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luvrgrl07 · 2 days
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“I’m aware this isn’t good” ur definitely lying bc this is so freaking good😭
comfort hungry phoebe x reader
rpf!!!
pls dont be mean i dont claim to be a good writer i literally just need more boygenius content and took it into my own hands, im aware this isn’t good <3
this is also extremely self indulgent im chronically single and touch starved atm
phoebe was never one for emotions, perhaps stemming from her childhood years begging to be loved, or maybe her innate fear of vulnerability. she didn't like to dwell on the whys too much, her friends had accepted her odd ways and her ever revolving partners had managed, although not without with difficulty. her favourite pet name for her ex was 'dude', a funny running joke at first but then a sad testament to the lack of intimacy within their relationship, and when her first girlfriend admitted that she loved her all phoebe could force out was an awkward smile and a quick 'you too'. it wasn't that she didn't feel, in fact the girl felt so much that it hurt, it pained her to see how her inability to express her emotions affected her relationships but it just never felt right.
that was until she met her girlfriend. phoebe was enamoured with you from the moment you were introduced after one of her shows by some mutual friends. your smile was what first attracted her to you, but it was your ability to make her feel completely comfortable with herself that made her stay. now, almost a year into your relationship phoebe couldn't get enough. she still wasn't big on being affectionate in public, but today she found herself craving your touch, catching your eye from across the room filled with people she couldn't care less about. she smiled as you recognised her discomfort, always in tune with what she needed, and made your way to her. linking your two hands together phoebe squeezed tight letting the sweet smell of your perfume distract her from the blurring noise of the conversation happening around her.
when a brief lull arose in the discussion, phoebe couldn't help but drag you away to a secluded corner. she hated these things, glorified industry networking parties, but ‘the record’ came out in a few months and their manager insisted her and the boys went so naturally you had to come along too. 'fuck's sake', phoebe muttered, resting her forehead on your shoulder, feeling you move as you giggled.
'phoebs, it's not that bad, just an hour or so left and we can leave, i promise', you ran your hands through the blondes hair, feeling her sigh before she lifted her head and held your gaze with wide eyes. she usually managed to push through these things on autopilot but she'd been having a bad few days which quickly turned into a bad week, falling back into her cruel cycle of self hatred and nihilistic thoughts and all she wanted to do was be at home cuddled up with maxine and of course, you.
wrapping her arms around your waist you couldn't help but notice that she was tugging you closer, pulling you into her despite the curious eyes that usually would send her back to her anti-pda ways. you too ignored the stares and melted into her warm body, sensing her need for comfort. 'i love you so much baby', you whispered, rubbing your thumb softly along the strip of skin where her shirt had separated from her trousers, 'we can go right now if you want, i know you're not feeling good.'
biting her lip in thought you could practically see the cogs working in her brain and she sighed before answering, 'no, i promised jb and lucy i would be here', you were about to interrupt her to tell her what she already knew, that her bandmates wouldn't care if she left and never came back once she was safe and feeling okay, but phoebe gave you a pleading look, 'i know, but i want to be here for them, they were so excited for this.'
'okay, but say the word and we'll leave' you hesitantly replied, wanting nothing more than to wrap phoebe up in your bed with a steaming cup of tea and a promise to never let anything hurt her. she looked at you with grateful eyes, lifting her head from where it had fallen on your shoulder to press her lips against yours. 
as if sensing they were being spoken about lucy and julien bounded over and took in the stance of their two friends, 'the heart eyes over here are insane’, joked julien, before throwing her own heart eyes at lucy who was instead focused on the way phoebe kept herself firmly in your hold, despite both of you expecting her to move away like she usually did. 
phoebe lightly smiled murmuring a quiet retort to her best friend, slipping effortlessly into their usual back and forth relationship. joining the conversation you tried to ignore the woman clinging to you, not wanting to bring attention to the fact that she was still attached to you but that became impossible when her hand grabbed yours and placed it on her back, looking at you with puppy dog eyes. you knew what she was looking for, and holding back a smile you dragged your nails lightly up and down her back the way she loved. she craned her neck to stare up at you and your cheeks flushed at the intense love in her eyes. 'i love you sweetheart, thank you for being here’, phoebe said, the earnestness in her voice making your heart squeeze. smiling like an idiot you kissed her forehead, continuing to rub her back.
'this is sickening phoebs', julien interrupted, a grin on her face, as much as she loved making fun of the blonde she also loved seeing phoebe so comfortable in her relationship for the first time. 'shut up' phoebe muttered, finally pulling away from you to hide her blushing face. you laughed at the look on the boys' faces as they finally saw this side of phoebe, the one which you gladly experienced every day. phoebe was so full of love. she had so much of it to give and you were on the lucky receiving end of it. 'i hate you all of you guys' she said, finally emerging from behind her hands, her red cheeks apparent.
'no you dont', said lucy, shaking her head softly at their friend.
'no i dont'
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luvrgrl07 · 4 days
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can i anon myself?👾 also more kk arnold fics she or ice brady get enough attention
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yes you can!! and i agree they both barely get any love
warning(s): cussing
genre: fluff
pairing(s): kk arnold x fem!reader
not proofread 🗣️
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it was 11:07 at night and you and kk were just laying in your bed. you were scrolling on instagram and kk was on tiktok, you both couldn’t fall asleep.
kk shut her phone off and turned to you, “baby i’m bored.” you looked at her and sighed. “me too.” suddenly kk shot up. “we should go get something to eat or go to the store.” she suggested, you thought for a second and got up with her. “we should.”
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you guys got ready then went to walmart because it was the only store open. you guys walked in and went to the bike section and started riding bikes around the aisle like idiots. kk lost control of the bike and crashed into the bike racks and flew off, it was so loud you guys thought you were gonna get kicked out so you put the bike back and ran to the frozen food section.
“y/n look! they have trufru.” kk exclaimed while opening the freezer, grabbing like 5 bags of strawberry. “it’s like 10 dollars per bag, so i hope you brought your wallet.” you looked at her with a concerned expression.
you bent over a little to look at the other flavors and kk slapped the hell out of your ass. you shot up and spun around, “kamorea.” you jokingly warned her. “i didn’t do anything.”she smiled with her hands up in defense.
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after you guys left walmart you went to mcdonald’s. you got fries and a spicy ass sprite, kk got the same but with a chocolate milkshake instead. you guys went back to your apartment and sat in your room and ate you fries and talked.
when you guys finished, kk put her head on your thighs and watched tiktok, you rubbed her cheek while doing the same. “y/n.” she said while looking up at you. “yea?” you replied and looked down, “i’m tired.” you giggled at this and moved her off of your thighs. “me too.” she moved around and laid on the pillow, pulling you to her. you laid your head on you arm that was extended for you to lay on, she wrapped her arms around you and put her head on your chest, breathing in your scent. “goodnight baby, i love you.” she says softly, “goodnight, love you too.” you said back while giving her a kiss on her cheek.
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so sorry it’s short!! anyway i hope you have a good day/night, love you 💋💋
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luvrgrl07 · 5 days
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hi! I love your writing, I've sorta been binge reading them, sorry if you don't like spam😭
I was just wondering if u could do a jenna ortega x f!r please?
maybe r likes to keep her life private 100% of the time. it's hard, being who she's with, but they try
obviously it's not really possible to be 100% invisible of the public eye, but when she is seen, she gets lots of hate and rude things said and jenna confronts that as well as comforts r (aliyah does too before jenna finds out)
facing each other cuddles too if you can?
sorry if this request is weird😭 but if you decide not to write it, do you think you could just lmk please? thank you!
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Internet Hate
(Jenna Ortega x Reader)
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Breaking! Jenna Ortega and partner, Y/n L/n seen out! Seeing a glimpse of L/n is rare, people swarm around the two!
Y/n seems like such a bitch honestly. Like, why would you not want to be seen with Jenna
If Y/n doesn't want Jenna I'll happily have her
Go away L/n why are you even here
As Y/n reads the comments on the article, tears stream down her face.
"Hey Y/n, did I leave something here- what happened?" Her girlfriend's sister asks as she frantically rushes over to her.
"Nothing. It doesn't matter. What are you looking for?" Y/n asks as she fakes a smile, wiping her tears away.
"It does matter. Oh. Was it this?" Aliyah as she looks at her future sister-in-laws phone, seeing all the negative comments.
"Really, it doesn't matter" Y/n replies as she looks away.
"Y/n, come on" Aliyah mumbles trying to get the girl to talk.
"I just want a quiet, private life with my girlfriend! Why can't people respect that? Her career had nothing to do with our relationship so why do people always criticise our lives?" Y/n sobs into her hands as Aliyah rubs her back.
"People are just critical. There's nothing any of us can do to stop that. But it doesn't matter what they think. We all love you, they're all just dicks" Aliyah comforts the girl as her sobs get quieter. Aliyah gets out her phone and begins her text her sister.
Aliyah
Hey, can you come home
Jenna
I'm working what do you want
Aliyah
Dude it's not for me. You're girlfriends breaking down she needs you
Jenna
I'll be there in 10
Aliyah continues to comfort her friend until Jenna arrives, Aliyah leaving after she fills her sister in.
"Hey love, ignore the internet, alright? They don't know what they're talking about. They don't know anything about you or me or our lives. There's nothing wrong with having a private relationship" Jenna says after placing a soft kiss against her girlfriend's lips and pulling her in for a hug.
"Why can't they just leave us alone? Your career has nothing to do with your personal life. Why can't they just stay out of it?" Y/n asks as she hides her face in her girlfriend's shoulder.
"I dunno. They're all assholes I guess" Jenna jokes causing Y/n to let out a soft laugh. Jenna pulls away so she can pull out her phone as Y/n looks over her shoulder, watching as her girlfriend makes a post.
JennaOrtega
Stop talking about my private life. My relationship has never been and will never be yours to discuss. We decided together that we would like to keep our relationship private. Please respect that.
The girl posts it on all her social media before pulling her girlfriend to lay on the bed with her.
"I love you so much. Never listen to what they say" Jenna murmurs as she pulls the girl closer to her so their faces are nearly touching.
"I love you too. Thank you so much for loving me" Y/n mumbles with a soft smile as Jenna pulls her in for a soft kiss.
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luvrgrl07 · 6 days
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DONT STOP TALKING ABOUT PALESTINE! DONT STOP TAKING ABOUT GAZA!
DONT LET THEM MAKE YOU FORGET!!
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luvrgrl07 · 8 days
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Heartbreak Highs (pt. 4)
Description: Amerie, Harper, and (Y/n). The three were the best of friends until the incest map. A heartbreak high x reader. 
Part 1:
Heartbreak Highs
Part 2:
Heartbreak highs pt. 2
Part 3:
Heartbreak Highs. (pt. 3)
It had only taken Amerie a few minutes to come up after Harper and (Y/n). (Y/n) watched as she hurried along to leave, inside she was sort of glad about it, that was until she saw Darren and Quinni leave with her hand in hand. Jealously rose inside her like a tidal wave. What was that? Her friends asked her to come then barely spend time with her and leave with Amerie! 
"You alright?" Harper asked her friend who seemed to be glaring in Amerie's direction.
"Hm?"
"You seem distracted. You okay?"
"Oh, yeah.. just tired."  
"We can go home if you want?"
"No, you should party--"
"(Y/n)"
"Im fine really! go, go dance."  "You sure?"
"Hm!"
"Really?"
"...Okay maybe i do want to leave but i still want you to enjoy yourself." (Y/n) confesses softly. Harper smiles, holding hands with the girl. 
"That's fine, i'll be okay, really, you can go home." 
"You sure?" 
"Yeah. i have my phone and your necklace remember?"  Harper pulls out the emergency pendant that, once clicked sends a message of the wearer's location and a distress signal.
"Okay, if you're sure?" (Y/n) says shuffling about not ready to let go of the blonde girl.  
"Yes, go on, go" Harper waves the girl off.
"Okay, call me if you need a ride, and if you go somewhere, or if youre lonely!" (Y/n) rambles on as Harper pushes her along to the exit.
"I'll be fine babes! go," 
"Okay, see you later?" Harper nods and lets the girl go. 
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The morning after entering school (Y/n) again tries to reconnect with her friends. Spotting them in a corner and walking up to them with a smile only to pause when the scene infront of her plays out. Darren and Quinni smile arms openly calling over someone, Amerie. "Hey! Over here! Amerie, this way! It's our new bestie." "Morning."  "Hello!" Quinni links her arm around the brown girl and walks with her to class.  If that wasn't enough to make (Y/n)'s blood boil she didnt know what was. She takes a breath and heads to Harper to talk with. Spotting the girl standing next to a boy she walks closer only to pause, was that Dusty? She links arms with the blonde girl startling her a bit. 
"Hope i'm not interrupting?" 
"Not at all," Harper links her arm with (Y/n)'s as they walk away. 
"So, whats that about?"
"Nothing."
"Nothing?"
"Hm!"
(Y/n)'s eyes narrow in suspisoion looking back she sees dusty gazing longlingy at Harper, and back at the girl next to her. "..Oh my-- Did you two-" (Y/n) gasps. 
"Hush." Harper says with a cheekiy smile. 
"No way!"
"Hush, it was just a hookup, nothing serious."
"...okay... did you have fun?" (Y/n) asks not sure what to ask in the conversation. 
"...um, sure."
"okie. That's good." 
The next time (Y/n) interacts with her friends again is in the SLTs class. They talk with her as if nothing is new or changed so she can't react much. She doesn't confront them about the Amerie thing, or the ditching her at the party thing. Instead the friends catch up for the little time they can until Amerie comes back taking her place. The second she sees them is during P.E. when she finds out Quinni likes Sasha and watches her ask her out, from across the field. She sighs feeling left out. In the changing rooms she spots Harper changing, the girl's back facing her and slumps her head against her shoulder whining, making the blond laugh. 
"Whats up?" (Y/n) sighs in response, before looking over Harper's bruise. 
"..I'll tell you at home, you still using the ointment I gave you?" (Y/n) light grazes the wound with her finger making Harper ticklish. 
"Yes, and it doesn't hurt as much anymore."
"Good." The (h/c) haired girl lets go, letting her change. 
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Amerie walks up the court dodging the field of sweaty teens to the one white boy who could solve her problem. "Spider, please sell me a slap band." "What? No. You cooked? No way." The boy refuses not even glancing at her.  "Dusty said I could come." "Why do you think he put me in charge of tickets? Huh? Keep tossers like you out."  "Twenty bucks, right? I can transfer it to you right now." "No, it's, uh... It's gone up to eighty now." "Come on, I'm asking you nicely. Please..." "Ninety. Be 100 in a minute." "Listen, you mayonnaise fuck. What is your problem with me?" Spider pauses before thinking of his answer.  "You're the reason we're in SLTs."  "Well, SLTs is cancelled. Okay, so..." Amiere announces causing the other students to murmur. 
"You really want to come?" "Yes, please." "Hundred bucks, then." Spider grins tossing the basketball in the hoop. Amerie rolls her eyes about to walk away when someone walking towards her catches her eye. (Y/n) walks past the brown skinned girl straight to Spider. 
"Hey. Still got those ticket things?" She asks him. The boy raises a brow. 
"What you plan on coming fish?" He teases. 
"Actually yeah." (Y/n) says bluntly, pulling out two twenty dollar bills. "Got two?" Spider pauses looking between the girl and the money, he might have reconsidered had he not caught the glimpse of anger and annoyance on Amerie's face making him grin.
"Actually just for your first time, i'll give you a discount, twenty for both." 
"What?!" Amerie reacts frustated. 
"Fine by me." (Y/n) shrugs handing him one of the twenties instead. 
"Pleasure doing business, i'll bring your bracelets to you." He smiles taking the money as the girl walks away. 
"How is that fair?!" Amerie whines, walking off, only to receive a bracelet from Malakai. 
(Y/n) was starting to regret coming to this party the minute Amerie jumped over a wall and fell into the pool, as Malakai laughed with her. She couldnt help but feel that twinge of jealously once more. Its not like Malakai and her even talked more than one or two times, but he sort of maybe flirted with her...kind of? She shakes her head. its not like she can blame him, or anyone else for this.
"You okay?" Harper's voice breaks her train of thought. 
"Yeah why?" 
"..didn't you like the new gu--" 
"No."
"..okay,"
She mostly stuck with Harper throughout the party that is when she saw Quinni upset and running around, quickly informing Harper, she runs after the sparkle covered girl. She watches as Quinni breaks down in the bathroom, Amerie trying to take a step closer only to be stopped by Darren who tells her to leave nicely. The three friends once more reunited calm Quinni down, and relax with her. (Y/n) sitting on the side of the tub reading a book online on her phone. 
"Okay, I think I'm good to go now." Quinni announces softly.  "Stunning." Darren says taking off their eye mask. 
(Y/n) gives her friends a soft smile as they walk back down to the party.  "Where is Amerie?" As much as (Y/n) wanted to say 'who cares?' she bit her tongue holding back. Quinni spots Sasha and chats with her after assuring her friends. 
Sorry for the sloppy chapter guys, my laptop broke and i lost my writing.
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luvrgrl07 · 8 days
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kk arnold gf head cannons
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requested by anon
warnings: none, fluff!
loves cuddling with you after a hard practice
(vb player) you tried to teach her how to pepper and she sucks but you still do it anyway
lireralu so sassy “girl boo” always side eyeing youu
uses your ass as a pillow
tries so hard not to get mad at you when ur not doing good at fortnite but ends up flipping out anyway
will sit on the toilet seat while you shower and yap about random shit
late nite drives with you are her favorite thinggg
forces you to wear her jersey to games even though you were secretly hoping she would ask
tiktoks tiktoks tiktoks. she has so many tiktoks with you in it and is always begging you to make more
when she’s on live al the comments will ask to see you and when she finally shows you the chat goes wild
love when you play video games with her
always bragging about you to people
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luvrgrl07 · 10 days
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I Forgot That you Existed (Alessia Russo x Williamson!Reader)
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The music was thumping in the club. It was dark, the floor was sticky and you could feel nothing but Alessia pressed against you, dancing to the music that was playing.
