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meowthon · 1 year
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it’s not even a fear of abandonment anymore, it’s anticipated. it’s practically backed by science with the amount of times it’s happened.
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hit the target - jason todd
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summary: jason wants to teach you how to shoot a gun. you end up hitting a target; just not the one he had planned for.
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warnings: author has no knowledge of how to use a gun, maybe some inaccuracies, kissing, maybe a little angst, unedited
note: i have never written for DC before so pls forgive me if anything is off. also - this isn't based off any specific version of jason so picture whichever you'd like
Jason snuck into your apartment early in the morning, instructing you to get up and dress warm before leaving to presumably raid your kitchen. He neglected to inform you on what exactly he was dragging you to do, but you knew him well enough to assume it was probably something ridiculous. After sluggishly getting yourself ready, you walked out of your room to see Jason leaning against the counter with a bowl of cereal in his hands.
You paused your movement, admiring the way his shirt clung to his biceps and the way his tousled hair covered his forehead. There was no denying that Jason was a beautiful person, but looking was all that you could do. Once Dick had introduced you to Jason and took notice to the way you watched him, he implied that getting involved with him wouldn’t be the best idea. You could never figure out a real reason as to why, and he never gave you one either.
“A picture might last a little longer,” He teased, eyes unmoving from the bowl.
A light blush creeped its way on your cheeks as you walked forward, “Oh, I’m sure it would. What are we doing anyway?”
“Well, princess, I’m going to teach you how to shoot a gun.”
Naturally, you had assumed that he was going to take you to one of the training areas Bruce had at the manor, but he pulled off down some unmarked road into the trees instead. You knitted your eyebrows in confusion, but kept quiet for the time being. He parked near some sort of open area and stepped out of the car before going to open your door.
“Remind me again why we have to do this is out in the middle of the woods,” You questioned, leaning against the car to watch as Jason lay a few small handguns on a fallen tree, “Bruce has a perfectly good and warm indoor area for stuff like this.”
“Felt like it would be easier to focus with just me and you,” He shrugged, turning to give you a mischievous wink.
It would, in fact, not be easier. Your body warmed at the thought of Jason standing behind you, placing your hands in the correct position on his weapon with his body flush against yours. The way his breath hit your face as he told you what you were supposed to do filled your mind and that was enough to form an all too familiar knot in your stomach. You were so far wrapped in your own thoughts and fantasies that you didn’t realize Jason had been calling your name.
“You there, princess,” He chuckled as he gently shook you by the shoulders, “Lost you for a second.”
“Sorry,” You mumbled, too embarrassed by the images that had just been at the forefront of your brain to say anything else.
“Now that you’re back with me, let’s get started! We’re gonna start you off with a 9 mm because they’re easier to control than the ones I normally use,” He explained as he took your hand and pulled you over to a more empty area, “Here, take this.”
You take the small gun from his hands, the coolness of the metal making your skin tingle. It had a little more weight than you anticipated, but it was small enough to fit in your hand almost perfectly. You listened as he gave you instructions on how to eject the mag and load it correctly. You managed to do that as soon as you figured out where the button to eject the mag was.
Once it was loaded, you watched the way his hands moved along the gun like it was second nature to him, which it kind of was. His instruction fell to deaf ears as you remained focused on his hands and thoughts of other ways he could use them filled your thoughts. Jason noticed the way you spaced out on him, again, and it made him wonder what had taken you so far away. He knew he could just ask, but he’s known you long enough to know that you wouldn’t tell him. You never did.
“Alright,” His deep voice cut through your daydream, “I want you to first make sure the safety is on. Then, hold and aim the pistol the way you think you should so I can see what we’re working with.
Ensuring that the safety switch was indeed on, you gripped the pistol the way you thought you had seen the others do many times. You glanced towards Jason who was sporting an amused smile as he watched you hold the gun. You looked so out of place and awkward as you attempted to grip the weapon correctly, but Jason was going to take the opportunity to get closer to you.
Shaking his head, he moved so that he was now behind you, the front of his body pushed up against the back of yours. Your cheeks flamed red at the proximity, and they worsened once his large hands took your own and changed the position that they were in. “You were close, but you should always have your dominant hand underneath your non-dominant one.”
“Okay,” You whispered, doing your best to ignore the way he made your entire body ache for his own.
He clicked the safety off with his thumb as he started, “Now, to load the barrel, just take this hand,” He guided your left hand with his own to the slide, “And pull it towards you. Once it’s gone back forward, it’s ready to be fired. You only have to do this with the first round, everyone after will automatically slide in. This gun holds twelve rounds. You want to make sure you always count how many shots you take so you’re not fucked when they’re out. Got all that?”
