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Hello gorgeous! Just wondering if you're gonna do a second part of the imagine with Klaus "Before He Cheats"?

Maybe? It has been started but it was so long ago and I barely write anymore so don’t get your hopes up but there’s a possibility I might finish it

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Hellooo do you by any chance do requests?it's okay if not by the way!but if you do would you be able to do something like achilles come down? These sort of oneshots bring me alot of comfort!Again,It's completely fine if you don't do requests,some people don't do them others do.thank you!

hi! I can try get something out similar for you, do you have a character in mind or anything you want in particular to happen?

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Can you do Klaus being too tired to get up and they wake you up to ask you if you will go get them something to drink at like 2:00 am? Thank you love your work ❤️❤️

Niklaus x reader

Word count: 156

A/N: I feel like this wasn't very great and it took along time to get written sorry but it's out now and hope you enjoy.

Pressure shook at your left shoulder as a voice rung out through your sleep. “Y/N?” Klaus spoke, husky and filled with a low sleepy grumble. Little noises left your lips as your body moved and eyes opening to see klaus at your face. You sighed lowly, eyes squinting at him to explain what he wants.

“Can I have a drink please, love?” His little smirk creeping onto his face while his eyes silently pleaded. on any normal occasion you wouldn't of but just looking at him and seeing how the past few days have drained him you just couldn't help yourself. Witches had been tormenting him for days and that stupid knife thingy had been lodged in his chest, weakening him and now he was able to finally rest.

So, you went and got him a glass of water and silently got back into bed, huddling into his warmth under the covers, returning to your sleep.

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hello, do you have an AO3 by chance?

I probably have made one at some point but nothing would be published on there if I did.

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Bloom

Sirius Black x reader

Fandom: Harry Potter/Marauders

Word Count: 719

Prompt: Bloom by The Paper Kites

Warnings: Death. ANGST.

A/N: This has been sat in my drafts for like a year with very little written but it's now finally finished and it's something new. Hope you enjoy! Hasn't been proofread.

In the morning when I wake And the sun is coming through

Light spilled through the crack of the curtains, reflecting onto your skin; Turning your Y/E/C irises into glittery orbs as you opened your sleep absorbed eyes. Your hands felt up the sheets, fingertips running over the cotton fabric molded over your body, face softly submerged into your silky pillow. A heavy sigh shook past your lips as you awoke; another day meant another day without him.

Oh, you fill my lungs with sweetness And you fill my head with you

His scent still dominated the sheets lying peacefully on the bed; you didn't know if you'd ever have the guts to wash them, relieve them of him. It still felt as though he was holding you, Sirius' hands gipping you to him in such a strong embrace you could never forget. Not that you wanted to anyway.

Shall I write it in a letter? Shall I try to write it down?

"Dear Sirius,

It's been 3 days since that witch took you from me and I cannot seem can't do this without you. Everyday becomes more overwhelming, more unbearable. Everywhere I look in this house just remind me of you and it tears my heart apart. Please come back to me. It shouldn't of been you. I love you too much, Padfoot.

I'm breaking without you. You were my everything and now I have nothing; emptiness and loneliness is now my world. I don't want to be alive without you. I have no motivation to live anymore without you.

Y/N.

Oh, you fill my head with pieces Of a song I can't get out

"You look beautiful, my love." His voice chorussing through your ears as his hand cupped your cheek. The roughness in his voice erupted molten lava in your stomach, melting everything from your heart to your feet. Low vibrations sounded out from his throat; grit was laced in his melodious voice. It was all beauty to your ears and fulfilment to your heart. He was perfect.

Can I be close to you? Ooh-ooh Can I be close to you? Ooh-ooh

Bedsheets spread loosely around your body while your knuckles turned white clenching with such might trying to hold yourself together. Your short chipped nails jammed into the cotton sheet layered over you. It was impossible to find something to really hold onto, to ground you to a reality you didn't want to face. Tears rolled form your eyes, waterfalls and never-ending streams of blue dripping onto the silk pillow beneath the side of your face.

"I miss you, Sirius." Sniffling and shaking, you cried tears of pure tyranny from the wreckage that had now become your life. Your body raged with sobs inside the sheets that fell off your body, leaving you cold.

Can I take you to a moment Where the fields are painted gold

The grass chirped with muggle-known creatures and the leaves whirled from the trees with their arrays of crimson red and gold blurring to the floor. Your eyes took it all in, the subtle warmth in the autumn night that breezed through the branches of the trees lined along the park hill.

