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да бля, я не успеваю резать все эти яблоки, и тут же появляются новые 🙄 которые мне же и собирать

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Пять минут разговоров с мамой и всё. Всё что я могу — кричать в своей голове блябляблябля, тревожиться и бессмысленно листать ленту 😥 только собралась написать пару постов, начать курсовую и вообще что-то делать...

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Всё имеет природу Будды. Всё просто есть.

Однако вы даете всему имя и обозначаете как «хорошее» или «плохое», как «правильное» и «неправильное». Именно это удерживает вас.

~ Роберт Адамс

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Поле понурых подсолнухов

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Покормила булочкой незнакомую собачку, подержала кузнечика на руке, в окошко машины видела гусей, коров и овец.

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It's also funny that Ango would have "Sango", like Harukawa Sango, mangaka. S-ango as Sakaguchi Ango, San-go as 35...

I love how angsty ppl get over Dazai's grave stone lol. Like yeah it would have 'Odazai's written on it. But its kinda hilarious how Oda's has 'Soda' written on it instead

Okay Oda's grave is objectively funny but seriously the fact that Dazai's grave is literally going to spell “o.dazai” is all levels of insane. Like there's a tomb in the Beast universe - there must be - with “o.dazai” written on it. There's a tomb of a man who dedicated his whole life - and everyone else's lives - to making a world that was beautiful for a single man he loved. The tomb of a man who became a god and then killed himself for that man that he loved. And then after he died, leaving no person to cry him, the only trace left of him is a stone that spells both their names together. Like in people's defense there's a lot to get angsty over

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Когда я слышала в старшей школе истории "а я сразу учился играть на гитаре с железными струнами по видео с ютуба", это звучало круто. И вдохновляюще. Но я не думала, что я сама буду учиться так же.

Но вот теперь у меня есть гитара (она так то папина, но уже не очень), акустика 😍 и с железными струнами. И теперь я тот олух, который пытается научиться на них играть.

По крайней мере с самого начала я знала, что это возможно. У меня уже получается. Появилась мозоль на конце указательного пальца левой руки? Фигня вопрос, надо его ещë в другом месте стереть, где баррэ зажимают)

Из плюсов: с самого начала ты слышишь тот звук, который уже любишь, если всë сделано правильно.

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Мама, когда я была еще в началке и меня отпускали погулять во дворе: Ты опоздала на пять минут от того времени, на которое мы договаривались (мы не договариавлись, она просто говорила когда вернуться, к тому же речь идëт про день, а не вечер) — до конца недели/месяца никуда не пойдешь!

Папа сейчас (нам с сестрой): ну вы хоть иногда пишите, где вы

Нехилый такой контраст.

Минусы: я тоже не пытаюсь не сильно париться на сайт того, как долго сестра собирается гулять. А потом начинается "я полчаса не могу поймать автобус", " автобус приехал, но мне плохо" и "не пиши это папе"... И вот, сиди "ответственный взрослый" и думай, что делать. Ладно, это заставило меня научиться смотреть по карте, где едет автобус. (С сестрой всë ок, прошло к тому моменту, как она доехала до нашей остановки)

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взрослая жизнь это когда пытаешься устроить себе подростковую жизнь за деньги

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Первый раз ездила на автобусе сама. Конечно же надо было еще и сесть не на тот.

У меня есть только 2 состояния: "мне за двадцать" и "мне тли годика" 🙃

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Вот и вышел русский перевод 3 главы буревестника на мангале. Решила перечитать аж 3 главы...

Оооаоаоаоаоаоао Хошикава что, ведьма? Или кто? Я уже слышала про отсылки на Библию в ранобэ, но уже на первой главе либо очень классное совпадение, либо это специально было сделано, — руна на значке у Адама!

Харукава и Асагири уже рисовали в основной манге отсылки на таро, была буддистская и прочая символика (символ на кофте Танизаки, значок инь-ян на пиджаке Куникиды). Хошикава идёт ещё дальше. Смотрим внимательно:

Руна Альгиз. Читаем Википедию: «А́льгиз (ᛉ) — пятнадцатая руна старшего и англосаксонского футарка, шестнадцатая руна младшего футарка» (Футарк — это рунический алфавит. "И англосаксонского", значит, ну всё сходится, Адама вроде Британия выслала разгребать проблемы). На значке руна в прямом положении (не перевёрнута). Альгиз означает божественную (ну или просто) защиту, защитника.

Смотрим ещё внимательнее: «Защищать жизни — мой долг». Этот вообще основная цель Адама. (Ладно, ещё он защищает правительственные секреты, но ведь защищает)

Что за хрень на его удостоверении — пусть кто-то ещё разберётся)

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Concept: I see your “people seeing Shin Soukoku fight and are reminded of Soukoku.”

And I raise you “people expecting Shin Soukoku to fight like Soukoku and being confused that they don’t.”

Because I’m gonna be honest when I see Atsushi and Akutagawa fight with each other I am not reminded of Dazai and Chuuya.

Like there’s similarities but they fight so differently to each other.

The way Soukoku argue is so childish and I don’t mean that as an insult by the way. I mean it literally, they have and always have argued and fought like children.

I stand by the notion that Soukoku were never enemies. They fought once it ended in like 5 minutes maybe and the next day they were working together.

And that’s it.

They bicker like squabbling children in a playground. Every insult is something they’ve both said a thousand times that doesn’t hurt at all.