“I think so,” You mumbled as your eyes darted over to his. He was close enough to you that you could see just how blue his eyes really were. You wanted to admire him a little more, but he cast his glance towards you and you quickly looked away in embarrassment.
“Never, and I mean never, look into the barrel even if you think it’s jammed and never aim it at something you don’t want to shoot. For now, I want you to aim at that tree right there, and shoot it,” He pointed at a tree he had drawn a big red ‘X’ on at some point.
He quickly moves his hands down to your hips and moves you so you're angled towards the target instead of facing it head on. He lightly kicked one of your feet forward and moved your arms so they were in the correct position. Assuming you had been placed in the right position now, you aimed the gun at the tree and fired. The recoil from the pistol wasn’t bad, but you still weren’t expecting so much. You stumbled backwards into Jason’s chest, making sure to keep the gun pointed away from the both of you.
“You definitely did not hit anything,” He laughed, his right arm holding you close to him, “But it’s a start.”
“It’s hard to focus when you’re so close to me,” You let out, pushing yourself off of him as you groaned.
Jason swiftly took the gun from your hand as you took a couple of steps away from him and unloaded it so quickly that you didn’t even notice. “I do have that effect on people,” He joked, trying to suppress the nerves bubbling in his chest. He wasn’t sure if what you said was good or bad and that intimidated him.
“Yes, Jason, you do,” You huffed.
He was hyper aware that you were avoiding eye contact with him now, and the last thing Jason wanted to do was make you uncomfortable. He always removed himself from the situation when he thought he was, but he couldn’t exactly abandon you in the woods.
“I’ll try and convince Dick to teach you some things, then. I know you’re more comfortable with him. He doesn't think you need it, but I think you should be prepared just in case anything happens to you,” Jason tried to hide the defeat and worry in his tone as he began to put his stuff back up, but you heard it.
“No,” You rushed out slightly too fast, not wanting him to get the wrong idea. You’re aware of his past and the way that he naturally assumes that everyone fears or hates him because of what he’s done. You had never felt that way towards Jason, and you were going to make sure that he knew that.
“I don’t want him. I want you,” You spoke through a surge of confidence that was sure to be gone as soon as Jason rejected that.
You watched as his movements froze, and you could tell he was trying to figure out how you meant that. Jason has wanted you to say those exact words for so long, and now that he had, he wasn’t sure what to do. All of the confidence he usually displayed was now replaced with a veil of uncertainty. It was too good to be true.
“We can pick up sometime tomorrow then,” He finally spoke, making the safe assumption that you were strictly talking about training, “We’ll have you hitting targets in no time.”
“That isn’t what I meant,” You whispered, gaze staying trained on his back Though if this went the direction you hoped; you would be hitting a completely different target.
The weapons thud against the tree as they fell from Jason’s grasp. You were still close enough to him that all he had to do was take one swift step and he was pushed against you. He was scanning your face for any sign that he was reading the situation wrong, but you had enough courage to close the gap between the two of you.
His lips met yours in a searing kiss that was sure to leave you seeing spots afterwards. One of his hands cradled your cheek, and the other moved to the lower part of your back to pull you closer. You buried a hand in his curls and lightly tugged, eliciting a groan from him that enabled you to deepen the kiss. You felt yourself becoming dizzy, but you had been waiting for this moment for far too long to back away so soon.
“This can not be happening,” A familiar voice broke through the tension filled air.
Jason pulled away and immediately unholstered his gun, aiming it at the intruder while making sure you were shielded by his own body. Dick stood there, slack jawed and eyes wide as Damian, who was a foot or so behind him, looked as amused as ever.
“What the fuck, Dick,” Jason groaned, safely sliding his gun back into its thigh holster.
“Me what the fuck? You what the fuck,” He yelled, pointing at himself then his younger brother.
You slyly walked over to Damien as his two brothers argued, and he gave you a teasing grin before he said, “Dick owes me fifty bucks.”
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meowthon · 1 year
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Hi there! Hope your day/night is going well! If asks are still open, i'd love to submit one!
I dunno if you do hc's/scenarios for specific characters, but if you do i would love to see some mammon x gn! reader hc's where reader doesn't really like him when they first arrive in Devildom, usually chiming in when someone makes fun of him and avoiding him whenever possible, but as time goes on and as they spend more and more time with him and start to see the softer, more protective sides of him, they start to warm up and eventually grow super close to him to the point they would even argue with the brothers on his behalf. Would love to see a love confession somewhere in there as well if possiblee! 🙏 Thank you :D
i’m so sorry that this took me so long! I was working really hard on it and I hope you like it!
to say you hated Mammon was an understatement. whenever he was around it made the hair on the back of your neck stand up. you never know what he could be plotting, trying to steal or what mess he’d make that you would inevitably have to clean up for him. you found him so detestable that if you were to describe him to someone you’d use the words insufferable, annoying, menacing. any word that showed how much of a scum he was, how he was nothing more then a piece of gum stuck to the bottom of your shoe.