"Wow," You breathed, staring into the pinks and oranges ironed into the sky as the golden-orange sun was cut off halfway from the world behind the farm fields that ran for miles below the hill. Cows and sheep glimmered in the far distance.

Sirius' huge hand held yours with care, head in your direction with his eyes admiring you while you admire the view in front of you. "You are so beautiful."

And the trees are filled with memories Of the feelings never told? When the evening pulls the sun down And the day is almost through Oh, the whole world, it is sleeping But my world is you

The shaking of your body never stopped as your sobs violated the saddening silence of the lonely house. Pain submerging throughout your body from your heart in overwhelming waves. It was too much. The loss was too much to handle.

Pain. Pain. Pain. From your head to your toe, the same overbearing feelings washed over your being, drowning, flooding you. Your eyes drained you of tears.

"I-I can't do this, Sirius."

Can I be close to you? Ooh-ooh

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I’m absolutely fine with it! Thankyou for reading and I’m so glad you enjoyed it.

Giving up

Elena Gilbert x reader!Sister/ Jeremy Gilbert x reader!sister

Fandom: the vampire diaries

Word count: 649

Warnings: ⚠️suicide! Alcohol! Drugs!⚠️

Prompt: being Elena and jeremy’s sister and the pain of your parents loss becoming to much.

A/N: I know this is sad and dark but tonight for me has been quite hard and I just felt like writing something. Hope it’s alright! If you feel like this please talk to someone. Anyone. Suicide hotline: 116 123 if you just need to text someone: text SHOUT to 85258(uk) 13 11 14(Australia) 188(Brazil) 1 833 456 4566(Canada) 01 45 39 40 00(France) 0800 111 0 111 / 0800 111 0 222 / 0800 111 0 333(Germany) 1-800-273-8255(US) 90101(Sweden) 0800-0113(Netherlands) 086 1800 280(Ireland) 741741(US and Canada) and my dms are always open.❤️

Being part of the Gilbert family was hard; losing everyone you loved was heartbreaking. Now you were done with the pain. No one saw how much you were struggling, clawing for a grip in life.

Elena was caught up in her own drama with the Salvatore brothers, while Jeremy got stoned and Jenna distracted herself with men. Not one person asked how you were doing, how you were handling the trauma, especially since you had found yourself in the car that went off of wickedly bridge.

Keep reading

[neraidaastrid]

hi, are you going to do a second part of "Before He Cheats- Klaus Mikaelson"?

I will at some point

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Hello luv. If it's okay could I request number 12 from the prompt list with severus snape please? Thank you!

I'm Sorry

Severus Snape x reader

Fandom: Harry Potter

Word Count: 656

Warnings: ⚠️Dolores being a witch. Bit of angst⚠️

A/N: Hi! Thankyou for requesting and for waiting so long for this. It's a bit short but hopefully that's okay. Hope you enjoy!

"Why didn't you tell me you were suffering?" Snape's voice held emotion, his concern radiating through him onto you as his hands caressed yours; He eyed the vibrant red words itched along your skin on the back of your hand. You bowed your head down in guilt, ashamed of your mistakes that caused this.

"It wasn't important." You replied, only causing his heart to swell in how you felt it was your fault. "Of course, it is, Y/N! I'm not going to let that pink prude harm you; You're all I have." The professor poured somewhat of his heart into your ears, trying to convince you that it meant something, that it was torturous for him to see you suffering, especially at the hands of staff hired at this school.

Rough fingers gently clasped your chin, raising it to look him dead in the eye; The potions room around you fading away as you stared into his deep-brown orbs. The coldness of the desk you were sitting on sent shivers up and down your spine, only making you want to lean into his touch, craving the warmness that is his body. Nerves swirled in your stomach and his gaze felt overbearing as you bit shyly on your bottom lip.

"I'm sorry Sev..." You breathe out, grasping to the only words you could find to express how you were feeling; Guilt and shame flooding your conscience. "I'm so so sorry." Tears sparking at the corners of your eyes, irises glazed in clear. You didn't want him to see you cry, so you lower your head into his chest; His smell invading your senses and filling up your lungs. Breathing into his chest, hiccups escape your throat as tears escape you're eyes.

Severus' arms clasp around your frame, holding onto you for his and your comfort. "Don't apologise, Y/N." His hand rubs up your back before settling atop your hair. "I just hate to see you hurt and to know you were keeping this from me..." He takes in a sharp breath, not daring to even finish his sentence before carrying on, "You're everything to me, I don't know what I'd do if you were hurt worse." The confession brought pain to your heart as more tears drenched his robes.

