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I'm about to listen to a 1,5 hour long Rain World lore video brb

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Slowtown is a song you are only allowed to listen to on a deafening volume. If you don't the kids on the album cover will come and personally kick your ass

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White lizards gave me 3 heart attacks just today so I think I played enough for now

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*blows up white lizards with mind*

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And finally got around to beating white defender!

And zote

But like, white defender!

Look at this volley ball of man! I love him

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i swear to god that social cue wasnt there before

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Art by Gabriel Nagypal

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Pinky promise🌾

I made this for Yaelokre's Cole's Response prompt on instagram!

Left: Winnie Right: Jonatan

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Big if true

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Songs should have a minimum time limit actually. What do you mean this "song" is less than 2 minutes long

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"Shaded" is a bit of an understatement

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the worst part about ocd and ocd-like tendencies is that you think hyper-analyzing your thoughts and constantly psychoanalyzing yourself will fix you but that's actually part of the disorder. it's the disorder. disordering.

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Guess who got stuck in the Drainage System with no food

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everyone says you can always restart. that your future isn't forgotten, just sort of misplaced. they name actors and singers and authors who started at 46, 59. they cite chappell roan's 10 years. they tell you to push and push, that some day you'll open a door and the truth will be behind it.

but what if you aren't a celebrity in sheep's clothing. what if you're just a normal person. most people aren't exceptionally talented or else talent wouldn't be exceptional - right? what if you're just another median person; not ever startlingly bad nor terrifyingly good.

you put the shopping carts back and you walk your dog and you write poems on the internet. you have grown a plant or two; killed a few others. you did okay, overall, and you've been okay most of your life. not valedictorian, but you were a smart kid. you had some hard knocks, but you got up again. your life is just - average. you probably will never sing onstage at coachella. most of the time you are at peace with that - someone needs to drive the speed limit. life isn't about extraordinary circumstances, it's just about building a life you love and figuring out how to live in it.

but you would like to feel as if you'd found "the answer." everyone else seems to have some kind of talent they are born nesting in - and meanwhile you just exist. is that why you cycle through crafts and hobbies and activities like a roulette wheel? are you waiting for the moment where it turns out - all this time, you've been a visionary. a genius. all this time, you were special. someone who has-never-been.

crawling up your throat: something bitter and savage. not quite a feeling of wasted potential. after all, you need to first have potential in order to waste it.

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It's so fun to draw my favourite moments from the game as I go

(Sorry to my followers who don't like low effort Rain World sketches)

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3 hours into the game