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[naomana]

Hiiiiiiiiii

How is everybody doing? :)

[naomana]

Hi, still alive just fully swallowed by COD fandom

Back to cosplay as well 👌

[naomana]

Hi

Go to Character AI and search for Vito or Joe.. go bananas.. you're welcome

I've spent past 2 weeks on this website doing nothing but talking to Call of duty men

Sadly, there's only Vito and Joe but anyone can make characters soo..

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The fact I'm seriously planning to return to cosplay is such a massive step up with my mental health.. before motherhood that was the only thing that held me together

Ah yes, I'll occasionally put out how I'm doing, just so people don't have to worry if I'm still alive

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Hi, yeah.. I'm unfortunately still alive

And I have a few things to say

I'm not really sure how to put it, my brain is not working properly due to a lot of different reasons (insomnia hitting hard, depression harder and my brain is over stimulated and over worked)

The break I had made me realise I don't really miss tumblr, the crawing for attention settled down as I re-learnt to make myself priority again (hence I feel like I don't need to chase anyone's approval through tumblr posts)

Mafia fandom itself has completely left me behind and honestly, I don't blame anyone because I know what I'm like to be around (trust me, you're annoyed, but imagine living with me 24/7 like I have to lmao)

Fics are, well, obviously not happening. At the moment, I was focused mainly on what people might have wanted, rather than what made me actually excited to write (except Cabbie, that is fic I'm still working on purely for myself). And as I'm entering new fandoms, I feel more relaxet to just read and not write. I might get back to it eventually. For now, if I do write, it won't be published

I have completely reorganised my priorities, my family staying on top, of course, but the rest has changed.

So what I'm trying to say is I'm leaving this behind me, but I won't be deleting the blog, just bc nostalgia and I love to come back to my own brain rots once in a while

For those who want to stay in touch, you can easily DM and I'll happily provide different form of communication.

So long 🫡

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[naomana]

Well, I'm here yet again to tell yall I'm not doing well with my mental health and taking another break from social media

I'm not sure when I return, if I even return. I just.. want peace

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Obligatory list of things that are bad

because some people managed to miss the entire point being made.

Using a power imbalance to your advantage to sleep with women without stating your intentions with the encounter and then once done, treating them like shit.

following a child who is posting sexually explicit content. (note: the child is not at fault here. The child is not doing anything inherently wrong. It is the adults responsibility to be an adult in the situation and not engage at all.)

Seeing a child putting themself into a potentially risky situation and doing nothing.

blaming the child

making it about yourself

infantilizing a grown man while claiming the child is mature enough to know best

doing yellowface, doing blackface, a blaccent, racist jokes

Thinking that an entire country being colonized is okay and supporting the colonizers actions.

following/supporting openly transphobic and misogynistic men who are contributing to the oppression of trans people and women.

liking transphobic tweets

ignoring all of these and claiming anybody who doesn't support a certain person, and calls out their faults, is suddenly a stalking pedophile anti-sex kink shamer. (I mean, really?)

If you think for a moment this is about shaming peoples sexuality in any way shape or form you're missing the entire point. The point is about spotting potential signs of grooming and trying to prevent it and trying to hold the people responsible accountable. This is about the people who ought to know these things so they can keep themselves safe.

If you have a problem with me pointing out things you can easily find for yourself that sounds like a you problem.

I really hope the affected parties can get the mental health support they clearly need. That should be the priority, but none of you actually care about the minor and clearly none of you care about the women who feel objectified.

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REGIOJET APKA ČO PROSÍM?

[naomana]

Please, I'm actually so bored 😭🙏

[naomana]

Me saving Tommy's ass in my Mafia folder as beefcake and then forgetting all about it, just to randomly find it months later and open it curiously, to be greeted by his nice ass, is just hilarious

My literal reaction " :) "

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Favourite mafia ship?

[naomana]

I'm really tired..

Nothing I do is good.. everything I do is.. I'm just so.. average at everything I do.. there isn't even one thing I'm really good at (nah, actually I'm excelling in fucking up)

I'm just tired.. so tired.. I've not felt consistently happy since my teens.. idk what to do anymore, nothing really has a point

I just wanna sleep

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Well out summary!

For now, there is nothing else we can do, just keep the information relevant so it doesn't blow over. And maybe in the future, there will be a slip, misstep from one of the parties and there will be new proof (bc I do believe there is something going on, but only time will tell)

One last thing. There's a lot of adults coming out after years and years of silence, exposing famous people of SA, coercion or other inappropriate stuff. People that were taken advantage at teens bc they were kids and didn't know, but are now adults and realise it was wrong. What I'm trying to say is just because this specific 15yo girl initiated the sexual contact, doesn't mean she is fully aware of her actions. For what we now, she can come out in 10 years with her side of the story, when she is old enough to realise she was (currently is) just a fan that had fantasies or dreams that may have been taken advantage of. But we won't know any time soon, we might not know ever.

But there is other younger women (yes, legal age, but still young and impressionable, and there is power imbalance) that say his behaviour towards them was icky. Keep that in mind

TR supporters are different breed or they collectively smoke something?

