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noonajoe · 1 year
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Proposing My Best Friend (Kuroo Tetsurou x Reader)
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Matching : Kuroo Tetsurou x female!reader
Word Count: 1500+
TW: marriage proposal, best friend, many fluffs, talking about future, mention future children
©noonajoe (Published on 4 April 2023 - 19:55 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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“Y/N, what do you think about having a family?” he asked.
“Oh? Why a sudden question, Kuroo-kun?” you asked while walking beside him.
“Looking at that kid who’s being hugged by her mom earlier makes me think a lot, I mean we’re 25 so it’s normal to daydream about the future, yea?”
“Hmm. Yeah, if you said that so…” you answer him.
You enter the cafe and find empty tables. You sat down alongside him, picking foods and drinks from the menu. While waiting for the food, Tetsu continues your current conversation.
He looks beside him, staring at people walking from the window, “From my sight, all I think about having kids is like continuous KPI (Key Performance Indicator), and the numbers and changes will be changed, their education needs, their emotional needs, everything. Somehow I look at having a kid as having many tremendous challenges, unpredictability, prepared to be hurt and cry.” he sighed.
You smiled, fascinated by how this conversation turned into an interesting topic to discuss, “Hmm, I think you forgot one most important indicator, Kuroo-kun”
“What is it?” he titled his head, asking you.
“Happiness”
“Huh?” he frowns.
“Kuroo-kun, you’re so funny. A scene that you looked at earlier is a mother who gives their kids comforts and affection, it’s a form of happiness too, you know?”
“Hm, yeah. But I don’t know, for me, raising kids is also a new fear to deal with,” he said.
You stared at him, “I don’t know about kids, either, they are tiring and unpredictable, but I know there are a lot of happiness possibilities in having a family. Kids may be a drag but their parents have to be happy through the process of raising their kid.”
“Hmm, I agree about that then. So, what kind of mom would you like to be, Y/N? Like, a mom who prefers to stay at home, or something else?” he asked.
“Well I think being a wife and a mom must be linear in roles. Well, first I want to discuss this with my husband, the future father of my children when we can settle on co-parenting tasks for our children, for example maybe I make them food every day and my husband has to play with them after work. I don’t know whether I can survive being a full-time mom, but when my kids grew big enough for childcare. If I could, I want to work again.”
“Whoa, so even after you gave birth, you still thinking about working after that, heh?” he smirked. 
You gave him a real answer because of his playful expression, “Well, we have to be realistic about our future needs, right? It is possible that our family expenses increased year by year. And if I stayed as a full-time mom for 20 years, I’m afraid I can’t take my kid to a proper school-”
“Yeah. But Y/N san, you won’t ever know who will be your husband, right? Of course, he has to support his family financially” he asked, looking at the table.
You stopped your answer, staring at him with a blank expression, “Ah… right hehe. Maybe I’m focused too much on my side as a future mom. Yeah, but of course, I will discuss that with my future husband. Who knows the decision will be different?”
“Yeah yeah,” he said. 
“Well, how about you, Kuroo-kun?” you asked him.
“Hmm… I can’t put it in detail. But rather than focus on having children, regardless of happiness or not, I want to make my future wife happy first. I mean, if she is happy about having a kid maybe I will agree to it. My mother left me when I was little because of fights with my dad. That reason is the cause I never focused on having a kid, I want to focus on giving happiness and memories to my future wife, first”
“Hmmm, is that so”
“What if your husband somehow doesn’t want to have kids, Y/N?”
“Hm? Do you mean, I will not have any kids ever? Adopted or biological” you asked him. 
“Uh-huh. What do you think about that?”
“I don’t know Kuroo-kun, again, it depends on who will be my husband. Egoistically, of course, I want them. But if there is a reason that my husband can explain well to me, I can think over it again. To be truthful, I can’t imagine raising my kid without a father figure, especially when they’re still teenagers. So, of course, if I’m that ambitious about having a kid, I have to select a proper father for my kids. However, as I said, I want a significant role as a wife and a mother equally. In short, I want to be happy in both roles, not just being a mom, but also as a wife”
“So, you don’t know too huh?”
“Yeah, I guess so. But again, everything could be changed. At least I have based principles on my own, about the decision of having kids I believe married couples have to intensively discuss that. But if both individuals can’t have a solution or negotiation, it hurts, and separation is a possible solution.”
“So, the core must be fixed first, right?” he asked with a little laugh.
“Yeah, again, Kuroo-kun, but if you talk about step by step, I want to settle first as a wife.”
Finally, our food arrives, and when we have full of our orders, he suddenly told me not to eat first. He grabbed both of my hands and told me he want to confess something. 
“What if you marry with me?” he suddenly asked.
“Hah? Kuroo-kun what-” Your face suddenly went red. Even though you have a 10-year friendship with him you understand this is a romantic proposal. You can’t help but answer him with a stammered tone. 
“You know all of my weaknesses for the past 10 years of friendship, do you think I will fit as a father and husband?”
“Well if it’s about that, in father’s roles I think you’ll fit to be one, Kuroo-kun. We saw how you can lead your juniors at Karasuno. In terms of leadership, I think you’re a perfect fit for a father because you can put love and wisdom equally. For a husband, hm… I don’t know, somehow you never date anyone, so I don’t know..” you answer him while tilting your head to another side, unable to look at him.