Mammon may be a bit dumb, but he’s more aware then you would imagine. he knows how you feel. it’s obvious how you avoid him at all costs, ignoring him when he talks. still he tries his best to make sure you’re not getting into any trouble. you’ve told him hundred of times that it’s not necessary. you say that you don’t need his protection, you’ll be fine with it and he brushes it all off. it goes in one ear and out the other. Mammon will get no rest until he sees for himself that you’re safe.
everywhere you went he had to follow. personal space was a term Mammon is not familiar with apparently seeing as he is always attached to your hip. anytime you’d bring it up by telling him to leave you alone he’d say the same thing. “It’s my duty to protect ya human!” anyone with a brain would know that this is nothing more then an excuse to keep bugging you.
dealing with Mammons overbearing-ness can be a lot. its enough to send anyone over the edge. many would say it’s understandable. they all feel the same way.
when you chime in to help make fun of Mammon it’s an understatement to say it destroys him. no pain but this has ever made him feel as though his heart is bleeding from his chest. thousands of years of living and no one can hurt him quite like you do. no one else’s opinion matters like yours does.
if it’s a particularly rough day on him, it makes him silently spiral as he lays in bed with his head under the pillows. he will stay there for hours crying and thinking about ways to gain your approval. nothing will stop him from getting it.
he decided that he’d have to work as hard as possible to show you what kind of demon he really is. it may take months or even years but to him it didn’t matter because he’s not giving up.
with Mammon being more determined to prove to you he means business, you’re more determined to avoid him at all costs. eventually it’s become so much that you felt the need to hide from him in Lucifers office, the one place Mammon wouldn’t dare go and would rather avoid it like the plague.
“seriously!” you whine to Lucifer. “it’s like he’s following me even more now. at this point it feels like he’s doing it to purposely annoy me.” he exhales a deep sigh, torn on how to reply. on one hand he knows first hand how Mammon can push the limits of someone, but on the other somewhere deep inside his soul and no matter how much he’d hate to admit it he knows that Mammon does have a kind heart and deeply cares for you. this is one thing he can relate to with him. “I understand your predicament y/n. Mammon is VERY annoying.” he paused to sigh again. he took a few seconds to try and decide how to word what he wants to say. he in no way wanted to praise Mammon. just the thought makes him want to vomit but he also didn’t want to make you feel worse. “however, I did assign him to look after you. for now you’ll just have to deal with him. I apologize.” was the best he could come up with.
when you wake the next morning you have murder on your mind. who other then mammon would be banging on the door and yelling your name like a maniac. it took everything not to scream at him to shut up at the top of your lungs. thinking back on what Lucifer said you decide not to. his advice wasnt the best but Mammon is just doing what was asked of him. once you grunt a few times you finally get out of bed and head to the door. upon opening it you’re greeted with a bright eyed Mammon. “what’re ya doin getting out of bed this late? we’ll never hear the end of it if we don’t make it on time.” god he’s so annoying. did you really have to deal with this? the sound of his voice could make eardrums burst. ‘patience y/n. patience.’ you say to yourself. you take a deep breath before speaking. “let me get ready. it will only take a few minutes. i’ll be right back.” and you shut the door in his face. maybe you could have been nicer but you’re trying. the sudden slamming of the door makes Mammon jump back a bit. “oi! whatdya do that for human? i’ll have you know i’m one of the elite demon rulers okay! you got some nerve slamming the door on the great Mammon! you outta be more grateful.” hearing him call himself that always makes you laugh. “relax Mammon I have to get dressed and I cant do that with you standing there.” you say whike rushing back and forth to get your clothes and brush your hair. when you’re finally ready and open the door you try not to notice the red in his face. “so listen y/n.”
