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[marshieee]

What else is there for an adeptus like me?

synopsis: she felt that there's something she could never have.

She wandered at the streets of liyue as per usual, trying to seek out help to those in need but of course with a fair price. But despite of all that yanfei has not been feeling like herself lately, granny and the traveler have noticed the gloomy state of the sweet girl. Even though she tried to convinced them that she's fine and there was nothing to worry about, it's clear as day that she was not.

On the streets of liyue you'll find couples on a date, two elderly couples on their usual midday walk, family in a restaurant. Love, prosperity and abundance filled the scene. Love, yanfei have thought about this a long time, it's truly a strong emotion, a fluttering feeling, a happy one but devastating as well, yanfei thought that love is a curse to the adeptis, it was something they could never have for their immortal life.

"Love" yanfei mumbled and chuckles a little to herself "what a dream isn't it?"

Yanfei have experienced love, to love and feel loved, romantically. It was a fever dream, a fleeting dream, a sudden rush of happiness, it was something she'll come back to when she has the chance to do so. Until reality hits.

"yanyan!"

yanfei turns around and she swore her heart always skips a beat when she heard her nickname.

"baobei" she said fondly as soon as hu tao approached her.

"are you busy? let's go on a date! hehe.."

yanfei frowns and winced at the memory, she have love hu tao, she still does until to this day.

"I'M AN ADEPTUS HU TAO, YOU'RE A MORTAL, I'LL EVENTUALLY OUTLIVE YOU"

"I DON'T CARE ABOUT THAT STUFF YANFEI"

"YOU SHOULD"

"NO I WON'T, i don't care if i grow old and you're still looking young as ever, i don't care if i get gray hair and you still got that pink gorgeous hair, i don't care if i age and you don't, what i care is growing old with YOU, i want to be with you, stay with-"

"we.can't.be.together"

she still remembers how she turns away at those tear stained crimson eyes, how she heard her sobbing, how she tried to stop herself from turning back and cradle her beloved in her arms and say sorry, she still vividly remembers how she slam the door at the parlor before dragging herself home while crying.

love, how could a lovely feeling could wound a heart this much?

to get this day any worse, she saw her, on the streets of liyue on a midday, wearing her usual smile which yanfei loved about her and her silly mannerisms. but soon the euphoric feeling immediately died down when she saw that hu tao wasn't alone, she was with a man, her new lover, her new love.

"lucky..." she mumbles to herself as she watched them from afar.

"granny"

madame ping turns to look at yanfei "yes my dear?"

yanfei looked at her with a eyes filled with tears, she sobs but try to keep her composure for her granny.

"what else is there for an adeptus like me?"

[marshieee]

“if i could dance with the stars, i hope they’re shaped like you”

semi suddenly blurted that out of nowhere. he invited you to stargazed at your rooftop in midnight, he said that today was full moon and the sky is clear. so with your oversized hoodie both of you are now stargazing at 1 am.

“what do you mean?”

“ah, huh?”

he didn’t expected that he said that out loud. pink tints suddenly forms in his cheeks, even though it was dark you can still see him blushing.

“nothing...”

“nothing huh”

semi looks at you and pursed his lips, with a sigh his attention went back to the stars above.

“well...i just thought, if i could dance with the stars i hope they’re shaped just like you”

“huh? why?”

and with a airy chuckle, semi lowered his head and gently scratched the back of his neck. he doesn’t know how to feel but boy you’re obviously dense.

“because...i’d like to dance with you”

he said and refused to look at you since he’s a blushing mess, jesus christ he can’t believe he just said that and right in front of your face as well.

“you know what neverm—“

“if i can dance with the stars that are shaped just like you...”

you looked at him and smiled, the smile that got him falling for you, the smile that has been in his head for months, the smile that could soon this little rockstar’s heart.

“...i’ll gladly accept it, i would dance the night away with him and the next night and the next next night and the next next next night”

you giggled at your silly little joke but when you turned to look at him, you saw a stunned red semi eita. a cute blushing semi eita, which made you flustered at his reaction as well.