Everything was okay; He and you were fine, and in his arms everything felt alright; Even if that witch was trying to make the walls around you collapse. You removed your hands from their strong grip on the table edge and moved them to the behind of Severus' neck. Your fingers curled his black locks around in comfort, calming yourself in his embrace.

You felt safe; Everything felt good.

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Before He Cheats- Carrie Underwood, with Klaus Mikaelson, please?

Before He Cheats

Klaus Mikaelson x reader

Fandom: The Vampire Diaries/ The Originals

Prompt: Before He Cheats by Carrie Underwood

Word Count: 1508

Warnings:⚠️angst. Alcohol/Drinking⚠️

A/N: hope you enjoy!

Right now, he's probably slow dancing With a bleached blonde tramp and she's probably getting frisky

Caroline's curls bounced on her shoulders as she downed her drink, smile only growing as Klaus sweet talked the vampire. You didn't know how to feel looking at the scene, he was yours; Well at least you thought he was. He was constantly sneaking off, going to the mystic grill most nights and tonight you decided to follow.

Hurt. Anger. Jealousy. It all swirled in you, enraging the stabbing pains in your heart from his plain betrayal. Of course he chose her, Caroline was perfect; Blonde locks dancing gleefully on her head and pretty blue eyes that held all the happiness in the world. It was clear all along that he wanted her, not you.

Right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink because she can't shoot whisky

Klaus compelled the waiter for another drink, a pink concoction being set in front of the immortal. Flashbacks occurred in your mind of how you and klaus used to spend nights here. The two of you glass after glass of whiskey, the amber liquid becoming a comfort for you.

He never got drunk so he had you on his shoulder, speeding you back home where you should’ve stayed the night with him; Drunk but safe in his arms. How could you of been so stupid? It all made sense now; How he would disappear on those nights, only returning during dawn. The sun would sparkle it’s rays through your window, reflecting onto your silky skin just as he would walk through the door, feeding you the same lies.

Right now, he's probably up behind her With a pool stick showing her how to shoot a combo

They moved towards the pool table, still too infatuated with each other to notice your movements to the bar. Eyes glued to their bodies moving against each other. Ordering whiskey neat from the barista, you sipped it slowly, the burn along your throat giving you the comfort you wished for as you kept watching. Kept your eyes tailored to his hands running along hers and the way Caroline’s laughter only brought love into his blue orbs.

And he don't know. I dug my key into he side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive

Anger surged through you as you stormed out, leaving a $5 bill on the table. The scene was too much and ideas popped into your brain, a lightbulb glowing with the perfect plan.

Reaching into your pocket, you pulled out your keys and held out the key to the house you and klaus owned, digging it into the side of his black suv parked in the back of the car park. The sound was almost deafening as you walked slowly, dragging it through the metal of the car, tearing the material.

Carved my name into his leather seats. I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights

You looked about, a sledge hammer catching your eyes from the nearby construction site. Quickly, you rushed over and grabbed hold of the handle of the tool from just inside the open fence. Pure rage was making you see red as the end of the hammer made contact with the headlights of your boyfriend’s car. His luxury. Just wait till he saw what you were going to do the house.

I slashed a hole in all four tires. And maybe next time he'll think before he cheats

The alarm was ringing through your ears but he was probably too caught up with his beauty. Beauty and the beast, oh how fitting.

So you quickly made do of his tires, air being sucked out of them as you ripped the rubber apart with the key. You put your almost unbearable emotions into puncturing all four tires, leaving him with expensive damage. Not that it was really going to affect him but you needed this, you needed him to see his damage towards you and your heart.

Right now, she's probably up singing some white trash version of Shania karaoke

Caroline. Her and her stupid face couldn’t get out of your head, the same scene of klaus and her having fun and obviously in love was too much and you just wanted to cause more destruction. You craved the chaos you were going to cause. So you walked, breaking into a run not long after starting, needing to get to the house you shared.

Right now, she's probably saying I'm drunk. And he's thinking that he's gonna get lucky

Unlocking the door with the same key as you wrecked his car with, you stormed into the mansion. A scream erupted from your chest, pouring out the emotions you were holding in. Grabbing the photo of you and him on the wall, you ripped it off the wall, the glass frame shattering; Shards of glass splattered on the floor, jumping away from each other. Your fingertips clipped to under the table against the wall and flipped it onto the ground.

Tears of fury and frustration escaped your eyes, making mascara mix with it and drip down your face in streams. Shouts and yells of incoherent phrases and noises left your mouth, bearing your broken heart into the world.