Arsenal had just beaten Chelsea in the North London Derby. 2 goals scored by Alessia to win the game 2-1 and put them top of the league.
It was decided straight after the win that the team would go out to celebrate as they had a few days off before the international break.
“Invite everybody” Katie shouted earning a round of cheers around the dressing room.
There was murmurs around the room and people began taking out their phones to start texting people tonight’s plans.
“Leah, you should invite your sexy sister” Alessia was too busy taking her boots off that she didn’t see exactly who said it. But her head whipped up none the same, scanning the room.
“Oh and her hot friend” was shouted next, Alessia didn’t even care to look around the room to see who added that part.
Leah laughed it off, but looked straight at Alessia. She could tell Alessia was fuming. Steam could have easily been coming from the strikers head.
She thought it would be best to defuse the situation, but actually ended up making it worse.
“I don’t think my sister would come if I asked. Maybe if Less asked she would” Leah smirked towards Alessia.
Lia quickly stood in front of the English striker to stop anybody from seeing how red she went in that moment.
You hadn’t told Leah how you felt about Alessia. It was awkward with them working and living together. But if only you’d told her, she would have told you Alessia felt the exact same back.
But all you believed was that Alessia wanted to just be friends, and you were not about to ruin your friendship for some silly feelings that you thought would eventually pass.
“Are you going to invite her?” Lia asked with a smile as Alessia was still flustered.
“Should I?” Alessia frowned, but she was only met with a nod and a smile from Lia.
When the room began filtering out, only Alessia, who was showering, and Lia and Leah were left, Lia decided now would be the best moment to tell Leah off for pissing Alessia off.
“I told you to stop meddling, you threw her right into the deep end, love” Lia whisper shouted.
“They are two idiots” Leah huffed putting her runners on.
“You are acting like an idiot” Lia groaned.
“Yeah, but you love me?” Leah smirked pulling her closer to her by the waist.
“Just get the bags” Lia said pressing a quick kiss to Leah’s lips, but Leah deepened it. It didn’t take long for Lia to fall into the kiss, hands wrapped around Leah’s neck.
Of course, Alessia chose right now to walk out of the shower, instantly regretting it.
“Oh shit, sorry” Alessia shouted backing in towards the showers.
“Less, it’s fine” Leah shouted back as she re-emerged. “See, when you admit your feelings, you actually get to be with the person sometimes” Leah laughed as Lia rolled her eyes.
“How long?” Alessia asked beginning to get ready.
“A few months” Lia replied.
“I can’t believe y/n didn’t tell me” Alessia laughed, starting to put her stuff into her bag. She looked back at the pair when they didn’t respond. “Oh” Alessia smirked.
“You can’t tell her or anybody” Leah warned as Alessia held her hands up in surrender.
The girls all walked towards Leah’s car as they headed home, making a quick stop to Lia’s apartment so she could grab her outfit.
Alessia took her phone out to text you but didn’t know how to word it. She tapped her thumbs on the screen without hitting any letters.
She waited until she was home to call you.
You were more than halfway through the album now. You’d written songs about moving away and being in love in New York and the break up. But you didn’t know what you wanted to write about what happened when you came home and then, Alessia.
You were writing down some notes when your phone buzzed. The photo of the two of you that popped up when she called always made you smile. She always made you smile.
“Hey” you answered placing the phone between your shoulder and ear as you scribbled the last thing down.
“Hi” you could feel her smiling from the tone of her voice.
“You played unbelievable today Less” you cooed into the phone.
“Oh, you actually took time to watch one of my matches?” She teased as you rolled your eyes. She didn’t need to know that you never missed her matches, no matter how busy you got.
“What you up to?” You asked.
“The team are heading out tonight and I wanted to know if you were free? Maybe you wanted to come?” She asked.
You looked at the pages that definitely did not have enough on them for you to agree to leaving. But how could you resist that voice?
“Can I bring Luke?” You asked as she smiled.
“Leah already invited him” she giggled.
But here you were now, stuffed into an exclusively booked section of the fancy London nightclub.
Music was thumping, people were drunk, and sweaty bodies were pressed up against each other.
You could tell Luke was kissing someone but, through your blurred vision, you couldn’t make out who. There was also too many blonde girls that played for Arsenal.
You hadn’t drank like this in a long time. You were treating alcohol like a stress reliever tonight. You didn’t want to think about the album, and how much work you still had to do.
You were slumped on a couch in a corner with Lia and Leah. Alessia off dancing on the dance floor that was shared with the rest of the club, with Vic and Lotte. Your eyes were glued to her.
“Move over” Amanda said to Leah as she squeezed in between you both. You didn’t even notice her as she sat down. You were fixated on the blonde dancing around.
You could barely make out what she was saying to you, but it had been going on awhile. Leah and Lia tried to get involved in the conversation but she didn’t seem interested in letting them.
Your eyes had shifted from Alessia to the floor.
Alessia looked across the bar towards the couches to where Amanda had her body pressed against you and was whispering in your ear. Both your hands were wrapped around your glass and you looked heavily uninterested in the conversation.
Leah and Lia had long got up and left you sat alone with her.
When you eventually locked eyes with Alessia, you mouthed at her to save you. She giggled at you before coming by your side, pulling you off the seat and bringing you to the dance floor.
You both ignored Amanda’s protests.
“Have you seen Luke?” You asked her as she pulled you against her.
“He’s over there” Alessia smirked, pointing towards him and Steph, who were still kissing.
You laughed as you brought your hands to Alessia’s waist. Both of you were so drunk at this stage, but all that was in your head was the last time you were in this scenario, she ended up going home with someone else.
You both danced around with each other for a bit, but it got more intimate and sweaty the closer you got to each other.
The only time you left the other’s side was to go to the bar to get another drink for both of you.
You’d gotten back from the bar with two drinks to find her chatting to a girl that you didn’t recognise.
You were not about to let her walk out of here with someone other than you. If it took being drunk to realise that you were in love with her, than so be it.
You put the drinks on the table as you pulled her waist, her body pressed against you again.
“You wanna leave?” You asked as she nodded her head against you.
You took her by the hand and lead her out of the night club and into a taxi, going straight towards your house.
Leah and Lia raised their eyebrows suggestively to eachother at the sight of you two leaving, hand in hand.
“I told you, meddling works” Leah shouted over the music as Lia rolled her eyes.
The taxi was quiet, neither of you knowing what to say to each other. Although, she hadn’t let go of your hand yet.
You’d barely closed the door before Alessia was on you, her lips pressed against yours harshly, like it was all she ever wanted to do. You only matched the intensity of the kiss, never wanting it to end.
“Is this okay?” You asked as she frantically nodded and continued to kiss you, not stopping as you made your way to your bedroom.
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You woke the next morning, Alessia wrapped up against you. It wasn’t the first time you’d woken up like that with the blonde, but it was the first time you’d woken and felt different.
You couldn’t get the thought out of your head of what had happened last night.
You felt maybe you were getting somewhere with her. Maybe you would both be able to finally tell each other how you felt and give it a real go.
Someone started knocking on the door as you gently untangled yourself from Alessia and made your way downstairs.
“Man I am so fucked. I think Leah is going to kill me” Luke mumbled as he pushed by you and went straight towards the kitchen.
Your best friend looked so stressed but you couldn’t help but laugh at him.
“It’s not funny, I’m dead” he said with his head in his hands.
“Yeah well, join the club” you smirked, walking towards your coffee machine as you began to brew both of your coffees.
“What did you do?” Luke asked, tilting his head.
“Morning” Alessia smiled, coming into the kitchen.
“Hey Lessi” Luke smiled, not catching on that the answer to his question had just walked through the door.
“Who the hell did you kiss?” You laughed at him now as he shook his head.
“Could you not see?” Alessia asked as she whispered Steph’s name to you, loud enough that he heard it.
He slumped on a chair at the kitchen table as you were sat on the countertop with Alessia’s back leaning against you, both of you laughing at him.
“Alessia” Luke snapped.
“Leah is going to murder me” Luke whined. “Can you do something worse to make it better?” Luke suggested.
You and Alessia shared a look, but it was missed by Luke.
“I can try” you smirked, not breaking the eye contact with Alessia, who smiled back at you.
“You wanna chill for awhile?” You asked as you all agreed.
Luke sat on the arm chair while you and Alessia sat on the couch, he didn’t bat an eyelid to how cuddly you two were. He’d become so used to how touchy you were with each other.
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It was later in the day when they both left, Luke agreed to drop Alessia home. You were sort of glad it happened that way so you both didn’t need to have an awkward conversation straight away.
You went back to working on some songs. You finally wrote one of your final few songs, and you made it clear it was about Alessia.
You became hyper focused the next few days, zoned out of life entirely, working on the songs to finish the album.
This whole new wave of inspiration hit you since you kissed Alessia. You ended up writing far too many songs for the album.
But on top of that, a wave of realisation came over you that since that night with Alessia two things have happened:
1. You have not spoken to Alessia since
2. You hadn’t thought about Mel for a singular second for the first time.
You left your house, getting straight into the car, speeding to Alessia and Leah’s house. You didn’t care who was there, you were telling Alessia you loved her, even if it ruined everything.
It’d been just over a week since that night and although you both hadn’t spoken. You knew you didn’t regret it for a second, and you just knew she didn’t either.
You opened the door with your key, kicking your shoes off, obeying the house rules even in a time like this. You headed straight towards the kitchen, where you would usually find her.
Only, Alessia wasn’t there. In fact, she wasn’t even in the house. She was out somewhere, with somebody.
Leah and Lia were in the kitchen though, and you don’t know what shocked you more, the sight of them kissing or the fact you’d been so self absorbed the last few months you’d forgotten to be a real sister to Leah.
You and Leah had always been as close as close can get. But now, you were currently hiding the fact you loved someone from her, and clearly, so was she.
“Less, is that you?” Leah shouted, eventually after breaking away from her girlfriend and looking towards the door.
“I can’t believe she agreed to a blind date” Lia whispered, but due to you being at the door, you heard it. And it hurt.
“I just can’t believe those two idiots fucked it up. I told you to let me meddle” Leah laughed before walking towards the door.
“I thought they were fine when they left together” Lia whispered and shrugged with a laugh.
Did Alessia say something to them? Did she make a joke of it? Was it all just a mistake to her? Did you misunderstand her feelings? Was it just a drunk kiss?
Your mind was spiralling but as you heard the footsteps, you backed up, right to the front door.
“Oh, it’s you” Leah said, looking down the hall, beginning to walk towards you, with a smile.
You needed to pretend like you hadn’t seen her and Lia, and that you hadn’t heard their conversation as to where Alessia was. You were just finding it so hard to find words right now.
“I, uh, left something in Alessia’s room. I just needed to grab it” you eventually blurted out before taking two steps at a time.
Don’t cry. Don’t panic. Don’t freak out. You repeated it in your head, over and over again.
You looked around the room for anything that belonged to you. You settled on taking a set of drum sticks that were thrown into the back of the wardrobe, as well as a random hoodie that was yours, before rushing back down the steps and putting your shoes back on.
Leah was pacing at the bottom, like she was panicked by how quick you’d taken the stairs.
“She should be home in 20 minutes or so, if you wanted to wait?” Leah asked as you shook your head. “Well if you wanted to stay anyway, me and Lia were just about to” she began but you cut her off.
“I’m busy” you said before fully slipping your shoes back on and slamming the door shut.
“That was weird, no?” Lia asked.
Leah just stared blankly at the front door that you’d just slammed in her face.
You got into your car and began driving home, turning the radio up full blast and crying.
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“Where is it?” Alessia shouted from her room, Lia running in in Leah’s absence while the England captain was in the shower.
“Where is what?” Lia asked, looking at the girl who was pulling her entire room apart.
“Y/n’s hoodie. I literally sleep in it every night. I hung it up this morning and it’s not here” Alessia was so close to tears.
It was the first thing you’d ever given her that belonged to you, and she loved it.
“Relax we will find it” Lia cooed, holding her shoulder briefly as they both began to look. Lia had ran down to check the wash basket.
“What’s with all the shouting?” Leah asked coming into the blonde’s room that looked like it had been hit by a bomb.
“I can’t find y/n’s hoodie. The one I sleep in” Alessia was crying now. “It was here this morning” she pointed at the wardrobe.
“Oh, I think she took it when she was here earlier” Leah shrugged before leaving the room and headed back to her one.
“She was here?” Alessia asked, standing up and following her.
“For about 20 seconds. She said she needed to grab something and I think she took a hoodie and a pair of drumsticks” Leah informed her.
“Why did you let her in my room?” Alessia snapped.
“It wasn’t a problem when you did it for 4 months?” Leah laughed, “Why? Afraid she’d see you with your blind date?” She added as Alessia frowned.
“Oh how did it go?” Lia asked as she got to the top of the stairs empty handed.
“How did what go?” Alessia asked in a sharp tone.
“Your date” Lia said.
“What date?” Alessia had a look of pure confusion on her face.
“The one Steph set you up on” Leah frowned.
“What are you talking about?” Alessia snapped.
“Steph told me she was setting you up on a date” Lia said, a confused look now forming on her face.
“No, I was setting up Steph on a date with Luke” Alessia frowned.
“Lia” Leah groaned.
“English isn’t my first language” she protested.
“Did you tell y/n I went on a date?” She asked your sister.
“No, not directly” Leah shook her head.
“We didn’t know she was here” Lia backed her up as Alessia left the hallway and returned to her room, slamming the door on the way in.
“I’m actually sick of them slamming doors in my house” Leah snapped as she went to go and give Alessia a stern talking to.
“Lee, relax love. Let her be angry” Lia whispered, placing her hands on her girlfriend’s chest and closing their bedroom door.
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You drove for hours that night, not wanting to go back to Leah’s where there was so many memories with Alessia. Not wanting to go back to your own house where you shared your first kiss. You didn’t want to speak to anybody or do anything.
You stopped in somewhere, dawning a baseball cap and sunglasses to cover your face and picking up as much alcohol they would legally sell you.
It was 3am when you looked at your smartwatch, you had a few missed calls from various people.
You’d been in your home studio for hours on end, writing utter rubbish that probably didn’t contain one coherent sentence.
You couldn’t believe you’d allowed yourself to fall for someone that didn’t even like you back.
You took a bottle of whatever you saw first from the fridge, downing the entirety of the bottle before deciding to call Leah.
“Hello?” Leah groaned.
“Hey” you slurred.
“Y/n? It’s past 3am, what’s wrong?” Leah asked, sitting up in bed and rubbed her eyes. The movement woke Lia as Leah swatted away her hand that moved to hold her arm.
“I thought she liked me” you sobbed.
“Hey, breathe. What’s the matter?” Leah asked.
“I’m so in love with her, why would she go on a date with someone else after we kissed?” You confessed.
Leah moved the phone away from her ear to talk to Lia.
“I need to go over to her, she is drunk” Leah informed her girlfriend. “You okay to stay here?” She asked as the Swiss girl nodded and fell back asleep quickly.
“Listen, I’ll be right over okay? Can you try and get a glass of water?” She asked as you hummed.
Leah tiptoed around the house and slipped out the front door, without waking anybody.
-
It wasn’t long before you felt her arms wrapped around you as you sobbed against her.
“It’s okay” she cooed as she brushed her fingers through your hair.
“I love her” you whispered against her chest.
“I know” she patted your back, “she didn’t go on a date. She set one up for someone else” Leah informed you, opting to leave out that it was for Luke in this moment.
“But, you said” you began before she tutted.
“You’ll have to forgive Lia’s lack of English comprehension” Leah laughed as you took a deep breath.
“I’m such a fucking idiot” you sobbed as she pulled you in against her.
“You’re both idiots. I’ve told you both this for months” Leah told you. “You both have told the wrong people about your feelings. Just tell each other” Leah said as you shrugged.
You didn’t want to think about Alessia anymore. She’d consumed your thoughts since the day you met her.
“You and Lia?” You asked as she nodded. “I’m happy for you” you smiled as you hugged her properly now.
“I’m sorry I haven’t been there for you” you sighed as she shook her head.
“You’ve had shit going on” she smiled.
“So have you” you replied as she shrugged.
“When is your album due?” She asked as you checked your watch dramatically.
“About, three days ago” you smirked as she laughed.
“How many more songs?” She sized up, usually you wouldn’t even give her that much.
“I’m done writing. I just ended up writing probably three albums worth” you sighed.
“Are they about, her?” Leah asked as you nodded. “Does it feel right?” She probed as you shrugged.
“Well, if you do use them, maybe you should tell her, you know, before you tell the entire world” Leah laughed as you stuck the finger up at her. “Come on, let’s go to bed” Leah pulled you towards the stairs.
She tucked you into bed before starting to head towards the door.
“Lee” you whispered.
“Yeah?”
“Can you stay?” You asked.
“Yeah, I’ll just be in my room” she smiled, but you shook your head.
“Can you stay with me?” You rephrased as she began walking towards you.
“Of course I can” she jumped in beside you as you cuddled into her and both of you fell asleep.
-
When Leah woke the next morning, you were nowhere to be found. She could hear the sound of drums coming from two floors down. She stretched before she stood and headed downstairs, sending Lia as text on her way down.
“Sounds, different?” Leah asked with a smirk on her face from the door.
“Hey, get out. You know the rules” you swatted her away.
“You owe me, you woke me at 3am and have now woken me again at 9am to the sound of drums” she laughed.
“Well if you must know, I’m done” you shrugged.
“The album?” She shouted as you nodded. “I’m so proud of you” she ran towards you and picked you up, spinning you around.
“I thought you had too many songs?” She chuckled as you shrugged.
“I just picked the ones that made the most sense for this album”
“So you two kissed?” Leah raised an eyebrow as you groaned. “Was it after the Chelsea game?” She asked.
“Yeah” you sighed. “We were both drunk” you explained.
“So, do you regret it?” She raised her eyebrows at you.
“No, god no” you shook your head. “I meant what I said last night. I’m in love with her” your head fell to the floor.