“that...would be nice, yeah”

“really?”

semi chuckles and nods, he stood up from the grass and offered his hands to you.

“how about we start dancing tonight? it’ll be our first dance”

you chuckled and shook your head before accepting his hand, he gently pulled you close to him and started to sway. no music, no fancy dresses, no neon lights or chandelier.

just you and him, with sound of the soft night breeze brushing over the grass creating soft sounds that is music to your ears.

you could stay like this forever as long as you’re with him.

[marshieee]

it wasn’t something he was used to at first but now it looks like a daily basis to him.

“good morning”

“good morning semi”

conversations gradually got longer than before, greetings and a simple wave whenever you two walk pass by each other was a normal thing but somehow it became special because it was you.

it was a foreign feeling to semi eita, something that’s was supposed to be only in movies and books. was it admiration or love? infatuation or love?

probably love.

thinking about it was terrifying yet it makes him yearn for it more. how does it feel to be loved? how does it feel to love and how does it feel to be in love.

in love with you.

it’s probably something semi has to find out by himself, but one thing’s for sure that he is indeed have feelings for you.

and it feels awesome.

[marshieee]

dumb conversations, we lose track of time.

“can chicken swim?”

“what?”

you almost burst out laughing just by how he looks at you, composing yourself to ask the question again.

“can.chicken.swim?”

“y/n...tell me why do i love you again?”

you ended up laughing as you flop down in his arms, he can’t help but sigh in defeat as he lets you laugh your oxygen out of your lungs.

god, he does loves you.

have i told you lately, i’m grateful you’re mine.

it’s been over 40 years since he saw you in that beautiful white dress, walking down the aisle, such a breathtaking view.

holding your hands he looks at you and still won’t deny that you look beautiful as ever. walking down the park at late afternoon was already a routine for the both of you, hand to hand as you both strut down the pavement slowly.

“remember the question you always ask me when we’re both young?”

“what question?”

“if chicken can swim”

you tried to remember the silly question, and little gasp of “oh” when it clicked. you nodded enthusiastically at him.

“yep i remember”

“it’s still the silliest and stupidest question i’ve ever heard”

you gasped at his remark and slapped his arm, he didn’t budge but instead he just laughed at your little pout.

“you’re mean”

“let me finish..”

“...fine”

“it might be the silliest and stupidest question i’ve ever heard but...”

he pulled your hand close to his lips, planting a soft kiss on the back of your hand.

“...it’s from my lovely and silly wife, so i don’t mind”

you giggled at his flattery, this man after many years he still knows how to leave you all flustered.

“oh you”

“hehehe, let’s go my lovely wife” he mused.

“yes, my wonderful husband”

any of your hq faves.

[marshieee]

crying ‘cause i can’t afford a external hard drive for my laptop.

[marshieee]

study date

"can you stop?"

"stop what?"

"stop bothering me rin, i told you i'm busy"

a pout found its way on suna's lips when his boyfriend didn't even bother to give him a single glance.

"i need love and affection~"

"and i need to focus so stop being a baby and wait"

"i can't"

osamu sighed in frustration, all he ever wanted is to study peacefully since finals are coming up and they got a shit ton of works to cram. rubbing his temple to calm himself down or else he'd knock his boyfriend cold on the ground.

"rin, please. we-"

before he could finish, suna immediately grabbed his face and placed a long soft kiss on osamu's lips leaving the latter dumbfounded since he was caught off guard, pink tints slowly paints its way on osamu's cheeks.

"you can study later but for now.." he said with a soft tone as he reached for his boyfriend's hand to plant a soft kiss "...you have to take a break, let's not burn ourselves too much hmm?"

osamu nods as he mumbled a low "okay" earning a giggle from the latter as he closed the open book in front of osamu.

"now, give me love and attention"

"alright alright"

meanwhile..