“I believe that’s the general answer. what I asked is, am I worthy to be your future children’s father?”
“Huh?! Come again?” you were startled, and finally your eyes met his. 
“Am I suitable for being your husband and future father in your family?” he said with a smiling face. You hate when Tetsu’s confidence never weakens.
“No!… I mean, I don’t know, Kuroo-kun” you answer him.
“Is that so… So you don’t know or you don’t want to?” he frowns, wishing you said yes, yet you are still confused by his sudden confession. 
“We-well, you talk about future family, and currently I’m not dating anyone. I don’t know, the proper standards of a husband, to be honest…Kuroo-kun”
“I will get straight to the point then,” he said, grabbing your hand tightly.
He told you to look at his face, “I want to marry you, Y/N.”
“What? How? Why me? We’ve been best friends for a decade…”
“I believe there’s a proverb said you have to be best friends when you marry your wife. In my case, I have a best friend who I loved for a long time and I want her to be my wife.”
“This is not serious, isn’t it?” you laugh, looking beside you whether there’s a camera on, somehow hoping this is a joke that Tetsu always does in pranks.
“Y/N, When it comes to serious discussion, I never joked about it, you know me so well” he answers you.
“What do you see me as a potential wife then, Kuroo-kun?” you asked, hoping he gave up on his pranks.
“You took care me for almost 10 years as a best friend, I could say my loneliness from losing my mom was reduced intensively when you asked me to accompany you to the bookstore, grocery stores, and many other activities. Hmm, also kinda hurts when you have a boyfriend at that time, but you still replying to my messages, even saying to introduce me to your ex-boyfriend. Your talent and potential in professional also encourage me more that you’re going to be a lovely partner or even a mother”. Okay, his answer shows that he’s not playing around anymore. 
Somehow it turns silent, and both of you haven’t touched the food yet, “I’m not hurrying you about marriage terms.”
“If you want to date first, I’m okay with it. But my end goal with you is marriage, so I’ll wait for your answer no matter how long it is” You tilted your head up. He said that with a genuine heart. You know Tetsu so well, you just denying him for being serious this time. He’s not the same playful Tetsu that always played with you when you were little.
You bury your head in the table, sighing “I hate you when you’re serious like this… Damn you Tetsurou…”
“So, when will you give me your answer? If you ask about rings and money, I have it already, you know me, Y/N” He smirked.
“Stop it, Tetsu!” you smack his hand with your bag.
“I can’t wait to tell this story to our future kids”
“Dear God… help me” You cover your face with your hands, unable to see his smirking face.
In the end, you give your life and soul by marrying your best friend, you knew from the start he’ll be a great husband and father to your children. He still calls you “best friend and best wife” every time he wakes up.
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noonajoe · 1 year
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Your kid hurt himself (Ushijima Wakatoshi x Reader)
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Synopsis: Ushijima and Y/N have an 8-year-old son who's scratching and punching himself because of his frustration. You can't stop your son and called your husband because you're scared to look at your son.
Characters: Dad!Ushijima Wakatoshi x Mom!Reader
TW: Self-harm, angst, fluff, comfort, family fluff, Ushijima is a great dad
Word Count: 750
©noonajoe (Published on 2 April 2023 - 23:15 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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“T-Toshi”
“Yes, honey, what’s wrong?” Toshi asked.
“Takio, he’s..” you’re trembling staring behind Takio’s room door.
“What’s happening? I heard Kio’’s screaming in your background sound” he stood up from his seat, and quickly sign his driver to prepare his car for him.
“He… he hurt himself Toshi…, like I did when I was little, I don’t know now how to make him stop. He unintentionally scratched my arm when I tried to stop him…” you sat on the table, searching for a medkit to wrap the scratch. 
“I’m in the car right now. Is the scratch bad? Do you need an ambulance?”
“No, I’m okay but mentally not because I can’t stop him, Toshi…” 
“Okay, wait, I’m on my way home, 15 minutes, wait for me, okay honey?”
“Y-yes, thank you, Toshi” you closed his call.
He arrives, quickly enters the entrance door, and found you treating your hand
“Toshi” you look at him.
He quickly grabs your hand, and takes a good look at your wounds, “let me see”
“Okay, it looks not serious, thankfully” he sighed, glad that his wife was okay.
“Is he in his room?”
You nodded
“Okay, don’t stress yourself, let me take care of him” he patted your head.
He enters the room and looks at Takio. His son’s hair is messy, his dark eyebags are visible, and his eyes are swollen because of screaming and crying.
“Takio,” he said, with a firm tone.
“D-dad..” Takio was startled, staring at his father walking towards him.
Your kid is pretty scared of Toshi because of his cold gaze 
“I’m sorry dad, I-I think I hurt mom a little bit back then, I-I’ll apologize to mommy later”
He just stares at him and takes a deep sigh. He sits on your son’s bed, straightly staring at his son who’s sitting on a chair.
“Mom is fine. But I’m not here to talk about that. Why did you hurt yourself?”
The moment he heard that his tear slowly began to flow.