‘oh god’ you think. ‘what could he be plotting so early in the morning. he doesn’t give it a rest does he?’ he continues. “I got you something.” a gift? this was the first time you were excited to talk to Mammon. “dont think anything of it okay? I just happened to have a little left over from the casino last night and on my way home I spotted somethin I thought you might like but it ain’t no big deal okay?” he yelled so loudly it scared the crap out of you. “Mammon do you have to yell right now?” you ask. “whatever! just take it.” he didn’t say it that much quieter but you decided to ignore it since he did get you something. in his hands laid a small black box that he shoved towards you. he couldn’t even meet your eyes because he was so nervous about you liking the gift. inside was a beautiful bracelet with a golden charm. the charm has your initial engraved on it. “Mammon this is a gorgeous bracelet. I don’t know what to say. thank you. really thank you.” it warmed your heart that he went out of his way to get you such an elegant gift even though he says he only “happened to see it.”
the weekends weren’t much different. you’re woken up by his knocks at the door and then greeted by a cheesy grin. when he smiled you could tell why he’s a model, it’s a pretty smile that makes the rest of his face even more handsome but regardless you still wanted to choke him out for waking you up. on weekends he always had a plan for you guys. usually it was shopping or catching a movie but on special days he’d take you to places no one knows about, places he’d only share with you.
there was a beautiful waterfall deep in a nearby forrest that he would go to on days where he wanted to get away. he hadn’t told anyone about this spot. it was his special secret and he didn’t want anyone intruding on it, that is until you came along. the thought of taking you there consumed his mind nearly everyday and he was excited to finally be taking you there. he planned a surprise picnic for the two of you. it took a few weeks to save up for an array of food. he spent half of that time with Barbatos learning how to cook so he knew the food would be good. when the day of came he went into town to find a bouquet of flowers that reminded him of you. he texted you saying to meet him by the gardens for a date. at first you thought about declining, but a date means free food. he didn’t tell you where you were going or what you’re doing for that matter. he grabbed your hand and guided you to the spot. it was a beautiful sight. there was a blanket laid across the grass with all kinds of delicious looking snacks and desserts. the waterfall was gorgeous and the sounds of it falling added with the sun setting made it the perfect romantic ambiance. this part was very purposeful. Mammon wanted to have the picnic at sunset partly because he knew how pretty it would look but also because once it sets the stars come out and he can lay with you as you watch them together. his favorite person, good food and a beautiful night sky and no brothers around to ruin it makes for the perfect date. he was incredibly happy at this moment. “you better eat up! I didn’t spend all that time cooking up food for nothing.”
after spending a few hours in the dark Mammon noticed your yawns and tired eyes. he must have filled you up with such good food that you’re starting to doze off is what he tells himself. “if ya want… you can rest your head on me.” he tells you. you thought about it for a second before doing scooting up to him. “thank you Mammon for giving me a great night.. im sorry that I haven’t always been nice to you. you didn’t deserve that.” it shocked him to hear you say that. “where did that come from?….stupid human.” he replies. it didn’t matter if you weren’t always kind in the past what matters is that you gave him a chance to prove himself. you’re here now and that’s what means the most.
the next time he’s made fun of it strikes a cord with you. for the first time instead of agreeing or laughing with them it made you enraged to hear someone talk so lowly of Mammon. it made you jump out of your seat quickly and scare everyone in the dining hall. due to the loud sound all eyes fell on you. it was terrifying to say the least but after everything you felt you had to stand up for him. he would do the same for you, he always has. “Mammon isn’t like that guys.” you could hear most of them laugh or scoff but decided to ignore it and continue. “I know i’ve had my fair share in making fun of Mammon but i’ve realized that he really isn’t a bad person. he’s done so much for me. he’s actually really kind and caring.” they didn’t take it very well. they seemed upset and it made you unsure of what to do. it’s rare anyone would be mad at you. “Mammon isn’t perfect, but neither are any of you.”
everyone blamed Mammon saying he must of put a spell on you to make you think like this. “I didn’t do anything! maybe someone’s just finally starting to realize just how cool the great Mammon really is! or y/n is just like.. totally in love with me.” he jokes. no one found it funny. instead you can tell it made them more angry and you knew you have to stop this before it get too lively. you walked over to Mammon and grabbed his arm. “Mammon! stop it! let’s just go.”
