magicbeansoftheuniverse

[magicbeansoftheuniverse]

It’s so sad when beauty doesn’t bless you everyday cause when it does you want to show everyone just to prove that this is something you can do.

You want everyone to bear witness so that this state of being remains somehow frozen in time even if it’s just as someone else’s memory.

It’s also sad that pictures don’t quite do it justice because you are not used to taking pictures of yourself given the fact that the subject doesn’t live up to standards most days.

[magicbeansoftheuniverse]

Advice for people trapped in the Venus archetype:

Question beauty, try and dissolve the illusions of the collective unconscious.

Loving love is completely different from loving real living people

[magicbeansoftheuniverse]

They should invent a me who knows what they're doing

[magicbeansoftheuniverse]

weekend? more like weakened. let me rest

[magicbeansoftheuniverse]

“Well, you didn’t wake up this morning. Because you didn’t go to bed”

-“This is the day” The The

[magicbeansoftheuniverse]

I feel like I could’ve written this today, or yesterday, or the day before that. And the only comfort I’ve been able to find to this type of thoughts is to delve deeply into self care, which is a form of self love. Also to rely on friends and family as much as you can. And/or on pets if you got those

sometimes i just wish i drowned in love and affection. be smothered in it. loved deeply and fully and enough. given the affection i need and wish for. i'm so tired.

[magicbeansoftheuniverse]

this is so embarrassing. i want to love & be loved & drink really nice tea & eat really nice pasta & not feel like the loneliness is a part of me anymore. i want a herb garden

[magicbeansoftheuniverse]

being in your 20s is like im 17 and i don't know who i am. im 55 curled up with a book. im ancient. i've been here forever. i never left. i'm 5 years old and i'm lost at the supermarket

[magicbeansoftheuniverse]

Pick your fighter, Netflix argentina who ships ronance and Netflix France who ships steddie

[magicbeansoftheuniverse]

always a delight to find out that a goofy person is actually also very sincere

[magicbeansoftheuniverse]

Hehe dis me

𝚂𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟹, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟻 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺-𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟹

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[magicbeansoftheuniverse]

“You’ve gotta read but you don’t wanna reach the end,

cause what if everything beautiful’s fiction?

and this reality’s just pretend?

and then I’m back in the dream,

I’m looking up at the ceiling

it’s such a beautiful feeling…”

-Up from Sing Street

[magicbeansoftheuniverse]

Not completely unfit, but close enough at times.

Sorry I didn't get back to you it's just that I'm completely unfit for human interaction.

[magicbeansoftheuniverse]

Nothing comes to you, it comes from you.

[magicbeansoftheuniverse]

Your love is like a rollercoaster, you couldn’t make me ride if you tried

Many have attempted to get me to open up, to no avail.

This heart’s been out of service for too long

I doubt the pieces work anymore

Still I can dream

So I spend almost every waking moment fantasising

How your hand on mine has the power to warm my entire existence

Even though you don’t exist in my world yet

I can feel comfort in picturing your embrace

How at peace I’ll feel then

If I ever take the leap please remember you can take full responsibility for my smile and well-rested face

[magicbeansoftheuniverse]

How is that a comfortable way of sleeping my dude?