“If Kio had something in mind, or even disappointed Kio, just cry it out. Did I and mom ever angry when you cried? No, right? We never taught you to hurt yourself”
“I don’t know dad, I’m so dumb at school. Mrs. X always said that I will never be as successful as you or mom”
Toshi’s eyes widen, and with his flat expression, he tried to calm himself down. 
“Okay, so, Mrs. X told you that?”
“Yes, dad…”
“How long had she been saying that?”
“Uh… I don’t remember when… But she always said that when I finish my volleyball extracurricular, I and other teammates somehow met her by coincidence when we want to go home. When we got to the school’s entrance gate, she always mock me with those words…. I was embarrassed because my teammates heard that out loud”
“Okay, so, all of your teammates heard what Mrs. X said?”
“Yes, dad…”
“Okay, tomorrow, I want you to give me the list of all of your teammates as an evidence, I will report this to the principal”
“No! Dad, but, she’s going to bully me more…”
“Then I will take this case to the law firm as an irresponsible action from a school. She hurt my son, it’s a serious matter.“
“... O-okay dad”
“Okay, do you need some psychological therapy for this matter? Your mom and I maybe not a people that can solve some of your mental needs, especially if you’re hurting yourself. I can sign up at the nearest hospital if you want. As long as Takio feels better, we will always support Takio’s needs no matter what”
“I think, I will tone down my overthinking, Dad. I’ll try to fix this self-hurt by myself first… But thank you for offering, dad”
He stared at your 8-year-old kid, and can’t imagine if his self-hurt got worsened. He pulls his son’s chair closer so he can see him closer, “From now on, tell me and your mom if you experiencing bad things, okay? And don’t hurt yourself. I may be not as lovely and feely as your mom but we love you so much and it hurts us so much if you hurt yourself like this.” he grabbed your son’s hand.
“Okay, dad… I’m sorry for hurting myself…and I will always love you both…”
“Well, why don’t we go outside and see mommy? She’s extremely worried about you, Kio”
“Okay, dad”
The night ended with you hugging your son tightly, giving him multiple words of comfort. You’re glad your husband can help your son through his hardship.
While you're hugging your son until he's asleep, Toshi looked at you and comforts you by saying "he's going to be okay"
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noonajoe · 1 year
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Contractions. (Kuroo Tetsurou x Reader)
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Matching : Kuroo Tetsurou x pregnant!reader
Word Count: 701
TW: pregnancy, birth contraction, angst, fluff, comfort, supporting couple, hospital
©noonajoe (Published on 31 March 2023 - 23:03 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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You squeezed Tetsuro’s hand for the 20th time, unable to sleep. You have been struggling with 17 hours of contractions, waiting for your baby to arrive in this world. However because this is your first pregnancy and you also experience vomiting and dizziness, the doctor suspects this has to do with your asthma. It went well for 8 months, and at week 34 you felt a cramp in your belly. Kuroo went panicky after that and took you to the hospital.
Sometimes pregnant women who are in labor scream, cry, cursing at their husbands to relieve stress and pain. However, you felt tired and hard to breathe most of the time. It worries Kuroo the most because you looked paler minute by minute. Also, you minimize conversation with your husband because you just want to close your eyes and bear the pain.
“Honey if you want to cry, scream, or punch to relieve the pain, you can do that to me” he worriedly stares at you. You lay weak in the hospital bed, with IV drops punctured in your wrist. 
"Crying wastes much energy, you know once I cried I barely stop,” you answered.
He leans closer to the bed, put his hand on your forehead, and felt cold sweat drenched in your pale face. "I know, but you don't have to bottle up your feelings now. You're tiring your emotions too hon. Crying may be exhausting physically but it relieves your stress"
You still close your eyes, eager to open them. In the end, you slowly talk to him, grabbing his hand tightly because your belly is contracting again, "... It hurts"
"Go on, tell me more," he said, grabbing your hand tightly and rubbing your knuckles slowly. "It feels like he grow bigger, but pushing the birth canal" you cried with your eyes closed. "It's been 17 hours of contraction so you'll improve a lot, hon. It's already 6 cm dilated"
For the past 17 hours, you keep thinking if you ever survive this birth labor. Because this pain also increases your overthinking, and that is the reason why you don’t want to talk to Kuroo because you are worried to make him sad. "What… if I don't make it" you finally asked with your half-opened eyes.
He took a deep sigh and smiled, "You're the strong woman of hell I have ever known. You never give up on every misery in your life, right? Then so do you now. I believe you’ll survive this"
"..." you slowly closed your eyes and remained silent.
"Keep talking. Don't be silent honey, you can't sleep now. It’s time to take a walk again, 20 minutes walk okay?" Kuroo encourages you to keep awake. For the past 17 hours, doctors suggest you take a walk for 20 minutes per hour. You barely did it because it hurts like hell when she walks for the first 3 minutes. Kuroo struggles to convince you, he didn't dare to force you in your pale gaze.
“I don’t want to….” you cried, this time you cried deeply. Your tears suddenly flow a lot. “Hey hey honey, don’t cry.” He hurriedly hugs you in your sleeping position. He rubs your back gently. 
“This time, just 5 minutes, okay?” he negotiated, "No no no I don’t want to Tetsu:((" you still cried, this time you gripped his hand tightly because the contraction goes on again. Suddenly you felt out of breath, because of the contractions and sudden crying, Kuroo calms you down and told you slowly breathe.