“You know, she’s into you too right?” Leah asked.
“I don’t know, I think she just wants to be friends” you shrugged.
“No, she told me months ago she really liked you” Leah laughed.
“You’ve known this for months and you haven’t told me?” You frowned.
“Lia would literally kill me if she knew I was telling you now” Leah said defensively. Lia hated that she was getting so involved with you and Alessia’s relationship.
“Speaking of people who will kill me, I need to call Anna” you said as she nodded.
“I’m gonna head home but text me if you need me” she smiled, hugging you goodbye before she left and headed home.
She stopped at the door
“Would you mind if I took that hoodie back? Alessia was really upset you took it” you stared at her. It took you a few seconds to realise what she was referring to.
“I’ll drop it to her later” you informed her as she nodded and left.
-
You left it awhile to call Anna, understanding that time difference was a real concept which was lost on some people in your circle.
“My English superstar, how are you? Calling with good or bad news?” She hummed.
“I’m finished” you shrugged.
“I listened to it this morning. I love them, all of them” she smiled. “I’ve got you booked in the morning for a recording session and I’ve asked Luke to go with you” she smiled.
“Okay cool, thanks” you said.
“Who is she?” Anna asked as you frowned.
“Who is who?” You asked.
“Come on, the last 4 songs are clearly about somebody. Is it that blonde girl?” She asked as you rolled your eyes.
“I pay you to manage me, not to judge me” you smirked.
“Fine, I guess I’ll just ask your marketing manager. I know he will tell me.” she stuck her tongue out at you before hanging up.
-
You drove to Alessia and Leah’s house later, with the hoodie and all of Alessia’s favourite treats in a bag in the passenger seat.
When you got in, you headed up to her room and left everything on the bed.
It was disheartening that nobody was in when you called around, but they had jobs and friends and weren’t always free for you.
You waited around for a little bit, but after no sign you decided to head off.
It was late when your phone pinged.
Less 🤍
Thank you x
Y/n/n 💙
❤️
When you free next? x
Less 🤍
I’m pretty busy the next while. I’m in camp in a few days for 2 weeks x
Y/n/n 💙
I start recording tomorrow so I’ll be pretty busy 😕 x
When you come back for camp, would you want to do something? x
Less 🤍
That’s exciting! x
Like what? x
Y/n/n 💙
Something just the two of us x
Less 🤍
I would really love that 😊 xx
-
Luke picked you up the next morning and drove you to the studio.
Today was mostly about getting the sounding right and your instruments put in.
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You’d told Alessia you would be off the grid for the next few days. Recording was a super busy and stressful time.
On her way to St. George’s Park, she quickly called you.
“Hey Less, I’m so sorry, I literally have two seconds” you rushed out.
“Can we send eachother a photo everyday?” She asked.
“You want a Snapchat streak?” You laughed.
“Come on, it’ll be fun” she rolled her eyes.
“Okay okay. I can’t agree to everyday but I will whenever I can. I have to go” you whispered as you both said your goodbyes and hung up.
It might not have been everyday, but you loved hearing your phone ping.
Less 🤍
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Mary says hi x
Y/n/n 💙
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Luke says hey x
Less 🤍
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✈️
Y/n/n 💙
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😴
Less 🤍
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It’s pretty here 😌 x
Y/n/n 💙
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Are we doing it right? x
Less 🤍
Yes but Luke’s is better 😉 x
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From today x
Y/n/n 💙
You did so amazing x
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From today x
Less 🤍
Can’t wait to hear x
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It’d been a few days of this back and forth with Alessia. Both scrambling to get a decent photo to send the other.
“Hey Leah?” Ella asked.
Her and Alessia were best friends and sure, she’d talked to Ella about you, but Ella was in Manchester and didn’t see Alessia as often as she would have when they played for United.
“What’s up Tooney?” Leah replied, picking up cones from the training session.
“Is Alessia and your sister, like, a thing?” She blurted out.
“Why would you think that?” Leah said with a smirk.
“Don’t play thick with me” Ella laughed.
“They both like each other and I think they got drunk and kissed awhile ago” Leah shrugged.
“Why haven’t you done something?” Ella nudged her.
“I’ve been told not to get involved” Leah smirked.
“If she was still in Manchester, I’d be meddling” Ella shrugged with a chuckle.
“I think they’re figuring it out” Leah informed her as they went quiet and they walked into the changing room.
-
But when you both returned to normal life, you both slipped into that the same comfortable pattern.
Now that you both had some free time, it was spent mostly with eachother, Luke, Leah and Lia. Sometimes Steph came along too now that her and Luke had a thing.
It was painful watching Lia and Leah and now Luke and Steph be so coupley, when you could hardly even look at Alessia.
You never talked about the kiss, or your feelings. You were both far too afraid to ruin the friendship.
So you stayed friends, close friends, but just friends.
Maybe that was all that was meant for you and Less.
-
It was just you two in your house one evening, Luke in his own apartment with Steph and Leah over at Lia’s. You knew she hated being alone, so you invited her over.
“You can’t be serious?” You laughed as she came running from the kitchen.
“I swear, look” she sighed, shoving her phone in your face, showing you the outfit that Ella had picked for her to wear to a team bonding session.
She flopped back on the couch beside you, looking over at your guitar that was propped up on a stand in the corner. You never had instruments laying around the house, they were always downstairs.
“Were you working on something?” She asked pointing towards the guitar.
“I was just messing around earlier” you shrugged, picking up the remote and starting to flick through movies. She’d gotten to your house quicker than expected so you never got to put it away.
“I liked when you played for me that time” she admitted, eyes shifting back towards the guitar.
When you looked at her, her eyes told you everything you needed to know.
“Fine, one song and then we’re watching this” you said, pausing the movie you’d and getting up to grab the guitar. “What song?” You asked as you sat back down and played softly to make sure it was in tune.
“One I haven’t heard” she whispered, head on your shoulder.
“I don’t play new songs” you shrugged.
“Make an exception” she squeezed your arm with a giggle. You winced at the words, she was an exception in so many ways.
You’d never played something that you hadn’t released for someone, apart from members of your team. You’d also never told Alessia after months of feeling like this that you liked her more than friends.
“I did write something, but I didn’t finish it” you said as she nodded in approval and you began to play.
Your hands were shaking a bit, and your voice trembled slightly.
“Takin’ it slowly, I’m afraid to be lonely
Nobody told me, it’s harder than I thought to tell the truth
It’s gonna leave you in pieces, all alone with your demons
And I know that we need this, but I’ve been too afraid to follow through”
You’d probably never felt more nervous in your life, despite playing for millions of people across your career, this was the most panicked you’d ever felt.
Hold me close and I won’t leave, cause it hurts when you hurt somebody
So much to say, but I don’t speak, and I hate that I let you stop me
Cause it hurts when you hurt somebody”
You stopped playing but couldn’t even make eye contact with her.
“Yeah, something like that” you shrugged.
“You should finish it” she nudged you in the arm before you stood up to put the guitar back on its stand and jumping back onto the couch.
You pressed play as she leaned her head against your shoulder again to get comfortable.
The movie played for just a couple of minutes before she paused it. Luckily, you had managed to stay awake due to your chest beating so fast from playing the song.
“What is that song about?” She asked, staring straight ahead.
You didn’t reply to her at first, nor did you look in her direction either.
“I guess, I’ve had some feelings that I haven’t really been too open about” you sighed.
There was silence for a long time. You bit the bullet.
“I think, I don’t want to be just friends with you anymore” you whispered.
“I’ve never wanted to just be your friend” she admitted as you turned to look at each other now for the first time.
“Kiss me” she said as you leaned in.
“Are you sure?” You asked quickly, waiting for the slightest of nods before you closed the gap and pressed your lips against hers.
One thing was for sure, you’d never just be friends again.
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You and Alessia had found yourself, more often than not, sleeping in her bed over the course of the last month or so. Always in some way entangled in eachother.
Usually, both of you would fall asleep on the sofa and then head upstairs to sleep properly in her bed. Sure, it was cuddly, but that was all it was.
You were both dancing around the fact that you clearly liked each other.
Every night, when one of you would wake the other on the couch, it was always a little talk before she would ask if you were coming upstairs.
Some nights, she’d ask you before she went up, opting to skip the nap on the couch entirely.
There was not a singular night since the night she’d first asked you, that you’d slept without her, unless she was away for a match.
The touches had become more intimate, you were becoming more comfortable with eachother. But never did either of you push to be more than just friends.
You’d both gotten the talk from Leah, separately, after a few days of starting to sleep together, in the literal sense of sleeping beside the other.
Leah had asked you to go on a walk with her through the local park. You’d worn a baseball cap and sunglasses along with a pair of tracksuit bottoms and Alessia’s Arsenal jacket.
You’d only got recognised once and the person just said hello and continued on their walk.
“Is there something going on between you two?” She asked as you shook your head, knowing who she meant.
“I’ve just noticed you haven’t been on the couch any morning in the last few days, usually you both emerge from her room” Leah smirked.
“Just friends” you shrugged. There wasn’t much more to say.
She tried again with Alessia, deciding to get her where she couldn’t escape.
“Is there something going on with you and my sister?” Leah asked in the car on the way to training.
“No” Alessia replied, beginning to twist her rings.
“Do you want there to be?” She questioned the blonde.
“We’re just friends” Alessia sighed. A sigh which wasn’t missed by the defender.
That was about two weeks ago. She’d sort of dropped the questions by now, but made up for it in the relentless teasing.
Leah and Less were gone a lot, now that they were training and playing matches again. Sometimes it was just you in the house all day and night if they had an away fixture. Which was nice, but you were still in the comfort of someone else’s home. You longed for something more than what your current living situation was.
You’d opted not to watch a movie or catch up on a series the night before they were due to go for a game in Manchester. Leah was strict with her sleeping schedule when it came to game day prep.
You’d apologised to both of them for not being able to make it, claiming you had some errands to run. You hadn’t told either of them, but you were planning on buying a house in London. You needed your own space because you didn’t plan to be in America anytime soon and you couldn’t take this back and forth with Alessia anymore.
You were scrolling on your phone, looking at property listings, when Alessia came in. She wished you would just take the hint and stop getting into the sofa bed each night.
“Hi” she smiled as you placed your phone down on the bed and turned toward her.
“Hey” you replied. You couldn’t help but smile at her whenever you looked at her.
“Are you coming to bed?” She asked as you looked around at the sofa bed with a smirk as she rolled her eyes. “You know what I mean” she giggled.
“Yeah, just give me two minutes” you replied as she left with a smile, heading back up the stairs to get ready for bed.
You sat with your thoughts for a few minutes.
Some nights you wondered what she would do if you didn’t come upstairs or how she’d react if you told her you couldn’t stop thinking about her. But mostly, you thought about how she’d react if you told her you thought you were in love with her.
Now, you were mainly worried about how she was going to react when you told her you’d planned to buy your own place.
You stood up, grabbing your phone off the bed and making your way upstairs.
You passed Leah as she was leaving the bathroom.
“Bed time, is it?” She smirked as you stuck the finger up. “Have fun” she laughed as you shook your head.
“Night” you said before stepping inside and closing the door.
It always started the same when you had both not been on the couch.
She would be changed into shorts and a tshirt, sometimes your ones, and be laying on the bed already. You’d be in shorts and a hoodie and get in beside her.
You’d both scroll on your phones for awhile and turn them to show the other things they would like or find funny.
Until eventually, one of you would yawn and you’d switch the light off.
You’d both shuffle around for a bit before you’d find yourselves cuddled up and be soundly asleep within minutes.
-
Annabelle called the next morning, as you groaned at the sound of the buzzing.
Alessia’s head was against your chest as your hands were placed on her lower back. One of her arms was rested on your shoulder, her leg swung over yours.
You reached over to Alessia’s bedside table to grab your phone and hit the green button.
“Hello” you grunted with a grumpy head, only now realising it was a FaceTime.
“You make my job so difficult” she moaned as you started to become more awake. “What is with the going out to a random nightclub with that blonde girl?” She asked.
“What?” You replied.
“Have you opened a social media app in the last few days?” She laughed as you shrugged. “There’s pictures of you all over with a blonde girl that you two look very, close”
“It’s just” you began, your tone maybe a bit loud as you were about to get defensive.
“Can you please be quiet?” Alessia groaned as she moved her hand to begin stroking your face and neck. Her blonde hair and eyes coming into the frame of the phone as Annabelle’s smirked.
“And look who it is”
“We’re just mates” you replied shaking your head.
“Looks like it” Annabelle replied with a laugh. “You need to go public about Mel” she informed you.
Alessia recoiled at the sound of her name and you felt her grip become protective around your neck. You began tracing your fingertips across her exposed back, T-shirt slightly ridden up.
“Yeah, just nothing in depth” you replied as she already started banging on her laptop, drafting something.
“Also” you knew from the annoyed tone what she was about to say. “I saw you upgraded her accommodation which, I will save for the next time I see you, but FYI she is out of there and in her own place” she stated as you nodded.
“Okay” you moaned, sensing Alessia was uncomfortable.
“Have you spoken to her?” Annabelle asked as you shook your head.
“No. Since I upgraded her she hasn’t messaged or called. I knew it would make it stop” you informed her.
“She’s with somebody else but they’re waiting on you to announce that you’ve split up before they go public” you just shrugged.
“Just do whatever” you moaned. You flattened your hand on Alessia’s back now, sliding it to her hips and pulling her against you, impossibly closer.
“Have you thought anymore about L.A?” She asked as Alessia frowned at the words. She knew there was talk of you moving back to LA but you’d ensured her and Leah that you were happy here.
“I’m staying in London for the foreseeable. I’m actually in the process of house hunting. I’m viewing a property today” you explained.
“You didn’t tell me that” Alessia whispered.
“I told you, I was running errands” you laughed looking down at her.
“Well, everything from your old apartment in New York is in the apartment in LA, so when you do need to be in the States are you okay to go there?” She asked as you nodded.
“Okay, I’ll leave you to it. Send me over anything you have for the new album” she added as you gave her a thumbs up and hung up.
“You’re writing a new album?” Alessia asked as you shrugged.
“I’m sure meant to be” you chuckled making her smile. “You want to get ready? I’ll go make you some coffee” you asked as she nodded.
She pulled you back by your arm ever so slightly as you got up, you longed for her to just press her lips against yours, but she didn’t.
She just smiled and let you go.
You met your sister in the kitchen sitting with her and Alessia’s teammate, Lia.
“Hey” you greeted the Swiss girl.
“Hi” she smiled as Leah stood up and handed you a coffee she’d just made for you.
“Cheers” you said taking a sip, as you looked to ensure there was one already made for Alessia, which there was.
“Less awake?” Leah asked as you nodded. She normally teased you each morning about Alessia, but didn’t today due to Lia being here. Maybe you should invite Lia over more often.
“Are you coming to Manchester?” Lia asked as you shook your head.
“I can’t unfortunately, I have a few errands to run” you informed her.
“Errands meaning she doesn’t fancy the four hour trip” Leah teased as you rolled your eyes. You couldn’t really explain now, in front of Lia. What if she took you moving out badly?
You excused yourself to use the bathroom as Alessia jogged down the stairs and into the kitchen.
“Morning” she beamed, grabbing her coffee.
“You seem happy this morning” Lia laughed from the kitchen table.
“She’s been sleeping great lately” Leah smirked as Alessia rolled her eyes. Leah didn’t tease you in front of Lia, but she had no boundaries when it came to Less.
“Oh, with your cuddle buddy?” Lia laughed.
“We need to leave soon” Alessia informed the two girls as they drank their coffees and started to get their stuff together.
You re-entered the room as they were starting to shuffle about, throwing coffee into travel mugs and pulling bags over their shoulders.
“Leaving?” You asked from the kitchen door as you were met with a chorus of “yes” as they all pushed by you to get to the front door.
“Best of luck” you said, standing at the front door now, hugging all three of them goodbye. You hugged Alessia goodbye last, as you gripped her waist and she gripped your shoulders a bit tightly.
“See you tomorrow?” You said as she smiled and nodded, pulling you in tightly before releasing you and running to the backseat of the car.
Leah and Lia watched the whole interaction from the front of the car.
“Are you sure they’re just friends?” Lia asked, buckling herself in.
“So they say” Leah laughed.
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“So as you can see, you’ve got plenty of privacy and it has a really unique, comfortable and modern vibe to it. Something similar to what you had in New York, no? Obviously, the home studio would be a huge advantage to you” the real estate agent smiled.
“What do you think?” Luke asked, you’d brought him along to view the property with you.
“I mean it is nice, and it’s close to Leah and to you” you nodded in approval. “It’s in my price range too” you bounced on your toes.
“So, Ms Williamson, are you prepared to put a bid in?” She asked as you nodded.
“What do you think would be a reasonable bid that I could move in straight away?” You asked as she hummed.
“So, it’s valued at £2.4 million so I would suggest perhaps £2 million would be a strong bid” she said.
Luke knew you had a lot of money, but when you gave her the go ahead to put the bid in, he gulped.
“£2 million. Who’d have ever thought one of us would be able to buy a place like this?” He asked looking around.
“Not my teachers anyway” you laughed. It was a safe assumption to make that Luke was the more intelligent of you both.
“How’s work going?” You asked, waiting on the agent to return, he shrugged. “What does that mean?” You huffed. No answer.
“Luke” you demanded.
“Yeah, okay, just” he paused. “There’s a guy who doesn’t seem to like me very much” he explained, a sad tone to his voice.
“What? Have you told someone?” You asked as he shook his head.
“Hard to when he is your boss” he added as you frowned.
He was working as a marketing executive at Arsenal, specifically for the women’s team. His boss was setting him unrealistic deadlines and targets and blaming him when things were not working out.
“You know, Leah wouldn’t be angry with you if you quit” you informed him. He was such a people pleaser that he’d probably stay at Arsenal forever, not wanting to let her down as she’d gotten him the job.
“I don’t think I’d be good at anything else” he shrugged.
