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How to Kys without making anyone sad no borax no glue

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ignore my last post i in fact do want to die

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i dont wanna die but I dont wanna be alive

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me rn because I’ve run out of room on my thighs and have to go back to my arms, which got me caught multiple times.

🥳🥳🥳🥳🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

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i just simply dont want to be alive anymore,

its too exhausting

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I dream of killing myself the same way I dream of college.. I wanna do it with every fibre of my being but I know I’m not efficient enough to actually succeed

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I want to cut my arms so fucking bad, but its t shirt weather rn and I'd much rather not need to sweat my balls off to hide my cuts.

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when the relapse is so bad it hurts to walk

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They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone

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i was never clean, it was all pretend.

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-kurea:)

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i want to get so bad no one recognises me.

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i want to die so fucking bad.

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the thought of ever eating again makes me feel so incredibly sick to my stomach. ive thrown up twice today, on an empty stomach. its not supposed to feel this good to destroy myself.

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“don’t trust any negative thoughts you have past 9 pm” girlies when they have negative thoughts before 9 pm

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i just want to be gone.