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[mitangmyoui]

I know this is a K-Pop fanfiction account or whatever and I only popped back on here to clear some old posts out, but I just wanted to say to anyone who still follows me and reads my fics that being anti-zionist does NOT mean being anti-semetic. I'm anti-apartheid, anti-colonialism, and anti-genocide. Where is "never again" when again is now?

[mitangmyoui]

i love ‘of life’ so much.. every character is so good and i love them. i love how you write jihyo, and are very real abt the mental health aspect.

but oh my god tho the MiMoHyun family has stolen my little heart 🥺 can i ask why’s dahyunnie so anxious? is she naturally anxious or did something happen?

Hiiiii!!! the amount of enjoy these asks give me 🫡🫡 honestly I just kinda go with the flow w side characters and flesh rhem out later so I leave it largely up to interpretation (which is something I've noticed I'm doing a lot and I'm trying to step back on that to avoid being confusing lol) but my interpretation is that her and sana have similar pasts like parents who couldn't take care of them and gave them up subjecting them to the horrible orphanage/foster care system at a younger age, but dahyun was adopted and sana was not yk? but then again her story and like all the characters backstories have changed a lot in my mind, I just don't write it in the fic itself until I'm like "I'm happy where this is and I won't want to change it later) so I don't end up retconning everything 🫂

[mitangmyoui]

hope you're doing alright

hiii sorry for taking so long to get back to u but yeah I'm fine 🫡🫡 I'm just really busy nowadays and can't update much ^^ if this is abt the recent chapter I just felt I needed to get this out of the way to continue the story

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YALL??? OMG

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Me and my chronic inability to stick to one fic

[mitangmyoui]

I've been trying to work on how my accent makes its way into fics, like I tend to take a lot of unnecessary words out of sentences and shorten a lot of them too lol. I know for a fact that none of the people I write for would talk like a small town Midwestern kid with a hick accent <3

[mitangmyoui]

random BUT i just read the new update and it was so good omg it didn’t only touch on jihyos issues but sana’s issues too thank you for the update🫶🫶🫶

thank you so much! I love knowing people enjoy what I write, I always get a little surprised when people praise me like the fic doesn't have nearly 400 kudos, it's what keeps me going <3

[mitangmyoui]

what happened to 'Oh! You've got my attention!'?

hi!

Honestly, I really hated the direction I took and the way I wrote it. My writing skills were God awful and I feel like I've somewhat improved since then. By the time I got around to writing another chapter I was just like... yikes, you know? If I ever were to continue the story, I'd need to have at least some people letting me know they liked it but then it'd be a complete rewrite and I'd change a lot ^^. I have written a few drafts of rewrites, I think about it a lot too, I can just never seem to figure out where I want to take it. I've archived quite a few fics, and generally speaking the reason is the same foe all.

[mitangmyoui]

Yeah i like that idea. Like you explore Mina’s pent-up feelings towards woman, in this case, Nayeon? And as you know having a seemingly ‘perfect’ husband doesn’t guarantee happiness and thats what Mina feels.

btw just to ask you if you’ve decided to move to twitter?

I've thought about moving to Twitter before but I like the ask aspect of this platform :) I'm on Twitter all the time ans have a couple accounts with good followings, should I move to twitter?

[mitangmyoui]

any update for momhyo coming? 🥺

yeah! with school work and my social life it's really hard to write but I have like 3 drafts for it bc I can't judt leave her behind yk? I'm just struggling with the direction esp after the angst fest of the last chapter

[mitangmyoui]

maybe minayeon can do fwb thing and both of them will learn about love through this kind of setting?

I like that! I feel like it'd take a while bc you know 1950s bigotry and feelings etc but then again I'm only 1.2k words into chapter two lol,,,, but mina (in the fic) definitely has pent up feelings toward women that she's been harboring for a while, though I'm trying to hurt people by making her husband the ideal man :)

[mitangmyoui]

Hold up i was reading the asks that you answered and jeongyeon is TRANS???

mhm! it's subtle but so is my trans-ness

[mitangmyoui]

hello!! in “of life” mina is in a wheelchair?

Yeah! I read a lot of books in general, not just fanfic and I'm not kidding you when I say I know of barely any books, mainstream or not with disabled characters that aren't put in for pity or torture porn. I thought it would be nice to write someone where I don't have to explain why they use a wheelchair, they just do. The fic is called of life and I figure it's not life if people aren't just existing in their own right whether it be Trans people (jeongyeon), mentally ill/bipolar people (jihyo), and disabled people (mina)

[mitangmyoui]

came here after reading “of life”… I love it oh dear what a concept. 2yeon basically taking in Jihyo as their own? Them being patient and loving with her? im weak. Your jihyo is SUCH a great main character…. she is such a good mom to tzu and its so heartwarming. Also the sahyo is HOT..

also very curious to learn much more about the myoi hirai family and whats up with little baby dahyun being so anxious 🥺

the amount of love in the fic 🥺🥺🥺🥺

thank you for writing it!!! excited to hear more

Thank you for everything! I'm glad you enjoy my works, anon :)

About the Myoui-Hirais, I could give you some information about them and Dahyun since it's not really spoiling, it doesn't get brought up at all.

