nekobonn

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Deadass forgot the body doesn't have a dick for a sec, cool beans. FML lol.

- Adrian

[nekobonn]

Hi! Im not Poppy but I found this interesting and thought I could explain more of what she's talking about, I'm the Host Maiako. :)

The way we define an alter recently changed because of Miku forming, who I thought was just one of the "visitors" but she wasn't. So, for us I think how to tell an alter from a "visitor" can really only be fronting and proof of not being as..I guess, flat? Like, the non-alters generally exist for comfort during a rough time, thats when they are the most prominent. They are almost exact copies of their sources, they don't react negatively or act negatively, they are very non-complex. Miku wasn't like that, she was very confused, upset, disoriented, and then she fronted.

She is our only instance of this happening, which is why right now how to tell is very confusing. As for if they identify as part of the system, no, at least I think they don't? They don't seem aware they're even in one. Personally, I don't consider them alters, because they act and feel very different and never front.

My best guess is they are a safety and comfort blanket, I believe there are alters that protect the system and play a large role in our safety, then there are the "visitors" who are for less threatening situations and for a constant passive comfort.

Ultimately, it's hard to say without more experience with it and understanding, I'm not sure if this helps, but yea. :)

-Maiako

Sooooooooo..got a lil' question for fellow systems, no pressure to answer though duh, but like, do you guys have people/characters/etc. in the inner world that aren't alters? Like, we have a LOT of comfort characters just kinda..chillin' but they definitely aren't alters.. like our inner world isn't huge its basically like a good-sized apartment building with a large backyard, and thats kinda it, but sometimes characters "Visit" or even live in the empty apartments.. at first the host Maiako, thought they could be like, developing alters but that doesn't seem to be the case some have been there for YEARS..

So like, can anyone relate? Cause its caused some mental confusion at times, its ultimately positive but it does make it hard to know if we have a new alter or not, like when Miku recently formed most of us assumed she wasn't an alter and just one of the randoms, but she was..so yea. Anyone relate or no??

-Poppy

[nekobonn]

Sooooooooo..got a lil' question for fellow systems, no pressure to answer though duh, but like, do you guys have people/characters/etc. in the inner world that aren't alters? Like, we have a LOT of comfort characters just kinda..chillin' but they definitely aren't alters.. like our inner world isn't huge its basically like a good-sized apartment building with a large backyard, and thats kinda it, but sometimes characters "Visit" or even live in the empty apartments.. at first the host Maiako, thought they could be like, developing alters but that doesn't seem to be the case some have been there for YEARS..

So like, can anyone relate? Cause its caused some mental confusion at times, its ultimately positive but it does make it hard to know if we have a new alter or not, like when Miku recently formed most of us assumed she wasn't an alter and just one of the randoms, but she was..so yea. Anyone relate or no??

-Poppy

[nekobonn]

Fell off the face of the earth, whoops.. anyway, we actually have 3 new alters so that sucks, no offense to them of course, but really not fun it throws everything off course. We did get our first fictive, and its Miku like Hatsune Miku, which im not completely sure why or how, it could be because Amari was going through an intense Miku phase her sketchbook is literally COVERED in Miku doodles, she downloaded so many Miku songs and bought multiple miku plushies and figures which are on the way here, also she was fronting the most for awhile.. but yea. The others I won't say any details because I don't know if they are ok with it or not.

But yes we are back!!! Though we (well i) posted once, I still feel ba for disappearing. Thats it, bye. :)

-Maiako

[nekobonn]

Introduction!

(Please read before interacting/following.)

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Hellooooo! I'm Maiako (she/they/he), and I'm going to lay everything out that you should know before you continue looking at my page/before you decide if you want to interact with me or not. Number one thing is that I am the host of a system (traumagenic, osdd-1b, not professionally diagnosed) of 22, the others will post, but I really don't know if they'll sign off with their name or anything. There are littles and they are allowed to post, just not message people. There's also non human alters, but human alters make up most of our system. Now, the next thing to mention is most of us (excluding littles) are proshippers and write/draw dead dove..that will not be posted here though. We use both to cope, and don't condone any of it when it comes to real breathing living humans. We strongly believe fiction doesn't equal reality.

We all deal with intrusive thoughts, so we will post about those occasionally. We struggle with sh and will talk about it, no pictures of course. We are autistic and have ADHD, we also have cptsd. Not going to list all our problems but we'll talk about those the most. (All professionally diagnosed)

The body is 18, black-asian, chronically ill, and occasionally has to use walking aids.

To sum it up we're in general considered very problematic, and if that makes you upset or something please block us, we don't want to negatively impact anyone or other systems.

(I'm looking for friends and mutuals n' stuff. Comment/message if you want to be mutuals or anything :) )

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DNI: minors, bigots in general, anti self diagnosis, fakeclaimers, anti proshippers, believes fiction = reality, systems who judge other systems, anti Endo, anti recovery, pro ana.

Please interact: 18+ people, pro self diagnosis, proship/profic, truamagenic systems, Endo systems, pro recovery, anime lovers, gamers, really anyone that isn't an asshole.