“That’s nonsense” you snapped. “What are they paying you at Arsenal?” You asked as he hesitated.
“£43 grand a year” he shrugged as you groaned. He worked 10 times harder than you’ve ever had to and here you were, standing in your £2 million house just because you can sing.
You knew your background staff were due to take a reshuffle over the next while. People moving on to different artists who had tours and albums set to come soon.
“Come work on my team” you blurted out.
“I know nothing about music” he laughed.
“You’ll figure it out” you crossed your arms. “I’ll triple what they’re paying you. You can be head of my marketing team, you can set the deadlines and targets” you explained.
“Y/n, you can’t put your career in jeopardy because you feel bad for me” he shook his head.
“I don’t feel sorry for you. I miss my best friend when I’m touring and how cool would it be if you could get paid to come with me?” You smiled at the thought of it.
“But, I don’t know anything about that industry or” you waved away his concerns.
“Anna can explain everything to you. You can learn on the job” you explained.
“Are you sure?” He asked one more time as you nodded.
“Call them right now and quit” you laughed as you pulled his phone out of his jumper and handed it to him. He walked out of the empty living room.
Just as he left, the agent came back in.
“Ms Williamson” she said snapping to get your attention. She had the seller on the other line and was holding her phone to her chest. “When did you want to be moved in by?” She asked.
“Today” you laughed.
“As soon as possible” she said into the phone followed by a lot of agreeing noises.
“They’ve asked for £2.2 million and you can pick the keys up on Wednesday” she relayed back as you gave her a thumbs up. “Yes, we’re happy with that” she practically sang into the phone.
You signed some contracts and wrote a cheque which she whisked off to be cashed and transferred straight away.
“God that felt good” Luke laughed as he re-entered the room. “I love you” he said sweeping you into a hug.
“Love you too” you laughed.
“I wonder why our parents thought we were dating?” He smirked. “You know, right before they caught you with my” he began.
“You promised to let that go” you groaned with a laugh.
“I just find it hilarious you kissed my” he tried to tease again.
“I will kick you out of my house right now” you punched him.
“Wait, you bought the house?” He shouted picking you up again.
“I pick the keys up Wednesday. I can start moving things in though from right now” you smiled.
“Come on then, let’s go start getting you packed” he grinned, placing you back to the ground.
You could tell in the car he was holding onto something.
“Is everything alright?” You asked as he nodded with a smirk. “You just want to piss me off again don’t you?” You sighed as he once again nodded.
“You have 10 seconds” you crossed your arms, leaning your head against the head rest.
“My sister of all people, the annoying little moan. What was going through your mind when you decided to kiss her?” He laughed as you shook your head.
“Say whatever you want, your sister is still so hot and I was 15” you laughed as he gagged.
“God America changed you, who uses words like hot” he mocked the American type accent you’d picked up. But it would fade while you were home. It had almost completely disappeared.
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You went by your parent’s house to start packing up your stuff that was still there. Most of it was at Leah’s now, so there wasn’t a lot.
“Baby girl, I’m so proud of you. Look at how self sufficient you are with your own house at such a young age and” your dad was so happy.
“Dad, please” you begged him to stop.
“What? Luke doesn’t mind me bragging. Do you Luke?” Your dad asked.
Luke had always been terrified of your dad.
“No, sir” he replied.
“Good man” he shouted as he continued on.
You and Luke slumped onto the guest bed, after packing everything that you had left at your parents.
“I’m thinking, let’s bring this stuff to the new house and then” you smirked.
“We go fuck up Leah’s house” he laughed as you nodded.
“We can eat all their food” you laughed
“Drink all their alcohol” he added as you fist bumped and got up.
You trotted downstairs but your mum and dad had already left, on the way up to Leah’s game which was kicking off in a few hours.
Luke drove you back to your newly bought house as you left the suitcases and boxes inside, before heading back to Leah’s.
You decided to order food while the chief Italian was out of the house, and couldn’t give out for you ordering pizza.
Although, by now you’d become accustomed to her cooking and nothing could really match up to it.
You had a few drinks and some snacks as you began to tackle the many clothes that were spread between the living room and Alessia’s room.
You packed everything that was in Leah’s house while you had the Man City vs Arsenal game on. You were mindful to leave the hoodies and T-shirts that Alessia would normally steal from you to sleep in or just laze around in.
The living room was completely covered in suitcases and boxes, as you peered through them to watch the game.
You both being Arsenal fans, you were having a hard time focusing on what you were exactly packing and where it was going. Unpacking these boxes would be fun.
You’d agreed at the beginning of the match to play a drinking game.
“Anytime Lessi falls, drink” Luke laughed.
“Anytime Leah claps, drink” you added.
“Jesus, just with just them, we will be done for” he couldn’t control his laughter.
“Assist, neck half your drink” you smirked, adding more rules even though you were 4 drinks in.
“Christ” he laughed “Fine then, a goal you down your entire drink” he added as you clinked glasses.
The rest of the time was filled with you piling things into boxes as one of you would shout
“She clapped, drink” and so on.
The match ended 2-1 to Arsenal, Alessia scoring the winner. Her face played over and over on the screen, as you both watched on with blurry eyes and a sore head.
You’d both fallen asleep for a little while, eventually waking up on the couch.
Snuggled up, boxes packed around you with a movie playing in the background.
You’d both only slept for about 30 minutes, but you felt worse than you when you fell asleep. You’d sobered up a bit but your head was pounding.
“Hey, y/n/n?” Luke hummed as your head pressed against his shoulder. You were exhausted from packing and the pounding headache from the alcohol was not helping.
“Yeah?” You whispered, rubbing your eyes.
“Remember a little while ago when we were here, you asked me something about Lessi but then Leah came in?” You’d hoped he’d forgotten about that.
You nodded.
“What were you going to say?” He asked.
You took your head off of his shoulder and stood up, beginning to pace. The Williamson sign of being so stressed out that you couldn’t function properly.
“I guess, at that point I didn’t really understand how I was feeling about her. I thought maybe I liked her or maybe she liked me. But it was so soon after Mel and then, literally that night, Mel called to tell me she loved me still and then Alessia kissed that girl. But she hasn’t kissed anybody else since we argued about it. But, could you even call that an argument? Like okay, we shouted at each other and stuff but anyway, our relationship is good now. It’s just friends but it’s nice” you took a breath
“Oh, I so regret asking” he laughed as you could only force a smile and a shake of your head.
“You know, I’ve known you my whole life. I can probably say I know you better than the vast majority of people, right?” He asked as you nodded.
“You aren’t great at hiding the fact you like her” he said as your phone began to buzz, Alessia’s phone ID appearing.
A photo of the both of you laying in bed as the picture. Her head was on your chest and she was taking the picture. You were frowning looking into the camera.
“And she isn’t the best at hiding her feelings for you either” he laughed as he headed towards the kitchen to grab you both some tea, to sober you both up.
“Hey” she squealed.
“Hey, superstar. You played great” you grinned.
“But my sister played so much better” Leah mocked from beside her.
“You played? I didn’t see you?” You teased back as she scoffed and flew the middle finger back up at you.
“What’s going on with all the boxes?” Alessia asked as Leah looked by you and around the room.
“What the fuck have you done to my house?” Leah shouted.
“Well, I’d planned to wait until you came home” you began.
“Hey y/n, should we throw a party in your new house?” Luke asked coming in with two mugs of tea.
“You bought the house?” Alessia squealed.
“Wait, what? You bought a house?” Leah gasped as you nodded, Luke whispering an apologetic “sorry”
“Where?” Leah asked.
“About 10 minutes from you” you smiled.
“In London?” Leah shouted as you laughed and nodded.
“Luke has news too” you replied handing him the phone.
“Hello” he laughed with a biscuit in his mouth.
“What’s your news?” Leah asked.
“I got a new job” he replied.
“You’re leaving Arsenal?” Alessia pouted as he nodded.
“Where are you going?” Leah asked as he looked towards you.
“He’s my new marketing manager” you smirked.
“I hope she plans on paying you well” Alessia teased.
“We will all miss you here, man” Leah shouted. “Everyone” Leah got the attention of the bus. “Luke from marketing is leaving” Leah announced.
A round of “no” with the held ‘o’ sound held and “omgs” bounced around the bus.
“The hot one?” Someone shouted as Leah and Alessia uncontrollably started laughing.
“Maybe we could both date footballers?” Luke whispered as you punched him.
You and Luke had stayed up late, getting into a deep chat about how you were feeling about Alessia. But you couldn’t push past the fact you were just friends. No matter how hard he tried to convince you otherwise.
He took Leah’s bed and you slept in what you were deeming as your bed, in Alessia’s room.
The football duo arrived home around noon the next day to find you both in bed.
Leah’s approach with Luke was very big sisterly, retorting to jumping on top of him to wake him up.
Alessia instead, insisted on slipping in beside you and waking you up in a more relaxed way.
You felt her worm her way into your arms as you woke.
“When did you get home?” You asked, pulling her against you.
“A few minutes ago. It’s almost midday, are you trying to act like a pop star sleeping in until noon?” She teased. “I’m sure your new marketing manager wouldn’t be happy with this” she said.
“Leah what the fuck man” Luke shouted as Leah jumped on him.
“I think he’ll be fine” you laughed as she began running her hands through your hair, head pressed against your chest.
“Don’t make me jump on both of you too” Leah said from the door, with Luke standing beside her rubbing his arm.
Alessia giggled and stood up, pulling you with her.
You took them to your new place to show them it.
“Jesus Christ, how much did you pay for it?” Leah asked taking in her surroundings.
“Not that much” you mumbled as you continue to show them around, Leah grabbed Luke’s arm and pulled him back.
“How much did she pay for it?” She asked.
“2.2” he replied.
“Million?” Leah shouted.
As you and Alessia turned, a frown directed at Luke. He couldn’t help it, him and Leah were really close, she was like a sister.
“Yeah, £2.2 million” you replied as Alessia’s ocean blue eyes found yours. You quickly broke the eye contact and looked towards the ground.
“When are you moving?” Alessia whispered.
“I get the keys on Wednesday” you smiled. “You want to see something cool?” You said looking towards the two of them, wrapped up in conversation, as she nodded.
The two of you snuck off, down to your unfurnished home studio. Just some shitty guitars and a keyboard in there.
You explained what you’d planned to do to the room, pointing to different places and showing her pictures of speakers and equipment.
She just pretended she knew what you meant by it all and continued to smile and nod.
“Can you play?” You asked her as you seen her fiddling at your guitars.
She shook her head.
“I could, uh, I could teach you” you stuttered.
“I’ve heard you’re a shit teacher” she smirked.
“No, she’s just a shit student” you laughed.
You were teaching Leah to play piano and at certain points you felt like slamming the lid on her hands.
“Could you play me something?” She asked, handing you a guitar.
“I can certainly try” you said, taking the guitar and making her giggle shyly. “What song?” You asked as she shrugged.
“I liked that one you played that day at the fashion show, is it ‘London’?” She asked as you nodded and began playing.
She was singing along to the words.
Cause sometimes when it’s cold in California
I think back to that winter with you.
Cause living in Los Angeles the sky is always blue
Sometimes I miss London
Sometimes I miss you
“You can sing, you know” you smirked at her as she shook her head. “No I’m being serious” you laughed as you put the guitar down.
“What did you write that about?” She asked.
“I guess when I moved away, I was pretty sad. Jacob and I fought for days and days about it and I just felt this huge sense of guilt for leaving him” you shrugged.
“You shouldn’t feel guilty for going after what you wanted” she held your hands.
“And then he moved to Australia, so even when I came home he wasn’t even here and I thought maybe if I stayed, he might not have left” she gripped you tighter.
You looked directly at her lips, and you swore her eyes were locked to yours too.
You seen her nod, as if to almost give you permission and you began to lean in.
“Where the hell are you two?” Leah shouted as you both immediately pulled back, Alessia letting go of your hands.
“Oh a keyboard” Leah smirked as you stood up to push her out of the room.
“No, please no. Not today” you laughed as she pulled you out of the studio and back upstairs. Alessia was left stumped on the desk chair.
“You okay, Lessi?” Luke asked, pulling her out of a trance as she stood up and nodded.
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When it got to Wednesday, you had everything moved and some furniture in the house. All the bedrooms were liveable as was the living room and kitchen.
The three of them stayed with you on the first night before they left you to your own devices for the next few days.
It was a three bedroom house so Luke and Leah slept in separate rooms and Alessia opted to sleep next to you, not that you gave her much choice.
“This is your room for when you stay” you crossed your arms and smirked as Leah skipped around the room.
“Can I decorate?” She asked as you nodded.
“It’s your room, do whatever you want” you laughed before leading Luke to his room.
“This one is yours” you said.
“Oh my god” he shouted. “How did you remember?” He sprinted into the room as you began laughing.
“What did you do?” Alessia asked as you pushed the door open.
It was a race car bed, but for an adult.
“When I was younger, I begged my parents for one and they always said no” he laughed, already tucked up in it. “Oh my god I’m so happy right now” he shouted.
“Come on” you said sticking out your hand for her to take. She slid her hand into yours, interlocking your fingers.
“This one is our one” you smiled as she put her bag on the bed.
“Our?” Alessia asked.
“Is that alright?” You replied as she nodded.
“Are we having a movie night or are you two happy in your rooms?” You shouted.
Leah had already set up a PlayStation in her room and Luke was tucked up in his race car watching tv.
“I’m not leaving” Luke shouted.
“I’m busy” Leah shouted.
“Guess it’s just us” you shrugged as she laughed.
It wasn’t too long into the movie you were both asleep, in your shared bed in your shared room, for when she would stay over.
They left the next day and all went back to their own homes.
As much as you loved their company, you finally had a minute to yourself again. The first minute you weren’t occupying someone else’s home since you moved back to London.
You walked down to your home studio and picked up your favourite guitar and began strumming to no particular melody.
What do you want this album to say? What story do you want to tell?
A lot had happened since you wrote your first two albums, you had a lot of great songs but the vast majority of them had been about a person you no longer loved.
This was your chance to branch out and tell the world what the last few years had really been like.
Moving away, being with Mel, breaking up with Mel and now being in London.
But after days of solo writing sessions, you stared at the blank pages. No music or lyrics written. No thoughts for songs, just that idea of what you wanted to say.
It was around 5pm on Monday when Leah called you. She hadn’t heard from you properly in a few days, you had tried to lock yourself away to try and write something, anything.
“Hey” you replied as you answered.
“Hey, you want to grab some dinner or something?” She asked as you nodded, putting down the guitar. “What are you doing?”
“I’m trying to write. Do you want to hear what I have so far?” You smiled as she began nodding and getting comfortable in her seat.
You let silence fill the air for a few seconds.
“What did you think?” You smirked.
“Oh fuck sake man” Leah laughed. “Anna is going to kill you” she said as you nodded in agreement. “Maybe let’s skip dinner until you have at least a sentence written” she said.
“I’ve no idea what to write about” you shrugged. “I want to tell my story of like the last few years, moving away, being with Mel. You know. I want people to know everything but subtly”
“Does it have to all be from your perspective?” She asked.
“What do you mean?” You frowned.
“Like, for example, you can sing all you want about how hard it was for you to move away. But it was hard for me when you moved too” she informed you. It was like something clicked right then.
“Leah, you fucking genius” you shouted.
“What can I say? I got all the brains and all the talent in this family” she shrugged.
“So you want to stop piano lessons then?” You smirked.
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“How’s Alessia?” You asked the girl as you pulled some lunch together in your apartment.
“Good, yeah” Leah chirped. “Do you guys not keep in touch?” She asked as you shook your head.
“Here” you said as you slid the plate of food to your sister.
“Thanks” Leah smiled.
“Is she still seeing that girl?” You asked, with a tone making it seem as though you didn’t care, but your sister knew you better than that.
Leah had to think of what girl you were even talking about, before she realised she brought up Alessia’s one night stand to you, briefly, on the phone.
“No, think it was just a one time thing” she smirked at the sight of you, so caught up in your thoughts about something she’d forgotten she’d even told you. “She wanted to come, but she’s actually in her modelling era” Leah laughed.
You frowned at her.
“She got called into some photoshoot” Leah explained to try and ease your confusion as you nodded your head in approval with a hint of a smile on your face.
“Maybe now that’s she’s a model, you’ll admit you have feelings for her?” She asked with a nonchalant tone as you spun around to look at her, munching on a ham sandwich.
“I don’t have feelings for Alessia” you frowned again.
“Sure” Leah laughed, sticking her thumbs up at you.
“Leah, I’m with Mel and I love her and I” you began to ramble as Leah rolled her eyes. You didn’t believe the words coming out of your mouth either.
“Yeah okay, I get it. My bad” Leah held her hands up in surrender. “So what is this surprise you have for me?” Leah nudged you.
“I got us tickets for a basketball game tonight” you smiled as Leah began freaking out.
“Courtside” you added with a smirk, as she got ten times louder.
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“You can’t seriously be considering dressing like that?” You laughed as she came out of her room dawned in jorts, a white tank top and a white shirt which was unbuttoned. Her socks also pulled up over her shins and she had smart dress black shoes on.
“I look cool man” Leah protested as you almost dropped to the ground in laughter. “You just wait for football twitter and tiktok to see this. They will be all over it” she smirked as you rolled your eyes.
You spent the night being whipped away to speak to people, leaving Leah courtside to watch the game.
It was frustrating, you just wanted a night out with your sister but instead were being pulled left right and centre for photos and interviews.
You did get back for the second half, refusing to do anything else while you spent quality time with Leah.
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“I’m sorry” you huffed on the drive home in the car.
“For?” She asked.
“Just not being able to actually spend some time with you. It’s frustrating” you explained as she nodded.
“Maybe we could just chill for the next few days?” She said as you smiled and nodded.
The next few days were extremely relaxed. You decided to take Leah to all the sights in New York. On top of that, you showed her the studio you work out of, as well as taking her to a broadway production.
You kept a low profile while you were out, but never once rejected a fan asking for an autograph or just simply wanting to say hello.