"Honey, please for our Hiro, just 5 minutes, okay? Hiro will be happy if his mother quickens the birth, he can't wait to see his mama and papa, remember?" he encourages you. Tenderly stares at you, which also worries you. Tetsu has been accompanying you for 17 hours straight in the hospital, you know his anxieties increased since you ask him if you didn't survive. He still shows you that smile even though he’s damn more worried. He wants to fully support you emotionally.
He rubs your knuckles with his trembling hand, you felt it, and notice he’s extremely worried. Worried if you may not survive, worried if he loses you.
You tried to sit up from the bed, and Kuroo helps you. You stare at him who’s sitting beside the bed, still staring at you. “Okay…. 5 minutes. I’m going to survive this and take care of our baby together. Okay, Tetsu?”
“I could have not been prouder than that, babe” he smiles.
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noonajoe · 1 year
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When he needs you (Kageyama Tobio x Reader)
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Pairing: Kageyama x Reader
Word Count: 352
©noonajoe (Published on 24 March 2023 - 12:25 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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*Kageyama is calling you*
“Y/N, where are you now?”
“I’m at a convenience store near the apartment, what’s up, Tobi?” you hang the phone while you giving your things to the cashier
“No… It’s just, I want to hear your voice”
You remained silent, waiting for him to say something
After packaging your things into a bag, you knew there was something wrong because he still remained silent
Still waiting for his answer, in the end, you offer him comfort,
“I’m on my way to your apartment, okay?”
“Mhm…”
Yeah, definitely something wrong.
“Do you want something? Ice creams, lemon soda, or what?”
“No…” his voice breaks, you know he wants to cry so bad. But a tsundere Kageyama dislikes to cry on the phone.
Because his apartment is nearby, you kept walking while talking with him on the phone, “Tobi can hold up tears okay? I’m on to the elevator, I know you hate crying on your phone”
“Yeah.. okay….” He answers quietly
You arrived on his unit floor and quickly knocked on his front door. He saw you drenched in sweat indicates you walk real quick just to meet him. You can him, looking at his swollen face, still not saying anything except “hi”
You put your shopping bag on his dining table, hurriedly unwrap your jacket, and hug him.
“Did Tobi have a bad day today?”
He only nods, then he rubs his head over your shoulder
“Okay, that means yes. May I know what just happened?”
“Not selected… for next national representatives”
“Okay… It's going to be ok, Tobi. You are great, okay? You can shine next time"
"Mhm," he still hugged you, eager not to let go.
"I can't get out from this sadness" he quietly said, still crying on your shoulder.
"It's okay, let's go to the bed, shall we? you're probably dizzy to thinking those things, okay?"
"Okay...." you drag him to his bedroom, lying him on the bed. You want to make instant hot ramen for him, but he doesn't want to let you go.
"You probably not eating for a day, I'll make quick ramen then we can cuddle again, ok?"
“Don’t leave…” he said, hugging you more tightly than before. Hearing those, you remained sleep beside him.
In the end, he sleeps in your arms, hearing your amazing word of affirmation, comfort him as much as you could.
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Marrying best friend (Bokuto Koutarou x Reader)
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"In the end, its you"
Pairing: Bokuto x Reader
Word Count: 581
©noonajoe (Published on 24 March 2023 - 11:31 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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“Marry me, Y/N,” he said
“Huh?” you startled at his proposal, it's a sudden one because they just meet again after 2 years of lost contact. You met him again because of his mother's funeral, comfort him because he desperately called you, need you in his griefing.
“You heard me, let's get married”, he grabbed her hands. Where they are in the middle of eating lunch.
You keep seeing his eyes, trying hard to seek unsureness in Bokuto's eyes. His glance is full of confidence, he never showed this side before, and it almost scared you away, “Bokuto, we just… meet again for 4 months, and my family-” he cuts you off.
“But knowing each other for 10 years, I’m enough playing around”
“Seeing you as manager when Im playing volleyball at 16, studying hard together to get to university at 18, punching your bastard ex-boyfriend at 19, my depressed era dumped by 2 girls at 21, helping me through hell when I’m jobless at 23, we fought because of my issues and we lost contact for 2 years yet I still thinking about you, at 25 my mom passed away you are the only one I want to appear to bury my sadness. Since then you cook and visit me for months, when I turned 26 you supported me to go to international matches. I may have been with other girls but in the end, it’s you. You have always been a home for me. You are the real love, I chose you, my heart chose you, and can't be replaced by anyone else” he confessed.
You tried to release your hand from his grip, “I don't want to break our friendship, Kou… It will be different”
He smiled, and frowned simultaneously, looking down at the dining table, “Y/N. I was thinking the same thing years ago. I'm really sorry but in the end, I felt love, and I can't deny it anymore after 10 years…”
You kinda love him too, you know? But somehow skipping the dating phase, and jumping over to the marriage step is a big deal to be settled, even though you have faith to be partners in the future, “Are you serious about this? Kou, marriage will be more difficult”
“I'm prepared for everything, I will take responsibility to take care of you. I will help you pay your family debts, I will comfort you when your anxiety occurs, and I’m ready to walk to the future. When we get married, I'm willing to go through progress together until you can consider me as a real husband, even if it takes years”
“I know I’m clumsy, I’m selfish sometimes, maybe I’m too dumb compared to other men, easily having a bad mood, but I’m proud when you told me my clumsines salways lightens up your days. I’m willing to learn, and face the future together as long as it’s with you”
You looked at him, willing to say yes but your energy has been taken too much to answer this proposal right now, “I’ll give you my answer tomorrow, is that ok?” you smiled, indicating a positive response to him.
