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listening to tortured poets department like how can i relate EVERY SONG to some dead gay wizards

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this thanksgiving break is feeling like a hunger games movie marathon and crimson rivers binge time 😼

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― Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov

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post-moon mornings

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miriam adeney

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every new kill your darlings chapter is like a knife to the heart

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Alright! So I finished hand binding Crimson Rivers by @mayzarbewithyou :) this was my first time bookbinding so excuse the mistakes I am far from great, but all in good time! This fic basically changed the trajectory of my life so I thought I’d give it the love it deserves! the spine is regulus standing looking up at the tree and he is purposely put on the last book because he finally learned how to climb and grow. I’m so emotional over the end of the fic so this is very emotional to me. I did the typeset myself and there are some cool details I’ll try to put in another post, but basically I added all of Zar’s end notes as footnotes to the specific scenes he talks about! All very fun and the dingbats match the theme for the books and the backs each have quotes the correspond. I split it into 5 just because it didn’t feel right to have the epilogues in the same book as the war. They were two completely different parts of the story so I separated them. Anyways I’ll make another post. This was a labor of love and I hope I did it Justice :)

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reading crimson rivers is like reading a 2800 page book ... if that’s a thing

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at long last ... parts 1 & 2 are in my google drive & i'll hopefully have parts 3 & 4 up by the end of the week :))

i'll also make some covers & when it's all done i'll make a post with all the info about how use them and everything !!

fuck it . i'm formatting crimson rivers into book text

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i just read the last crimson rivers chapter and man ... the dream with regulus and evan ... the vanity call back ... it's been so long and now it's finally come to an end ... this story is so special to me and always will be :,)

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i think a fun way to cause chaos in the marauders fandom would be 2 start posting about a new ship that's called "____flower" like "starflower" or "flowerchaser" or "moonflower" or "braveflower" or something where it could be like 16 different pairings and then every time someone asks tell them it's a different pairing but also hype it up so much that people can't ignore it so within 2 days everyone is posting about "braveflower" but everybody posting abt it thinks it's a different ship so people start arguing over who's right and going "ummmm no actually it's THESE characters" and then somebody else is like "wait i thought it was these characters." people go to the ao3 tags to try to figure it out but i have anonymously posted 20 different oneshots with the tag all of which are different pairings so nobody knows. everyone is trying to figure out where tf this ship came from but because it's now such a tangled internet web it's almost impossible to figure out who started posting abt it. people are getting angry and cancelling each other if they ship different versions of braveflower and claiming that their ship is morally superior bc someone else's characters are sibling-coded so it's incestuous but that person says oh yeah well your characters have a three-year age gap and that's problematic and then someone else is like ummmmm ur characters hated each other in canon so it doesn't even make sense and then everyone gets mad at that person for citing canon and it becomes such a cesspool of infighting that nobody's even trying to figure out what the ship was actually supposed to be any more they're all just arguing with each other and writing call-out posts cancelling anyone who doesn't ship their version of braveflower. after three days the entire portion of the fandom that uses fancy shipnames is in shambles but a few intrepid souls emerge from the rubble and wreckage determined to figure out where this all started. they eventually manage 2 trace the whole thing back 2 rollercoasterwords.tumblr.com but by the time they get here my blog has been completely wiped. it's gone. deleted. i'm a ghost in the wind. my ao3 fics? also gone. it's like i never existed at all. but every day the number of braveflower fics goes up. someone keeps anonymously posting them. every single one is a different pairing. who's doing it? nobody knows. nobody will ever know. the perfect crime.

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crimson rivers coming to an end is making me all emotional ... i'm so proud of these silly little characters and their growth🥲🥲

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i caught up on kyd and remus and fabian are going to break my heart and i will not survive it

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lily evans the woman that you are….

hbd lily my aquarius bestie <3

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finally watched the most recent episode of the last of us and ... oh boy ... so many tears

took me so long to get around to partially because i was busy and also partially because i knew i would end up a mess like i am now

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crimson rivers spoilers below

no because this actually killed me

“I know I will be dead long before you read this, but I want you to know that I died loving you. I have stolen your heart with no regard for treating it as well as you did mine and now intend to harm it no more. I face death in the hope that your life is less of a great, big tragedy without me in it.”

like how am i supposed to ever recover from that

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A ghost stegosaurus visiting their newly discovered bones. They’re so happy you found them!