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logged in after 3 years

i still am depressed BUT I am no longer crying for a man. Character development.

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Daydreams

I daydream about you way too much, I hope at least one of them comes true. 

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Hiatus

Being a fan is great, but I need time to myself.

Bye, and I love you boys. You saved me. I am really grateful for that, I am still supporting you so don't give up and continue doing what you are doing right now. I know I will see you in the top someday.

I want to say "I love you" one more time but, I don't know if I really do. Anyways I appreciate you and your are part of my time line now. Thanks for everything and, goodbye. ♡

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I wish you the best

After all we lived together, you seem to have found a new person. I know is not my business but I am happy for you, please take care of her and treat her better than you did with me. Don't screw it up this time.

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Facts

You don't like me and I want to be with you.

Maybe you want to be with me but you don't want to ruin our friendship.

I don't want to lose you.

I love you.

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"Daydreaming about you is the best I can do"

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Won't do it again

Won't ever think of you as someone I could be with. You seem to like her.

I am jealous.

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Cold breeze

I am cold. And yeah actually, I caught a cold too.

No comfy hoodie, no food, no money. Not even water. I hope something lights up my day. I really do.

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Run

The desire of just leave the house, go to a new place where I can be myself is just getting bigger with time.

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"I still love you, you know? I want you to know that after all these things we've been through. You can count on me, I am here for you." - Your first love

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So you are here

You wrote your thoughts on the sea of words that were written on my book.

I thought you forgot about me but by your words I see you still are there for me.

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A short story of myself

I kept every feeling with me, keeping those words of anger and the tears inside me, not the best decision.

Just in the year my life was going to start in a new phase, my sight of life became dark, my smile wasn't there, my eyes didn't want to open. I wanted to dissappear, everything just became senseless.

But I did what for others is hard. I asked for help. I received help and my family realized they didn't know me at all. The therapy lasted a year. Now I go once in a while because I still need it but since last year I realized there's many people like me. And there's people who doesn't understand or says we are doing it because we want to be cool or follow the trend but is not like that.

We have problems and we are allowed to cry, scream; we can let all those feelings out. Don't feel pressured, go at your own pace, and trust me there's light even though we can't see it easily. Definitely there's a light.

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Who are you?

[1:31] Two months since we broke up and he looks like nothing never happened. He looks like all the fights, the good times never happened, everything vanished so fast for him.

I think in the last, I ended up being the fool who suffered the most. Gladly, I don't need you anymore because I don't recognize you; are you the boy who used to dance with me until midnight? Are you the boy who shyly asked me if I liked someone?

Seriously, how fast you've changed. I don't know you anymore.

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Familiar

Sigh, your scent, your presence, you. I barely feel you close and I am already drunk with you.

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Mine would smell like new/clean. Or grass after a rainy day. lmao

if your blog had a smell, what would it smell like?

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M.I.A

I thought I recovered and that I was already okay but seems like the tiniest things are trying to prove me wrong.

What should I do? I am scared of going backwards. I don't want to get froze in time and feel like my efforts aren't worth it.

Don't wanna go MIA again.