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Should I quit my job?

For this summer, I am volunteering as a Counselor in Training (CIT) at a living history museum. I am really enjoying it, love the kids and my coworkers, and it’s great for my resume. But in my state, working minors are required to have a 30 minute uninterrupted lunch break and two 15 minute breaks. Which, I have only ever had one break and my lunches are never uninterrupted or more than 15 minutes. I work 8-4, five days a week, sometimes even called in on weekends. I even got reprimanded yesterday for getting coffee at the restaurant on site during my break. I was told we got free food/drinks for our work but turns out I was lied to and you have to pay to get ANYTHING.

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My summer camp running out of things for us to do with these kids so fast that we’re about to play musical chairs with the janitor

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I don’t know who is depressed and needs to hear this right now but…

Go on the wholesome cat side of the internet. Just scroll for five minutes. Get off the ed and venting posts and go look at kitties.

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In the shadow of the capital,

We the people,

will become its light.

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Y’all ever be so thirsty you start taking small sips of your short water supply tryna make it last like your surviving the Great Drought of 1930?

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“I love you in your true form” - my mom, after I made one funny face for a picture

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When your introvert levels are so high you only shovel dirt in the Minecraft server your friends invited you to, scared to ask to build your house next to theirs.

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Just discovered the ED rabbit hole on tumblr…

Have never been more disgusted. And I don’t mean the poor girls actually starving themselves. I am talking about the five accounts I just saw of women ‘promoting’ and wanting to ‘spread a message’. Almost all are thirty with the fan base of young girls. I am even more concerned when they have ‘mother’ in their bio.

Please, all women being affected by these ‘skinspo’ stalkers, block them. Do not fill your life or feed with them. ED is hard, but relapsing is worse. I hope all you beautiful people have a good day/night 🫶

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Shoutout to all cashiers and janitors in my town that know me. They don’t know my name, and I don’t know theirs. But they tell me they haven’t seen me around in a while if I haven’t gone shopping, have helped me carry heavy things, walked me to my car to avoid creeps, complimented my outfits. I don’t know these beautiful people, but they make my day. A simple smile has given me more of a connection to them than some of my friends. My heart goes out to humanity and all of its fondness.

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Celebrities people say I look like:

The Grim Reaper

The last shred of hope the dying reach out for

Absurdity of life

celebrities people say I look like:

miranda cosgrove

jenna ortega

margaret qualley

christina ricci

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You are so much more than ‘just a girl’

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“In the world, I find no remedy. In humanity, I find no treatment.”

-my recent journal excerpt

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Recent journal spreads 📃

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Hate tumblr because every #Lana Del Rey #Coquette Girl Blogger has already posted my unoriginal experiences (affectionately)

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Oscar Isaac saying he is “going to faint” once he gets on stage is so Victor Frankenstein coded.

Oscar talking about Frankenstein

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Hear me out..

But it’s that I have a theory about Good Omens where Aziraphale and Crowley actually switched bodies before they parted ways. ‘Aziraphale’ can be seen grinning in the elevator before the scene closes, in a very out-of-character way to me. NOW I don’t have any proof besides a theory. But just think about Aziraphale being the one to confess and kiss Crowley. AHHH I’m just trying to hold onto hope that their departure isn’t so heartbreaking.

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This Summer’s heat got me yearning for crisp autumn