Like this from Chapter 31 during the Q retrieval mission.

“Stop walking next to me.”

“You’re the one who moved toward me, Chuuya.”

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“You weak piece of crap!”

“Shorty mafioso!”

“Societal outcast!”

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In Stormbringer Chuuya reveals they both have “punishment lists” for each other and he picked one from there for Dazai because of him leaking intel to Verlaine.

The punishment involved Dazai being tied upside to a lamp post while Chuuya held the string holding him and spun him around.

He explains it as Dazai needs to tell his plan and I need to take revenge on him, we’re just doing it at the same time.

Need I say more.

And yeah they have a game where Chuuya fake shoots Dazai in the head…that’s their big brain strategy that they’ve done many times.

But that’s the thing it’s fake.

Neither of them ever gets hurt in their antics other then maybe mildly humiliated. But frankly I don’t think either of them care.

There is the fight they have when they reunite but even then both are on the same page as they always have been.

Chuuya does a silly lil girl impression and in the manga Dazai laughs and they go their separate ways. Chuuya lets Dazai walk out freely even though he’s technically the enemy.

Because he’s not.

Because he never has been.

And then you have Shin Soukoku who were in fact enemies and fight like they have tried to kill each other.

Atsushi transformed fully in that alleyway because he thought he was going to die in that first fight. The goal was capture but to me no part of that felt like Akutagawa was trying to do anything but kill him.

Every fight these two have has been this desperate, clawing rage trying to rip the other apart so that they see what lies beneath.

Sure you get silly insults like Atsushi calling Akutagawa a lawnmower but you also get the “this is why Dazai up and left you without a word.”

You get Akutagawa yelling at Atsushi to ew get your hands off me but you also get “killing trash like you even if I did so a hundred times would bring me nothing.”

Even as they become more allies then enemies there’s always an edge to the way they argue. The severity may have gone down but in a way they’re still trying to get under each others skin.

Because it’s how they’ve learned to understand each other.

I bring up the “Dazai up and left you line” from the Cannbalism arc because yeah it’s this brutal line.

And yet it’s one of the only moments at this point where Akutagawa doesn’t actually try to really hurt Atsushi. Hell Atsushi says it again because he’s trying to get Akutagawa to listen to him.

The “I’d get no victory from killing you” from the Guild arc is harsh but it’s part of Akutagawa’s overall speech to Atsushi that he’s worth more then he believes he is.

And him not realising it makes him unworthy of being considered his opponent.

They care and this is how they show it.

Atsushi’s claws tearing through Rashomon in order to survive. And Akutagawa cutting off Atsushi’s leg to see what he’s made off.

Soukoku learned to understand each other as allies while Shin Soukoku’s understanding of each other began as enemies.

And not for nothing but Chuuya and Dazai met as 15 year olds and there fight was never personal.

While Atsushi and Akutagawa met as adults and from their second fight it has been very personal.

Soukoku are those kids in a playground fighting over a swing. Shin Soukoku are those kids in The Hunger Games being told there can only be one victor.

And yet there’s two kids balancing on that very very unstable swing. And there’s two kids and arm away from death swearing that the other will live.

Soukoku have been thinking of ways on how to kill each other for 7 years. Shin Soukoku have actually been trying to kill each other since day 1.

So yeah I like to think people expect Atsushi and Akutagawa to behave like their predecessors only to realise very quickly that they don’t.

Like Atsushi’s yelling at Akutagawa that with his shit aim it’s no wonder that he died (read: Are you okay?)

And everyone’s like…wtf man you can’t just say that?! Like imagine this this the first time anyone’s bought that up too.

Meanwhile Akutagawa barely bats an eye, aims his Rashomon at him and simply remarks that my aim is as precise as always.

But if you don’t hurry up I’ll give lugging your useless corpse a try though I’m already doing that (read: Yes, are you?)

Which Atsushi dodges like he has a thousand times, almost loses a leg in the process and calls it cheap and uninspired (read = yeah.)

Akutagawa glares and tries to stab him again (read = you’re lying) and he does manage to hit him and draw blood.

But it’s clear to Akutagawa alone that Atsushi could’ve dodged it but didn’t (read = help me.)

And suddenly out of nowhere Akutagawa just grabs him and starts dragging him off elsewhere but Atsushi (to everyone else’s shock) doesn’t even try to fight back.

They return and Akutagawa is hovering by him protectively and it’s like…I thought they hated each other??? What is this???

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меня на дачу вытащили.

камера телефона не смогла нормально сфотать прикольного паучка.

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officially announcing...

BSD Ladies Week 2026 ✨

the interest check will open in one week on august 22!

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Why does Asagiri talk like he knows nothing? Like when someone asks him about Dazai, Fyodor, Nikolai etc he's like 'idk' like my guy youre the one holding the pen

I don't know, maybe we should ask Asagiri (´；ω；｀)

My impression is that their goal is to make the readers think about things deeply rather than give out the answers. In a way, it's probably expression of bsd's inherent gray morality: they don't give out answers because a lot of times there just isn't one, and the answer itself isn't as important as it is the act of reflecting over a certain subject. They said something among these lines in an interview:

And it's also something found in the 5th guidebook discussion:

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Untold Origins volume 1 bonus illustration from WonderGOO. Volume 1 is scheduled to be released on September 4th.