over on the other side he likely wasnt wearing tiger stripe coats and probs didnt have green#hair but he does now and like. woops. sorry bro. hey in my defense ive asked him on multiple occasions if its all right for me to do that#and he said he doesnt care he said whatever makes me the most comfortable in a very vivid dream#GOD why is he so cool. swag master actually. why is my guy so COOL I CANT EVEN FATHOM IT. i digress#fk#c-cfk#....can i fucking help you?#M FK
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brain hurts. i dont think he hears you milord man
#i literally spent 4 hours one mornin recently again dissecting nonsense that has no concrete terrestrial answer#until i took a step back and was like#fuck its the oh see dee again eating me alive again.#i was like i need to fucking stop. it was getting real bad so i decided#to convert it/feelings into doodle format. thus this.#also been listening to viagra boys a bit lately#absolutely funny as hell actually. i like Liquids. every single lyric is like a slap to the face#fk#does my eph have a tag idk#i hate tagging things with there actual tag#but. whatever#ephraim#fess#Doodles to Have A Mental Breakdown To#c-cfk#m fk#:( im just im just :(#thinkin bout Future :( everything is scary i just want to:( give:( up tired of being:( so Sick i cant bear it :(#miserable tos hours sick of ss bs tired of poor healthcare so fucking fed up i want to Die#tired of jumping thru hoops for naught bc its a fucking disaster system and hope is useless so Tired
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crop only doodle
#wish i was like. whats the word... hmmm Not Bad at everthing#so just. miserable drawing anymore actually#i hate how i hate everything except like those few things each year that are flukes#whatever#rotp#fk#:(#i fg my tags again
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weird lookin' frog
#bleh#super mario rpg#mario rpg#smrpg#mallow#prince mallow#nintendo#super mario#HE is shaped like mashed potate#mallow color palatte said TRANS RIGHTS
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uwu
#fk#c-cfk#this one pissed me off bc i forgot to give him eye brows but like... now im not so sure he needs em#i think its fine without. its kinda funny as is.#HOWEVER was pissed when i realized i drew him blushing on both sides of his face#had intended not to do that but i did subconsciously. it is what it is#on that topic i went to *n*m*nyc this past friday bc i really wanted that dr*wf** b*bby h*ll charm so god damn bad#i pulled all four with no dupes but i got bobby last lmao#and im honestly happy abt that bc i wanted them all. just bobby the most#regardless thats not my point. my point is i dont sweat on my right side generally seeing as its physcially fucking impossible usually#BUT every now and then my nerves function just a bit and like the Average normal person probably wouldnt be excited about the fact that#they are sweating but let me tell u. i was sweating on my right collar and it was UNCOMFORTABLE and STICKY and GROSS#but also it was GOOD bc i noticeably dont sweat usually. so like. little sign that things Work sometimes over here was nice#THEREFORE my Screwy Little kyle can blush on his right side Occasionally. If the circumstances allow it.#sersiously on that scrungle grind
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sgribble
#lylian laurestine#she....#me at age 15 designing lyl with the biggest moral scrup ever and all her black and white color palatte and left handed and and and--#bc my projection knew no bounds. some things never change#oc#my man on the left still doesnt really have a name. i dont know what his name is but he doesnt need one he is the little Guy.#sometimes i think about the Them#misc#og
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Google Maps screenshot doodle study
#i swear to god i only log into this and ig to post my art right#and then i fuck off#i swear to god the ui changes every damn time and its always for the worse#im sick of it i hate it i hate it so much i need to#leave#what frustrates me is that there is not a single place anymore where i can have a decent place to store my art#bc its so much easier to just dump it on ig these days#but like you cant tag anything and its annoying. i also hate how you cant temp disable over here#its like. its . i cannot fathom how these platforms still exist. i cant put this into words. im rant#i cant remember how i would tag somweything liekfls hishofsjh fiohj iorejr#scenery#i guess#misc#places#to be fair i havent done one of these in Litcheral years#og
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#actually i have this too OK Now im done and dont want to draw anything for an indefinite period of time again#its like. i dont even 'burn myself out' per se. im not even 'art blocked'#its just. you cant burn something out if it was never ignited.#and god am i tired.#alt#my zombie boyo tho ohh hoooo#fk#c-cfk#lyrica was literally the Zombie Medication tho. now im just gonna associate my zombo kyle with lyrica#and a supcla scar naturally.#i eat a yummy dark choco kit kat i eat a yummy dark choco kit kat i eat a yu
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fou r Last but also least













