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[maybeaimee]

Pink orange skies, like your eyes telling me not to cry.

[maybeaimee]

Clouds are occupying my brain. They won’t go out until I clear my head. I want to continue being busy for the sun shines brighter during those days. Something when my moods are down and swayed, rain comes in my head. My heart doesn’t even care about it.

I have been continuously working on myself, to let go the love I kept for so long. My mind is the one having the trick while my heart is having nightmares from it. My feelings are valid. But should I continue to feel the love that I should have let go a long time ago?

Moving on to another chapter of my life. Wow, the days have passed pretty fast. It’s already a year and I still feel pain whenever I remember your name. My emotional pain level have increased, making it difficult to find love in it. I’m still looking for the guy with a broken thread, to connect to mine to make it complete.

Pretty pathetic to feel vulnerable. Why do I even like having this kind of feeling? My heart want to burst so hard, like won’t stop having an earthquake inside. I feel weak. I feel terrible. Do I really need to go through this?

I love myself. I love whoever I am. Maybe I’m not making sense. Maybe I’m lost in the labyrinth again? Did I follow that white rabbit? Where did it go?