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me receiving an email from a company i applied to

me opening it and seeing yet another fucking automated rejection message

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I need to hold you but you're never coming back..

Vast - Winter in my heart

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“How many times have I failed before? How many times have I stood here like this, in front of my own image, in front of my own person, trying to convince him not to be scared, to go on, to get out of this rut? How many times before I finally convince myself, how many private, erasable deaths will I need to die, how may self-murders is it going to take, how many times will I have to destroy myself before I learn, before I understand?” - Charles Yu, How to Live Safely in a Science Fictional Universe

via @quotespile

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“I’m Not Missing You” by Amely

submission from we-are-the-forgotten-ones

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“Drops of Jupiter” by Train

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“I’ll miss you terribly. I miss you already.” - Ernest Hemingway

via @quotemadness

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“She had eyes full of dead dreams and the heart of a wild horse. She had summers dying on her, and her skin was unforgivable. Addictable. You loved her, and she would leave you for a plane ticket. Caramel hair, vanilla smell and she laughed like a child, and her accent was delicious, you could taste it every time she kissed you. You fall in love with her while walking on the beach, you asked about her tattooes while taking off her red dress in the ocean. She took all your money, calling her mamacita, knowing she would leave you broke with a broken heart. You had visions of her moving her body, every men tried to take her away from you. They offered her cigarettes and dreams. They would leave their wives for her, and she’d pray for them when they cried for her. You last saw her on the Columbian beaches, in all her youth, in that dress, with all her beauty. You named her Rosalina, when she left you. You called her Rosie, when you thought she loved you.”

— Rosalina “Rosie” by Royla Asghar 

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The first time I saw you Did you forget something? "my book" The first time we kissed Did you forget ? "never" The first time you said "I love you" Did you forget something? "everything else" The first time we fought Did you forget something? "my mind" The first time I cried Did you forget? "i tried" The first time you lied Did you forget something? "you" The last time you I saw you; Did you forget something? "My love for you"

R.M.

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I’m not really a human, I’m actually 7 mental illnesses in a trench coat

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