Right now, he's probably dabbing on three dollars worth of that bathroom polo

Footsteps echoed through the empty kitchen as your heels stomped along the marble tiles, cracking a few as you marched to the knife stand. Your hand clenched around the black handle of the weapon, holding it by your side as you went to the staircase. Looking down at the white carpets, you sat on the bottom step as the tip of the blade tore into the material; you did that into every step, breaking into the wood underneath.

Oh, and he don't know. I might have saved a little trouble for the next girl

Stumbling through the house, you could barley make out the labels of the bottles through your waterworks. Grabbing a bottle of red wine, you analysed the label and realised it was the one he was saving. He said he got it back in the 15th century from a king, beats you.

Twisting the lid, you opened it, letting the smell of the wine invade the air. Bringing the bottle to your lips, you took a swig of the red, relishing in the fruitiness of it. One more sip of the liquid and then you were pouring it on the floor, soaking the white, torn staircase carpet with red. One after another, bottle after bottle the house was covered in wine and his cellar was looking bare.

'Cause the next time that he cheats Oh, you know it won't be on me

You were wasted, absolutely pissed and blasting music along the house as you danced, twirling around with a bottle of aged red in your hand.

Your voice rang out to the music while you pulled each item of him clothing out of the wardrobe; If you were going to leave you wanted him to have to deal with a right mess. So the pile of his belongings grew and odd items were dotted all around the mansion. You laughed to yourself manically at the idea of him chasing down each object; The tears had dried up and big black lines ran up and down your red, flustered cheeks. You were too manic too cry, too out of it to react to the immense pain in your chest.

No, not on me. Oh, maybe next time he'll think before he cheats

The place was broken and beaten up and you were tired, exhausted from the one-woman party you held. Music still blared through the walls but it wasn’t quite making it to your ears and you lay down on the sofa in the main living room. You raised your third bottle up to your lips, draining the last few drops from the bottle as your eyelids became heavy. Coddling the empty bottle to your body, you contacted into yourself and closed your eyes, falling into darkness as Damn You For Breaking My Heart by Caitlyn Smith lightly buzzed in your ears.

Oh, before he cheats

Klaus was raging, his suv was screwed and the culprit was unknown, that was until he entered his home thinking everything was fine. Music hit his ears as he unlocked the front door, staring at the trashed insides of the place. Then it hit him, it was you. Before anger could get through him, he realised you knew, you knew he was being unfaithful and now the guilt was going to eat at him.

He focused, trying to listen for you over the music humming through him; Your heartbeat was steady, instantly calming him as he knew you were still here and sleeping. Klaus tried to ignore the state of his mansion and instead followed your sounds to find you in the living room, curled up on the sofa. His grinch-sized heart was swelling up as he saw the bottle held against your chest and dried mascara along your rosy cheeks. He walked up to the speakers in the corner of the room and turned them off, stopping Tell Me It’s Not Over by Starsailor half way through.

Once the music was off and silence aired through the mansion, he then made his way to you, caressing his knuckles over the old tears as he struggled to hold back his own. He’d made a mistake and it was going to cost him the world, it was going to cost him you.

His arms went under your knees and held your back, lifting you bridal style from the sofa and removing the empty glass from your grip, placing it on the coffee table. The hybrid held you close, cherishing the last time he would hold you as he ever so slowly carried you to your bedroom. Once inside he lay you down onto the mattress, feeling cold from where your heat was mere seconds ago. He pulled the covers up and connected his lips to your forehead as his tears finally came running down, grimacing down his cheeks.

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Prompt list

- august 2021

You can request anything on the list or even off the list if you so wish, you can find the fandoms/characters I write for in my bio and master lists. Just be warned that I take time to write and I may not even take forth your request.

“One day, you’re gonna regret this.”

“When are you going to see that it’s okay to care.”

“You bring out the devil in me.”

“Come back to bed.”

“Don’t ever leave me like that again or I’ll make you suffer.”

“Raise hell today, fight the devil tomorrow.”

“Go save your boyfriend.”

“I’m never going to be enough, am I?”

“I needed you tonight! But you weren’t there!”

“Do you take pleasure in my suffering?”

“You can’t keep leaving my life just to come back a few months later.”

“Why didn’t you tell me you were suffering?”

“Because I'm a burden.”

“Because you never asked.”

“We are going to fix this, trust me.”

“I shall never let anyone harm you.”

“We will get them back.”

“They died!”

“No. No, no, no. This can’t be happening.”

“Take it easy, love.”

“Out. Get out.”

“I’m not putting up with anymore of your bullshit.”

“This isn’t working.”

“I’m going to walk out of this room, and i’m never coming back. Got it?”

“I need you right now.”

“Please come back to me.”

“You are insatiable.”

“I need time.”