"Take your time, Y/N. I'll wait for your answer tomorrow" he smiled.
Ultimately, he married you with a small party with your friends, only inviting the closest family and his volleyball team members. Every time people congratulate him, he proudly says, "I'm marrying my best friend in the whole wide world"
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His Long-Distance Birthday Gift for You (Kuroo Tetsurou x Reader)
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“Because of a business trip, that doesn’t mean I have to forget my girlfriend’s birthday, right?”
Word Count: 843
©noonajoe (Published on 22 March 2023 - 13:58 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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*phone call from Kuroo*
“Tetsu…?”
“Hi Kitten”
“What’s wrong? It’s 10, don’t you have to meet with your clients tomorrow?”
“I know, but that doesn’t mean I have to forget my girlfriend’s birthday?”
“Oh… Oh yeah!”
“Don’t tell me you forgot again”
“Uh, no-no. I mean, I just half-asleep in the living room watching TV, so… Yeah, I remember”
“Heh, is that so… Can I turn on a video call?”
“Wait, my face is really in mess-”
“It’s ok. It’s not like I never saw your bare face. I make it quick, I have something for you but I need to turn the video call”
“Uh. okay…”
*turning on video*
“Okay, I want you to go to my wardrobe”
*walks into their shared bedroom while carrying the phone with video call turned on*
“Okay, see that box on the bottom in a drawer? Get that box on the bed, hon”
“Okay, wait, it’s pretty heavy”
*carrying the medium-sized box into their bed*
“Okay, first. I just want to tell you, happy birthday, hon, sorry I don’t have cakes right now because of our long-distance whereabouts. I want you to open this gift box, but don’t turn off the video, okay? I just want to see your face opening the box”
*Open the box, it contains:*
[A paper written in colored markers and Kuroo’s doodles:]
Dear Kitten,This is my first surprise gift for you, I hope it’s not cheesy
“Happy birthday to my most strong-independent-sometimes stubborn but lovely partner, people said I’m too unrealistic but I do realize I could not pass every challenge in my life for the past 4 years without you. I could say every day is tiring but you always welcomed me. I have 4 gifts inside, I hope you understand each gift’s essential meaning"
*Long Goose Pillow* "I know your anxieties still occur for the past year and it’s worsened when I’m not with you because business trip. Yet, you always never told me:( I know you don’t want me worrying you but still, I know everything even if you don’t tell me ok. This goose pillow is really soft and squishy so I hope you have a good sleep hugging this if I’m not around."
*2 Packages of Miniature Lego* "I’ve talked to some physiologists and Akaashi (Akaashi is a doctor here), actually, lego helps avoid overthinking. Lego also trains your focus, I hope this can reduce your night habit of overthinking or crying. I can estimate if you slowly complete this two it’ll be done in 2 weeks. Just don’t finish it too fast, you’ll get a headache! :<"
*Ipad* "You always use your laptop to hear lofi or lullaby songs to help your anxieties. This iPad has the same features, and the sound system is good as well. Why I didn’t buy you a speaker, because I hope you can also watch movies with this. Sometimes when I suggest you buy Ipad refused because it’s too expensive, yet I want you to feel comfortable watching movies with this effective device rather than watching on your laptop. Plus I already installed nfix and hb*. Don’t feel bothered because I already subscribed to those for you. Don’t dare you pay me back."
*Bunny Lantern* "You know what I always got scared when you always use that dim desk light of yours when we slept. I mean, it’s too dim and sometimes the light turns off when I woke up I almost panicked myself because I thought I’m going blind all sudden. This bunny lantern also have an orange light on it, those lamp can help you through your sleep too. Even if you woke up at night when you see the lamp, hopefully, you can go sleep easily after."
*Wrist strap lanyard with a small picture of both of you* "I know it’s really cheesy but I really want you to have this in your working bag. I really don’t like that boy names (random names) that have been chatted to you each night! He got the lesson when I met him at that time. Plus if you look closer it also contains my number so if there’s something going on people will recognize me as your ‘partner’. Other men will get off you quickly when they saw this keychain."
[Last, a piece of paper glued in the bottom of the box:]
This is my first time not having your birthday on-site. I hope my gifts can at least cover your longing, I also write this by myself. No google translate or help from google sites! The gifts may replaceable but my love is more than this, okay?&lt;3 Your only man, Kuroo Tetsuroo
You literally cried and laugh at the same time because you read each of his messages in the box. You also cried because you don’t know Kuroo has been prepared for this before his business trip, it's a really sweet side of him.
He sees you crying, wiping your tears while unboxing each of gifts.“Oh my, I wish I can hug you right now" he sighed, his smile indicating that he was glad that he prepared this before his 2 weeks business trip.
He asked, "Are you happy? Are my messages too cheesy?”
“No! I’m happy, it’s my first time to have this sort of gift, you know?”
