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Times like this where it would be nice if I had a friend.

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My baby bump just before having my first baby.

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Oooh this goes way back. A little embarrassing, but here is my art progression through the years so far!

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A little Poison Ivy for today~

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Wonder Woman anyone? I really like how this turned out!

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Gonna make a very WONDER-ful abstract superhero painting!

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Everything I say…

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How do you ask the people who hurt you a decade ago, why they did it?

Because I'm still broken.

The actions of people in middle school, have irrevocably broken me.

I haven't had a single friend since then.

Not for lack of trying, but when you so deep-seatedly believe that you are a "worthless human being that will never amount to anything", it's hard to make connections with people. Especially when the people who told you those words are the ones you held in such high regard, whom you thought to be your closest friends.

So why wouldn't anyone else think the same thing?

It's been so lonely, not having anyone. To watch your world crumble around you. Your mother is a narcissistic manipulator whom you haven't seen in years, the rest of your family doesn't visit or care, you have quite literally no friends to talk to.

The only people in my life are my husband and my kids. I love them all so dearly.

But I'm still hurting inside..

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its true that crying wont solve things but we dont cry to solve. we cry to release

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My heart hurts.

I know there are so many things in my life to be thankful for,

But I see the lives of the people from my past, and how they've moved on, past the heartache they caused me.

It hurts me more than words can describe.

Why do they get to be happy? After the horrible, awful things they said and did to me.

Part of me wishes I could find them just to tell them that even after a decade, what they did still hurts me, and has effected my life. Part of me still just wants to cry and beg them to explain to me why I deserved what they did.

Part of me wishes they were still a part of my life.

I hate every part of this.

They fucking broke me.

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haven’t seen this on tumblr yet, and tis the season

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In some cartoons, Mermaids use starfish as a bra. Starfish has their mouth in the centre of their underside. Mermaids only use starfish to get their nipples sucked constantly.