"what in the actual fuck"

"just when i started to focus on studying now i don't even have the energy"

"why am i even here"

"i'm asking the same question"

atsumu and suna's little sister both dropped their pens as they watched the scene in front of them earlier. maybe the two forgot that they bought their siblings or they just didn't care, either way the two watched suna and osamu in horror.

"i just wanna pass school you know"

"i just wanna be a professional athlete"

then again it seems like the two lovely couple didn't hear them as they continued flirting with each other.

[marshieee]

✨Haikyuu boys as your brother series✨

you asked them to buy you food before they go home from practice.

A/N: omg it’s been awhile HAHAHAHA.

[marshieee]

have i ever told you how much i like you? how much i love you? how beautiful you are in my eyes, the way you show me something exciting, how you tell me about your day as we’re bundled up on couch, how you always look out for me, how you look so cute whenever you see a dog at the park, how you cry in my arms when you’re having a really bad day, and how we used to have a super random serious conversation.

i...never did, did i? it’s probably too late already, i’m sure that you don’t want to hear any of this from me. it’s hilarious that i keep on wishing that maybe if faith is nice, i wish to tell you i love you at least one last time.

tobio, ushijima, asahi, aone, ukai, hajime, mattsun, osamu, suna, yaku.

[marshieee]

SINNERS

⚠️: nsfw-ish...?

most people believed that there are seven deadly sins, and i believed that every person has at least one deadly sins.

but what if those seven deadly sins we’re literally humans.

“samu, yer eating like there’s no tomorrow”

osamu miya, the sin of gluttony himself. always hungry and i think nothing will ever satisfy his hunger.

“obviously, oh yeah i heard that you had a argument with a teacher earlier tsumu. they said it was a petty fight but ‘ya didn’t backed out”

“can’t let that bitch hurt my pride”

atsumu miya, the sin of pride in flesh. the most important thing to him is his pride and only that, not his brother, not even the devil.

“ah there you guys are”

the three of you turned to look at the door, a man with a crumpled polo, his tie was loosely tied on his not clearly not an ounce of effort was put on it. the man in front of you wore this shitty grin that pisses you off.

“suna, you look like a mess”

“did you fucked someone again?”

“is that obvious?”

“no shit, like the hickeys aren’t a good enough answer”

suna rintarou, the sin of lust. he’s literally a walking viagra, he fucks anybody he want, wherever, whoever, and whenever.

suna looked at you and smirks as he raised his eyebrow.

“how’s our little hero here”

“oh, same old”

“still has their eyes on us”

the three looked at you with an amusing look, maybe amused that you’re still persistent and find you very entertaining...for a human. you just scoffed and grumbled as you continue to eat your food.

“how adorable”

suna walked up to you, he held your chin as he made you look up to him. the shit looking grin never left his lips since the moment he entered the rooftop after he probably fucked someone dumb.

“hurry up and detain us y/n or better yet exorcise us, if you’re that confident i mean. who knows maybe the other four would gladly join us here”

“wrath, sloth”

“envy, greed”

you were tasked to eliminate...no, exocrise them. you weren’t joking when you said they were really the human form of the three deadly sins. you grit your teeth and glared at the demon in front of you, suna’s smile faltered a little as you yank your face out of his hand.

“oh i will, you just wait. i’ll exorcise all of you”

[marshieee]

love was not for him

that's what kageyama tobio said to himself, for a pro athlete love is not something you should be concerning yourself with. the amount of hours of practicing, the days that they spent outside of the country whenever they play, of course it's bound to happen that they will neglect their s/o.

"tobio, you need to get a life outside volleyball you know?"

his sister keeps on setting him up for dates, miwa is confident that tobio can immediately score given the fact that they got good genes, it's just that.

"can you please stop setting me up with people?"

tobio himself doesn't want it, all of the date that he's been always failed. at this point miwa thinks her brother will die a virgin, heck he'll die unmarried.

that's what they thought, that's what he thought either.

until you came around. you were one of ushijima's old friends, you came to watch one of their games since ushi gave you a spare ticket and it's your day off. you were not a huge fan of volleyball but you do know a thing or two since you played back in high school.

