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I don't want to be me, anymore.

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No one will ever be interested in me,

As long as I'm friends with you

I'll always be overshadowed by your beauty and big boobs

Your sexiness is just too great,

I don't know why I try

Because I'll always be invisible,

And you'll always get the guy

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Is it really so terrible to be wanted by me?

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I was 16 years old when you left this cold, cruel world.

But I remember it like yesterday.

Walking into that room meant it would be the last time I saw you breathe,

The last time I felt your warm body,

The last time I had any hope.

16 years was not long enough,

yet 16 years feels like a life time.

Now it has been 16 years since you left this still cold, and cruel world.

But somehow I've managed to live on.

Wandering through life without direction from you,

Without guidance,

Without your love.

My memories of you are fading.

I can't remember your scent,

Or how it felt to hug you.

I can't remember your voice,

Or your laugh,

Or even the last things we said to each other.

Life is too short.

Death is too long.

16 years.

I miss you, mama.

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“There’s always room to be a better person. Always.”

— Unknown

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“Fall in love with someone who’s comfortable with your silence. Find someone who doesn’t need your words to know it’s time to kiss you.”

— Unknown

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“If you want to overcome the whole world, overcome yourself.”

— Fyodor Dostoyevsky

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“I loved you in a way I wished someone would love me.”

— Mahmdou Darwish

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Your soulmate will understand you, appreciate you, support you, love you, heal with you & grow with you. They will naturally bring out your inner child, adore your old soul & make you love yourself even more. They will align with you mentally, emotionally, sexually & spiritually.

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“Give people time. Give people space. Don’t beg anyone to stay. Let them roam. What’s meant for you will always be yours.”

— Reyna Biddy

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I used to build dreams about you.

F. Scott Fitzgerald / Benediction

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You deserve someone who is good for your mental health and nervous system. A lover who is your bestie, your safe space, and soothes your soul during stressful situations. Life is tough enough – you deserve someone who brings you peace, consistency, and calmness in the chaos.

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I love to love

But I keep loving people who don’t want it

Who don’t want me

How come no one wants me?

I don’t want to be someone’s good enough for right now

I just want to be good enough

Why am I not good enough?

I don’t understand what I am doing wrong

I just want someone to love me back