Leah liked this side to you, the real you that was completely different to the you when Mel was around.
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When the day came, you drove a very nervous Leah to the UN building, before driving back to the apartment. Unfortunately, no extra guests were allowed to attend, which you fully respected.
“I’ll pick you up when you’re done” you said as you hugged her.
“Thanks mum” she laughed, as she got out of the car.
Leah mentally noted that she needed to speak to you, like her mum had asked. She hadn’t found a good time yet.
You had just sat down on the couch, knowing you had a few hours to kill and have not had a minute to yourself the last few days.
So, naturally, when your phone rang, you could have screamed. You hesitated to look at it for so long that you’d missed the call.
You actually had 8 missed calls.
4 from Mel and 4 from Alessia
You called Mel back first, out of sheer obligation. When you didn’t get an answer, you called Alessia.
Back in London, Alessia was being prepped at her shoot, when she heard Mel before she saw her. Her heart dropped to her stomach.
“Shit hide me” she whispered, ducking under the make up artist’s box.
“Who are you hiding from?” The girl asked, clocking Mel walking toward her. “Holy shit is that Mel Cooke?” She gasped.
“Please, just pretend I’m not here” Alessia whisper shouted from the floor.
Mel eventually passed by, the make up artist giving Alessia the all clear as she retook her seat.
“How do you have beef with Mel Cooke?” She giggled as Alessia shook her head. “Don’t you play football?”
“Too long of a story” Alessia moaned.
Alessia was one of the first to be photographed. They were all single person shoots and no group photos were needed. Mel hadn’t even appeared out of wardrobe yet, so Alessia hadn’t needed to make small talk.
“Thanks Alessia, you’re done for the day. Can someone please get Mel?” A photographer shouted.
Alessia walked back to where the make up artist was when she got ready this morning, but she was nowhere to be found.
She quickly changed into a pair of jeans, and the hoodie that you had given her. She mindlessly packed it this morning.
Alessia grabbed some make up wipes off the artist’s table and headed towards the bathroom.
As she pushed the bathroom door open, it was deja vu. She swore to stop looking for public bathrooms when she was in the same building as this girl.
There was Mel, and the make up artist, in the middle of a passionate kiss.
“Jesus fucking Christ” Alessia shouted as the pair broke apart.
“Fuck” Mel groaned as the other girl just looked between the two of them.
“Get out” Alessia shouted at the girl who made a bee line for the door, heading back to her station.
“You have some nerve” Alessia stared at your girlfriend.
“As do you. I seem to recall taking that hoodie off you. Do you not have any other clothes?” She smirked.
“Clearly you don’t give a shit about her, do you?” Alessia shouted.
“Mel they’re looking for you on set” another girl entered the room.
“Sorry Alison, maybe we can continue this later” she smirked, but it was quickly wiped off her face when she was out of the bathroom. She called you 4 times before she got in front of the camera.
That was right before Alessia’s call. When Alessia didn’t get you, she called Leah who answered and Alessia explained it to her, quickly, knowing she had to go on stage any second to address the UN.
It took a couple of rings, but she eventually answered.
“Hey” you smiled at the girl that you���d missed talking to over the last week or so. “Sorry, I was driving when you called”
She could hardly look at you.
“Everything okay?” You asked her when she didn’t respond to you.
“I’m not sure how to say this again” she stated as you sat up in your seat.
“Say what?” You laughed.
“So, my photoshoot was today” Alessia began.
“Oh yeah, Leah told me. How did it go?” You asked as she shook her head. You had no idea why she called you, but you felt strangely nervous but happy.
“It was the same photoshoot that Mel was at” Alessia added.
“Okay?” You laughed, not really sure where she was going with the story.
“I saw her with someone, again” she whispered. You knew what she meant, and you appreciated she didn’t go into too much detail.
You took a deep breath, like you weren’t shocked at the news. You were sad, but it was like a wave of relief washed over you.
“I appreciate the call” you huffed as tears formed in your eyes.
“I’m so sorry it’s me telling you, again” she whispered as you shook your head.
“It’s not your fault, Alessia. God I feel like such an idiot” you held the bridge of your nose.
The way you said her name, was like heaven. But she couldn’t focus on that right now, you were visibly upset.
“Where are you?” You asked the girl who was startled out of her trance.
“I’m at home, why?” She asked, a confused look on her face.
“Are you free to talk? Just about, like, anything else?” You asked as she nodded and smiled.
“You know” she began. “My friends call me Less or Lessi. Not Alessia” she stated.
“So, what should I call you?” You smiled.
“Whatever you want” she laughed.
“What about Al? Short for Alan?” you smirked as she shook her head with a giggle.
“I like Less” you said.
“Less it is” she smiled.
You talked for another while before you realised the time.
“Shit. I need to go collect Leah” you shot up from your seat.
“You should probably know, I already told her” Alessia trembled.
“Well that saved me an awkward conversation, thank you” you laughed. “I guess, I’ll talk to you soon?” You asked as she nodded.
“Just text me or call me whenever” she smiled before you both said your goodbyes and hung up.
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When you collected Leah, she already knew about Mel thanks to Less, and by the look of you, she knew you knew.
“You wanna talk about it?” She asked as she closed the car door.
“No. I wanna talk about you. How’d it go?” You replied.
“It was different, I enjoyed it” she smiled, holding your hand.
“I actually don’t think if I tried, I could be more happy for you” you smiled back, beginning to drive.
It was silent for a little while until Leah spoke.
“Mum actually sent me over here to warn you, and I quote, “you tell your sister, over my dead body does she think she is marrying Melanie”” Leah admitted making you laugh.
“Well, mum doesn’t have to die now” you continued laughing. Leah laughed too, getting what you meant but allowed you to continue. “I was stupid to stay with her, but I believed her when she apologised” you admitted.
“It’s hard not to believe the people that you love” Leah replied, surprisingly sympathetically.
“Loved” you corrected her as her eyebrows shot up. “I don’t think I’ve been in love with her awhile” you whispered. Feeling a sense of relief once the words left your mouth.
Before Leah could reply, Mel called. You instantly rejected the call.
“Can we change the topic?” You asked as she nodded.
“So, you talked to Less?” She asked as you nodded. She didn’t push you too much for more when you didn’t even warrant her with a verbal response. But she noticed the smile on your face at the sound of her name.
“Would you think mum would mind if I came back to London?” You asked.
“Like, lived in London?” Leah asked as you nodded. “Are you joking? Your mum’s favourite” Leah laughed making you laugh too.
“I want to come home” you sighed.
“I’ll happily take you there” Leah put her hand over yours again as you pulled into the apartment block.
The next couple of days you began packing everything in your apartment up.
“I know we’re not mentioning her, but what way do you do this apartment? Like is it yours? Hers? Shared?” Leah asked.
“It’s rented, but I pay. She lives here rent free” you sighed as Leah shook her head. “Can I ask you a favour?” You added.
“Anything” Leah replied.
“I need you to go home without me so I can sort everything out here before I leave. I need to do it without you here” you breathed out as she nodded.
“Do not under any circumstances book me on a first class flight home. I actually like economy and I can pay for it myself” she stated.
“I need you to take the jet, actually” you replied with a smirk.
“I mean, if you insist” she didn’t put up much of a fight, making you chuckle to yourself.
Due to the privacy of Leah’s flight, she didn’t have to leave you until exactly the last minute. But you had lied to her. You told her Mel was coming home today, when you knew it was tomorrow.
But moving from New York to London, affected many people, not just Mel. And right now, she was the last of your concerns.
Annabelle was first to your house after Leah left.
“Coffee?” You asked as she nodded with a smile.
“What do I owe the honour of being invited over?” She laughed.
You were silent until you took a seat opposite her and slid her the cup of coffee. It had to be said, you made great coffee, and that coffee machine was coming with you.
“I’m moving home, to London” you told her. You weren’t obliged to live in New York, but America had so many more opportunities than England.
“Right” was all she said, sipping from her cup. “Is there an explanation to your statement?” She asked.
“I’m breaking up with Mel, and I think being at home would be better” you explained as she nodded sympathetically, pulling you into a hug.
Annabelle was young, a few years older than Leah. She was like your big sister away from home that kept you on track and had been doing so since you were 16.
“Would you maybe consider moving back to LA? You did only move here for her” she reminded you as you shook your head. Your mind was made up.
“I did consider it, but I think it would be easier to be at home” you said.
“Is everything okay? With you and Mel?” She asked.
“Not really” you shook your head. “Remember that event I did like a week or so back?” You asked as she nodded. “Yeah, well, I found out she was cheating on me and um, I guess she did again on this trip” you explained as you were pulled into another hug.
“Do you want to go public about it?” She asked.
“God no, no” you huffed shaking your hands. “I just want it to be we broke up, end of story” you explained. “I do need your help though, with stuff” you said as she laughed.
“You’ve never been the best at explaining things, have you?” She asked as you laughed and shook your head.
Sometimes, she forgot you were so young and stuck in New York with no family nearby and no real friends. Only shared ones with Mel.
“I’m obviously returning the apartment. It’s in my name and she doesn’t pay rent. Can you just make sure she is sorted somewhere until she gets her own place?” You asked, eyes glued to the ground.
“You owe her nothing” Annabelle reminded you as you shook her head.
“Just” you were about to off on a tangent, until she swatted you off.
“Yeah, okay fine” she decided not to protest. “But not anything fancy” she stared at you until you nodded in agreement.
She stayed for a short while after that, just chatting about the next steps in London.
Oliver was the next person over.
“Ms Williamson, how are you?” He asked looking around the apartment. Usually, when he was called up to the apartment it was because he needed to take something down. It was usually for Mel.
“Take a seat” you smiled at him.
He frowned as he sat down.
“Is everything okay, Ms Will” he began to ask.
“Oliver, can you please stop with the Ms Williamson. You make me sound like my mum” you laughed.
“Sorry, Y/N, is everything okay?” He asked. He was a local Milton Keynes man. A friend of your dad’s that had moved to New York when he was younger with his wife. They had two girls when they moved, one was a huge fan of you, the other of Leah.
“I just wanted to let you know that I’m moving back to London” you sighed as he took a deep breath. Relief washing over his face like he was afraid you were letting him go.
“Oh” he eventually replied.
“I don’t need you to move with me. I won’t need a driver in London” you said. “But, I will need you when I’m on tour, if that is something you still would want to do?” You asked as he smiled and nodded.
“So I will stay here for Ms Cooke, apologies, Melanie, and then follow you out on tour?” He asked as you shook your head.
“Mel” you sighed at her name, how it sounded weird leaving your mouth. It never did before. “Is no longer in use of your services” you huffed.
“So, what do I do until you’re on tour?” He asked with a chuckle that made you shrug with a smile.
“Take a well deserved paid rest. I know myself and Mel have ran you ragged the last few years. Just take some time with the kids and the wife” you smiled as he immediately reciprocated it.
“Oh” you shouted getting up and going into your bedroom, which was mostly empty now. “Here, I have these for the girls” you said handing him a guitar case that clearly had a guitar in it, signed by you and a full Williamson Arsenal kit, the jersey signed by the whole Arsenal team.
“Jesus, they will be delighted with these. Thank you so much” he laughed. “Although, your sister, as great as she is, is no longer her favourite player” he added.
“Oh yeah?” You laughed. “Who is?”
“That young girl that was with you awhile back, Alessia?. She freaked out when I said she was in the car” he laughed.
“Well, I’m with her on that one” you laughed back.
He stayed and chatted for another little while before heading off.
You turned the lights off as you climbed into bed for the final time in your New York apartment.
-
You’re not quite sure how Mel managed to get herself back to the apartment from the airport. You can’t recall the last time she had to do something for herself.
When Oliver didn’t answer her phone call, and you’d been ignoring her, she must have downloaded the Uber app or put an SOS on her Instagram story.
Anyway, here she was, looking as though she’d been dragged through the trenches.
She flung her suitcase into the apartment and looked around at how bare it was.
You were sat on the sofa, your set of apartment keys in front of you.
You’d gifted your car to Oliver’s wife when he told you she was on the hunt for a new one. He’d agreed to drop you to the airport for your flight, and was waiting downstairs for you.
You were handing the keys back to the landlord today on your way to the airport, and Annabelle had sorted temporary accommodation for Mel.
All that was left to do was to tell Mel.
There was no turning back.
“What’s going on?” She asked, taking in her surroundings.
“I’m moving home” you had been confident in your capability to speak, until this exact moment.
“But, this is your home?” She whined, walking towards you.
“No” you shouted, stopping her from walking any closer, sceptical of your tone. “I was an idiot for believing you when you said you’d spend forever making it up to me. You told me it was a one time thing, a mistake. I trusted you Mel” she was barely showing emotion, but you weren’t holding back.
“I don’t want to know how many people there was, but if you can just be civil, nobody needs to know anything other than we just broke up” you replied.
“You’re not even going to let me explain?” She shouted with a cry.
“What is there to explain? You cheated on me, again” you replied.
“Well, that slut was parading around in your clothes. I thought we were done” she snapped.
“Excuse me?” You stood up now, apprehensive of what she meant. “Who are you even talking about?” You snapped back.
“Alessia” funny how she remembered her name now you thought.
“Oh no, my girlfriend’s friend was wearing a hoodie she borrowed. I know, I should go and fuck someone in the bathroom” you mocked her American accent, which you could do surprisingly well. “You don’t get to try and justify this. And calling my friend a slut, isn’t helping your case, if you even had one to begin with” you huffed, picking up the keys and dropping the hotel key on the table in its place.
“Where am I supposed to go?” She cried.
“Are you even sad I’m breaking up with you?” You asked, but she didn’t answer. “Annabelle sorted this out for you until you find your own place” you slid the room key towards her across the table.
She went to hug you, to kiss you, but you brushed her off immediately. You walked towards the doorway and took your apartment in again.
“You’ve got until tomorrow at noon to leave�� you said as you shut the door behind you.
“Y/N” she shouted after you, but you ignored it. You walked towards the stairs and took them all the way down.
You trudged down to the car, all of your stuff on the jet with Leah, beating you back to London.
You left the keys with the landlord and bid Oliver a farewell as you left the car and headed into the airport.
You firstly text Leah, to tell her you were en route.
Then Luke.
Then your parents.
Then Jacob, just to keep him in the loop.
You sat on the plane, opting to just fly economy. Just wanting to feel like a normal person.
You were just about to switch your phone to airplane mode when your previous conversation with a certain blonde sprung to mind.
“Just text me or call me whenever” her voice echoed in your thoughts.
You began tapping on your phone.
Y/N 🤠
Hey Less, I’m not sure if Leah told you but I’m moving back to the UK. I was hoping we could do something soon?
Less ⚽️
Excited to see you! That would be great.
That was the first message that came through on your phone when you hit signal again, as the plane touched down in London.
You were home.
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You Need to Calm Down (Alessia Russo x Williamson!Reader)
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“What do you think?” You asked Luke who was internally fuming but externally supportive on the other side of the phone.
“You should do whatever you think is necessary. I don’t want you hurt and you deserve better than to be cheated on” he stated.
“What is your opinion of her?” You asked. “ Leah made hers very clear” you’d stopped crying and now, you were just in a state of shock and disbelief.
“Well, honestly, I don’t think she has ever tried to get to know me” Luke admitted as you nodded back in understanding.
You weren’t even sure right now if she knew you fully.
You pulled up outside your apartment block for the second time this evening. You took a deep breath.
“Text me in a little bit” he smiled with a yawn. Your call had woken him due to the time difference.
“Yeah, I will. Thanks mate and sorry for waking you” you tried to smile.
“Anytime. Love you” he said before hanging up.
You gathered yourself, as well as your things together before you headed to the elevator and into your apartment.
“I have to go” Mel groaned quickly tapping on her phone screen. “Where’s Leah and Alison?” She asked as she turned to face you.
You were too caught up in your emotions to even bother correcting her.
“Are you cheating on me?” You asked without hesitation, eyes glued to the floor.
“What? Baby” she reached out for you, but you brushed her off, taking a step back.
“Just tell me the truth” you mumbled, wiping away tears. She was silent, like she was contemplating telling you.
“It was once” she whispered as you scoffed.
“So today, that was it?” You asked as she shook her head.
“We slept together once, he kissed me at the event today” she whined as you took a breath. “Y/n, I promise it meant nothing” she reached for you and this time you could barely feel her touch you were so numb.
“Mel” you choked on the single word you managed to let escape from your mouth.
“Baby, please” she cried this time but you could barely hear her words.
“I told my sister tonight I wanted to marry you. And it’s my sister that has to tell me that I’m being cheated on?” You raised your voice slightly but not enough to be considered shouting.
“You want to marry me?” She gasped as you nodded. “Please, just forgive me and we can still do that. I’ll make it up to you forever, I promise” she squeezed your hands. Every ounce of respect you had for yourself left your body when you breathed out.
“Okay”
-
You left the apartment the next morning, collecting Alessia and Leah from the hotel and driving back to your apartment.
“So, are you coming back to London or staying here?” Leah asked from beside you. You remained silent. “Y/n?” She frowned. You avoided eye contact with her and Alessia for the rest of the drive. Opting to focus on the road ahead of you.
You pulled up outside the apartment and headed inside with both of them trudging behind you. You looked awful. You had barely slept a wink last night, unlike Mel who’d slept soundly beside you.
“Morning” Mel squealed from the kitchen. “Did you both have a good night?” She smiled, asking the pair who simply stared at her in disbelief.
“Are you serious?” Leah snapped, eyes directing at you.
“Lee” Alessia whispered putting her hand over your sisters.
That feeling in your stomach came back at the sight of them touching.
“We talked it out. It’s fine” you mumbled as she shook her head, looking away from their interlocked hands.
“Have you really got that little respect for yourself?” She growled.
“Leah, I have apologised and Y/n has forgiven me” Mel informed her but Alessia couldn’t help but notice the smirk on her face.
“Was I talking to you?” Leah snapped.
“Don’t speak to her like that” you groaned as Mel’s smirk just grew. Crossing her arms watching the argument unfold.
