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mentally im always like that kitty on the beach looking out at the sea longingly

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— Jay Vespertine

Text ID: “Maybe in a parallel universe i was not betrayed so poetically.”

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The Tree of Life (2011)

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just like a million other things, running away and living a solitude life without worrying about anything is also normal.

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need

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Every house has a unique smell when you walk in. I always thought that if it smells good, the people are mostly happy. But if it doesn’t, it’s like the house is sad too.

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i miss you

I missed you on July 24. I missed you the day you left. I missed you on quiet mornings - when you slept, talking with me all night. I missed you in the middle of a busy day when I remembered your smile. I missed you even more a week ago. I missed you in the silence of the evenings, when I looked at the sky, wondering if you saw it too. I missed you on a wednesday passing by our Metro spot. I missed you a lot yesterday when everything reminded me of you. Today, I miss you more than yesterday.

I miss you in every song that brings you to my mind. I miss you in every conversation where I wish I could hear your voice. I miss you when I wake up and realize you’re not just a message away. I missed you last night as I lay in bed, thinking of all the things we’d still talk about. I missed you in my dreams, where everything felt like it used to. And today, I miss you more than yesterday.

I missed you on a rainy day; you know why. I missed you in happiness because I wish you were here to share it. I missed you in the things I wanted to tell you first. I missed you with every thought I’ve saved for you. I missed you few seconds ago, going through those edits. I miss you now and with every single line and every single time, I miss you a little bit more.

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Last November - broke with a job. This November - just broke. Some things change, some things stay the same.

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its no money november that's where it's november and i dont have any fucking money

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I have a lot of creative energy, yet I sit mindlessly scrolling through lobotomizing Instagram reels and TikToks. I've thought countless times about what to do about my restlessness, but I stay stagnant. I want to make something personal and honest with all of my favorite things. I worry if what I make will be enough for me, I doubt myself a lot but my contentment is getting harder to come by and I think I just need to do it

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amen

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— Susan Sontag, from “Death Kit,” (1967) (via lunamonchtuna)

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I crave a love so deep, the ocean would be jealous. - Pablo Neruda

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i know that she'll text me tomorrow. so i controlled my urge to text her and continued studying for my exam. it's 1AM and i got a text from her asking how my exam went today. idk man my headache disappeared and iam so fucking happy right nowwwwwwww