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Nintendo: Game Boy Advance SP, Tribal (2005)

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You’re all dudes to me as an audience i am californian this i cannot change

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Dude i feel like i listeneed 2 hole once and gained the strongest autistic hyperfixation with hole known to man like i started listening to hole when i was 16 and its been 5 years and i still think about hole constantly like its so sick !!! I ♥️ hole

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Limp Bizkit Anger Management Tour Shirt c.2001

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Fun fact since muttgirldumping is back but did you all know my bf makes music and is releasing his album in a month

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Also the fact i only started listening 2 lana when i turned 19 is insane like how could i have not listened to her sooner

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At this point this is just going to be a found image/music subculture/fashion/trauma&vent edit blog and idgaf

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Lizzy Grant (2010)

four days before the release of Lana Del Ray the album

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Green Day - Jaded/Brain Stew Brain-Shaped CD c.1996

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Rare “Live Through This” Hole Ringer Tee c.1994

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everybody wants to be the perfect victim but the truth is that abuse and trauma make you a worse person (and that's okay). we can all readily admit to depression and anxiety but what about exaggerated self importance in the form of neuroticism, or how believing in your own victimhood makes you think your feelings are more important than others'? what about envy and jealousy, and constant distrust? what about volatile emotional reactions, however you justify them to yourself? these things actually hurt real people who matter. i am guilty. i want to change.

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“i am just small bean baby boy <3” so close! you are the reason why I avoid going places in my own town, mourn my youth, and cry myself to sleep. hope that helps!

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I’ll never be the person who i thought i was going to be. I just have to pick up the pieces of all those broken promises and try again next lifetime.

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Someone tell that teen girl running away from her broken home that she might run away from the next set of arms that will take her. When she leaves that new broken “safe” place please tell her she isnt the common denominator of all the chaos in her life, she feels that way all the time. Let her mourn the life she never had. Hold her in her grief. One day she will see the life she gave herself the opportunity to have and thank you.

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I only think about death and sex