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River, lake, bay or ocean?

Do you have any mer-creature-y memories linked to places like these?

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river, bay and ocean in different ways

lakes, im not a fan of, i dont really know why but they freak me out as much as i grew up kayaking and swimming in them. but my mercreaturekin doesnt feel very connected to them aside from Water. theyre Too landlocked also

rivers feel very Me, one of my last lives i was a river deity so its more connected to that part of me than the mer part

bays and ocean next. i do think of the open ocean quite a lot in my thoughts of being a mer, but my species was to some degree amphibious and could survive on land for a short while, and i always get an urge to drag myself out of the water onto the shore or rocks and lay there for a bit. so bays feel very much correct. theyre also just very interesting, ecologically

yes i do, nothing specific though because none of my memories/neomata are the clearest

i did go to san francisco recently and it felt amazing being near that much water and the bay, i felt very mercreature. i could imagine myself along the bottom of the bay, passing by the sharks, swimming around then taking a trip out to the ocean

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was having a bad time falling asleep a few nights ago

to focus on something other than the intrusive thoughts, i put my hand against my throat and started vocalizing as i laid in bed

just let myself sing wordlessly, no cares for making myself sound nice, just listening to and feeling the rumble through my windpipe

and thought of being my merself, laying up on the beach and singing the same way

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yay! got to do this yesterday!! went swimming with my partner and our friend :)

i cant wait to go swimming again, fishy time in the bath is not the same

i wanna rest on the surface of a lake and disappear into my thoughts with the sun on my face

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Can I cash app you or PayPal you some money for financial assistance don’t fell shy and don’t be skeptical about this it’s just for financial assistance ❤️

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got this The Shape of Water (Guillermo del Toro) gillman from the pop culture shop!!

not personally a gillman but i love him in the movie and it feels a lil bit like having a proper member of my pod again

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mermaid accessories pngs request 𖹭

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missing my podmates

when i first awakened as a canine, it was a wolf, and i dont remember myself feeling very upset over not having a pack. then i awoke as an elk, and i do feel somewhat dysphoric over not having a herd

but nothing has made me cry the way that knowing that i will never be apart of a pod the same way again has

and i feel that its kinda silly because from what i believe are my memories of my mer life, im not entirely sure if we WERE explicitly a social species or solitary creatures, or what. but its such a strong feeling of loneliness

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bioluminescent mermaid

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my knees and thighs have been really achy today - my body is screaming to be transformed and released back where i belong

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i cant wait to go swimming again, fishy time in the bath is not the same

i wanna rest on the surface of a lake and disappear into my thoughts with the sun on my face

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aah i have been disappeared from this blog for a bit unfortunately! couple reasons - 1) was on a trip! and 2) drama regarding another blog of mine

also havent really been feeling very mer but i have some stuff to chat about

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i love my non-fishy partner so much <3

bit ago, we had a bath together nd he got out before me and grabbed the wave light he got me and turned it on, then sat beside me outside the bath, playing ocean noises as i had mercreature time, splashing in the water and singing a lil

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🦈 ~ Biofluorescent Swellshark ~ 🦈 (David Gruber)

(Pls credit if you use ☕)

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Mermaidkin culture is having constant foot, leg, knee or posture issues because you were meant to have a tail and walking upright is just unnatural to you :(

(Disclaimer for anyone who relates not to neglect your symptoms nor feel like you deserve to endure them!)

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