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Gotta love it when your parents will actively ruin literally any hobby I have because it’s ’taking too long’

And then they wonder why I have no hobbies.

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I LOVE being on calls with him till it’s like 3am it’s also so nice

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An intro cause I should have one or something whatever.

Name: Madeline

Pronouns:She/Her/Hers

Likes: ocean, space, plants, fish, stars, games, my absolutely amazing and wonderful partner (ilyyy ❤️)

Dislikes: being sad/depressed, not being able to help, my horrendous procrastination, the people I live with ig

Favourite games: Celeste, Hollow Knight, Undertale, Deltarune, Subnautica, No Man’s Sky

Dreams jobs because I want to have this: Marine Biologist, Ichthyologist (Shark Biologist), a singer (never gonna happen lol)

Triggers below 👇

Things about losing someone I care about, losing friends, loud noises out of my control, being yelled at, syringe/needles (kinda for the last one)

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Funny how the ONLY time I ever get a moment to fucking breathe is like 2am.

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Now I get why people describe it as a scribble in their brain.

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So I just met this kid on Forsaken (yes the Roblox game) who was just messing abt w/ me and it was just the two of us so we were just money farming together, they were very nice but told me that apparently they’re mother was sick. Hopefully whoever they are their mother gets better soon as do they. I wish I had added them before I left :(

Also on a more positive note, I got Noli AT LONG LAST >:D

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25 posts!

Yay. Ig. Idfk idc abt this.

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I FUCKING DESPITE MY ABSOLUTE HALFHEARTED BITCH OF A MOTHER SO SO FUCKING MUCH I HATE HOW PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE THAT FUCK IS I HATE THAT SHES ALWAYS COMPLAINING ABOUT ME I HATE HOW MUCH SHE GUILT TRIPS ME INTO GETTING HER WAY I HATE HER SO MUCH SHE MAKE ME SICK

No seriously, she’s literally made me sick. She made pasta and to garlic bread rolls I was full after ONE spoon of pasta but her guilt tripping and yelling bullshit made me feel the need to eat not only the entire fucking bowl (that was filled to the top) and a roll and a half of garlic bread.

Now if you’ll excuse me while I go vomit for the next half hour and cry my eyes out from pain.

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Im terrified about the future

I swear everything and everyone I care about are all getting hurt or worse because of me I so scared to lose people

It’s all my fault and I’m so so sorry

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Despite me being tired as hell today

It’s probably the most me I’ve felt all month ngl

Idk I guess just getting to rant and that is good actually

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This isn’t me trying to sound ungrateful or anything but like

I need a pc so bad man

Like don’t get me wrong my Xbox is incredible it’s just it doesn’t feel like how it did

Staying up till like midnight playing Minecraft or Fortnite in its prime or even just the good single players like EX ONE and Ori

It’s just not the same anymore I can’t understand why :(

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Hello my friend, for it is i

THY GREAT PAPYRUS

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sex is cool and all but can we please play games together? have similar interests? cuddle in the warm while it’s raining? adopt a bunch of little cats? go on dates to botanical gardens? draw together? make each other laugh? watch movies until we’re too tired to keep our eyes open? kiss at 1am in the dark of a kitchen? sleep wrapped up in each others arms? share clothes? put furniture together? hold hands on long walks even if it’s hot? remind each other that we’re loved and valued as individuals? make each other flourish? support our goals and aspirations? lift one another up? bake yummy treats and feed each other while giggling? kiss while smiling? laugh until our stomachs hurt? make cherished memories? meet each others loves ones?

cishet men and minors dni

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M@GICAL CUR3 L⭐️VE SH0T

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From the Start.

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I honestly can’t tell if I’m seasick motion sick homesick or just generally feeling sick but I sure feel absolutely horrible 🙃

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The song is called U btw