“When will you learn.”

“I will tear him apart, limb by limb.”

“You are never going to change.”

“He’s still the same guy he was 5 months ago.”

“Why did you leave?”

“I was scared of you, I was scared of what you could do to me.”

“I would never hurt you, you know that right?”

“Don’t lie to me.”

“I can see right through you, you know?”

“You are everything I need.”

“I need to forget him.”

“I need to forget her.”

“God, you drive me up the wall sometimes.”

“There’s no way I could ever get over you.”

“So you just left?”

“I tease you because it’s fun, not because I like you.”

“Marry me?”

“How many times am I going to have to repeat myself.”

“You do things to me, and I don’t understand what it is, but I love it.”

“Are you ever going to get tired of me?”

“I miss him so much it hurts.”

“Forgive me?”

Tell me it’s not over- starsailor

You Say- Lauren Daigle

Amnesia- 5sos

Love Ain’t- Eli Young Band

The One That Got Away- Katy Perry 

I Hope- Gabby Barrett

Minor- Gracie Abrams

Before He Cheats- Carrie Underwood

Under/Over- Gracie Abrams

Lonely Call- Raelynn

Ghost of you-5sos

wAnt me back- Lindsay Ell 

Other Side- Morgan Wade

One of them girls- Lee Brice

Love you like I used to- Russel Dickerson

Don’t let her- Walker Hayes

Something’s gotta give- All Time Low

Weightless- All Time Low

Meet the man- Noah Schnacky

Ye Boy and Doll Face- Pierce The Veil

Homecoming queen- Kelsey Ballerini

Forgetting you- Cam

Feeling Things- Ingrid Andress

Forever after all- Luke combs

House with no mirrors- Sasha Sloan

Broken home- 5sos

Smaller than this- Sara Kays

Asleep a- The Smiths

Soda- Nothing But Thieves

No matter the season- Sara Kays

This- Megan McKenna

Particles- Nothing But Thieves

Fallout- Marianas Trench

18- Anarbor

This is home- Cavetown

Starving For Attention- Geri Baird Karlstrom

The vow- RuthAnne

Safe Place- RuthAnne

You didn’t- Brett Young

Skin And Bones- Marianas Trench

Go farther in lightness- Gang Of Youths

Dream boy- Beach Bunny

Stubborn Love- The Lumineers

Feel- FLETCHER

Everybody Loves You- The Chicks

Easy Pill- Carter Faith

Beautiful Crazy- Luke Combs

Him- James Marriott

More hearts than mine- Ingrid Andress

Glitter & Crimson- All Time Low

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Thankyouuu! Means a lot❤️

July (2)

Another list of some of the amazing stories I’ve enjoyed reading recently, I hope you all enjoy these! 💛

