mealwormsforbrains

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Hey guys, this isn’t my usual kind of post but wanted to let y’all know I’m going to try to recover. I don’t think I’ve ever given myself a decent chance at it so I think it’s important to at least try before I give my life to this disorder.

If ur a mutual/follower pls know I appreciate u sm. Ik there’s negativity in this community but my ED always made me feel extremely isolated so it was nice to have you guys just get it, no questions asked.

Thank you so much for being there for me, but I need to do what’s best for me. I’ll still leave (most of) my posts up and stuff in case they’re relatable/comforting to anyone who’s in my previous situation.

I never would’ve thought a community centered around such a dark and depressing thing could bring me so much comfort, but here we are.

Thank you guys so much for providing the stepping stone I needed to improve my life. I hope someday you guys can take that step with me but if not I hope my depressing jokes can provide some sort of support. EVERYONE deserves to feel seen and understood. <3

Just wanted to update before I dip out! Please stay safe, I’ll genuinely miss yall sm. 🫶

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Honestly wasn’t planning on coming back but I saw my weight on a scale at the doctor after doing mostly intuitive eating (was living w my bf and he’ll notice if I don’t eat) and :/

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Being fat with an ED means that everyone just thinks you’re on a diet

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My long distance bf is surprising me by picking me up and taking me to his apartment. Which im sooo excited for but he has no scale at home and all his food is home cooked so I have no way to count calories. Wish me luck boys 😭

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One ED side effect I don't see anyone talking about is getting extremely irritable at everyone over absolutely nothing

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"Would you rather be skiṅṅy and ɗead or alive and healthy?"

You do not want to know my answer to that, my friend

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⭐️ving so bad my cats food smells good

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once i hit my ugw, get new clothes, and get more piercings it's over for y'all

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I need more transmasc th!nsp0, tired of seeing actual children/women that dress like little girls

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m@l3sp0 <3

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Nice way to spice up regular rice cakes (no pics sorry)

Rice cake (35 kcal)

Low/zero cal oil spray ( 0 kcal) I use a coconut oil spray

0 sugar/0 kcal sweetener (0 kcal)

Cinnamon (0 kcal)

I know it’s technically not 0 cals added because there’s a small amount that’s just not counted but it’s still rlly low cal

Spray the rice cakes add sweetener and cinnamon, I also like to spray it again and add more sweetener. I also microwave them for 30 seconds-ish so they’re kinda like toast?

Lmk if u try :3

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I know it’s bad because eating 600 cals makes me feel worthless

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Breakfast :3

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Figured I’d share :)

TW: ed/kcal

Light salad recipe 🥗

1 tbsp of light ranch (25 kcal)

2 1/2 cups of Romane lettuce (20 kcal)

Just throw it all in a bowl and mix, really good and really low cal (45 kcal) you can also throw in a few other veggies and it probably won’t affect the kcals too much

Lmk if you try it :)

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Looking for 18+ ed mutuals, especially if ur also male. Comment and follow and I’ll follow u back :)

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I don’t want to be happy, I want to be skinny