#thats everything im tired goodbye im never drawing anything ever Again adios#fktober#fk#misc#doodle dump#c-cfk#rotp#botdbs#WATCH as i stop caring wahoo!#but mostly body just too bad most days
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#i Deadass Do Not Want to Do this anymore#fktober#rotp#mackylemore#that day i lost my mackyle charm was the WORST 24 hours of my life.#i was actually crying. tears streaming down my face. it was embarrassing.#but. i found him.#god hasnt abandoned me just yet.#i used to think that god abandoned me bc of my f*rdek*le-ing#but nowadays i know better. i know that god for me is f*rdek*le. and if i ever lose sight of that?#THEN that would actually be god abandoning me.#im wise now. i know better now. my brain.... is massive...#botdbs#c-cfk#fk#m fk#alt#cant wait until oct is over so i can. be free.
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part.2..


#i want to go to fucking sleep i never want to wake up#ran out of melly toe nin and i been suffering bc of it#need that shit to sleep man. finally hot some more today#like. yeah i guess it has been helping i was surprised. bc taking melatonin i fall asleep at like 11-12#and then when i dont i fall asleep at 5 (if im lucky)nd wake up at 7#finally. sleep. please.#fk#tag later#i just. i jus. i just. i. i cant. i cant . i cant bear using social media goo bye#the moment i realized i converted completely into an old man was the moment i was like.#fucking social media makes me want to kms im gonna not do it anymore#and like since then (summer 2021) ive tried to get ack into it but god i cant. its fucking terrivle#theres not a single platform worth my time.#ironic i know#but this isnt social media for me this is place to dump my *rt#for me bitch#rotp#c-cfk#mackylemore#botdbs#fktober#out here in 2023 with a worse body than i had in 2019 but im like actually doing it#im with a worse body and with less incentive too. but im doing it more than i had back then :I#not sure if im proud of myself. or beyond baffled.#whatever. doesnt matter.#i really like what i drew on the 8th. that one... make me soft#that last one was just a misc doodle#as for macktlas. mack at last? macklas? idk. bro#27 year old man is given a bk crown and hes rather bitter about it. how fucking young do you think i am?????!!!!!
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hergaberhahdjx






#tag later i want to to f*cking D*e to d*ath#fk#order is fake. idc anymore. oh my god. i did ten days thus far.#thats already better than four years ago but like#i actually hurt so bad im like. maybe ill kms on november 1st lol. pain too bad#but at the same time 10 days means nothing if its all shit#:(#notirious for fuckin' everything i touch up. and i cant learn either bc i have Problems that hold me back.#doesnt matter if my brain remembers. the synapses. the skill.. its futile. its useless.#i cant command a body that works. so its stupid.#fktober#botdbs#c-cfk#day 5 was kinda cute to do tho :) reminded me of when i was young#rather the way i used to draw.#mfk#......:(#gucci forde#con. te. partiroooo
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#I don't think I can breathe. I don't think I can read. I don't think I can think. I don't think I can see--#FUCK.#SOMEone call the par.a.MED.IC.#I can't speak. It's. All. Phonetic.#Made me forget. E-ver-y word cause like. THAT'S A LOT OF LETTERS#ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ#AHHH TAGGING FUCKING SUGCKS#fire emblem the sacred stones#fire emblem 8#fe8#forde fire emblem#fire emblem forde#in my scrunkly art regression era bc trying never gets me anywhere and i dont give afuck! about anything fuck everyone and fuck everythgin#(ahem. I give a fuck. about everythng i love everyone and care aboutr everything).#fess#fk#c-c fk#m fk#fire emblem sacred stones#fire emblem
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