Writing is the painting of the voice💛

Fic Rec 2021 Masterlist

Harry Potter Era

Draco Malfoy

Draco Malfoy x Reader-Baby by @ameliasbitvh

Draco Malfoy x Reader-They Didn't Break Up by @daydreams-magic01

George Weasley

George Weasley x Reader-Mad For Her by @simpleweasley

George Weasley x Reader-We Did That Too by @fredweasleyisart

George Weasley x Reader-Twin Flame / Part 2 by @ameliora-j

George Weasley x Reader-Slipping Through My Fingers by @ddelayne

Fred Weasley

Fred Weasley x Reader-Through The Years by @echoisfailing

Fred Weasley x Reader-Over and Over Again by @wzrd-wheezes

Fred Weasley x Reader-Insecurity by @slytherweasley

Ron Weasley

Ron Weasley x Reader-Hopeless Romantic by @iamthecabbage

Ron Weasley x Reader-Heather by @l8ersk8er6

Ron Weasley x Reader-Imagine by @gather-potter-heads

Ron Weasley x Reader-Pure Bliss by @l0vely-lupin

Seamus Finnigan

Seamus Finnigan x Reader-Tipsy by @rainydayathogwarts

Marauders Era

Remus Lupin

Remus Lupin x Reader-Absolute Bliss by @happymoony

Remus Lupin x Reader-Sad Beautiful Tragic by @maraudersmap123

Remus Lupin x Reader-Warm Summers by @atewritesstuff

Remus Lupin x Reader-Mary Macdonald by @cupids-crystals

Sirius Black

Sirius Black x Reader-Divine Consequences by @lonelyhe4rts

Sirius Black x Reader-My Inspiration Is You by @daisycinema

Sirius Black x Reader-Camp by @violetrainbow412-blog

Sirius Black x Reader-Achilles Come Down by @commentaryfanfic

Regulus Black

Regulus Black x Reader-Need You by @spxllcxstxr

Regulus Black x Reader-Hogwarts Train by @taylor-will-be-the-death-of-me

Regulus Black x Reader-Pink, Blues And Yellow by @quillsanddaydreams

Regulus Black x Reader-Home by @earlgreydream

Lily Evans

Lily Evans x Reader-Flower Pressings And Consequences by @maraudersmargo

Marvel

Natasha Romanoff

Natasha Romanoff x Reader-Trust Falls by @vancityfire13

Natasha Romanoff x Reader by @wandavicky

Natasha Romanoff x Reader-Salt by @checkingoutforheroes

Loki Laufeyson

Loki Laufeyson x Reader-Cuddling With President Loki by @umbrae-in-nive

Loki Laufeyson x Reader-Glorious Purpose by @luciilferss

Bucky Barnes

Bucky Barnes x Reader-I'm Glad There Is You by @honeyedtulips

Bucky Barnes x Reader-A Preacher's Punishment by @little-diable

Yelena Belova

Yelena Belova x Reader-Ink by @clints-lucky-arrow

Yelena Belova x Reader-Watching The Sunset by @yelenavestbelova

Yelena Belova x Reader-Choices by @disartrous

Sons Of Anarchy

Jax Teller

Jax Teller x Reader-Bubbly by @drabbles-mc

Jax Teller x Reader-Shades Of You by @hotdamnhunnam

Jax Teller x Reader-I Almost Told You That I Loved You Masterlist by @rayslittlekitten

Jax Teller x Reader-Claw The Reaper by @darklydeliciousdesires

Supernatural

Dean Winchester

Dean Winchester x Reader-Ravenous by @cockslut-padalecki

Dean Wichester x Reader-The Great One by @hoboal87

Dean Winchester x Reader-When Love Is Not Enough by @sarcastic-coffeedrinker

Dean Winchester x Reader-Reunion by @apocalypseornaw

Dean Winchester x Reader-Tell Me by @luci-in-trenchcoats

Other

Jax Teller x Reader || Fast and Furious x Reader-Rising From The Ashes Masterlist by @rebelwrites

Boromir x Reader-Resolve by @elvish-sky

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Achilles come down

Sirius Black x Reader

Fandom: Harry Potter

Prompt: Achilles Come Down

Word Count: 1847

Warnings: Suicide/Near Suicide

Achilles, Achilles, Achilles come down

His eyes couldn't believe it, his deep and pain-filled eyes were sunken with soon to be grief. His wavy black locks curling over his head and falling over his eyes, but he could see clearly; Sirius could see the girl standing on the ledge so evidently clearly. And with all of his being, he so desperately wished it was not who was leaning over the side, peering over the balcony of the astronomy tower; It was her, the girl he had been smitten with since their first conversation; His best friend.

The young Black boy picked up his feet and sprinted over to the young girl, only stopping a couple metres, keeping his distance; Though his heavy footing, the young H/C stood unaware of the young friend staring in fear of her actions. She grabbed the railing, fingers clenching as his breathing almost matched hers. Her hair swept behind her head, the wind caressing it out of her beautifully sculpted face. Y/N's cheeks held such a cute shade of red spreading along them and over the tip of her pretty pointed nose.

"Please." His deep pleading voice alerted her and her head shot in the direction of him, tears rolling down her rosy cheeks as she was about to lift herself onto the railing.

Some of us love you Achilles, it's not much but there's proof

"Please don't do this, Y/N. We can work this out." His ever so desperately pleaded, he needed her in his arms, to hold her away from any harm; To hold her together and collect her pieces and be the glue that fixes her.

"No." Her head shook violently as the streams of waterworks feel the delicate shape of her face as the pass off of her chin. "I'm tired, Sirius; Ever so tired. And no one would really be upset." Her voice cracks and Sirius' heart could of shattered right there right then. It truly baffled him that Y/N couldn't see all of the people that cared about her, and just how much he loved her.

You crazy-ass cosmonaut, remember your virtue Redemption lies painfully in truth

"No one would be upset?" It wasn't registering in his brain how this girl couldn't see how perfect she was. He couldn't understand how she could even think that. "I would be upset! No, No. Not upset, Fucking heart broken!" No exaggeration was in his words, only a soothing breeze that didn't fit the situation at hand whatsoever.

Y/N looked one last time over at him before her eyes glued to the space in front, gazing down into the night below; Submitting herself to the darkness that consumed her, the stars above not able to spare a single ray of their light to light her the way.

Just humour us, Achilles, Achilles come down. Won't you get up off, get up off the roof

"Y/N, please walk away, just come to me."