now alone with him in his room, he feels like he can be himself again. being alone with you gives him an ease he’s never experienced before. “sit with me Mammon.” you pat the seat next to you on the couch. “those guys are so stupid! what kinda brothers are they? if I can even call them that!” he says sitting down. you turn towards him to get a good look at his face. he’s a kind of beautiful you don’t see often. sitting this close makes you realize why he’s a model. he really does have gorgeous features. you reached for his hands. “can I hold them?” you ask. he doesn’t say anything as he takes your hands in his. he did it with a sense of urgency like if he didn’t do it right then you’d pull your hands away. “Mammon i’m so sorry this happened. I know they may not see how great you are but I do. I meant what I said. I really do think you’re amazing and I enjoy spending time with you.” his smile is contagious. “well if you think that then that’s all that matters.” he says. you’re so close to him. it was making your heart race. what’s going on with you today? since when did he make you feel like this? you feel yourself inching a bit closer. you know he’s been talking but you haven’t registered a single word. you’re too distracted thinking about his lips. they’re just so pretty.. everything about him is pretty. how have you not noticed this before? “Mammon…” you interrupt. you should feel bad but don’t. the only thing on your mind is getting closer to him. “wha- why are ya looking at me like that? are you even listening to me y/n?” he’s noticed you staring at his lips and his body went limp minutes ago. you make him so weak, so passionate. “and when did you get so close to me?” he questions like he minds it. he can’t lie at all. he wants you right there. “Mammon I want to kiss you.” you’re hoping and BEGGING in your mind that he lets you. you just need the okay and he gives it to you. he’d give you anything you asked. he doesn’t care what it would cost him. if you asked it was yours. “well what are ya goin on askin for just do it!” you immediately push your lips onto his and his body goes from limp to tingling all over. his lips are soft and supple. his kiss is gentle. he could lose his composure any second, but he’s waited ages for this and he can’t ruin it. you have to be in control. he has so much adrenaline pumping through his veins he wants to tell you how he feels. he’s terrified but he needs you to know. he needs to know if this can be something so he says “y/n. I need to tell ya something.” you’re annoyed that the kiss is over you had full intentions of kissing until you were purple in the face. you shake your head to tell him to keep going. you need to catch your breath. “when we’re together it makes me really like so happy it’s like nothing else matters.” your face is painted with a smile. he may not be the most literate but he’s a sweetheart. “I feel the same way Mammon.” he takes a deep breath and continues his confession. “look okay i’m trying to say that no one’s gonna treat ya like I will! I love you y/n. I love ya so much it’s crazy.” you slam your lips onto his again and give him little pecks over and over and over. he lets out a little yelp. it shocked him for sure but he’s not complaining. “I love you too Mammon.” hearing you say that lifted all the weight off his shoulders. he couldn’t be happier.
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meowthon · 1 year
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I really liked you Diluc secretly pinning headcanons, could I request the same but for Kaeya?
yes!!!
Kaeya and Childe secretly pining headcannons
Kaeya
he’s going to be very touchy. he likes to drape his arm over you and when he’s feeling extra devious he will lightly grab your arm and slowly drag his fingers all the way down stopping right before your palm and he will place something in your hand. maybe a bracelet or charm.
he will invite himself on any trip or journey. you may believe it’s to pester you, but it’s really that he just can’t stand to be away from you for too long. and maybe he wants to show off a little. he also pouts when you leave.
he will be very supportive of anything you want to do. “i have no doubt in your capabilities. you truly are a spectacular person. i know you can do anything you put your pretty little mind to.”
he would offer the most random services only for his own benefit. wanna learn how to dance? he wants to pull you close to him. bodies inches away, lips only inches apart. wanna train with him? he wants you to tackle him to the ground and tower over him. it makes him insanely happy seeing you do what you love the most. the fighting, the exhilaration of winning a battle. want him to make you a meal? he wants to be alone with you. he wants to be in your home. it’s such an intimate space that you’d only allow someone in that you deeply trust. your body is aching? he offers a massage. he wants an excuse to touch you.
he pays for all your drinks at the tavern. he will pay for a meal if he’s around too.
unlike Diluc he’s not very subtle with his feelings. he goes around town praising you and even telling a few people that you’re together. it helps ward off any on lookers. however though if anyone confronts him about his feelings for you he gets very defensive. he says that boys and girls can be friends, we’re all adults here. he doesn’t want anyone mouth off to you about any of this.
he’s going to tease you constantly. a lot of his teases end with “you’re blushing? well isn’t that just adorable.”
he would bring you flowers or herbs a lot. he would buy them, pick them.
he would genuinely be so kind to you though. he would always make sure you’re doing okay and if you need anything he’s on it!
childe/tartaglia
you would never ever pay for anything. in fact he often just gives you money. he tells you if you need anything come to him and he’ll take care of it and if you need anymore money just let him know.
he would be your “rival” he would plan trips to wherever you are and surprise attack you to spar. he would send letters before hand saying you better prepare because he’s been training everyday since he last saw you and he’s going to defeat you. it’s a lie. he’s not going to defeat you. he won’t go easy on you but in the end you will always win because he gets a giddy feeling in his body when he sees the look on your face after winning. to see you glowing and so full of pride and satisfaction.. it’s everything to him.
he writes to his family back home about you. he tells them that you’ve gotten so strong and even more beautiful/handsome/cute. he tells them that he can’t wait to see you again and one day he hopes to bring you home to meet them.
he’s very possessive and jealous of you. he calls himself your “best friend” and says that he will let no one take his place but really he’s terrified of someone getting close to you and stealing you away.
