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One day, i am gonna grow wings…

(Finally find and accept my gender)

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I can't exactly describe how I feel, but it's not quite right. And it leaves me cold.

F. Scott Fitzgerald

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you didn't say goodbye and part of me believes that means you are coming back

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I still wear your sweater when i dont feel well

i miss you </3

-ML

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Please tell me I’m not as forgettable as your silence is making me feel.

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Andrea Gibson

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After all, the only thing i asked my mother was to be my mom

-ML

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Ive changed.

Ive changed schools, ive changed who i am.

But i still like to think that you're a part of me

Ive moved on

But still every time i see a picture of you i hope you havent forgotten me.

And secretly ill hope, that im still a part of you too.

-ML

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I quit, i quit so i'm clean.

I quit but even tho im not running that blade across my skin anymore i dont know if i can call myself clean

I quit that silver blade but i still find new wats to hurt myself every day.

So i quit,

But i cant call myself clean

-ML

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<3

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Im attached to the white lines ruining my body, im even attached to the idea of creating new ones.

The silver blade, wich i removed very tactically from the pencil sharpner. Is the only comfort i have ever felt

-ML

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“Don’t you dare give up. Not tonight, not tomorrow, not ever.”

— Unknown

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Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

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Five years

Four changes

Three schools

Two friends

One searching teenager

-ML

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You're enough <3

“The way people treat you is a statement of who they are as a human being. It’s not a statement about you.”

— Unknown

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Books <3

[madbaguette]

Because pain in the body quiets the pain in the head. It feels good, like a kill switch for your brain.