"nice game!"

"thanks"

tobio never really notice you that much, even when you were invited to their after game party. you were just ushijima's friend that's all, through out the evening, the both of you occasionally talked and surprisingly he enjoyed your company.

"y/n-san"

"just call me y/n"

"right, uh y/n. can i have your number?"

"sure"

"really? great"

each passing day you two would text each other, turned into call and eventually hanging out. whenever he got a day off instead of lazing around his apartment or helping out his sister, tobio would hang out with you.

did he like you? maybe yes.

"that's not how you do it dumbass"

"oh? then show me how it's done then"

"this is how-"

"tobio...did you just...break the candy?"

"n-no!"

"yes you did! HAHAHA"

constant bickering, doing stupid things together. did kageyama tobio likes you? yes, he likes you very much.

and that's the problem.

he can't have this feelings, knowing that eventually he'll neglect you because of his profession. he's a pro player, someone who played at the olympics at the age of 19. and that's when he started to ignore you, messages and calls weren't frequent anymore, he would cancel your usual hang out days quite more often now.

"kageyama"

"ushijima-san"

"can i talk to you for awhile?"

the v-league were having their 10 minutes break after a hectic practice as they were preparing for their upcoming game. kageyama nods as he sets down his bottle.

"are you and y/n alright?"

kageyama was caught off guard by that question, he pursed his lips and nods.

"yeah"

"they wanted to ask if you're alright, they were worried about you"

"i'm fine, just got busy all of a sudden"

ushijima nods, he didn't really bought that answer but he know it's better not to poke into other people's lives.

"alright, i'll tell them that"

"thanks"

they were called back to the court. but kageyama stood there, lost in his own thoughts. did he do the right thing? was that what he wanted? is this enough?

"kageyama!"

"sorry! i'll be right there"

"jeez, what's up with you"

"shut up dumbass"

kegayama tobio, a pro athlete who firmly believes that love isn't for him, but he unfortunately likes someone and that's the problem. the only solution for him is to ignore you so you can get out of his life...and maybe in his heart as well.

[marshieee]

Hellooo, idk if is just me but your navi and masterlist are not woking. Anyways, have a nice day :)

oh! i'm very sorry. i haven't checked my navi and masterlist for like months already T ~ T but thank you for telling me tho, i really appreciate it.

[marshieee]

VJSAGKSGSWJSH OMYGOD 🥺❤️

Heya bub! Can i request something? If it’s ok? Hehehe... yeah so um can i request like oikawa, atsumu, or any sassy characters you think throwing tantrum at you but still like care for you? More like “I’m still mad at you though don’t get the wrong idea” HAHAHAHAHAHAH

"I’m mad at you but I still love you”

feat. Oikawa, Atsumu, Daichi

♡ a/n: Daichi isn’t sassy, but just wanted to write about him hehe

OIKAWA

You wonder how you even came to date the most petty human this planet could ever offer to you. Like what stroke of luck that the sassiest man who had too much audacity for his own good came to be your lovely boyfriend.

The two of you weren’t on good terms at the moment- it wasn’t anything too serious. It was just that neither of you wanted to give up your pride to be the first one to apologize over an incident that honestly didn’t warrant an argument in the first place.

Whatever the case may be, the two of you continued your daily lives, the only difference being that you just wouldn’t talk to one another, instead exchanging knowing glares at the other. 

One night, as per usual, Oikawa wasn’t home yet- still at the gym practicing. You were in the living room, just scrolling away on your phone. Usually you’d be doing this in bed, but you were too lazy to get up and move from your comfortable position on the couch. Eventually you’d get up and go to bed.

You felt your eyelids getting heavier and heavier, and you struggled to keep your eyes open. At some point, you closed your eyes for just a moment, and when you woke up again you found yourself tucked into bed. You turn your head, and your boyfriend was right next to you on his phone.