“Oh, so you’ll back her when I speak to her like shit but don’t pull her when she speaks to me like shit or speaks to you like shit?” Leah was furious.
“Leah” Alessia said again, gripping her hand tighter.
“Why don’t you and your girlfriend just get your shit and go?” You stared at both of them before turning on your heels on stomping into your bedroom. You slammed the door behind you.
Mel ran in after you, stopping before she opened the door.
“Maybe you two should go” she smirked before following you inside.
Leah took a step forward, ready to punch her but Alessia pulled her back. It struck Leah when she felt the tug of her hand that you weren’t angry with her at all about the way she spoke to Mel. You were jealous.
Alessia dragged her into the bedroom and they began to pack the barely unpacked bags. When they were packed up, Alessia knocked on your bedroom door. Not too afraid to after she heard Mel leave the apartment a little while ago.
“Hey” she whispered, your heart melted at the sight of her smile. “Leah and I are going to go. I just wanted to say goodbye and that I was sorry for everything” she went to close the door as you stood up.
“Wait” you shouted following her into the living room, to where your sister also stood. She was looking at the ground with her arms crossed before you came into view.
You fell straight into her arms as she hugged you tightly.
“I’m sorry” you whispered.
“I just love you, I only want the best for you” she informed you as you nodded against her shoulder.
“I’ll take you to the airport” you said wiping your eyes and pulling Alessia’s bag towards the door. “Have you booked flights?” You asked as they shook their head.
You booked them both onto the next available flight, hugging them both goodbye at the airport.
Your hands lingered in Alessia’s for a few seconds, like you were about to blurt out something as she had a glimmer of hope in her eyes.
“Bye” you said letting go of her hands.
“Bye” she replied, the smile wiping off her face.
-
You got home to Mel and spent the rest of the day in the apartment, watching movies on the couch. Drifting in and out of sleep.
“I love you” she smiled, your head resting on her lap.
“Love you too” you breathed out.
Your mum picked Alessia and Leah up from the airport, bringing them both back to their shared home.
“How was the trip?” She asked as Leah groaned in the car and Alessia shook her head. “Start talking” Amanda warned.
Your mum followed them into the house after she was concerned with Leah’s story of the trip.
Alessia stuck the kettle on as Leah continued.
“So we eventually get to the event, and y/n was whipped away, Mel ran towards the models. But it was fine, some of the American girls were they so we were just talking to them” Leah was barely managing a breath in between sentences. “So Alessia had to go to the bathroom and she left on her own and was gone for ages and then when I found her she told me” Leah hesitated this part.
“Told you what?” Your mum asked looking between the girls who both had their eyes on the floor. Leah remained quiet.
“I saw Mel kissing someone else” Alessia informed your mum.
“Leah Catherine Williamson, the next words out of your mouth best be that y/n is here with you and you did not leave my daughter in New York with that girl” your mum snapped.
“Mum, I tried” Leah whined.
“Alessia, love. Can you give us a minute?” Amanda asked as Alessia handed her a cup of tea with a nod.
She busied herself taking the bags up to the bedrooms and began unpacking her own.
“Get your sister on the phone now” your mum tapped at her phone.
“Mum, I can’t. She can’t know I told you” Leah moaned.
“You just left her in New York? With Melanie?” She asked.
“What am I suppose to say? She’s an adult and she told me right before we left for that show thing that she wanted to marry her. Who am I to say” Leah began.
“She is not marrying her, over my dead body” Amanda interrupted. “And you are her big sister, Leah, darling. You need to slap some sense into her. Otherwise I will” she informed your sister. “Did you tell her?” She asked as Leah shook her head.
“We didn’t really get time and the only second we got alone was her telling me she was going to propose” Leah moaned.
“Call her, and tell her” your mum shoved the phone infront of her.
“I will tomorrow” Leah groaned.
A loud bang came from upstairs.
“That was longer than I expected” Leah laughed.
“Go and help her love” Amanda chuckled. “I need to head home, but please, please talk to your sister” she whispered as they hugged.
She waved goodbye from the door as her mum drove off, before jogging upstairs to Alessia.
She had her headphones on, was wearing the hoodie you gave her and was unpacking the bag of clothes she brought, that she never got to wear.
“Alessia” Leah shouted as the girl jumped out of her skin and dropped a pile of clothes.
“Jesus Christ Leah, what?” Alessia heaved at the fright she had just gotten.
“Nothing, I just thought that would be funny” Leah laughed entering the room and helping the girl unpack.
Leah’s phone began to buzz.
“Hey” she answered. Lia on the other line.
“Where have you been? Are you two coming out tonight or what?” Lia asked, the pair completely forgetting the team bonding night planned.
“Shit” Leah groaned, pulling the phone away from her ear. “The team bonding night” she told Alessia whose head flung backwards with a sigh.
“Yeah we’ll be there” Leah replied before they spoke for a few more seconds and hung up.
“I’m going to take a shower and get ready” Leah stated leaving the room.
“I’m going first” Alessia ran towards the bathroom locking herself in.
“Man, the sooner the better you find a place to live” Leah laughed.
“I dunno, I like it here” Alessia giggled, the safety of the locked door giving her a bit more confidence to piss Leah off.
-
The club was dark and loud when they arrived. Eventually, finding the area the girls had exclusively booked.
It wasn’t long until Leah was drunk, trying to forget about you in New York. She was just unaware that was the same reason Alessia was drinking.
“Lessi” Vic shouted. “That girl has been looking at you all night” she pointed to a random girl who was looking in her direction.
Alessia was sitting between Vic and Lotte, with Leah, Lia and Jen across her.
“She has been” Lotte laughed.
“She’s your type, why don’t you go talk to her?” Lia asked as Alessia shook her head.
“Aw, does Alessia like someone?” Lotte nudged her with a laugh. Alessia blushed.
“Oh my god, you do” Vic shouted. “Who?” She added.
Alessia looked up, making eye contact with Leah.
“I don’t. I’ll go talk to her” Alessia mumbled, hoping Leah was too drunk to understand. But she wasn’t, she caught Alessia’s drift from just one look.
“Hey” Alessia said.
“Hi” the girl replied.
“Can I get you a drink?” She asked the girl who nodded and followed her to the bar.
An unimpressed Leah watched on.
“Cheers lads. Now I’ll have to listen to that unfold all night” Leah groaned as the rest of them laughed at her.
It didn’t take long for Alessia’s lips to connect with hers, trying to push away all the feelings she’d let herself develop for you. You were with Mel, and it didn’t seem like anything was going to change that.
“Do you want to come back to mine?” The girl asked as Alessia nodded.
She ran back towards the seats to grab her jacket.
“You don’t need to do this to prove a point” Leah whispered, taking a hold of her hand. Alessia brushed her off and left without a word.
-
The next day, Leah called you, waking you up. Sometimes she barely took notice of the time difference.
“Hey” you groaned rubbing your eyes.
“Shit sorry, I forgot the time” Leah mumbled.
“No no, it’s fine” you reached over for Mel to realise she wasn’t there. “Mel?” You shouted into the air, but she never sufficed. “Sorry, what’s up?” You asked.
“I was just calling to let you know that I’m coming to New York next week. I’m speaking at the United Nations” Leah mumbled.
“What? Leah, that’s huge man” you shouted. “I’m so proud of you” you added.
“Yeah, I just wanted to let you know that you know, we’ll be in the same place” Leah gulped.
“Well, I’d love you to stay here. Mel is busy for the next couple of weeks so she’ll hardly be here” you explained as she nodded.
“Well that’s settled then” she smiled.
“Is, uh, is Alessia coming with you?” You asked as she shook her head.
“Why, do you want her to?” Leah asked.
“Well if she wanted to she could” you replied.
“I don’t even know where she is man” Leah laughed. “She went back with some girl last night and still isn’t home” she laughed again.
You couldn’t pinpoint why your chest felt heavy in that moment.
The door opened right before you replied.
“Mel is back, I’ve got to go” you replied as you hung up. Leah laughed at the other side of the phone.
“Idiots” she said out loud, about you and Alessia.
“Baby?” You shouted as Mel entered the room with a guilty look on her face.
“Hey baby, sorry did I wake you?” She asked.
“No, Leah called. She’s coming to New York next week. She’s speaking at” you began.
“Oh that’s so funny, I’m going to London next week” Mel laughed.
“Wait, what?” You frowned. You knew she said she was busy, but not out of the country busy.
“Yeah, there’s a fashion shoot in London that I got picked for” she squealed.
“That’s great, I’m proud of you” you smiled as she got off the bed and began to make coffee for you both in the kitchen.
There was a bitter taste in your mouth that you were still with Mel. You knew you should have ended it, apart from the cheating, you knew you felt something more for Alessia, but it was a stupid crush, and one that wasn’t reciprocated.
“I can’t go to London with you” you stated as you slumped against the island in the middle of the kitchen.
She turned quickly, noticing a worried expression on your face.
“Why not?” She asked.
“I just told you, Leah is coming to New York. I invited her to stay here” you hummed.
“Can’t you just give her the key?” She hissed.
“No, she’s speaking at the UN. This is a huge deal and I want to be here for her” you snapped back. You usually never got angry with her, always stepping down and letting her win.
“Fine, I’ll just go to London by myself and Oliver can” she began.
“No” you said. “Oliver is going to be driving Leah to the event and wherever she needs to go while she’s here” you shook your head.
“Whatever” she hummed as she slid your coffee over the table towards you and began sipping hers.
-
It was a quiet week between the pair of you. Mostly staying out of eachother’s way until she was leaving for London.
“Babe, would you mind if I used your card to upgrade to first class?” She asked the night before she left. The first proper sentence spoken by either of you to the other that week.
“Yeah, go for it” you shouted back.
Leah had sent you her flight details over too, so you knew when to pick her up. “Can you upgrade Leah too while you do yours?” You asked handing her the card and placing a kiss on her head.
She upgraded both flights and paid using your card, before finishing off packing.
The next day you drove Mel to the airport and hung around as you waited for Leah to arrive.
You wheeled her bags to the check in desk and kissed her goodbye just before security.
“I love you” she smiled.
“Have a nice trip” you replied before kissing her cheek as she turned with a frown.
You’d been off with her since the news, and rightly so.
You simply sat in the arrivals lounge having a coffee, signing anything that people asked you to. You had a little while until Leah arrived, so you didn’t mind people stopping to have a conversation with you, asking what you were up to. You used it as an opportunity to tell people about your sister and how proud you were of her.
“Y/n” Leah shouted eventually as she took a run towards you. “You fucking idiot, I didn’t need to sit in first class” she punched you instead of hugging you.
“It doesn’t matter” you huffed pulling her into a tight hug. “I’m so glad you’re here” you smiled against her shoulder.
“Come on you big idiot, can’t leave Oliver waiting” she laughed as you both made your way to the car park.
“No, it’s just me. Oliver is taking some well deserved time off this week” you smirked, knowing full well you could have sent him with Mel.
“It’s just us this week, actually” you stated as you began loading her bags into the car. “I dropped Mel here this morning, she’s gone to London”
“Such a shame” Leah teased.
“Here” you tossed her the keys, “you can drive”.
You made your way back to the apartment, directing Leah as she drove.
She knew the awkward conversation she needed to have with you, before your mum killed her.
But what she didn’t know, was that Alessia would beat her to it.
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The Man (Alessia Russo x Williamson!Reader)
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You got a light tug that from a member of the crew that woke you up, informing you that you were about to land. Alessia still soundly asleep on top of you.
“Alessia” you nudged her softly until you felt her shift. “We’re about to land” you whispered as she moved herself off you and buckled her seatbelt.
“Sleep well?” Leah laughed from the seat across from you, but facing your seat.
You both nodded at her with sleepy heads, but Alessia was smiling.
“I wasn’t invited to the cuddles this time?” She teased as you stuck the finger up at her and start scrolling on your phone. Alessia just looked directly at the floor, still smiling.
Y/n/n 🌕
Just about to land 🛬
Mel 🌎
Yayyyyy xx
The plane rattled a bit coming down. You had practically spent your life on planes that it didn’t phase you. Leah never got too freaked out by turbulence either.
Alessia grabbed your hand and squeezed it tightly.
“It’s okay, we’re almost on the ground” you squeezed back, allowing her to keep hold of you until the wheels touched the ground. Leah smirked at the sight of the two of you.
As the plane came to a gradual stop, a crew member approached you and whispered in your ear.
“Do you have jackets, Ms Williamson? It is a very cold day”
“Laura, please stop calling me Ms Williamson. I’ve got my jacket in the press” you reached out for her as she went to move to get it for you. “I can get it myself, please just relax” you smiled, standing up to get your jacket from the overhead locker.
It was their job to look after you while on board, but you hated it. You’d warned both Alessia and Leah getting on not to bother any of the crew unless it was really necessary.
“Leah, jacket?” You asked as she nodded, pulling her Arsenal padded one out of her carry on and putting it on.
“Alessia?” You asked as she shook her head and Leah laughed. “Well, take this for the minute” you threw her the hoodie she’d been admiring back at the house.
She decided not to protest and put it on, sitting in her seat comfortable with the smell of you wrapped around her.
You were ready to go and began impatiently pacing up and down before the pilot came out of the cockpit. Alessia noticed you and Leah both paced when you were anxious or angry.
“Ms Williamson” he smiled making his way down to you.
“Steven, how are you? Is everything alright?” You asked. Usually you’d be off the plane within two minutes of landing.
“Due to us flying so last minute, the private security check isn’t open and won’t be for another hour or so. If you go through now it’ll be standard security so if you want to just get comfortable and I’ll keep you updated when” he explained but you shook your head.
“Standard security is fine. I need to be at the apartment in the next two hours” you shrugged.
“Are you sure? ” He frowned as you nodded.
“Okay we will take through you and your guests bags and” you shook your head again.
“No, no. We are more than capable of a few bags” you smiled.
“She really hates people making a fuss doesn’t she?” Alessia whispered.
“Big time. She hasn’t let it get to her head” Leah frowned at her sudoku book before scribbling in a number.
Alessia liked that you were humble. You had people willing to wait on you hand and foot, but never in your life would you even consider accepting the offer.
“If I get stuck, if you wouldn’t mind just continuing to keep walking with the stuff. I am in a bit of a rush” you told the pair still in their seats as you scanned your watch.
Eventually, you were brought through security and it took a whole of 10 seconds of you being there to be recognised. A large crowd gathered around you as Alessia and Leah did as you asked and continued to walk.
“Okay I have 5 minutes, but Mel has a fashion show today and I need to drive her there so I’m really sorry I can’t stay and chat but I will sign autographs and take photos okay?” You told the fans who had gathered.
It didn’t stop them asking questions and trying to talk to you. After about 15 minutes, airport security came to assist you in getting out of the airport, where you found Leah and Alessia sitting in the car waiting for you already.
“Ms Williamson” the driver greeted you.
“Morning Oliver. Thank you for coming on short notice but you didn’t have to, we could have got an Uber” you frowned.
Oliver pretty much travelled the world with you to drive you around. You didn’t like using external companies and he didn’t hover. When Mel had to go home to New York early, Oliver went with her at your request. She needed him more than you did.
“Ms Cooke sent me to get you” he informed you. “I’ve let her know I have you safely in the car” he smiled as he set off driving.
The drive to your apartment took awhile, long enough that Leah was still trying to wrap her head around the fact you were willing to get into an Uber.
“Does that happen often, when you’re out in public?” Alessia asked in the car, still snug in your hoodie.
“Not usually, no. I’m normally brought through private or back entrances to places or escorted somewhere. But it doesn’t bother me people asking for autographs or photos” you hummed tapping your fingers on your knees to the beat of the radio. “You both get it too though, no?” You asked.
“Not to that extent” Leah chuckled as you shrugged.
“People still want your autograph though” you knocked your shoulder into hers.
“You’re listening to Z100 and this is Northern Attitude by Y/N Williamson”
“Oliver” you moaned as like lightning he changed the station.
“I like that one” Leah whined.
“It’s my favourite one” Alessia sighed so lightly you barely heard her.
“Oliver, can you change it back please?” You asked as you pressed your hands against your ears before Leah tugged them away with a laugh.
All three of you began singing away, you were looking at your phone, Leah was taking in the sights best she could through the tinted window. Alessia’s eyes were fixated on you.
“You sound just like her, have you ever thought of singing as a career?” Leah teased making Alessia laugh.
Your phone buzzed to indicate someone was calling you.
“Oliver, can you turn it down please?” You shouted as you picked up.
“Hey baby, I’m like 5 blocks away” you informed her. Leah mouthing the word blocks to show how influenced by America you’d become.
“Great. Listen the event organiser wants you to sing today” she was too busy doing her make up to look at the way your face dropped.
“Mel, I just got off a ten hour flight, I have barely slept yet. I’m in no humour right now to perform” you groaned as she stopped and picked up her phone. A stern look had taken over her face.
“Well, I already told them yes because I thought you would want to support me, seeming as I have done nothing but support you the past year” she snapped.
You held the top of your nose between your eyebrows.
“Yeah fine okay. How long does the set need to be?” You asked as she smirked.
“A few songs, maybe 20 minutes?”
“Okay. I’ll be with you soon” you smiled, suddenly forgetting you were annoyed at all.
Leah once again had her fists clenched, if the conversation had happened in person she wasn’t sure she would have stopped herself from punching Mel square in the face.
Alessia looked at her to subtly tell her to calm down before you noticed her hostile body language.
The rest of the drive was pretty silent after that, you had began making phone calls to clear your performance with your manager. Leah had yet to unclench her fists, her knuckles were beginning to turn white.
You pulled up at the apartment block, handing Leah the key and starting to pull suitcase upon suitcase out of the car and carrying them to the door. Refusing Oliver’s help every time he tried to intervene.
You pushed open the front door and began wheeling in suitcases and were instantly pounced upon by Mel. She’d jumped into your arms wrapping her legs around your waist.
Only when she pulled away from kissing you repeatedly, did she notice Alessia and Leah stood at the door.