“That’s good then. I’ll see you next 3 days and you can have birthday cuddles, okay? Love you"
“Yes, thank you so much, Tetsu… I love you too”
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noonajoe · 1 year
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When you use dress that shows your back scar
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Synopsis: Y/N is wearing a backless dress for the first time to their college farewell party. The dress showed her back where there is a big scar on it. She's pretty insecure about it but their boyfriend tries to comfort her.
Pairing: Kageyama Tobio x Reader, Kuroo Tetsuro x Reader, Bokuto Koutaro x Reader, Miya Atsumu x Reader
Word Count: 608
©noonajoe (Published on 20 March 2023 - 23:10 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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Kageyama Tobio:
“Oh…” He is shocked when he saw you in a backless dress, standing in front of the mirror.
“Oh my gosh, Tobi! What are you doing here?”
“You are… so… pretty… and we’re late”
“Can you please give me another 5 minutes, hon? I’ll be quick”
“That’s the 7th time you said and it’s already been an hour. Is there any problem?”
“I… uh… should I use a cardigan?”
“If you’re ok with it just use it. But if it’s uncomfortable just take it off”
“No. I mean, my back scar….”
Kageyama just realize her scar, he didn’t pay attention to the scar that she has been insecure about for years
His mind went blank, trying to search for comforting words when he knows he was not good at it.
“You’re pretty. With or without a cardigan… To be honest, I even didn’t notice your scar when I looked at you in this dress for the first time”
You look at him, and he blushed.
“So.. without a cardigan… are you ok with it?” you teased him with a happy face, grabbing his hand playfully.
“Yeah… more ok…” he just kept blushing
In the end, you chose not to wear a cardigan
Kuroo Tetsuro:
“Damn mama you look good”
He startles you because you don’t know he’s been there
You quickly use a jacket/cardigan to cover your back
“What? No honey you look much hotter without these,” he told you while taking your cardigan
Then you use your hair to cover your back
“No! Just keep your hair like before!” 
Debate with him because you’re insecure about your back scar
In the end, he doesn’t want to force you, lets you still use a cardigan
Until you reach the party hall, you still use a cardigan with a pinned-up hairstyle
He just keeps complimenting you because this is the first time you use that dress
Until you found the cardigan is uncomfortable, you took the cardigan off
People look at you, but he didn’t mind to always grab your hand tightly
“This hottie is my woman”
Bokuto Koutaro:
“Y/N are you sure to wear that?”
“H-uh? Is it ugly? Is it because of my back scar?”
“What? No! I’m sorry honey but you look so…. hot, I almost didn’t recognize you”
“Don’t worry Kou. I will use a cardigan later at the party”
“Is it because of your scar?”
Suddenly your face turned red with a sad expression
“No no no don’t cry, honey. I mean, I…. uh… just… stay beside me, ok? I don’t want any of our guy friends flirt to with you”
“Huh? Why another guy wants to flirt with me?”
*Bokuto clearly understands his Y/N is too innocent to men*
"Well- because, you're soo hot in that dress! Our friends may never see you in this look"
"So, maybe it's weird as well because this is somehow not my style, Kou?"
"What? No! I mean, you're not just a pretty girl right now. Plus, you showed your back-"
“Well I know this scar will make me uglier, so they will no-”
“Just stand beside me Y/N! You’re too hot in this :(“ he pouted childishly 
Miya Atsumu:
“Lookin good, woman”
You only smiled sheepishly because he smirked.
You quickly search your cardigan in your wardrobe
“Did you see my cardigan?”
He already has your cardigan in his hand, and showed it to you, “I know you’ll search for this when you use that kind of dress”
“Well… I’m still not ready for my back scar”
He gave you his suit and put it on your shoulder”
“I’d rather give you my suit rather than you use a cardigan”
“Hah? You’re weird. Why?”
“Cause you’re more more hotter in my suit honey”
You smack him because in the end his dirty-minded still hasn’t changed.
“What?! C’mon even the most stupid man in the world would agree with me!”
“That’s it, I’m using a cardigan, give it back to me, tsumu!” You take his suit and try to grab your cardigan from his hand
“No. You’ll wear my suit and that’s it”
“Really? Don’t argue about this dumb thing, tsumu”
“No, it’s not! Your looks will never be a dumb subject to discuss”
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When His Child Wants Him (Dad!Akaashi Keiji x Mom!Reader)
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Genre: Lots of fluff! Video-call, Soft Dad Akaashi Keiji
Word Count: 563
©noonajoe (Published on 15 March 2023 - 20:10 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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*calling Akaashi Keiji*
“Yes, hon, what’s wrong?” Keiji asked.
“Keiji, I'm sorry, did I interrupt your work?” Y/N asked
“It's okay, I’m almost at the break, so what’s emergency, hon?” Keiji asked
Y/N suddenly turn the call into a video call.
Y/N’s face showed up while she’s carrying their son, Kaito. Kaito has a bad fever for 2 days, mostly crying when his dad’s not around.
“Dadda…” he sniffles in his sleepy face and raspy voice.
“Oh baby, are you okay, bud?” Keiji asked worriedly.
