missbambidoll

[missbambidoll]

I'm fighting a hangover so bad ..... I'm supposed to see my bf's family and his niece and nephew who mean the whole world to him, I have to be there, but FUCK ... why is alcohol my self medication? Why can't I just use other drugs like I used to, at least I don't get so sick like this.... Goddamn lol

alright, let's do this though

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she’s shy but will do ungodly disgusting things just to hear “good girl”

[missbambidoll]

I hear it's cold out, her popsicle melts/

She's in the bathroom/

She pleasures herself /

Says I'm a bad man,/ she's locking me out/

It's 'cause of these things/

It's 'cause of these things/

Let's make a fast plan,/

Watch it burn to the ground,/

I try to whisper, / so no one figures it out/

I'm not a bad man,/

I'm just overwhelmed,/

It's 'cause of these things,/

It's 'cause of these things/

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Post i-drank-way-too-goddamn-much shits r genuinely the devil

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Jfc, HATE that drinking makes u vom!!!! Why am I vomming! I've done this a million times, don't make me sick a million more times pls!

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Dude I hate throwing up from drinking 😭😭😭 too bad I am DISEASED ugh

[missbambidoll]

The people I'm with, they lose their mind. I lose my shit, my mind in pieces, if u could be set free, would you still be loved?

[missbambidoll]

AFI has been, and is, and always will be, my comfort artist and album (Crash Love Deluxe). Every hard time and period I've had to endure, no matter the difficulty: if breezy or suicidal-- AFI has walked with me through it. My heart may explode, my soul shatter, but AFI understands everything without judgement and thus exonerates me from the pain of explaining my sorrow.

To those who don't understand, this blessing is seen as a curse. Because of your understanding and acceptance, they could never live in our world.

In the realm of the living and feeling, AFI offers the heart of the unheard, unloved, misunderstood -- it is ready to reject all that disregards its feelings: to those who accept and understand, you will discover euphoria beyond knowledge, beyond compare. To those who disregard, can't you see that the "other" of AFI contradict the will of the average peasant?

Let love in, if able

Let hate wither and die, if possible

Regardless, place your faith in me

I will present you to God, the heavens, nature, sky

And if it accepts you,

Wail your love and agony and hope to

The mountains

I will hold the world immobile

Now you can impregnate your truth

Beyond this moment, you will be killed

Please don't let me fnd you

I beg you, search for an answer,

While

My people,

Search for a reason

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Tell me about God,

tell me about love,

Tell me it's all of the above,

Say you think of everything in fear

I bet you're not the only one who does

[missbambidoll]

You're still a part of me

The only part I enjoy

And I wish I still

Had a hold on you like you do,

Until you're blue

Around my throat

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The past don't mean shit to me

(that's a lie)

[missbambidoll]

Grieving sucks fucking major dick

[missbambidoll]

The fact that I’m not making out with someone as they grope me for an hour is a travesty

[missbambidoll]

Siempre dominante 🥵🥵🥵

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Yeah fucking right. Fuck all of you.

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Oh so NOW we care about the "scratch" on my leg! Now!

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fuck, I want to hurt myself so bad lol, why can't you fucking get it in ur head jfc

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I want to *** myself so badddd fuck me