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“Avoid people who mess with your head. Avoid people who intentionally and repeatedly do and say things that they know upset you. Avoid people who expect you to prioritize them but refuse to prioritize you. Avoid people who can’t and won’t apologize sincerely. Avoid. Avoid.”

— Unknown

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INFPs I’ve Met (by an INFJ)

What I noticed and observed about them: (3 Males & 2 Females)

They are the introverts with a lot of friends. 

Each of them have some sort of hidden talent that I don’t even know why they keep hidden in the first place. They are just so humble. (It’s annoying– I LOVE THEM). Their hidden talent most likely has something to do with the arts. 

They are writers. The ones I know write blog posts, poetry, witty Facebook statuses, music, and lyrics. Self-expression is definitely a necessity for them.

Two of the INFP males I know have this innocent aura that will make you want to be super nice to them and even take care of them and not bully them even if they look so easy to bully. They’re that pure.

The other INFP male I know looked very tense and jittery before I first talked to him. But once I got him to start talking, he easily opened up. You just gotta reach out first.

Once you reach out to them, they will open up and you’ll discover that they are such cool people with strong opinions and beliefs. (pretty much closet ENFPs)

The two INFP females on the other hand were the ones who seemed loud at first–probably ‘cause they were with their friends–but ended up being really deep and humble people (I love it).

They are nice and civil to everyone. They don’t show it when they dislike someone (however, their close friends will know). They’re just that easygoing, which is why they have a lot of friends. (who are actually just mostly acquaintances to them–but they won’t tell them)

They have such good humor. Especially their sarcasm. AND THE TIMING OF THEIR JOKES IS PERFECT.

When they’re with their friends, you wouldn’t even think they’re introverts. They are so loud and lively with them (mostly the girl INFPs I’ve met are like this–the INFP males on the other hand are more obviously introverted). 

Everyone likes them. I’m serious, what’s not to like? They are such good-hearted and open-minded people (even if they have strong beliefs). Before you know it, you’re completely yourself when you’re around them. They just make you feel homey.

When they’re in a bad mood, they distance themselves. They just don’t want to be a burden, even to their friends. No matter how many times you insist to be there for them, they will shake their heads and handle their problems by themselves. After all, the fight is in their head.

When they present alone in front (in class), they can be the most awkward people ever. But they do have a lot of meaningful things to say. They just aren’t used to taking the stage.

Most of the ones I know suffer with anxiety. This is most likely due to the fact that they feel so deeply and tend to keep it inside–after all, Fi is their most dominant function. 

They are the nicest people ever (even if it’s not all that obvious), but if you hurt them on purpose–they will remember you for it. But they will forgive (on the outside).

They are the life of the party even if they aren’t loud. I don’t know, like when they aren’t present in their group of friends–there is obviously something missing. 

They are good with one-on-one conversations. It’s amazing how even though they aren’t good with big crowds, they have this ability to talk to a stranger for a second and make them feel comfortable (if they want to, that is). 

They are not boring– at all. It’s an Ne thing–their second dominant function–that makes them so talkative and animated. If they aren’t talking about something, they’re either making weird sounds to make others laugh or saying funny movie lines aloud (similar to INTPs). 

They are smart. They have their own way of understanding things and they are not clueless–I swear, they know a little about everything. Just give them a topic, and they will have an opinion about it.

They have trouble saying no. I swear, the last thing they want to do is hurt someone. (Unless it’s for justice)  

Music is extremely important to them. The INFPs I know either dance, play guitar, sing, or well–just need their earphones with them everyday to block out the world when they feel like it. 

The vibes they give off, equal to their current mood. They are infectious.

Well, what do you guys think? :)  Agree or disagree?

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“Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to. It’s not for them.”

— Joubert Botha

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2018-Charity, Achievements and PMA

“I am going to kick the shit out of 2018, in the most positive, most glorious way possible”

Mission: Accomplished

You completed a world tour in 9 countries, honing your craft as a comedian and developing self confidence and stage presence that greatly improved your videos too.

You met the iconic Bryan Dechart who has now become a very close friend.

