Im hesitant to watch Fallout Prime. Because I know that the hyperfixation will explode out of me and I will fall down the Fallout rabbit hole again. And I will love it. But with Hyperfixation comes the longing. The aching, heart hurting longing. And after the seas calm and the fixation settles, and the maladaptive daydreaming fades, this hollow loneliness settles in.
I just dont think I have space for those emotions. and I definitely don't have the time for those big feelings right now 🥲
If you ever tagged me to do one of those tag game thingies and I never did it:
1) Thank you, seriously. Those are fun and being included shows that my followers care enough to want to learn more about me.
2) Very sorry about that, it’s extremely likely that I said to myself “Cool! But I’m busy at the moment, I’ll have to do this later today or tomorrow” before proceeding to just straight-up forget, now it’s too far back in my notifications and/or your blog to find again.
Every now and then I get reobsessed with Alien Ant Farm and solely listen to Dryden Mitchell's voice for two weeks, thinking only of them. Then I just stop.
You guys do realize a lot of watcher fans complaining about the six dollars don't just need to "cancel their disney+ or hulu subscriptions." They're the people who ALREADY can't afford streaming services. It's not that they should be supporting independent creators over big corporations, it's that they literally cannot afford to do either.