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Hi hi so. I’m…desperate rn as Konami is rereleasing the official James jackets… here’s some recent art as examples for what you can get by commissioning me!!

Hi! Welcome to my blog!

Pronouns: He/it/they

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Intro card:

Important tags: #my art (for my art), #Vince’s cat refs (specifically my warrior cats designs), #not warriors / #not warrior cats, #not my art, #not art, #bbyahh (tag for my Sundermason fic), #James my beloved (James Sunderland tag)

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Commission info under cut!

message me here or on discord (manthemoth) if interested!

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I like when people like a character so way too much that it transcends even self shipping or kinning and becomes more of a patron saint that you pray to type of deal

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no. 16

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It has genuinely been very helpful when I’m having really bad ptsd episodes like I know for a lot of people it probably seems strange but it really genuinely helps me to imagine he’s comforting me or that he’d beat up my abusers (ex or family members depending on what I’m specifically upset about) like I knowww it’s. James Sunderland but I have a really strong connection with his character generally. I also have a sh3 (sorta) version of my self insert where Harry’s his dad cause it’s been helping me feel safe. Idk I know it’s a little dumb just rambling…I always feel like I have to explain myself but I also like talking about it idk idk

Hesitantly posting this….One of my stupider coping mechanisms as of late…. ship name is Vinderland

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Hesitantly posting this….One of my stupider coping mechanisms as of late…. ship name is Vinderland

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Need a ship name for Jodie and Mary so bad I’ve tried but I’ve got nothing I want to draw them more but I cannot keep calling them wlw Sundermason they deserve their own ship name sighhhhh

I just don’t want them to seem secondary to their husbands because that is NOT!! The case even though I do loveeee sundermason polycule…I just think they’d be cute together and I have a au scheming where they meet in college instead of Mary ending up with James (Harry gets) and I’m THINKING

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I couldn’t sleep so I did that redraw going around on Twitter with ufo ending Sundermason

James didn’t do the dishes 💔 stupid follow up doodle under cut

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Very messy and rough bbyahh doodles I might do more with in the future idk but :^) family dynamics bcs I think Harry bonding with Laura and James bonding with ‘Heather’ is very important. You guys should ask me abt them I love them sm

More me rambling under the cut

I think Harry is better at playing with Laura he gets into the roles a lot faster and easier and gets really into it, James sort of struggles to play with her because he feels too embarrassed about it (he will get over this). Harry is a very good dad he fulfills a very nurturing role James sort of struggles to himself.

While I think ‘Heather’ would go to James more often when she’s hurt even if it’s just a particularly bad scrape from soccer because her dad worries a bit too much about her and some times she needs James’ lacking ability to be verbally comforting. Plus she just doesn’t want her dad to worry about her. They also have a lot in common James understands what she’s going through to a degree that Harry does not.

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Me when I lie I did make a lot of progress though longest chapter so far

Hopingggg to get chapter 5 of bbyahh out this month? Writers block always hits in the middle of writing chapters istg 😭 but soon…ish…I wrote a mini Sundermason fam Christmas oneshot but didn’t finish it in time so it sits in the drafts for forever very unfortunate

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Rawr

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Quick Valentines Day Sundermason 🫶 I haven’t drawn them properly in a bit I missed them

Bonus sketch undercut!!

This was the original idea I had but I thought it was too boring so I instead tortured myself by drawing a kiss or at least trying

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You guys think he feels like a monster

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Real talk for a mo but I’m sorry for not being very active or generally talkative I’ve been struggling a lot with my mental health I really want to try interacting more with people it’s just been hard for me lately to do much. Human interaction takes a lot of working up for me to do wahh I feel bad because I really want to talk more with people especially in that Silent Hill server I was very kindly invited to I just get really anxious and my mental health being at an all time low has NOT helped. Heres hoping things get better soon :’^) things have just sorta been getting worse and worse with every passing month and I feel really bad about it so I’m sorry!! If anyone needs me or wants to talk to me about anything please feel free to dm here or on discord if you know my discord I just get a bit scared to be the first one interacting yk? But yeah, sorta just trying to ease back into things :’^)

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This is what it feels like some times

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Okay THIS month….January was not good to me to say the least

Hopingggg to get chapter 5 of bbyahh out this month? Writers block always hits in the middle of writing chapters istg 😭 but soon…ish…I wrote a mini Sundermason fam Christmas oneshot but didn’t finish it in time so it sits in the drafts for forever very unfortunate

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He’s home!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m so mentally ill 👍

Been like really mentally ill lately and was like yk what would help? Cuddling James Sunderland. So. I’ve designed this and will be ordering myself a custom pillow case and guess what YOU CAN TOO get the file here without the watermark for $10 (completely sfw and only one side! However I could be convinced to do an extra side at a price……)

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Been like really mentally ill lately and was like yk what would help? Cuddling James Sunderland. So. I’ve designed this and will be ordering myself a custom pillow case and guess what YOU CAN TOO get the file here without the watermark for $10 (completely sfw and only one side! However I could be convinced to do an extra side at a price……)