“Oh, you brought them” she moaned.
“Hi to you too, Melanie” Leah fake smiled.
“Just let me take a shower and we can go straight there okay?” You said placing her back to the ground. “I’ll show you your room” you said picking up Leah’s bags and carrying them into the guest room.
Alessia wasn’t sure if you meant her too, so she stayed put on the spot, being stared at by Mel, who turned to watch you disappear into the spare room.
“Is that my girlfriend’s jumper?” She snapped as Alessia gulped.
“Uh, yes. She gave it to me for getting off the” Alessia mumbled.
“Take it off” Mel hissed holding out her hand, putting a stop to Alessia’s explanation.
Alessia immediately pulled it over her head, handing it over to Mel who snatched it from her hand.
“I don’t know who you think you are, coming to my house and wearing my girlfriend’s clothes but if you so much as look at her during this trip, I will” she whispered to Alessia with a threatening tone.
“Alessia” you said, poking your head out of the room. “I meant you too, idiot” you laughed as you opened the door and walked back inside to your sister taking in the view.
Alessia quickly walked to the room with her bag and eyes firmly planted on the floor.
“Are you two okay to share a bed or can I book you into a hotel?” You asked the pair as Leah laughed.
“We’ll be fine” Leah reassured you. “Go get ready, we’ll follow you out” she added as you left the room.
When you closed the door, Leah and Alessia’s faces both dropped the happy facade they were putting on for you.
“Oh I’ve been supporting you for months” Leah mocked Mel’s accent and words. “How hard is it jet around the world and stand at the side of the stage making tiktoks?” Leah growled.
Alessia was silent, just looking out the window at the view of New York.
“God, I wish Y/n would realise she’s worth so much more” Leah groaned sitting on the bed now, eventually turning to face Alessia. “You okay Less?” Leah asked.
“Yeah, fine” Alessia smiled, fighting back tears.
“Did she say something?” Leah whispered as Alessia nodded. It took Leah a few seconds to realise. “The hoodie” she groaned as Alessia nodded. Leah went to stand up, like she was going to give her a piece of her mind, until Alessia dragged her back.
“Think of your sister” she whispered as Leah slumped back on the bed.
“I am” she whined, putting her head into her hands.
Back in the other room you had just jumped out of the shower and started to get changed, waiting for Mel to get ready even though she had a significant head start.
You’d eventually moved into the living room and began strumming your guitar mindlessly.
Leah walked out fully suited up with a flat cap dawned on her head.
“Well?” She asked as she done a spin.
“Mum should have never bought you that hat” you laughed as she sat down beside you.
“Play me something” she said taking her hat off and putting her head on your shoulder.
You just played the guitar, not singing but both of you just relaxed on the couch as you strummed.
“I think I’m gonna ask Mel to marry me” you said out of nowhere as Leah began to choke on air.
“Sorry, what?” She asked.
“I’ve been thinking about it for awhile but it just feels right, you know?” You mumbled with a goofy smile on your face.
Leah was actually in a state of shock, she had forgotten how to breathe and speak all at the same time.
Alessia walked out of the room now, in a jumpsuit. You almost dropped the guitar, strumming so harshly you were certain you knocked it out of tune.
“Do I look okay?” She asked you both, doing a little spin.
Leah still in shock and now you joining in, left the girl panicked she looked awful.
“Earth to the Williamson’s?” She said again as Leah snapped out of whatever trance she was in.
“You look great” she gave her a thumbs up as Alessia turned her body to be looking at you. You still hadn’t spoken until Leah slapped you between the shoulders.
“You look” you began, as Mel walked out of your shared bedroom.
“Beautiful” you finished as your eyes planted on Mel now.
“Thank you, baby” Mel squealed as she squeezed your cheeks and pulled you from your seat.
Alessia stared at you while Leah looked at her. You did not mean Mel in that moment and everyone knew it, except Mel.
“We need to go, are you driving?” She asked as you nodded.
“Isn’t that why you needed her back?” Leah asked as Mel frowned and completely ignored her.
You got into the car and began driving the four of you to the event. Mel blabbering on about what she’d been up to during the week, as if she hadn’t given you minute by minute updates throughout.
Never once did she stop to ask how your week was.
Leah clicked into her notes app and typed out a note, subtly trying to get Alessia’s attention for a few seconds before having to retort to punching her in the leg. She turned the phone to face her teammate.
Y/n told me she’s going to propose
Alessia snatched the phone out of your sisters hand, typing back
When? Why?
Soon and your guess is as good as mine
“We’re here” you announced as Leah deleted the notes contents quickly and placed her phone in her pocket.
You’d been quickly whisked off by the events manager to meet some of the staff running the event. Mel walked towards the other models. Alessia noticed she greeted one of them overly friendly.
“Leah Williamson and Alessia Russo” Leah smiled as they checked themselves in at the main entrance.
“Ms Williamson, Ms Russo, thank you so much for joining us. Please follow me” he ushered them to front row seats. Beside them sat some members of the USWNT so the afternoon went really easily. Football being the main topic of conversation.
“Do you know where the bathrooms are?” Alessia asked the group as they pointed to where they thought they were.
She found herself walking along a corridor to where she heard girls voices and presumed she’d found them.
She turned the corridor to where she found your girlfriend with her lips pressed to a guy she didn’t recognise and immediately turned and walked the opposite direction before either of them saw her.
Her breathing became heavier as she tried to process what she just witnessed, and what was still going on down the next corridor.
She ran down the hallway, eventually finding the bathroom and slamming the cubicle door closed.
She hadn’t returned to her seat in quite a while, and you were due to sing soon. Leah excused herself from the group to go and look for Alessia.
“Less?” She shouted into the bathroom.
Nothing was shouted back, just a cubicle door unlocking and opening. Leah wrapped her head inside to find Alessia slumped against the wall with tear stained eyes.
“Hey, hey” she wrapped her teammate into a hug. “What happened?” Leah asked rubbing her shoulder.
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They’d taken their seats again for your performance, Mel joining them. Both of them ignoring her when she sat down.
Alessia told Leah everything she saw, so Leah, naturally was furious. Alessia had a grip of her knee to stop it bouncing up and down.
As you played, you looked over to where she was holding your sister and felt something twist in your stomach. It felt like jealousy, but how could you be when the love of your life was sat to the left of them?
“And next time I see London” you sang, as you looked up, locking eyes with Alessia as you took a deep breath. “I hope that I see you” you finished as the crowd cheered, knocking you out of your eye contact but both of you couldn’t help smiling.
You’d finished up your set, signed some autographs and got everyone seated back into the car. The pair in the back silent, caught up in their thoughts.
Mel sat beside you, running her fingers through your hair as you drove, and posting on Instagram
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Alessia could have physically thrown up and Leah wanted to punch Mel, which, okay, was nothing new but she had more reason now than ever.
She could get over Mel being horrible, but being disloyal? That wasn’t something she would stand by and watch.
“What did you guys think of the set?” You asked, looking at both of them, mainly Alessia who was playing with her rings, through your mirror.
Mel quickly turning to glare in Alessia’s direction who dropped her eyeline to the floor.
“Yeah, it was great” Leah mumbled.
“Yeah” Alessia hummed in agreement.
You pulled up to the apartment, Mel getting out of the car after kissing you and making her way up, waiting for nobody as she took a call.
The pair in the back didn’t budge. When you’d turned your head, you noticed Alessia looked ill and Leah was so angry that steam was coming out of her ears.
“Are you both okay?” You asked, taking the keys out of the car.
“I’m not staying in that apartment with her” Leah groaned.
“Lee, I know you both have your differences but I’m begging you, please, just give her a chance” you pleaded.
“Leah” Alessia warned.
“Y/n, she is fucking horrible” Leah snapped.
“Can you just grow up?” You whined as your head hit the headrest.
“She’s been horrible to me since the first day I met her. She’s horrible to mum, she doesn’t even know Luke’s name. She’s been god awful to Alessia” Leah explained.
“Shes just been stressed” you lied, trying to justify her behaviour.
“For five years?” Leah shouted.
“Look can we just go upstairs, we can get some sleep and just talk about this tomorrow? I’m sure she can explain” you began to ramble.
“She’s cheating on you” Alessia blurted out.
Your heart sank, right there on the spot. You’d felt like her words hit you like a train.
“What?” You stuttered.
“Alessia saw her kissing some guy earlier” Leah explained softly as you shook your head.
“She can’t” you gulped.
“Y/n, I’m so sorry” Alessia gripped your hand but you freed it immediately.
“Stop, get off” you shouted at both of them.
“What do you need?” Leah asked, drawing back in her hand that was placed on your shoulder.
It was silent for a few minutes, as you gathered your thoughts.
“I’m going to take you both to a hotel for the evening. I think I need to speak to her alone” you put the keys back into the ignition and began driving.
The drive was silent, until you called the hotel ahead to reserve the booking.
You pulled up and handed Leah the card who, at first refused but eventually took it.
Your sister got out first, followed by Alessia shimming over to get out safely.
You grabbed her hand as she stopped and looked at you.
“I’m really sorry, for shouting at you, just” you tried to explain as she squeezed your hand.
“I understand” she smiled softly. “Let me know how you are” she said as she got out and closed the door.
You watched them check in from the car. You could see Leah’s eyebrows raising from the car seat when the woman said the $3,500 price.
Your grip on the steering wheel tightened as you drove back to your place.
You were trying to figure out what to say to the woman you were thinking of marrying only a mere few hours ago.
You decided to call Luke, who answered immediately. You instantly burst out crying.
-
Leah was pacing back and forth in the overly expensive room you’d booked them into, mumbling under her breath
Alessia was dangling her feet off the bed, looking out the window at the view.
“I shouldn’t have said anything” Alessia mumbled.
“Less, it’s not your fault” Leah sighed, taking a seat beside her. “When I see her again, I will actually punch her this time” Leah swung a punch into the air.
“Oh, I’m sure that’ll knock her out” Alessia laughed.
“Shut up, man” Leah chuckled.
“Do you think she’ll break up with her?” Alessia asked as Leah nodded.
“She might not recognise the subtle ways of being treated like shit. But I know she has enough respect for herself to end it now” Leah hummed.
The two of them changed into the complementary pjs that came with the room.
“Fuck New York, why is it so cold?” Alessia huffed.
“Here” Leah said digging through the bag she’d brought to the event. Pulling out a hoodie and throwing it to Alessia.
The hoodie, now wrapped around her again. Alessia caught Leah’s eye when she realised what hoodie it was.
“Fuck that bitch, that’s your hoodie” Leah laughed getting into bed with her sudoku book.
Alessia tossed and turned for awhile trying to get to sleep, all she could think about was the god awful conversation you must have been having with Mel right now.
Little did she know, you were tucked into bed after the briefest of explanations of what happened from your still girlfriend.
Leah was wrong about you this time, you stayed.
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This is too much for a child to experience.
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Heartbreak Highs. (pt. 3)
Description: Amerie, Harper, and (Y/n). The three were the best of friends until the incest map. A heartbreak high x reader. 
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"You sure you’ll be good? You can stay over for longer if you want,” (Y/n) says to Darren as they step out of her car and peer in through the window.
“Yeah, thanks for letting me stay, and dropping me to work.”
“Yea, no worries, see you after your shift?” (Y/n) asks, to which Darren nods. She drives off heading to Harper’s aunt’s place to hang out.
“Hey Harp” (Y/n) says with a smile entering the house. She notices a younger kid next to Harper, her little cousin, they had met a couple of times. “Hey, little star!” (Y/n) raises her hand out for a high five which the kid gladly returns.
“Did you get it?” The kid asks excitedly.
(Y/n) hums and reaches into her bag to pull out some sweets, “Don't eat them all at once your mom will get mad at me if I spoil your appetite..” She tries to warn but the kid already has taken off running to her room with the bag of junk food. “..Just so you know I'm still mad at the fish thing…” (Y/n) states.
“..I got you your favorite snacks as an ‘im sorry’ gift,” Harper says holding out the small bag of treats.
“…Okay, maybe I'm a little less upset.”
Harper laughs and pulls the girl inside the home, wrapping an arm around her neck. They head to the guest room and laze around, talking, and watching a movie together. They lay in bed watching a random film on (Y/n)’s laptop. (Y/n) feels her phone buzz and looks at it to see a notification of a message from Darren, opening it to find an image of Amerie in butchered bangs. She looks up at Harper who’s focused on the movie. She texts 'Oh my god.’ to Darren and shuts her phone, snuggling closer to the blond girl, who doesn't mind. A few minutes later she gets another text from Darren which says ‘Fixed Dora’s haircut.’ With a photo of the new hair and Amerie in a trolly, a place familiar. (Y/n) furrows her brows, sitting up a bit and texting quickly. ‘You're at the roof? I thought you wanted me to pick you up?’ She pauses to read the response. ’Yeah sorry, I asked Quinni, we’re at the roof now. We’re actually going to head to the cemetery for the party,’ ‘What..’ (Y/n) types out but then delete and replace it with an ‘oh.’ She can't really blame them, she never told the two she was close friends with Amerie before she became a Dusty-obsessed mean girl. They only knew about Harper and that she and Harp had a falling out but, now are on better terms. ‘You should come, please? It wouldn't be the same.’ (Y/n) pauses at the message. 'PLEASE COME!!1!’ Another message says. ’That was Quinni, but yes’ (Y/n) smiles a little at the text before responding with ‘okay.’
“Hey Harp, you're going to the cemetery thing yeah?”
“Yeah, why?” Harper looks over at the (h/c) hair girl.
“I wanna come.” Harper looks at her with surprise.
“Really? You never wanted to go before, but alright, if you’re sure,” She says with a smile.
At the cemetery, most teens carry a drink or smoke enjoying themselves. (Y/n) sticks close to Harper as the girl talks with Missy and Sasha, not drinking any alcohol. She looks around waiting for Darren and Quinni. “Hey, you good?” Harper asks.
“Oh, yeah, Darren said that they and Quinni were coming, I'm just keeping an eye out.” (Y/n) explains.
“Ah,” Harper nods understanding. (Y/n) notices Harper is almost done with her drink.
“Want me to get you another?” (Y/n) asks not wanting to stand around silently or awkwardly as Sasha, Missy, and Harper talk.
“If you're okay with it, sure,” Harper says noticing the fact (Y/n) was silent throughout the whole party. The (h/c) haired girl nods humming and walks to the drinks to find an unopened and untampered bottle. As she searches the cooler she notices someone standing next to her, she looks up to see the new kid.
“Hey,” He starts.
“Hi..” She responds going back to her search for the drink.
“Looking for that?” He points out a bottle that seems to be unopened.
“Oh, yeah.. Thanks,” She grabs the bottle, checking it once more.
“I'm Malakai.” He reaches out his hand.
She stands up before reaching her own hand out, “(Y/n).”
“You don’t seem like someone who comes here often,”
(Y/n) raises a brow “What’s that supposed to mean?”
“Oh, no I didn't mean, it's just you seem uncomfortable around here…” Malakai tries to explain.
“… it's actually my first time at something like this.” (Y/n) admits.
“Hey, me too.” He smiles.
“Right.” She pauses, not used to talking to a lot of new people, or comfortable talking to someone she doesn't already know.
“Can I offer you a drink?”
“I don't drink.” (Y/n) declines.
“Oh, okay that’s cool.”Malakai is about to say something else when (Y/n) excuses herself.
“I have to get this to my friend,” She points in Harper’s general direction.
“Oh, uh, sure, see you around?” He asks hopefully.
(Y/n) hums but leaves immediately as soon as she gets the chance to run back to her friend’s side.
“Hey, saw you talking to the new kid,” Harper teases a bit taking the drink (Y/n) brought her.
“Hm? Oh yeah.” (Y/n) moves on by not speaking of the topic anymore.
“Well, he seemed like he wanted to talk to you, actually he still seems like he wants to talk to you,” Harper points out, (Y/n) glances at the direction of where the coolers were, and Malakai is looking at the girl and her friend. (Y/n) looks away and awkwardly shrugs. It only took another minute before sundown when Darren, Quinni, and Amerie arrive. (Y/n) spots her friends and is about to say hi, but stops when she sees Amerie. She taps Harper to let her know, who had arrived. Harper looks over and sees the group, and nods in acknowledgment. Quinni finding (Y/n) smiles and waves, which the girl returns back. Amerie on the other hand spotting her old friends wants to turn back. Malakai walks up to Amerie holding out a beer.
"Hey, cunt. My actual name's Malakai, by the way.”
“Amerie.” The girl introduces herself. (Y/n) notices the interaction and looks away focusing on her friends Darren and Quinni. Smiling, she is about to walk up to them but, Malakai seemingly wanting to cheer Amerie up, starts dancing which makes Quinni pull Amerie to the dance floor and begin dancing with her and Darren. (Y/n)’s smile falters a little, pulling back she moves away from the middle of the dance floor back to the sides. Once Amerie seems to be done having her fun with Malakai; Darren and Quinni catch up with (Y/n) and they talk about Quinni’s plan to confront Spider about the rumor and Darren’s encounter with Cash earlier that day.
“Oh really? That's so cool Quinni, it'll be hilarious!” (Y/n) hypes up her friend, encouraging her.
“Oh! I should tell Amreie too,” Quinni walks off with a smile leaving (Y/n) on her own as Darren had left to get a drink. She looks around shuffling before deciding to look for Harper. While searching she bumps into someone.
“Oh, sorry,”
“Oh hey, it's you.” Malakai smiles once more after stabilizing the both of them.
“Oh, uh, yup.” (Y/n) nods turning away.
“Hey, could I ask you something?”
“Hm?”
“Do you not like me or are you just shy?”
“..What?”
“I dunno, you just seem to avoid me, or people in general.”
“..Well, I don't exactly know you enough to not like you.”
“You could, get to know me that is. I would like to get to know you,” He says with a smile.
Oh. Well, this was… different. Not a bad thing, maybe, but strange indeed. “Oh, uh—“ (Y/n) was cut off and a bit distracted when she saw Quinni walking towards Spider to confront him about the 'Lazy kebab' rumor. Malakai glances at what caught the girl’s attention.