Achilles, Achilles, Achilles come down Won't you get up off, get up off the roof

Sirius' begs fell upon deaf ears, not wanting to be taken in; Y/N couldn't quite listen to it, the voices sparring in her head were quieting everything around her down dramatically. She could only shake her head, blocking out the boy and attempting to shake out the bad thoughts. The thoughts that were demolishing her whole. Y/N's fingers were in a deadly tightened grip around the railing, unable to let go.

The self is not so weightless, nor whole or unbroken Remember the pact of our youth Where you go, I'm goin' So jump and I'm jumpin'

"I can't live without you, Y/N." Sirius was pouring out his heart in a pursue for her to change her mind, but it didn't look like he was having much of an influence on her brutal mind.

Since there is no me without you Soldier on, Achilles, Achilles come down

"I know you can walk away, just walk away." His new approach did make her falter for a moment, her eyes hazing over as she relived her memories. Streams ran down her eyes, over and over, as each memory of the past few years flashed by.

Loathe the way they light candles in Rome But love the sweet air of the votives

"Italy." Y/N breathed out, turning her head towards Sirius. "I don't know what it is about it, but Rome has always been my dream place to visit. It just looks so beautiful." She babbled on, unaware of his staring; While he thought the city was a place of beauty, he could only focus on how beautiful she was. No scenery, no matter how perfect it was, could ever match her; He would pick Y/N over anything any day; The sweetest scented candle, when lit it would enhance the room in its aroma; A sunset, where the most gorgeous shades would be blended together; Nothing could even compare to Y/N's beauty, and Sirius was head over heels

Hurt and grieve but don't suffer alone Engage with the pain as a motive

While she lay there on the shards of green, him staring at her face, tracing every characteristic of her face with his eyes, her mind flooded with the thoughts; In reality, she knew she wouldn't ever get to see Rome, she would die before even getting the chance. Her sweet smile dropped, the corners of her lips falling down, making Sirius frown upon her falter.

"What's wrong?" It came out quick, sinking into her ears fast, Y/N perking up at the sudden worry and concern. "Yeah, I'm good." Her smile reappearing, plastered to convince him.

Today of all days, see How the most dangerous thing is to love How you will heal and you'll rise above

Y/N wanted to, she wanted to just let this all go, but he was standing there, and she loved him too much. It was so frustrating; All she had wanted for so long was to just give up, but he just wouldn't let her. Sometimes she hated loving him.

Achilles, Achilles jump now You are absent of cause or excuse So self-indulgent and self-referential No audience could ever want you

They were getting louder, only screaming and piercing through her ears in painful rings; She was so tired of them never leaving. In her mind, there was only one way to end this suffering, to finally set herself free, but Sirius wasn't having it. He cared too much for her to let her tumble down into the abyss below their feet.

Her head was screaming

Y/N's hands clung around the roots of her H/C hair, tangling each strand of silk around her thin fingers. It was tearing at her, Her body tearing from the inside out, splitting in half. Her heart hammering in her chest, beating with all its might. Her body shook but she wouldn't let any of the dreadful sobs out, she couldn't get any weaker; Not around him. No matter how loud her head gets.

You crave the applause, yet hate the attention Then miss it, your act is a ruse It is empty, Achilles, so end it all now It is a pointless resistance for you

He was confused, how had he not seen all of the pain she had been in? Looking back at it now, he could remember all of the times where she wasn't herself, when she would just look fully out of it; He regretted not fully looking, seeing past her fake demeanour.

Achilles, Achilles just put down the bottle Don't listen to what you've consumed It's chaos, confusion and wholly unworthy Of feeding, and it's wholly untrue

Her words slurred, singing along with the chants of the fellow Gryffindors; James had caught a win for the house by catching the golden snitch, and now everyone was celebrating. The three boys had started to notice her drunken daze but didn't think much of it, she normally drank till she was drunk on these occasions; Still they sometimes tried to see if there was anything more to it than just celebrating a win, but never really put in enough effort.

You may feel no purpose, nor a point for existing It's all just conjecture and gloom

Her body sank to her mattress, collapsing onto the red sheets after 8 and a half dragged out hours of school; She was so tired of it, day in day out, the same thing every day, every week and it only brought her misery. The thoughts in her head didn't make the days easier, each word and sentence she spewed at herself only made the days feel longer; She was living a boring existence, and she didn't see much point in carrying on.

