#private thoughts

[astrogirlythings]

[privateeyes95]

Making a profile to talk shit to somebody is pathetic. Talking shit with false information to me will get you cuss tf out. Nothing that is fake will ever be serious to me 🤷🏾‍♀️ If some of yall are clearly so bothered, why hide behind anonymous or spam profiles. Absolutely pathetic.

Thread carefully!

[fabseg-creator]

I had a dog named Eysie who lived 10 years (2009-2019). I was saddened. 😥

And she enjoyed the ballads.

And today, Paty (same species as Eysie's) is accompanying my life.

Here we are in same.

[flowerandblood]

Hello, hopes this will not sound as indelicate/naughty question, but how old were you when you lost your virginity? Im on my early 20 and im stll virgin, everyone makes fun of it and act like it is the most unthinkable thing of all. Im hurt by it and I don't understand if my situation is normal or not

Your ask actually outraged me and made me very sad, not because of your question, but because someone has the audacity to mock you and think that you have some reason to be ashamed.

You shouldn't rush into sex. Never.

Your situation is completely normal.

When I lost my virginity I was 25 years old. Me and my husband were not yet engaged at the time and it took place a year after we started being together. I was the person who suggested that we could do it, that I was ready − I had learnt a bit about my body beforehand thanks to him and simply wanted more.

The first time is not comfortable. The first time is often not even pleasant at first, sometimes accompanied by a mild pain, also related to tense muscles from stress. I can't imagine that a stranger, someone I don't trust, someone who doesn't care about me and doesn't love me, would take from me this moment, which is so intimate, in which a woman is so vulnerable.

My husband was calm and patient, was affectionate and warm, himself terrified as I was despite the fact that he had already had sex with his ex-girlfriend.

He gave me a sense of dignity, a sense of security, a sense that we could stop at any time, that it was my choice.

How and when your friends lost their virginity is their choice, but that they have the gall to judge you is beyond me.

Don't let yourself think there is something wrong with you. Wait for the person who will make this experience a warm memory for you afterwards, as it was for me.

I, for one, will never forget the way he looked at me then, his hot breath on my face, our kisses when we were trying to calm down, when we were both feeling uncomfortable.

It's a beautiful memory for me, but I know that some women are downright traumatised after their first time and I would never want something similar to happen to you in your life. What happens then will affect your whole subsequent sexual life.

You.

Are.

Normal.

[seraphicsage]

Now that I’m 19 and I can look back on things, I simply cannot imagine any situation where I would be attracted to a 16 year old. That’s a child. ‘Legal’ or not, over the internet or not.

I will never understand how there were so many of you

[the-oneandonly-phantom]

I want to go home.

You can't. You chose this. You made this deal with them. Your pain and suffering for their safety and freedom. The loss of your humanity for them to keep theirs. They gave you a choice and you chose this. Don't you want to keep them safe?

[drywall-muncher]

Real men stay up pass their bed time thinking about video game dialogue

I curse you forever in name.. and I bless you forever in death.

...the wretch; who shall not be named. Though in his heresy, was loyal to his evil cause.

I had a pretty good life.. and then you showed up. You dangerous. mute. lunatic.

[gennsoup]

Once you let people know anything about what you think, that's it, you're dead. Then they'll be jumping about in your mind, taking things out, holding them up to the light and killing them, yes, killing them, because thoughts are supposed to stay and grow in quiet, dark places, like butterflies in cocoons.

Helen Oyeyemi, The Icarus Girl

[offleshandbone]

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[astrogirlythings]

I keep hearing this a lot... "Only women bring other women down".. or.. "Women are women's biggest enemies"..

But correction.. it's *insecure women.. and don't forget *insecure men. Only insecure women & men.. feel the need to bring others down.

Please let's not generalize this based on one gender.

Thought of the day. 💭

[privateeyes95]

I know I can't take my thoughts to X just yet.