if you’re insulted he’s READY TO GO. he will fight. he will defend you with his literal life.
anytime you’re alone there comes a point where he starts reflecting on your friendship. he thinks about how much you mean to him and how he would do anything for you. he would kill for you. he stares at you with adoration in his eyes and says “i hope to always stay by your side.” this happens every so often.
he would always walk you home even if you detest. “what about the treasure hoarders? you never know where they may be hiding.” and then before you close the door he says the same thing each time. “goodnight comrade. try not to dream of me.” with a stupid smile and wink.
he is always trying to be wise and give you life changing advice but what comes out is utter nonsense. he means well.
he often neglects his duties because he wants to know what you’re up to. what are they doing, where are they going, should i follow? i wonder if they need anything. and then he’s up and looking for you.
the link for dilucs for those who want it.
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Diluc secretly pining headcannons
he worries about you constantly. the only time he feels calm is when you’re right in front of his eyes.
if you’re drinking at his tavern he counts each glass you have to make sure you don’t over do it
and he watches any person that gets a little too close to you to make sure they don’t try anything funny
if anyone did try to drug your drink or follow you home then they’re in for a rude awakening because he’s yanking them by their collar and fucking them up
“don’t you DARE think about going anywhere near y/n again or my tavern for that matter. I don’t serve filth like you.”
as soon as you leave the tavern the worry comes back. he’s praying you made it home okay. (even tho you’re not that far)
when he’s the darknight hero he will patrol around your home a few times just to be sure you’re good. not in a stalker way though. he’s not looking in the windows he’s just walking by every now and then or before going home.
sometimes he’ll let you drink free. Kaeya may point out how that’s unfair and a bit suspicious of him but Diluc quickly shuts that down. he’s not ready to tell you. he doesn’t even know if he wants to. he might think it’s safer not to since he’s got some enemies.
another thing Kaeya noticed is how he’s grumpier when you’re gone. when you come back from a mission it’s a breath of fresh air for him. his life is a little brighter. you might even catch a smile or two on his face.
he has a small stack of unsent letters that contain his confession. he expresses himself this way, by writing every thought about you, every dream, every feeling. he writes about how you consume his mind and how sometimes he feels like he feels close to being unable to stop himself from crashing his lips onto yours. he writes about how he yearns for your touch. he would do anything for you to rest your hand on him, to push his hair out of his face.
sometimes while working he daydreams about all of this and forgets reality. it takes him awhile to come back to earth. some call him “spacey” or “out of it” he doesn’t care what they think.
hello! if you’ve sent me a request i promise i’m working on it it’s just taking forever bc i’m making it very long!! i’ll still accept requests! right now i write for the obey me brothers, and a few people from genshin which are diluc, kaeya, and childe.
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meowthon · 1 year
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STOP OMF- if you told them the possible horror stories of what happened then imagine how much worse it would be….
100% believe that the boys would get hella jealous if they knew or heard that you had any relationships outside of the devildom. they’d all be like “you DATED people?” just appalled. shocked. disgusted. heartbroken. and if you were in LOVE with that person? oh god it stings more. Lucifer would be in his office working and can’t focus because what if you still have feelings for that person or what if you don’t love him the same or more then them. the thought of another person touching you and getting your love like that? drives them absolutely mad.
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meowthon · 1 year
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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god
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meowthon · 1 year
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i wanna add that i have a lot of free time rn so i’ll do my best to fulfill ur fanfic needs.
y’all want me to write obey me imagines or headcannons? preferably just for the brothers rn since i know them babies most.
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meowthon · 1 year
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What about the Obey Me! Brothers reacting to a reader who's like, so sick that the brothers think they're gonna die, but the reader's like "lmao it's just a really bad flu",,,,,,,,basically brothers taking care of a violently ill MC, I'm talking gross, sweaty, trash-can-by-the-bed, can barely keep water down sick. (I had COVID when it was first SUPER bad and I was bed ridden for like, 3 weeks and by god, did I wish I had 7 hot boys worried about me)
whoever sent this ask i fucking love you.
The brothers helping a super sick mc!