And there may not be meaning, so find on and seize it Don't waste yourself on this roof

"I'm begging you." Sirius was seriously struggling to keep himself together, this was just as hard on her as it was him. His voice only got quieter and more breathy as he held in tears. "Please don't just give up. We need you, everyone needs you"

But she didn't see it that way; Y/N couldn't quite get passed the thought that everyone would be better off, and even if they wouldn't be, she didn't want to carry on; She was too tired, too burnt out to keep going.

Hear those bells ring deep in the soul Chiming away for a moment Feel your breath Course frankly below And see life as a worthy opponent

She was still breathing, each breath showing up in the cold night air; She shivered and shook and all Sirius wanted to do was wrap his arms around her to keep her warm. He wanted to give her as much comfort as she needed but she felt too far away, too far to the edge and away from him.

Crowned by an overture old and beyond But it's more courageous to overcome

"Be strong. Please, we can overcome this together." His pleading wasn't working, her mind was too clouded by dangerous, dark thoughts to even register his words.

You want the acclaim, the mother of mothers

"IT'S NOT WORTH IT, Y/N!"

More poignant than fame or the taste of another

"DON'T LISTEN TO THE VOICES, Y/N!"

But be real and just jump, you dense motherfucker

"YOU'RE WORTH MORE, Y/N!"

You will not be more than a rat in the gutter

"You're so much more than what they say."

She wasn't listening.

You want my opinion, my opinion you got

"THERE ARE OTHER OPTIONS, Y/N!"

You asked for my counsel, I gave you my thoughts

"THE THOUGHTS ARE WRONG!"

Be done with this now and jet off the roof Can you hear me, Achilles? I'm talkin' to you

Her body only got closer until she couldn't make any less space between her and the railing. Y/N brought her foot up, placing it on the bar unsteadily; But before she could take another step, or even make it off of the balcony, Sirius had closed the air between them, running with all his might towards her. His colossal man-hands grabbed a vicious hold of her waist, gripping Y/N in a deadly hold. He pulled her into his chest, embracing her into him as her sobs and cries finally poured out of her heart.

I'm talkin' to you I'm talkin' to you I'm talkin' to you Achilles come down Achilles come down

He fell to the floor with the tear-stricken girl in his arms, sighing for he finally had her safe; But Y/N's wails were heartbreaking to listen to and the muscle in his chest, violently pounding in his ribcage, swelled from the unbearable sounds. He wanted to take all of her pain away, but there was no physical way he could do that, so he needed to be there for her. He may not be able to take the feelings away, but he could help heal her fractured heart and mind. He loved her too much to just let her let herself go.

Throw yourself into the unknown With pace and a fury defiant

"Let me help you. Can you do that?" Sirius asked, hoping for her to accept; After a few seconds, her tears draping along her cheeks, she nodded, shaking her head up and down before sinking it into his chest. She just wanted to hide away from the world, even him sometimes.

Clothe yourself in beauty untold And see life as a means to a triumph

From then he held her hand whenever he could, squeezing it constantly to let her know he was there. He became protective of her and had an arm around her at all times. She needed the company, it was the only thing keeping the thoughts away, keeping her worthy in her own mind.

But it's more courageous to overcome

A smile overtook her face, their hands joined together and a ring on each of them. The golden band held their never-ending love, engraved swirls giving it some sort of pretty matching pattern. A simple lace dress hugged Y/N's curves, dropping down her legs and pooling on the floor beside the rose arch; Spaghetti straps rounded the top of her shoulders leading into a lace bodice cinching her petite waist. Sirius didn't think any sight other than her could compare to the beauty she held.

Y/N looked like a princess that whole day and got treated like one for everyday of her life; Sirius made her see her worth, he made her see that she was so full of life and happiness, and she made him happy to. They were perfect; Everything was perfect.

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Masterlist

The originals

The vampire diaries

Harry Potter

Prompts Lists:

August 2021

July 2020

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The Originals

Klaus Mikaelson

Burdens

Together Once More

Relapse

Stormy Fears

Bitten

Pettiness

Before He Cheats

Sleepy

Elijah Mikaelson

Kol Mikaelson

Nothin' Like You

Alone

Rebekah Mikaelson

Freya Mikaelson

Hayley Marshall

Davina Claire

Marcel Gerard

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The Vampire Diaries

Stefan Salvatore

Damon Salvatore

Elena Gilbert

Giving Up

Jeremy Gilbert

Giving Up

Bonnie Bennet

Caroline Forbes

Enzo St.John

Matt Donovan

Kai Parker

The Book Of You & I

Katherine Petrova

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Marauders

Remus Lupin

Sirius Black

Achilles Come Down

Bloom

Regulus Black

Severus Snape

I’m Sorry

James Potter

Lily Potter