“Sorry honey. He’s not stopped crying since you left the house. I already brought him to the doctor and he was fine, but the crying was never-ending until I realize he was calling your name”
“Uh-huhu daddaa!” his face is getting lighter when he saw Keiji’s face move.
“His fever still hasn’t gone?” Keiji asked.
“Yeah, he’s been crying for hours now, and now he didn’t want to eat anything. I’m sorry hon, but could you help me by keeping the video call with him until your break ends?” Y/N asked with a tired face.
“I can help, but are you okay? I can ask my boss to take a half-day,”
“No need, Keiji, this is the second time he’s whining about you. He needs to learn that his dad is working” Y/N put the tab in Kaito’s baby desk so he can see Keiji by himself.
“I guess that is something you must patiently teach a 1-year-old about ‘work’ honey.” he chuckled.
Y/N went to the kitchen with a tired face and didn’t mind what’s Keiji’s last words on the phone. She needs to prepare Kaito’s food.
“Uh! Uh! Dadda Abu-bubu” Kaito babbled around
“Are you happy now, Kaito?” Keiji asked from the screen.
“Dadda dadda mumma!” he's happy when he heard Keiji’s voice.
“Kaito, you shouldn’t be bad to your mom,” Keiji said.
“Ba-ba? Kaito Ba-ba?” he tried to copy Keiji’s words.
“Yes, Dadda will be home early today., but Kaito should be good with Mama until Dadda goes home” 
“Uh-huh Gu-gu” he clapped his hand.
“Okay, Kaito. Now dadda wants you to go mommy there and hug her. Huggie huggie. Remember?” Keiji shows his son hugging himself, indicating Kaito needs to hug his mom.
“Huggie?” Kaito tries to copy his dad’s pose from the screen.
“Yes, mama there” he showed Y/N’s photo. Kaito turns his head and sees his mom.
Kaito crawls to his mom and tried to reach his mom’s skirt. When you look at him, he’s sitting, opens his arms, and indicates he wants to hug her.
When she saw him with a puppy face, expressing “I’m sorry to make your day hard mama”. She just smiles, hugged him, and rubbed his back.
Keiji smiled when he saw that lovely scene on the screen
He took a screenshot of Y/N and Kaito hugging on his phone.
Suddenly, he felt an intense quiet around him.
When Keiji turns his head, all of his co-workers are looking at him
“Mr. Akaashi, you’re soooo sweet to your wife,” one of them tells him.
“Yeah, you even didn’t mad during this tight deadlines, your son has to take that from you when he grows up”
“Sorry guys I think I made a good disturb before our break” Keiji apologized, he didn’t realize that he was too focused on taking care of his family even over long distances.
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Caught You Crying With Yourself
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Synopsis: Y/N is really stressed because of her work, her mental therapy, and everything else in her life. When she got home from work, she tries to heal herself, sat in bed, looked out the window, and talks to herself as if she’s been interviewed about her sad stories, cried to herself, and motivates herself with many words of affirmation. Until her boyfriend caught up her crying alone in the room.
Pairing: Kuroo Tetsuro x Reader, Bokuto Koutaro x Reader, Akaashi Keiji x Reader, Tsukishima Kei x Reader
Word Count: 724
Genre : Angst/Fluff, Comfort
©noonajoe (Published on 13 March 2023 - 16:20 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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Kuroo
He’s shocked when he heard sobs from your shared bedroom
At first, he wants to call you, but seeing you crying but trying to comfort yourself, he’s sort of ‘proud?’ that she really trying to fix her problem alone
After you cried a lot, suddenly it’s silent, he enters the bedroom
“That’s really bold”
“Oh, Tetsu. Sorry, I didn’t know-” she quickly wipes her swollen face.
“Nah, take your time, Kitten” he pats your head
He just hugs you tightly.
“I’m so proud of you, okay?”
“Uh-huh?” you are confused why he tells you that
“So, chicken or sandwich for today? I will make it for you”
His killer weapon for crying girls: food
Bokuto:
He’s screaming :)
When he hears sobs he definitely opens the door, it startled you
“Oh my god! Boku-” when you look at him you didn’t realize so many tears flowing down your face
“Are you okay? Who hurt you? Did I forget something? I’m really sorry baby but your tears are really hard like you’re really upset”
At first, you are just shocked, but because seeing his silly face you just laugh, like you forgot you have the most curing medicine for your sadness: your boyfriend
“Hah?! Why are you laughing? Babe, are you okay? Just cry, let it out! I’m here for ya”
“No, bo it’s just. It’s impossible to cry by seeing your face right now” you laughed.
“Baby….. You won't kick me out, right?”
“Ha-? No. no, I mean, thank you for appearing of a sudden, you wipe my sadness right away”
In the end, he hugs & snuggles at you, making a sad face, “Babe if you're upset and you want to crash something or hit something it's okay just tell me, right”
“Oh honey, I will never hit my only support system,” you said
Akaashi:
When he’s on the way to your apartment, he got a bad feeling because you answer his messages shortly, with no heart emojis, no capslock, and no affirmation verbs.
When he got home he knew it, you were already home earlier than him, but you didn’t inform him.