But I'll say this. I just read the entire Vanity Fair article. The article's structure and conversations from jump clearly depict a promotional shoot for WWE using Roman, their top star, to do it. Their are of course personal elements incorporated to depict Joe but they are of course very generic and unoriginal to make it seem less a WWE work when it clearly was.

The fact that the writer intentionally incorporates Vince's history in WWE and basically gave a once over of his lawsuits in the article immediately told me what I figured from the beginning. WWE is politics, white politics, Trump politics. It has been for years because Trump is a business man above all, and WWE gains a lot from his sphere of influence.

When it comes down to it, capitalism is the name of the game. I am sure there tons of wwe stars that are Trump supporters and we would be even more disappointed if it comes out. However, those are their views and they are entitled to it because it benefits them and their families.

I must say that I am very disappointed. Im not an american, but as a mixed-race black woman, I'll never be okay with someone building a country on racism, hatred, and just plain oppression. Doing what's right for one group of ppl while causing the sufferation of many others is not okay. Roman's opinions of politics in that article made no sense because you have to take 1 with everything else. You can't take 1 aspect and ignore everything else.

NB: I would love if we open up a healthy dialogue on this article and why it affects some people. However, do not come for me on some bullshit cause I got time today and I WILL CUSS YOUR ASS OUT.

[gwenmorgandaniels]

private thoughts

in reaction to this

if he lays a hand on Austin again, I will cut his dick off myself.

@fabray-austinsub @charlie-fabray

[drywall-muncher]

My rendition, if you will

[thatguyfrom-redacted]

I really wanna start journaling but have mega trust issues and can’t stand the idea of anyone reading my thoughts. Any ideas? I can’t think of a hiding place that would work and keeping it on me isn’t great as I’d have to leave it in a bag/jacket often

[drywall-muncher]

Casper's Scare School

The Casper's Scare School plot was secretly a queer adventure/acceptance story and I am the only one who knows this.

In a world where monsters are supposed to scare humans [het norm], Casper is shunned for being "friendly" and "not acting like a ghost" [queer]. He lives with his 3 uncles who presumably raised him [non-nuclear/het family], and know he is "friendly" but accept him anyways.

But when his "friendliness" is found out by Kybosh he is sent away to scare school to learn how to be a "real ghost" [Conversion camp/school], with the threat that if he refuses to go he will be banished to a place called the Valley of Shadows where he can never return from. (The uncles reveal to casper that their aunt was banished but more on that later)

In scare school they make him scare his "best friend" as a part of an assignment to prove that is scary [fight ur bf to prove ur het norm?], but Casper feels so guilty about it that he banishes himself to the Valley of Shadows. On his way he is confronted with an evil version of himself that tries to convince him he enjoys scaring (internalized homophobia) but he stays true to himself and says he'd rather reject society that be someone he isn't [à la 'rather die standing than live kneeling'].

Inside the Valley he finds out its actually an oasis for friendly monsters who don't "fit in" [queer community]. He finds his great aunt Spitsy [wise elder queer] who tells Casper that she's not banished, she just hasn't left because everything here is perfect for them. Casper, though, tells everyone that the people they care about are still out there and miss them, and that there's no point of being their true selves if they are hiding away from the people they care about. So they all march out the valley together to stop hiding (also there is a taking over the world subplot going on and they need to fix it or whatever).

Once everyone's outside and reunited (and de-petrified {watch the movie}) the day is saved, Casper makes up with his friend, and Kybosh reveals that he too was friendly when he was young and wanted Casper to grow out of it [young bisexual grew into repressed het lifestyle believing it is phase].

TLDR: Everytime the movie uses "friendly" just replace it with "f*g" and you'll see what I mean.

Finals Thoughts: Too many parallels for it to be a coincidence; I am not crazy. My last piece of evidence is these two who are so obviously a gay couple. (I am not crazy)

[carpekeoghan]

Yeah, Paris was lovely. Where it all started.