Sitting up, you notice a cup of tea on your bedside table, still hot. You take a sip from his, looking at the sunlight peeking from the window.

“You’re welcome by the way” Oikawa murmurs, still looking at his phone.

“Oh, you did this?” you ask, somewhat sarcastically.

“Who else? The friendly ghost in our home? The friendly ghost carried you to bed at the dead of night and then woke up to make you a cup of tea?” Oikawa rolls his eyes at you.

“That’s more believable than thinking that you would do that” you reply, setting down your tea. Once the cup is on the side table, Oikawa pulls you into his arms, holding you close to him.

“Dummy, I’m mad at you but I still love you” he murmurs, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. You wrap your arms around your boyfriend, snuggling into him, mumbling how you loved him too, and Oikawa felt his heart melt from this action.

He knew that you were messing with him but he still wanted to reaffirm that you were the absolute love of his life no matter what silly argument that two of you were in.

ATSUMU

If there was anyone who acted petty in the middle of an argument, it surely was Atsumu. When the two of you were in a particularly nasty argument, he made sure to let you know that he was upset with you.

Yes, Atsumu definitely tightens the lids of jars a bit tighter just to see you struggle with them, waiting for you to crawl up to him for help. But you were just as petty, so you persisted, and after what felt like forever, would eventually open the jars on your own.

The argument with your boyfriend had gone longer than you had anticipated as neither of you wanted to give in first.

You were honestly considering to apologize to him that night by cooking a nice dinner. But when you opened the fridge, you groaned when you realized you had to go grocery shopping. So that’s what you did, hoping that Atsumu would stay late for practice.

When you returned from the grocery store, you saw that Atsumu had not stayed late for practice and you cursed under your breath. You wanted to surprise him, but it was fine. You would still apologize to him.

However to your surprise, Atsumu was at the table, setting down the food he had bought from your favorite restaurant.

You eye the food in suspicion, “You’re having friends over later?”

“..It’s for you Y/n” he answers, watching as you silently slip by him to put away the groceries.

“Hmmm strange, I thought you were upset with me” you reply, starting to put the produce away. Secretly, you were touched by his action, but you still wanted to hear his explanation.

Atsumu pulls you away from the fridge and into his arms.

“I may be mad at you, but I still love you and want to make things better Y/n” he sighs, wondering if what he had done was enough.

You’re unable to hold back a giggle, turning around in his arms to hug him back.

“Gee, you know I was about to cook dinner for you to make things better”

And the same smile you loved to see reappeared on Atsumu’s face as he leans forward to kiss you. The fact that you had both wanted to make it up to each other by providing dinner made amused Atsumu, and he definitely knew that the two of you were meant for one another.

DAICHI

Daichi wasn’t particularly sassy, but there were times in which he would reply with sass. And given that this was different from his usual disposition, you couldn’t help but be more of a brat towards him.

So during one of your arguments, you took it upon yourself to ignore your boyfriend. The first time Daichi noticed this, he called you childish. But after some time he proceeded to ignore you back.

Because you were ignoring your boyfriend, you couldn’t ask him to grab something that was nestled on a high shelf inside the hall closet. As a result of your efforts in trying to reach it, you fell back, causing some items on the shelf to tumble down. When your boyfriend came rushing to the scene, he quickly put two and two together.

“Why didn’t you ask me to get it for you?” Daichi questions, crossing his arms and looking down at you.

“I didn’t want to bother you because you hate me” you grumble. Things were slightly tense between the two of you, so why would you try to ask him to help you out with something?

But of course hearing this made Daichi’s heart ache. He never wanted to hear those words come out of your mouth. He sighs, taking a seat next to you, allowing his head to rest on your shoulder.

“I don’t hate you Y/n, I promise.” he tells you, taking your hand into his. He felt you rest your head in his, but you still remained silent.

“Don’t get me wrong, I’m mad at you. But I still love you, so much” he half-heartedly chuckles.

“I love you too..” you mutter back, giving his hand a little squeeze.

Daichi starts to get up, and in the process he lifts you up, carrying you bridal style.