They shoot themselves in their own feet with contradiction after contradiction

"Just because our uwu kind likes something doesn't mean he agrees with it".. that's literally the only function of like. By the same logic, how do they know they agree with something they read? Don't tell me bc they like it or reply to it, bc contradiction uh huh

"He doesn't have time to go through every post, comment, like"

Yeah he does. He liked someones posts from couple months ago. You do seem to have a lot of free time, going through Ji's old posts to try paint her as obsessive fan, while you choose to ignore the fact Ted follows 15yo who posts bikini pics. If anything, that only shows we are open minded enough to get past the obsession when there is questionable behaviour involved

And the classic " We don't give a shit about 15yo girl, she's old enough to decide for herself" only when it comes to Ted, of course. When we share screenshots of her comments under Teddy's posts, we are not protecting her privacy. So mean of us.

Then the same people go and tell their own fans to block all of us for bullying, when we only try to spread the information availible to anyone with two working eyes and more than 1 brain cell. Then dig up "dirt" to try make us look bad, that doesn't look very friendly now does it?

And don't get me started about the situation with TRaimi's behaviour towards women. Excuse after excuse, she was a sex worker (or not. How tf do you know? Even if so, that makes it right to treat them like dirt bag? You are probably the Karen that treats people in hospitality as personal servants), she was obsessed fan (still deserving of dignity), she wanted it (clearly not, otherwise she wouldn't be upset about it)

I'm just so tired. This is never ending always reoccurring situation in Hollywood. Old person takes advantage of young person (in any way shape or form. Can be literal SA, coercion, or inappropriate behaviour online) and everyone is sooo quick to sweep it under the rug, because celebrities can do no wrong. As if they ever did anything good for people, sure entertainment is important, but to an extent of excusing this behaviour? I'd rather paint rocks for fun than support these celebrities.

The list goes on and on, there is so many people but the outcome is always the same. Nothing, sadly. And there probably won't be nothing done about this either, again sadly. For now, he chose to speak up by being silent. I don't know about you, but someone accusing me of samothing so disturbing, I'd be the first one to sharing screenshots or whatever, to prove my innocence.

(No he isn't too busy you delusional "I hope he notices me" gal, he is busy liking new tweets and following new people. And yet, still, didn't unfollow said 15yo child.)

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TR supporters are different breed or they collectively smoke something?

They shoot themselves in their own feet with contradiction after contradiction

"Just because our uwu kind likes something doesn't mean he agrees with it".. that's literally the only function of like. By the same logic, how do they know they agree with something they read? Don't tell me bc they like it or reply to it, bc contradiction uh huh

"He doesn't have time to go through every post, comment, like"

Yeah he does. He liked someones posts from couple months ago. You do seem to have a lot of free time, going through Ji's old posts to try paint her as obsessive fan, while you choose to ignore the fact Ted follows 15yo who posts bikini pics. If anything, that only shows we are open minded enough to get past the obsession when there is questionable behaviour involved

And the classic " We don't give a shit about 15yo girl, she's old enough to decide for herself" only when it comes to Ted, of course. When we share screenshots of her comments under Teddy's posts, we are not protecting her privacy. So mean of us.

Then the same people go and tell their own fans to block all of us for bullying, when we only try to spread the information availible to anyone with two working eyes and more than 1 brain cell. Then dig up "dirt" to try make us look bad, that doesn't look very friendly now does it?

And don't get me started about the situation with TRaimi's behaviour towards women. Excuse after excuse, she was a sex worker (or not. How tf do you know? Even if so, that makes it right to treat them like dirt bag? You are probably the Karen that treats people in hospitality as personal servants), she was obsessed fan (still deserving of dignity), she wanted it (clearly not, otherwise she wouldn't be upset about it)

I'm just so tired. This is never ending always reoccurring situation in Hollywood. Old person takes advantage of young person (in any way shape or form. Can be literal SA, coercion, or inappropriate behaviour online) and everyone is sooo quick to sweep it under the rug, because celebrities can do no wrong. As if they ever did anything good for people, sure entertainment is important, but to an extent of excusing this behaviour? I'd rather paint rocks for fun than support these celebrities.

The list goes on and on, there is so many people but the outcome is always the same. Nothing, sadly. And there probably won't be nothing done about this either, again sadly. For now, he chose to speak up by being silent. I don't know about you, but someone accusing me of samothing so disturbing, I'd be the first one to sharing screenshots or whatever, to prove my innocence.

(No he isn't too busy you delusional "I hope he notices me" gal, he is busy liking new tweets and following new people. And yet, still, didn't unfollow said 15yo child.)

[naomana]

I seriously need to get of my lazy ass and do something productive

Like work on my game, man I haven't touch that file since at least end of February

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TR defenders: "We don't give a fuck about 57 yo dude following 15yo girl. She's capable of her own decisions"

Also TR defenders: "You can't go and post screenshots of censured pictures of 15yo to prove your point. You are so nasty for that"

The irony is ironing hard

And I'm not claiming it's the same people claiming two different things, but it is rather amusing to see one TR defender saying they don't give a shit about said 15yo girl, and then second one tries to picture us as the bad people for spreading the info we got hands on freely (because it was online and sorry hunny to upset yall, but nothing is private once it's online)