"Hey, Spider.” Quinni hands the guy a large blue folder, full of diagrams and images. Spider skims through with wide eyes, and makes a face.
"Yuck! What is this shit?"
"Oh. You don't like vaginas?” Quinni asks, seemingly genuine.
"No, I like vaginas.” Spider corrects her, thinking that the girl is implying something else.
Well, you clearly don't know much about them because if you have a look here…See most vaginas have very pronounced flaps, or labia, and some of them are even lopsided, where I'm assuming you got "Lazy Kebab" from, but it's very, very, normal. You wouldn't know, it's not taught in public schools much. Which is actually very— “ Quinni rambles as she points at the diagrams and pictures. People begin to notice the commotion and Spider’s reactions.
“I've seen heaps of vaginas. Thanks.” Spider says harshly shoving the folder back to the girl.
“Okay. I just assumed, on account of the fact that you were lying about seeing mine, that you were lying about seeing others too.” Quinni says calmly in her usual tone, directly insulting him and discrediting him in one sentence. The kids around snicker and laugh. (Y/n) watches with a proud smile.
"Look, of course, we didn't have sex. Why would I root a fucknut like you?” Spider retorts angrily walking away. A girl, Sasha comes up to compliment Quinni.
“That's your friend right?” Malakai asks (y/n) noticing her smile.
“Yes,"
"she’s amazing,”
“She is,” (Y/n) beams,
“You have a pretty smile,”
That makes (Y/n) pause and nervous. She was never really the best at these things. There is a reason why she was labeled as 'Fish' on the map. She turns her head away chuckling nervously, not sure how to respond. But like a knight in shining armour, Harper links her arm to hers.
“Hey, I needed to take a piss, come with me?” Harper says not paying attention to the boy. Until she notices the fidgety and shy look on her friend’s face and grins. “Am I interrupting?”
“No! I’ll come with you, bye Malakai.” (Y/n) says dragging the blond away who chuckles at her. Malakai stands where he was left with a smile watching the girls walk away.
“So, Malakai is it? Does little (Y/n) have a crush?” Harper teases.
“Why does everyone keep saying that? It's nothing, he’s just being friendly.”
“Yeah, I'm sure he’s being friendly… the ‘you have a pretty smile’ friendly.” Harper says mocking the conversation she heard earlier as she squats near the graves to pee.
“You hear that?!” (Y/n) turns to face away letting the girl piss in peace, but also a little embarrassed.
“Come on it's cute!”
“Shush— Oh shit.“
“What?”
“..Amerie.” (Y/n) says as if warning the other girl. The brown girl walks towards them both staring directly at Harper as she pees.
"Oi, can we talk?” Amerie says, eyeing (Y/n) who doesn't say anything but stays close to Harper, like a guard dog.
"Jesus. Let me finish.” Harper huffs. She pauses and continues, "Just talk until I can get going again."
"Why don't you want to be friends anymore? After everything, Harp? It's killing me. I just want to fix it. Please tell me how to fix it.”
"What happened to your hair?” Harper changes the subject.
"I cut it."
“Yourself?” Harper raises a brow.
"Yes,” Amerie says confidently, making (Y/n) scoff, Darren did her hair. Why lie?
Harper chuckles, pulling up her pants and buttoning them. "I told you not to watch those YouTube tutorials. You never listen."
"And you never talk. What happened? We were fine up until the festival.” Amerie says desperately wanting to get closer, only to have (Y/n) step in a bit, protectively. "I went to your house and you weren’t—“
“Why did you go to my house?"
"You weren't talking to me—“
"So you stalked my house and harassed my dad?"
"I didn't harass your dad,” Amerie says lightly.
"That is such the typical psycho thing for you to do."
"You're the psycho. You ruined my life."
"Ruined your life? All this sh*t, Amerie, the map, your stupid fucking crush on Dusty, do you not understand how unimportant it all is? You're a child.” Harper snaps.
"That's not a reason to dump me. What's happened to you? Harper. I just want to move on.” Amerie says softly.
"And I don't want you in my life anymore,” Harper says harshly, tugging (Y/n) along with her.
“Since when did you replace me with (Y/n),” Amerie retorts in a last-ditch effort.
“I didn’t do shit. Unlike you, she’s actually my friend.” Harper defends (Y/n) while hurting Amerie in the process. Harper and (Y/n) walk away from the brown girl. (Y/n) notices the girl shaking and holding her hand gently squeezing back and letting Harper catch her breath and calm down.
“..Thanks, Harper.. you didn’t have to,”
“i did. You have always been there for me. The least I can do is be there for you too,” Harper says focusing on the way (Y/n)’s thumb rubs over her still-cracked knuckles. The two head back to the party, hand in hand.
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Heartbreak highs pt. 2
Description: Amerie, Harper, and (Y/n). The three were the best of friends until the incest map. A heartbreak high x reader. 
Pt.1; https://www.tumblr.com/jessiexcorner/715964588411256832/heartbreak-highs?source=share 
Amerie now free from the principal’s office catches up with Harper who is heading to the gym while talking to (Y/n), the (h/c) haired girl noticing Amerie turns quiet “I’m going to catch up with Darren and Quinni, see ya?” (Y/n) ignore Amerie specifically looking at Harper and squeezes her hand, the blond girl smiles slightly and nods holding on for a second, squeezing back and then letting (Y/n) walk off, to the side of the gym where Darren and Quinni stand talking.
“Why haven’t you answered my texts? Oi! Harp! Where have you been?” Amerie says playfully not noticing Harper’s uninterested expression. “When did you start talking to (y/n) again? Never mind, Firstly, your hair. Extreme, but I love. Secondly, Woodsy knows. I didn’t tell her about you, don’t worry.” She assures the blond.
“I’m not worried,” Harper responds, not really caring.
“Thirdly, Dusty spoke to me so we’re pretty much dating…” Amerie gasps out ruffling Harper’s head.
Harper annoyed, pushes Amerie off of her, walking away. “I don’t give a shit.”
“What’s up with you? Hello. Didn’t you hear me? I took the fall for you.” Amerie says now noticing her friend’s weird behaviour.
“I didn’t ask you to do that,” Harper states.
“Shut up. You’re my best mate—” Amerie walks closer, only to be cut off.
“Not anymore.”
“Dude, what are you talking about?” Amerie’s hand reaches out and tries to grab onto Harper’s, only for it to be slapped away.
“Fuck off.” Harper tries to walk away.
“Okay, Harper, I don’t get it—“ Amerie tries to talk only to be cut off once again
“Of course, you don’t.”
“Well, then tell me.” Amerie comes closer. They become more heated gaining the attention of some students, (Y/n) watches the alteration in the corner quietly.
“I said get off me. I’m fucking done with you!” Harper shouts and punches Amerie pushing her away, now catching the attention of all the students, who run and crowd them.
“Fight, fight, fight!” students start yelling, while some record, (Y/n) worried comes closer, with her friends as they watch the fight.
“What the fuck, Harper? Stop! Why are you doing this? What’s wrong with you?!” Amerie yells, pushing Harper against the wall, (Y/n) is about to step in before Harper pushes Amerie away and head-butts the brown girl knocking her down. The students gasp while some laugh still recording. Amerie lies on the floor dazed as Harper walks away.
“Could you maybe check on her, please?” (Y/n) asks her friends as she follows Harper out of the gym. Darren who now stops recording as Quinni nods and immediately kneels beside Amerie to check on her, Amerie sneezes while her nose is bleeding getting blood on Quinni, who only wipes it off with a worried smile.
“Yuck. Yuck, yuck, yuck.” Darren comments dragging the redhead away.
(Y/n) catches up with Harper who’s now alone and rubbing her knuckles a little. “Nice punch.” (Y/n) comments as she walks beside Harper, who smiles a little looking at her hand. (Y/n) hands her the gel ice pack she takes from her backpack. “Thought you might need this,” Harper raises a brow.
“Why do you have an ice pack in your bag?”
(Y/n) shrugs. “I felt like you might have needed it today, if not you then I would be needing it.” She smiles standing next to the blond who ices her hands. ”Though I don’t think my punches would have been as satisfying as the one you threw.” Harper huffs smiling. They both stand there for a little while enjoying the quiet.
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Quinni and Darren get some fruit from a shop, two boys walk up to buy some snacks when Quinni asks them, “Oh. Excuse me. Do you know what a ‘Lazy Kebab’ is?”
“Uh-uh-uh. No. Stop asking people that.” Darren immediately stops Quinni.
“Okay. I still don’t understand what it is though.” She says as they walk, (Y/n) now joining them.
“Hey, what’re you two lovely people talking about” (Y/n) asks with a smile linking arms, with the two.
“(Y/n) What’s ‘Lazy Kebab’?” Quinni questions.
“What,” (Y/n) scrunches her brows.
Darren sighs, “It means giant flaps.”
“Flaps?” Quinni questions. Darren pointed looks down at Quinni’s skirt.
“Oh! Like those sorts of flaps.” They all walk together Darren eating their fruit.
“Spider hasn’t seen them. I mean nobody has.” Quinni comments eating her apple.
“Who knows what that incel was thinking? Straight men are a mystery to me.” Darren assures as (Y/n) hums agreeing with them.
“Oh! You guys can look at them for me.”
“What?” Both Darren and (Y/n) question.
“My…flaps.”
“Uh,” (Y/n) looks at Darren.
“Deeply, no,” Darren responds instantly.  
“Okay, but what if they are huge?” Quinni asks.
“There’s nothing wrong with that,” (Y/n) assures.
“Who cares? More room to put things in it.” Darren huffs. Before they can finish their conversation a voice on the speaker cuts them off.
“Will the following students please meet at Classroom 5D; Amerie Wadia, Harper McLean, Sasha So, Missy Beckett, Dustin Reid, Spencer White, and Anthony Vaughn.”
“Sounds like a bunch of dickheads.” Darren comments as they eat their banana, and (Y/n) hums in agreement.
“Darren Rivers.” The announcer states.
“Damn it,” Darren responds making (Y/n) chuckle.
“(Y/n) (L/n)” The announcer continues making the girl sigh and groan. “Quinn Gallagher-Jones.”
“What?” Quinni notices her name.
“Douglas Piggott, Malakai Mitchell.”
-
“Welcome, welcome.” The principal and a teacher greet the students at the entrance of the class, as they trickle in. (Y/n), Darren, and Quinni, claim the table at the back next to the door. Amerie sits in one corner in the front with the new kid, as Spider and his friends call out to the girl. “Map Bitch,” they whistle and tease. Amerie ignores them which makes them stop. She notices the new kid looking at her and annoyed snaps.
“What cunt?”
The new kid just smiles finding her amusing. “Nice to meet you too.”
“So cemetery tomorrow?” Dusty asks the group at his table
“Yeah, boy.”
“It’s gonna be a rager.”
“Oi, uh, what’s the cemetery?” Darren asks curious.
“None ya biz, bong water.” Spider insults.
“Shut up, fucking gronk.” (Y/n) retorts to the white male, making him scoff.  
“Okay. Settle down. Thank you.” The principal announces forcing the kids to sit still quietly.
“Hi, everyone. I’m Miss Josephine Obah, but you can call me Jojo Kind of like, ‘Yo-yo,’ but J.” The teacher standing in the front, chuckles awkwardly. She clears her throat. “I’m an English teacher, so I know some of you. But I’m sure you’re all wondering why you’re here. Well, your names were on the map in the stairwell. The one that’s out of bounds.”
“Um, what map?” Malakai the new kid, raises his hand confused.
Miss Jo-jo chuckles “Okay, very funny. Look, peeps, we’re not dumb. We know a lot of you are sexually active, but we’re concerned this map demonstrates a real lack of respect for one another when it comes to sexual relationships. So we want to address it head-on. This is a special class that aims to give you clear and accessible information about sex and intimacy—”
“A sexual literacy tutorial.” Miss Stacy the principal announces.
“S.L.T. So we’re sluts?” Darren comments making the students snicker and laugh, as they begin chanting,
“Sluts! Sluts! Sluts!” Spider stands on the table cheering.
“That’s enough. Come on, everyone. This class will go back to the basics on sex and—“ Miss Jo-jo attempts to calm the students down but is cut off by Miss Stacy.
“Because clearly, you all have a lot to learn in that department.” Miss Stacy comments before letting Miss Jo-jo continue.
“It’ll happen twice a week, in your own time.” The students groan and whine in protest “Until—No, until we judge that you started to respect each other and yourselves. You have to attend every class or it’ll go on your permanent record.”
“Wait, we have permanent records?” Ant chimes in.
“This is sex jail!” Missy complains.
“Thanks a lot, Map Bitch.” Ant mutters as Spider throws a paper ball at Amerie.
“Sorry. Um, it’s actually my first day. I don’t think I’m supposed to be in here.” Malakai raises his hand again,
“Legend! Made it to the map before you even started!” Spider cheers for the new kid.
“I think we should do the handshake game.” Miss Stacy whispers to the English teacher.
“I don’t think that’s not the best one to start with…” Miss Jo-jo whispers back.
“All right, everybody up! Up, up, up, up!” Miss Stacy instructs the students. “Okay, now clear these tables to the side, please. And lift them, don’t scrape them along the floor—” The students drag and push the tables to the side of the classroom. “Thank you. Now, I want you all to start walking around the room. Come on. Walking. Good, you know how to walk.” The students walk around circling around each other. “Now, I want you to choose three other people to start shaking hands with. Shaking, shake…Good, you know how to shake.” The students start shaking hands and walking around aimlessly, Darren and Quinni stay in one place shaking each other’s hands in the background. (Y/n) shakes Harper’s hand giving it a small squeeze which is returned by Harper with a small smile. (Y/n) ducks and stays with her friends all linking hands in a three-way handshake. Almost all students avoid Amerie. “Shaking. And…stop. Spencer, you have genital crabs.” Miss Stacy says. The students laugh and giggle.
“Checks out,” Darren comments snickering.
“Not in real life, thank you, Darren, for the purposes of this game. Put your hand up, Spencer.” Miss Stacy explains. Spencer huffs. “Hand up, Spencer. Now. Hands up, who shook hands with Spencer.” Some students raise their hands. “And who shook hands with them?” More students raise their hands. “And who shook hands with them?” Quinni looks over at Darren and (Y/n) who have their hands up and raises her hand. “You all have genital warts.” Spider snickers and some kids cheer.
“Uh, I thought it was crabs?” Malakai asks.
“Right. Crabs. Thank you, um…”
“Malakai.”
“Malakai. Thank you. You all have genital crabs. Except for you, Amerie. Well done.” Amerie stands on the side looking like a sad puppy. “Now. What does this highlight the need for?”
“Oh to stay away from Spider, 'cause he’s chat.” Cash’s comment makes students laugh.
“Fuck off, guys!” Spider retorts.
“No! Condoms.” Miss Stacy states exasperated. The school bell rings letting the kids know that they can leave. Darren and Quinni head out.
“Text me when you reach?” (Y/n) asks Harper as they walk out of the class, she nods. (Y/n) smiles and waves bye heading towards her friends. She finds Darren standing outside the girl’s bathroom, “Quinni in there?”
“Yes, she’s checking her kebab. I think.”
“Ah,” (Y/n) nods. “Oh! Shoot I almost forgot,” (Y/n) digs threw her bag taking out a gummy bear chain bracelet. “I fixed it, good as new.” She hands him the jewelry
“Ah! Lifesaver. Oh did you add a new chain?”
“Yea, it was getting rusty.”
Amerie runs out of the bathroom clutching her bag Quinni following, “I mean, it is your fault in a way, so if you could just look at it and tell me if I have a normal kebab or not. Amerie!”
Darren chuckles “I love it when toxic bitches enter their flop era.”
“You can’t say that, that’s really mean.” Quinni defends her.
“She put you on the map…” (Y/n) comments as they walk to class.
“Yeah, I know. But Spider told everyone. So he’s the asshole, not her.”
“I love you, but that girl has literally never acknowledged our existence.” Darren comments.
“So? Haven’t you ever felt like a complete reject? Come on, we’ve got maths.” Quinni states, Darren and (Y/n) look at each other one looking a little guilty and the other blank. They sigh and head to class.
-
Amerie stands in front of Harper’s place. She knocks on the door and waits. “Hello, Am.” A blond man opens the door,
“Hey, Justin.” Amerie greets Harper’s dad.
“How are ya?”
“Ah. Yeah, I’m good. Um, just wondering if Harper’s home.”
“Uh… No, didn’t you see her at school today?” He asks.
“Yes. But, um, we sort of… beat the shit out of each other.” Amerie explains, he chuckles,
“Again? Well makes sense. Mercury is in retrograde, so…” He jokes, “Don’t worry. You’ll work it out. Always do.” He assures the girl.
“Yeah, totally. Um… So, is she here?”
“I don’t know where she is, maybe check (Y/n)’s place? She mentioned something about that.”
“Oh?” Amerie pauses hearing her old friend’s name. “Okay, um, well, thanks anyway, J-Dog.”
“Okay. See ya around.”
“See ya. Take it ease.” He says.
“I’ll try.” She says walking off.
-
(Y/n) sits in her room eating some junk food, while texting Harper, and watching a movie at the same time. She gets a call from Darren. “Hey, what’s up?” She responds wiping her hands off of any crumbs.
“Can I stay the night?”
“Uh, lemme ask my parents, give me sec yea?” (Y/n) walks to her parents room for permission only to remember they aren’t home this week. She texts them, ‘Can I invite my friend for a sleepover?’ ‘Which friend?’ ‘Darren, I’ll sleep in my room, the guest room is free.’ A pause before a thumbs-up emoji is sent. “yea sure, want me to pick you up?” (Y/n) replies to Darren.
“No— wait, actually yes, can you?”
“Sure, we can pick some snacks too, have a movie night. Oh! Invite Quinni too!” (Y/n) says excitedly as she grabs her car keys and slippers heading out.  
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