You met your long term face Ryan Reynolds (were you nervous? Now you know how we feel when we meet you! 😂) and are going to be releasing an interview with Jason Momoa soon.

You didn’t just get to go, but you got to *present* at the Game Awards, which I’m sure is many people’s dream!

You were invited onto your home country’s main talk shows and got to change people’s perceptions of what YouTubers are and what they do.

You raised $1.1 million dollars for charity (and growing!) which is nuts and insane!

You collabed with so many cool people including Rhett and Link, the Grumps And Kati Morton, with the latter you continued your mental health advocacy for which you are so known.

You started your own clothing line with your best friend. Dreams can come true.

You took PMA, originally something for your own personal guidance, and made it into the behemoth of a movement that it is now, and has changed so many lives.

This has been an epic year Sean. We look forward to what comes next and we can’t wait to join you on your journey with whatever life changes come next!

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If you hear people from my past speak of me. Keep in mind they are speaking of a person they don’t even know any more.

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When I first heard this statement I was like ‘wtf does this mean, cracking open" Then it began to come clear to me. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Soul Emergence. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ The reason we are being cracked open is because our soul is like an onion. layer by layer we have these conditioned beliefs and subjective experiences that shaped our old identity. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ However those past stories are starting to no longer resonate, they feel exhausting. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ These old paradigm stories as some call them are becoming so repetitious or even uninteresting that we’re “done” with them.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ We’re yearning and craving new experiences.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ The reason we feel this way is because we intuitively already know it’s over.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ What I mean by being cracked open is that our reality is like an egg, this surface area is chipping away and we’re starting to crack it open completely. All these illusions that we created with the old identity through the ego are starting to reveal themselves and each layer is slowly being revealed to the observer.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ We’re starting to feel this emergence because our soul is trying to break through the surface reality our ‘ego’ or identity used to associate as reality.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ The Darkness allows us to crack wide open and that’s when the light starts to fill in the gaps. The soul start emerging more and more and instead of going backwards, you’re constantly spiraling upward without even realizing it.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ The birthing process is emerging from within ourselves and changing our energetic foundation.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ When we feel we’re struggling, distressed or letting the darkness take over, we’re actually in the birthing process. That resistance, the contrast is teaching you to birth a new universe for yourself.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Bless what cracks you open 🙏💜 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Art C. @rebeccathoughts⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #awakeningtips #spirituality #spiritualawakening #energywork #bethelight

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#6

Things have been both busy and bad as of late. However, I’m trying my best to make sure that I’m doing what I can to get better. Fake it til you make it, as the saying goes. Right now, that’s about all I can muster up. I’m nowhere near where I was, or where I want to be, but it’s all one day at a time. 

I’ve been with my niece helping after the surgery for about three days now. Honestly it’s not going well. The boys don’t want to listen at all, and think they can take advantage of me. My niece is DEFINITELY taking advantage of me, and also my sister. I realize that she’s in pain and does need help. But she’s legitimately acting like she’s the only person in the world that needs something. There are people in way worse conditions and situations that don’t act as spoiled as she wishes she was. It isn’t like she doesn’t have any kind of help. 

My sister works three jobs. Every single day she finds time to come over and clean my niece’s home, put the boys to bed, and do anything else that is needed. Yet, my niece expects more. It’s frustrating to see and now also be a part of. But I have been biting my tongue as much as possible. I have a feeling that by the end of this situation, I will honestly end up saying something, even if it’s not fully what I think/feel.

Today was particularly rough. My niece’s ex/son’s father decided that he actually wanted to pretend to care about his little boy. Took him to the store, and then said he wanted to take him to a friend’s house, which started a disagreement. I had to walk out of the house and call my mom to calm down. When he raised his voice, I instantly got triggered into a panic attack because of  the stuff that used to happen with my mom and grandpa. My sister offered to drive me home, but I couldn’t put her in a more fucked up position. 

I am going to do the first two weeks, and then see where the progress is. As far as staying a full month? I highly doubt it considering the situation, and the fact that I can barely handle the kids. I give serious props to any and all parents that have to do this every day all day. This situation has further shown me that I’m nowhere ready to be a mom. The exhaustion is real.