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Cirroc Lofton delivered one of the best reactions in Star Trek history (from the episode Second Sight) - I just had to make it into a GIF as no-one else apparently has!

Random GIFs I made (Part 9)

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Redcliffe | Dragon Age: Origins

King Calenhad Theirin once famously declared, "The fate of Redcliffe is the fate of all Ferelden." Certainly, the castle is the first and last defense for the sole land route into Ferelden, and the country has never fallen to any force that did not first capture Redcliffe.

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*boops you gently on the nose*

i hope this september is kind to you. i hope this month gives you everything you want and more. i hope autumn is refreshing, and cool, and as the world slowly thaws into the winter months, you continue to thrive and love deeply.

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how it feels to write star trek fanfiction

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you need to understand that i have two sets of headcanons. there's the set of realistic headcanons based on my genuine reading of the show, and then there's me playing pretend with my dolls.

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i miss my ex bestfriend & everyone else that i have ever loved but don't want any of them back either

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I feel like I just have to articulate these thoughts for a second, so I left my job today. It was a temporary summer contract at a museum. It was always going to end today.

I’ve only been there two months and it was quite tiring. It was hard to get to know people and I’d only just started feeling like I was settled in and then it was over but anyway as I was leaving, I was catching various people saying goodbye and there’s this one team leader, I’m fascinated with him. He comes across as this kind of , and I don’t wanna be mean but this classic scrawny bookworm type, comes across a bit awkward and he’s very detail oriented and he’s very by the book and a lot of people seem to not like him and I think it’s because they misinterpret his detail orientation and blunt tone with a coldness and strictness, but it’s more that. He’s just like that, because he cares about that museum at a fundamental level and wants other people to understand that the way he does.

When I first started, he was my team leader a lot and he showed me how to do things and if I did it wrong he told me and it was quite straight and it was quite blunt but I never got the impression he was intending to be rude. It always seemed kind, but I think for a lot of people they don’t pick up on that and just see him as strict compared to the other team leaders who are much better at casual conversation.

I don’t know anything about him apart from what I just said but when I was leaving, I saw him pinning something on the rota on the noticeboard and I just stopped him and mentioned that I really appreciate everything he did and how I love working for him and he was a great team leader I really appreciated all that helped me with and I was gonna miss him.

The shock and surprise on his face though he broke my heart. It’s like he’d never heard anyone say that before. He was so Surprised. When I told him he literally replied with. “Really??” in subtle disbelief, it took me back. I felt so bad for him because he’s genuinely great as his job he’s clearly very passionate about how that place is wrong and its procedures and the fact that he was surprised that anyone told him that made me sad because I can tell a really nice guy even if he is a bit strict and awkward. I can tell it comes from a good place.

Maybe he is different with other people and he’s horrible to them I don’t know, I can see how his behaviour may be misinterpreted by people who are not as invested in the role. He seemed completely shocked that anyone would have him as one of their favourites team leaders. I hope other people who like him let him know. I might email the managers saying goodbye and saying how much I liked him. Apparently he has a PhD in something or another and people ask why is he still here doing this job? Well maybe he likes feeling like he belongs somewhere, maybe he likes feeling like he’s part of a community even if he thinks not that many of them actually like him.

Just be nice to the weirdos guys, they probably care about you in their own way.

We hugged and it was great.

I feel like, he, and another guy who works there, for completely different reasons, will become one of those characters in my life that will stay with me forever, I'll take them with me in my brain to the next chapter, and the next.

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Shout out to everyone who is just so tired So so exhausted So very very tired so very fatigued so sleepy and tired So

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My summer contract at my job is about to end and as much as I find the job really physically demanding and kind of tiring. I’ve started to really get used to the people there and getting really attached to some of the staff like there’s a couple of older people who have worked there for years That are just really nice and really chill and there’s this one older guy who’s been there since like 2007 and he’s really fruity and he’s always smirking and he’s always super chill and never seems to do any work also is amazing at his job and I’m obsessed with him. I think he’s gay but he could also be that kind of fruity guy that is straight but just like that you know ? He’s always saying random shit that when he says something weird about where we work you never sure if he’s turning the truth or just lying for fun and I love it .

And I wanna stay so I can be friends with these weird people but there’s just too many others and I’m not gonna have a job in a week because they can’t extend my contract but it’s been nice. There’s some really nice people who work there that are really hard to describe.

I love all the weird older people who work there like this team leader. I don’t think he’s actually that much older than me but he’s impossible to describe he’s kind of strange and nerdy and skinny and his trousers are bit too short and he has bad posture and is balding in a way that you don’t see that much anymore because most people just shave their heads and grow a beard, and he’s super like Organised and detail oriented and very by the book but he’s also just like so nice and just fascinating he’s just a fascinating person and I don’t know anything about him. Like at all and I’m obsessed with him for being so strict and straitlaced but also not at all. He leans into the stereotypically awkward nerd except that’s not who he is. That’s just sort of his aesthetic and I’m obsessed with him. His silhouette is the way I draw people. Kinda lanky but not, long legged and high waisted, but kind of awkward. There’s more but I won’t go on. I’m trying not to feel ashamed for not being kept on longer than the summer but I started just two months ago and there were so many of us that they don’t have space to keep us all and I was in so much pain and so much depression for most of those two months how could I stand out?

I love people especially weird lil guys. I hope I’m not too sad next week. I think I’m just tired. I would have been great there.

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After FIVE YEARS of (not trying that hard at all, tbh) I found a Scarab Beetle in New Horizons, can’t remember the last time I actually had something for the museum

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okay but the American education system literally didn't tell us how to defend against horse archers