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*completely ruins myself to the point I don't recognise myself* am I good enough now?

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born to hit beans forced to have parents

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is it just me??

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the guilt mixed with relief after relapsing 🎀

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</33 lolz

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whywhywhy why do all the days blur together

why does my mama act like she loves me and acts like i'm the abusive daughter when she's the one that SA'd me, physically & verbally ab*sed me??

it fks with my head..

now i can only feel emotions at 100 or at 0 and the constant swinging is k1ll1ng me..

the second i feel like i'm going to be abandoned, i feel the need to do something drastic just so i can feel something other than this bottomless void of emptiness..

only some things break through the glass like my bestfriend or my girlfriend or cvtting or v4p1ng but nothing else works ..

is it really worth keeping myself alive if i can only barely manage to function on a truckload of medications???

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REAL :33333

Me and my best friend are so cute

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Roaming around my room in shorts and tops and I hear footsteps approaching the door but I'm covered in barcodes

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I want to leave deep styr0s that bl33d and fall asleep without cleaning them at all, and while I’m asleep my gf or bf walks into my room and admires them as I sleep, and cleans/gives aftercare to them for me as I’m sleeping

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quiero dibujar en mis piernas con el cúter

✞︎✞︎✞︎

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ME AND WHO 😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

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Me when hurting myself hurts

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most emo photo i've ever taken 😭 </3

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me and bro

me everyday