Lucifer
he’s worried asf but he’s not showing it at all. hes very calm and collected but on the inside panicking. he has intrusive thoughts galore but he’s thinking you’re already sick and the last thing you need is him causing you more stress and making it worse. he’s trying his very hardest to stay composed.
he would call barb and Solomon to see if they have any herbal remedies or spells that might help you. i’m fact he keeps solomon close to ask questions since he knows more about being human.
he’s obvi not letting you out of his sight so you’re staying in his bed and anything thing you need he will get or do for you.
he’s actually so preoccupied with you that mammon and the others and slacking off because they know they can get away with it right now.
i’ll dare say he carrie’s you to the bath and washes your body for you if you’ll allow that. otherwise he’s knocking on the door every 10 mins to make sure you’re okay.
he will literally get behind you in bed, have you lay back and get close to his chest so he can spoon feed you and hold you up at the same time. if you tell anyone about it you’re dead though.
he’s not sleeping at all because he’s just so worried about you. he has to check on you at least every five minutes and then every hour or so he will get new wash rags to put on your head to help keep the fever down.
he gets the food delivered right to his door. probably forces mammon to make it or bring it or makes one of them watch you while he prepares food for you.
Mammon
not at all composed he’s panicking and it shows. he’s running back and forth your room and yelling loudly about how you’re gonna die and he needs to do something and mumbling about how fragile humans are.
eventually he takes a few deep breaths and maybe a slap in the face by one of the boys and is back to his whole im your number one and it’s my duty to make sure you’re okay and says he’s gonna nurse you back to health.
the thing with that though is he has no idea what to do. he knows that soup is something people often have when they’re sick so he decided to whip some up for you.
needless to say it ends up a disaster. it’s taking too long. what if youve coughed up a lung while he’s gone? he’s pacing up and down the kitchen waiting for this soup to finish.
once it’s finally done he grabs oven mitts and a lid and RUNS back to your room. he’s down the hall now screaming about how amazing he is and that the soup is going to be the most amazing soup you’ve ever had but trips and spills it everywhere in the hallway. now he has to go and make more and it’s stressing even more because now he has to be away from you longer.
he’s definitely not offering to bathe and wash you. if you reallllyyyy needed him to you’re going to have to ask and the whole time he’s going to be degrading you saying “geez you’re so helpless you can’t even wash yourself” but you know he’s just embarrassed bc his face is bright red and he’s doing his best not to look at anything too long.
he lets you wear any and all of his clothes. you want any of yours? too bad. why would you need them if he’s got plenty? it’s really just a ploy to make his brothers jealous seeing you in them.
he sleeps on the couch while you sleep in his bed but he jumps up at every cough, sneeze, puke or breath. he’s always looking up to make sure you’re good.
once he knows you’re really asleep he’ll sit on the edge of the bed. he stares at you and whispers about how you can’t die and you have to pull through because he doesn’t know what he’ll do if he loses you. he might even shed a few tears he’s so worried about you.
brushes your hair for you without you asking. he doesn’t want it to get knotted up and gross since you can’t take care of yourself.
Levi
i feel like he would gag anytime you throw up but would also try to hold back your hair if it’s long enough to get in the way.
he’s fully stocked with the medicine, food, heating pads or cooling gels/ blankets and movies to keep you entertained while you’re sick.
he doesn’t game at ALL while you’re sick. he wants to be alert for any signs of something dangerous or serious.
tries his best to encourage you with words of affirmation. he’s terrible at it but he’s trying.
asks about your symptoms constantly to see if anything’s changed and congratulated any small change.
talks about how in one of his animes or books the hero took care of the love interest just like this but then panicks and is like “not that i’m saying you’re my love interest or anything hahaha LMFAO” out loud.
he will talk to henry about all his concerns and how he’s afraid you’re gonna die and he’s going to be alone again like you can’t hear him (when you’re literally right there)
he performs dances and karaoke to try and keep your spirits up and he’ll cosplay to do scenes from shows for you.
Satan
i think he’d be the most calm out of all of them. he reads enough that i think he’s have a good idea of how the human bodies works and how to help what you’re dealing with.
he will get scared when your symptoms aren’t getting any better and that’s when he starts freaking out a little.
cliche but he would read to you a lot. read you to sleep, read to you when you were bored.
he would compliment you a lot throughout the process because he wants you to know that even though you look a mess and you feel like death you’re still very attractive and wonderful.
“would you like help with eating your food?”
“would you like me to draw you a bath?”
“would you like me to give you a massage?”
he will give the BEST massages you’ve ever had. it makes him happy to know he’s relieving some of your pain. makes him feel superior to the others.
doesn’t let anyone get near you. especially mammon. he tells them all to leave you alone so you have the space you need to heal but really he’s enjoying the quality time with you even if you’re not doing much.
asmo
he’s got self care down and he’s going to use his knowledge to spoil you back to health.
he’s going to lather you in essential oils, face masks and body scrubs.
he’s going to dress you in all his pretty robes or nightgowns, brush your hair and put it up nicely if he’s able, feed you yogurts and berries.
any time you get SLIGHTLY sweaty he’s rushing you off to the bath.
