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[najjakasam]

so im in school rn and i ate some low calorie chips bc i was fasting yesterday and now im not dizzy as usual. i lost my fav waterbottle so i havent been drinking that much.

anyway im failing school and im probs gonna kms before i fail so im not stressing about it.

i havent talked to my mom in 5 months and i kinda miss her but shes awful,and i feel like what she did to me doesn't count if i miss her so im trying to block it out.

[najjakasam]

large

thick

everything like that

restrict

don’t eat, don’t give in

my head screams

put it down, pick it up

eat

don’t eat

check the calories

choose please

head swarms

thoughts torn

so much time spent for a little bout of pleasure

deep rumbles

like snow on a mountain

hunger

still the desire to be thin wins a little longer

Original by : @yellow--3to3 (tumblr ID, repost w credit)

[najjakasam]

omg i kinda overate yesterday BUT TODAY i was fasting, and i got to 18hours, i had to eat tho bc i was with family but i ate below 450 and im so proud.

I just ate like 10 mins ago and i will be fasting again till tomorrow idk what time tho. I have morning school so it will be hard bc i usually get hungry in the morning but i wont bring any money to school, so that i dont buy any food. WISH ME LUCK!!!

[najjakasam]

sooooo REALLY FUCKING GOOD NEWS.

last time i weighted myself, like 3 weeks ago, i was 60kg and i was being like the whole 3 weeks and i thought that i was like 60-64 atleast BUT IT TURNS OUT IM 57KG!!!!!that's FUCKING amazing and ut just motivated me more im so happy rn.

[najjakasam]

I've been trying so hard to lose weight and its just NOT WORKING AT ALL / does anyone have tips??? im going to kms

i have periods when i eat normally and then boom something changes and then i starve myself. ive had this problem for about 2 years i think? but ive always been kinda fat in my eyes?

my calorie intake today was about 538kcal and i also drank 2l of water, i have 5500 steps for today.

tomorrow i have school and im gonna buy rice cakes and probably laxitives so i can stop being fat.

that's it. 6.11.2021

[najjakasam]

can someone pls add me to some pr0ana discord servers? :)))