“Now, that must have been quite a nasty fall, c’mon lets go get some rest” he says, pressing a kiss to your forehead.

“Babe I’m not even hurt! It was just a small tumble” you protest, but you make no effort to fight against him.

“Mmmmm, too bad, we’re still gonna head to bed and cuddle until you feel one hundred percent better” he replies, walking straight to your bedroom. 

Even after cuddling, Daichi would tend to you that day, despite you insisting you weren’t seriously injured. Even so, Daichi didn’t really need a reason to spoil you with affection, he just loves you that much.

[marshieee]

“May i have this dance, my lady?”

Giving you the smile that can make everyone fall in love but can only make you nauseous. Heaven knows how badly you wanted to reject his offer, thus this man is no mere man.

“Gladly..your grace”

This was a duke, Duke tooru oikawa. The only person in this room whom you wanted to throw your wine at when you saw him afar.

As he leads you to the dance floor, wrapping his hands around your waist, taking your hand. Both of you started to sway.

“Looking rather ravishing tonight y/n”

“Why thank you, can’t say the same to you”

You gave him a smile, hurting his ego a little bit.

“Darling i do suggest you to have your eyes check...”

Giving you a swift twirl, he pulled you a little closer.

“....because i look charming”

“I don’t think the word charming suits you, your grace”

He scoffed, getting the hint of your sarcasm. When you thought that you have already break his ego, he smiled at you sarcastically.

“Charming doesn’t suit you also, your highness”

Smiling at him and gripping his hand a little tighter signaling him that you’re pissed.

“Smile more, my lady. People are watching us”

Now that you’ve noticed it, everyone’s attention were at the both of you dancing.

“Now behave my lady, this is gonna be a long night”

Sighing you looked up to meet those hazel eyes.

“I agree, a long night indeed”

[marshieee]

Kuroo: *screams at the other side of the court* IT WOULD BE NICE IF I HAVE SOMEONE TO SET FOR ME

Kenma: *busy playing*

Kuroo: ......

Kuroo: DAMN I HOPE THERE’S SOMEONE WHO CAN HELP ME PRACTICE

Kenma: .....

Kuroo: LIKE I DON’T KNOW A CERTAIN CHILDHOOD FRIEND OF MINE

Kenma: ......

Kuroo: *getting frustrated*

Kuroo: OH MY OH MY IS THERE ANYONE HERE WHO’S WILLING TO SET FOR—

Kenma: *throws his game capsule at kuroo*

Yaku: i told you he wouldn’t last for 10 minutes, now pay up

Lev: *sadly opens his wallet* that’s so unfair

[marshieee]

“Baby smile for me, yeah?”

You’ve been sniffing for the past 3 hours already. You’re tired, sleepy but you can’t just sleep.

“But-“

“My baby, it’s going to be ok”

Ushijima placed a soft kiss on your forehead before smiling at you, gently wiping of the tears in your eyes.

“We’ll be ok”

But before you could say anything the doctor came in, informing you that it’s time to step outside.

“Go..”

“But-“

“Go and wait for me ok?”

Nodding a little you stood up and followed the nurse outside, glancing back at ushijima who’s smiling at you.

“Come back to me ushi”

[marshieee]

“Tsumu if i had to pick between you or y/n, i would definitely choose y/n”

“OH YEAH?! Well if i have to pick who to bring to greece ‘cause i only won two tickets i would pick y/n rather than you.”

You were sitting in the couch as they bicker infront of you, they’ve been at for hours maybe. You’re this close in throwing the vase infront of you.

“If i were to pick between a new pair of twins or you guys. I wouldn’t choose the latter”

They both turned their heads to you, shocked plastered in their faces. While you were just staring at the both of them with a deadpan expression.

“You wouldn’t..”

“You can’t..”

“Bitch try me”

And they never fought like that infront of you again.

[marshieee]

please put ur writing under read more if it’s super long :)

Oh i’m so sorry😭 i forgot that it was so long.