don’t puke near him i think he would die. he’s gonna tell you that you better do that in the bathroom and away from him or his beautiful face/clothes. (but with love)
he thinks his presence will cure you. how could it not when he’s so lovely?
wants you to feel better already so you guys can cuddle again and talks about all the things he wants to do to you once you’re able. he can’t help it because even when sick you’re irresistible.
beel
he offers every single snack he gets to you before he eats it. he’s also gonna make health smoothies for you and help you drink them.
he’d sit by your bedside the entire time and stroke your hair or arms.
he’s extremely worried. he’d never voice it to you but it’s all over his face. those puppy dog eyes don’t lie.
asks you to stay strong for him. tells you all the reasons he thinks you’re amazing and how meeting you has benefited his life (and belphies) in so many ways and he’s so thankful for it.
talks about all the restaurants you guys will go to once you’re better.
he’d hit your back while you cough or like in an attempt to help but it probably just makes it hurt more. he’s trying.
if you have the shivers he will gently lay his jacket on top of you to keep you warm.
if you’d let him/offer it he’d take a bath with you and fill it with bubbles all the way to the top. don’t forget snacks! he has some ready incase either of you want them.
he would give a bunch of little kisses all over. mentally he thinks they heal you just a little bit.
belphie
he has no idea what to do. so clueless.
you’re in his room. he puts a trash can on either side of the bed and then crawls into bed with you.
he cuddles you until you get better. he tries his hardest to stay awake in case something happens.
he will even let you use his pillow (just don’t throw up or sweat on it)
tells beel to come lay with you guys.
would 100% use this to get out of everything. like sorry lucifer i can’t do whatever it is you want because they need me to take care of them.
he would talk to you about lilith and how she got like this one time too and he was so worried. you better pull through like she did he says.
he would be holding you, spoon position, while you sleep and silently cry because he’s so worried you’re not going to make it. he knows you said it’s not that serious and you’ll be okay but he can’t help but fear the worst.
he’d stay by your side the entire time. wouldn’t even go to the bathroom. he wants to be there the entire time.
forgive me if these aren’t the best i haven’t done this in forever.
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meowthon · 1 year
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y’all want me to write obey me imagines or headcannons? preferably just for the brothers rn since i know them babies most.
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meowthon · 1 year
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100% believe that the boys would get hella jealous if they knew or heard that you had any relationships outside of the devildom. they’d all be like “you DATED people?” just appalled. shocked. disgusted. heartbroken. and if you were in LOVE with that person? oh god it stings more. Lucifer would be in his office working and can’t focus because what if you still have feelings for that person or what if you don’t love him the same or more then them. the thought of another person touching you and getting your love like that? drives them absolutely mad.
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meowthon · 1 year
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meowthon · 1 year
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urgent help needed
So I’ve got Celiac Disease.
On top of the nightmare of trying to switch to a gluten free diet, I need new pots/pans/kitchen equipment since all of ours have been used with gluten and I want to minimise risk of cross contamination going forward.
We can’t afford to buy any of that, and there’s no way in our area to receive financial help.
I have a wish list with things we need as well as a couple cook books
if you want to help financially so we can travel to a place that actually sells GFree stuff:
PayPal
Ko-Fi
Cash app: £gaydaryl
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meowthon · 1 year
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ate a cheeseburger and now my body is attacking me
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meowthon · 1 year
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i have this. does it make your periods worse?
Waiting for the PMS GERD to pass...
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meowthon · 1 year
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I like how in video games, eating gives you health. However, whenever I eat in real life I take damage.
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meowthon · 1 year
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The worst part of digestive disorders is they completely change your relationship with food in ways you never knew possible. I have GERD and IBS and yeah heartburn and trouble shitting are par for the course, but they can be so much more devastating.
I wake up every morning with heartburn and nausea from an empty stomach. I stuff saltines down just to calm things down. I drink ensure because I can't eat meals in the morning anymore. I also drink ensure when I'm hungry but I'm out of spoons to make anything, or nothing is appetizing. Ensure is just easier because food is so hard.
I have to avoid trigger foods, which are largely foods I love. I'm a picky eater due to autism and no matter how hard I try I can't force food down I don't like. I get sick of foods and have to stop eating them for months or years before they're palatable again. I can be so hungry and yet nothing is appetizing. I can finally settle on making something only to have it become completely unappealing once it's time to eat.
I'm constantly in search of new foods to like only to not like it or find out it's a trigger. I have thrown up hours after eating and had to empty my stomach because it was so offended. I hate when I get hunger pangs because food is such a chore, not an enjoyment anymore.
I miss being able to to eat my favorite foods. I'm so tired of struggling to find something I actually want to eat. As painful as my conditions literally are, losing the joy of food hurts the most.
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