myownprivatehell

[myownprivatehell]

hello strangers it's been a while

[myownprivatehell]

but i’m a cweep.. i’m a weiwdo.. what the heww am i doowing hewe. i don’t bewong hewe 

[myownprivatehell]

"It's all in your head." - Thank you Janette, that's why it's called mental illness. It cannot be in my ass.

[myownprivatehell]

thanks for not unfollowing me during my depressive episode u a real one

[myownprivatehell]

I wanna be someone’s comfort person. their go to. their favorite. the person they wanna grow with and heal with. 

[myownprivatehell]

the fuck am I doing with my life

[myownprivatehell]

suicidal but if it's gonna happen, might as well be choked to death by someone sitting on my face ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[myownprivatehell]

tired of practicing mindfulness when do i get to shoot lazers

[myownprivatehell]

you ever just get in bed and ur like yep this is where i’m meant to be

[myownprivatehell]

stop trying to be palatable, stop trying to be palatable, stop

[myownprivatehell]

two years alcohol-freee baby.

whiskey, I miss you. vodka, I miss you more. but fuck you for seizing control of my life the second you had the chance.

[myownprivatehell]

this app is literally my public private place to talk to myself

[myownprivatehell]

[myownprivatehell]

Nothing worse than the psychic damage you take from seeing a mutual be so very wrong about something so loudly.

[myownprivatehell]

it's a new day + the sun rose + you're alive + you're alive + you're alive + your heart is beating + you're breathing + you're alive

[myownprivatehell]

5:34 am, I miss rolling over and seeing the face of someone I love. I'm used to it. But I miss it.

[myownprivatehell]

Move on like you never knew them, because in reality... you didn't.