Dahyun was adopted shortly after she was placed in the foster care system by the myoui-hirais and was adopted not too long before the story starts, she's still adjusting. She came from a very bad living situation, how ever you'd like to interpret that, but she was forcefully removed from their care and placed in the system. Her story is similar to Sana's, except Sana never got adopted.

[mitangmyoui]

bestie i am ALSO kicking my feet rn

sorry for getting back to u a bit late, i was just super excited that u answered but i couldnt find time to respond, but here i am!!

oh goodness i hope it didnt seem like there was pressure to write it, but im really really glad u want to rewrite it. im genuinely so so honored that my ask made u want to rewrite it

and yessss mitski reference for the win!!

honestly there wasnt much i wanted to see in that fic beyond what comes next!! i want to see mina bond with all the other girls and finally learn to be accepted and loved without expectation, i want to hear about the rest of the girls and how they ended up in that house together, their backgrounds and everything like that. i also would like to hear about what nayeon meant when she was telling mina that she'd been there (referring to mina's suicide attempt or at the very least her bad mental state i think), is that what brought her to jihyo?? idk im just wondering outloud, i could be very wrong but i'd still be very excited to see it!!

and omg i must've been so out of it in my first ask bc i didnt even mention that they lived at 2129!! like!!!! 2129 is probably like one of my all time favorite twice songs!!!! i absolutely adore it when au fics just slip in little references like that its EVERYTHING to me

but yeah there wasnt anything in particular id like to see changed or anything like that lkjsdklfls sorry if thats not helpful but i promise id be very happy to see the story go wherever it's headed!! and i said this before but i really love neurodivergent mina and honestly neurodivergent twice in general, thats part of why that fic touched my heart so much, i'd love to keep seeing that too!!

i hope this isnt...unhelpful?? im just very excited is all, and i really love the fic as it is too, with all its ups and downs and little references and jokes, so whatever you choose to do with the rewrite will be perfect

speaking of jokes-

i was giggling so much at the part where jeongyeon calls tzuyu a garbage disposal and mina is confused that they insulted her that i screenshotted it and sent it to my sister IT WAS SO FUNNY I LOVED IT

but thank you!! a million times over thank you!! im really looking forward to it, but please take care of yourself too!! just know that ill be here, ready to cheer you on when you're ready to share the fic again!!

take care, thanks!!

You take care as well, anon :)

Honestly, I don't know how faithful I'd be to the original in the rewrite, I don't remember a lot of it since it was so long ago and there are some things from the get-go that I'd like to change.

You definitely are not unhelpful! You actually refreshed a few of my memories and brought me out of my writing slump.

[mitangmyoui]

hi!

i found u over on ao3 from 'one word from you' (EXCELLENT title by the way, if it's a mitski reference like i think it is!!) and i really just wanted to say thank you for writing it

thank you for writing as much of it as you did, thank you for sharing that, thank you for putting into words something i haven't given too much thought to because it's simply too hard for me to think about. and thank you for crafting such a great story with AMAZING characters, your writing style is just SO good, i was hanging onto every last word

this isn't a request for you to continue it or anything, please don't take it as such. hell you don't even have to answer this ask, i just really loved it and wanted you to know that!! i may or may not have binge read it instead of doing my homework, but it was way more than worth it

i especially loved seeing neurodivergent mina!! i feel like i hardly ever see nd!twice, it was such a treat to get a fic from an nd!member's perspective. very relatable and just 1000000000/10 quality truly

it was just so soft and real and genuine, i loved seeing that very much

and now i just scrolled thru ur tumblr and you seem like a really cool person, i hope you're staying healthy and well!!

and you can bet that i'm going to go read all your other fics too as soon as i finish the homework i'm putting off and it's not almost 3 am where i live BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT-

anyways, thank you again!! hope you're taking care of yourself as much as you can!! keep it up, you're doing fantastic!!

Hello, Anon!

I genuinely cannot put into words how grateful I am that you left this message and the amount of pure joy it brought to my heart. I'm so happy you enjoyed something that originated from the bottom of my heart.

To be honest, I didn't think of even returning to that fic until now that you've shown how much this work means to you and I feel you I've been through the pain of an author orphaning a fic that you loved. I'm not saying this out of pity, but I want to rewrite One Word From You (Yes, it is a Mitski reference lol) after reading this ask! Would you mind letting me know what you would like to be different and what to keep the same?

P.S, I wrote this as soon as I got home from work since I read it at first on Mobile.

[mitangmyoui]

Anyone have any ideas they'd wanna see written out in my Momhyo au? I'm a little bit stuck but I have a direction, I just need some new Ideas. I'd like ideas pertaining to Sana, but all members are welcome