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And every day I get to know people only love me from a distance

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With you everyday is like

living my childhood all over again,

The moments nonchalantly thrown away,

Reshaping the memories

Only into laughter and giggle,

Letting off the tears kept hidden aside.

Being around you feels like

staying in the warmest place possible,

Knowing the idea of home.

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I always found myself wishing to know the feeling how it actually is to have a female best friend. Like actual actual bestie- to be able to run to her and tell whatever the hell going on in your life, not for getting the solutions right away but only for being heard. I love the idea of nononjudgmental female friendships where you can call each other any hour of the day when your eyes are full of tears, when your heart is breaking or even when your heart is full of happiness. I've always found myself in need of that.

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crazy how my idea of love ruined at home where it should've began from

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I think I'd not be able to fall in love

if I were happier or less lonely.

I think I'd not be coming back in life

If I never fell in love with you

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it's December,

Shout out to the people who will stay

Shout out to the people who will not

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It's December and my heart is aching, racing- all my wounds are open once again

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December,

oh my favorite time of the year

You saw me grieve every other night.

Leaving nothing here for me,

You still smile from the far side in fogs.

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my beloved December,

Everytime you wanted to move in,

I closed my door.

Everytime you reached for my hand,

You ended up leaving my heart in pieces

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Um ok this is unreal?? I just wanted to say to anyone who listened to my music this year, anywhere in the world, thank you. Getting named Spotify’s Global Top Artist in 2023 is truly the best birthday/holiday gift you could’ve given me. We’ve seriously had THE MOST fun this year out there on tour and now this. Are you serious. So I was trying to think of a way to thank you, and a lot of you have been asking me to put “You’re Losing Me (From The Vault)” on streaming… so here you go! You can finally listen EVERYWHERE now 💋

https://taylor.lnk.to/YLMfromthevault

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I can't stop thinking about the pain of the Palestian mothers who carry their children for 9 months, feeling their tiny kicks and flutters, dreaming of the day they will hold them in their arms, nourishing them with their own blood, only to have them ripped from her arms and bombed, killed, and murdered by merciless Zionists.

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My roommate said the other day, “Since you'd been in love our room was never seen flower-less really." And I can’t stop thinking about it.

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Naomi Shihab Nye, from Fuel: Poems; “Hidden”

[Text ID: "If you tuck the name of a loved one / under your tongue too long / without speaking it / it becomes blood"]

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I fell in love and what a fool of me to believe that I'm not up for sad poetries anymore

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I've loved you and all those griefs from past seem now mythical.

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falling in love with you is like listening to Prateek Kuhad songs. It only gets better.

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the number of times I had been hurt from the places I had no expectations of getting hurt, makes me self doubt everywhere I go even before I step into it.