He heard sobs, and he just peeking you from the door
He quickly prepare a cold towel and honey tea, before you got out of the bedroom
When you got out, you saw Akaashi sitting on the couch
You are shocked because you didn’t even hear anything than your sobs
He just walks to you with his flat face, open his arms and hugs you tightly
Because he just remained silent, not saying anything, it just makes you want to cry more
“Just let it all out, I’m right here”
“Don’t be embarrassed"
"Do you want cold towel to cool down your eyes? It's on the table, I'll help you with it"
"You're great because you can let it all out, Okay?"
In the end, you slept with him, and you really hug him tight making him can’t go anywhere.
In the morning, he told you to take a break because he’s going to serve and comfort you for a day
Acts of service & words of affirmation = complete package for a husband:)
Tsukishima:
He’s a calm person, but salty :X
When he hears sobs, he just walks quietly to the bedroom
Seeing you still crying really makes his heart clench, like, “why you didn’t tell me in this hard situation of yours?”
In the end, you still cry for an hour
But he didn’t go in
Because you were too distracted by your sobs and words, you didn’t even hear footsteps around your apartment
He cooks your favorite egg & corn soup, waiting until you smell something nice from the bedroom
When you were tired of crying, you smell something’s edible
You got out of the bedroom, while he was standing in front of the stove, stirring the soup on the fan, “done with the crying?”
You didn’t care about his salty side, but you just walk closer to him, because you want to see the soup on the pan
“Bad day?” He said
You just nodded
After that he just hugs you and patted your head, “Forget about that and just eat, I’ll let you hug me when you sleep for today”
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Hug Healer (Tsukishima Kei x Reader)
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"So, another hug for tonight?"
Genres: Nightmares, angst to fluff, anxiety, Tsukishima is soft
Characters: Tsukishima Kei x Reader
Word Count: 583
©noonajoe (Published on 12 March 2023 - 19:23 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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Kei has gone for 3 weeks on his business trip, so you slept alone when he's not around
But you never told Kei that your nightmares and anxiety habits always occur when he's not around
One day, you pick him up at the airport from his business trip
When you slept with him again, you thought the nightmares gone. But no, it's waking you up, your face was full of cold sweats.
He realizes you’re not in bed until he finds you in the kitchen, hugging yourself on the floor beside the refrigerator.
When he saw you, he know that your nightmares happened again
"Nightmare again?"
"Yeah. Did I wake you?"
"Yeah, I think you whimper an hour ago, you're sweating. I tried to pat you but trying not to make you awake."
"I'm really sorry to waking you up then, Kei"
"Are you okay now?" he asked, lowered his body so he can see your face clearly.
"Yeah, just need a little space" you said with a tired face.
"Did I snore that loud?" He smirked, hoping it could ease the mood.
"What- no, stupid. that’s not what I meant" she sighed.
"Since when did this happen again?"
"Just today"
"Don’t lie to me now" he glared.
"Okay- okay, it’s been a month"
"So this happened when I was on the business trip?"
"Yeah, after I drop you off at the Airport"
"Did you already talk to Doctor ____ again?"
"Yeah, but he doesn’t advise taking medicine again"
"Why?"
"Because… This time when I wake up I have headaches"
"Wait, what? Why?"
"I don't know. But it occurs badly when I sleep alone. This time is just better than before, okay?"
"So… in conclusion, you had this when I'm not with you"
"Yeah, logically. But never mind I'll talk to my doctors for fixing this up?"
"Fix this up? But you said even doctors didn't give you medicines"
"Nah, it's okay I'll talk again to him next week to discuss this"
You got back to bed when you saw Kei call you, open his arms indicating he wants to hug you.
You are confused because even it’s in private he rarely shows physical affection.
"Come here, Y/N"
"Huh? No need, Kei. You'll always be uncomfortable when I hug yo-" he cuts you.
"I read hugs help reduce anxieties sleeping too, so come here"
"But Kei you'll get cramps"
"I'll be more upset you’ll keep hurt like this. Let’s just try this one and if it works, I'll hug you again until your nightmares are gone"
"Hon, my head is heavy-" he still cuts your explanation :)
"Stop that, I'm here to help. I chose to help you."
In the end, you follow his instructions and you both hugged each other when sleeping.
After doing that for a week, the nightmares reduced slightly.
"Kei I think it works"
"Really? No more nightmares?"
"No. No nightmares like that but I always keep awake at 2 AM, which is also better than before"
"So… you were still awake but no nightmares"
"Yeah, when I'm awake I always see you when you sleep, so I think it reduced my panic attacks when I awoke alone"
"Okay then, at least we know the reason."
"Yeah. Looks like your hug treatment worked so well for me, so… thank you"
"No worries, so, another hug for tonight?"
"Yeah. Thank you Kei"
"Glad to help, just tell me when you need something, Sweet" he kissed your forehead.
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He Protects You From Reporters (Bokuto x Reader)
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"I'm always proud of her"
Characters: Bokuto Koutaro x Chubby!Reader
Word Count: 652
©noonajoe (Published on 11 March 2023 - 21:14 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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He’s a really damn good boyfriend
He met you because you’re the branding manager of his team in order to promote your team to an international volleyball match
When he saw you, you were a little overweight and you were pretty cool when you present her ideas and talk to other members. Upon that, he’s really curious about you, during the process of knowing each other, Bokuto learned that you’re really organized, and tidy, and also you’re always giving him comfort, also some advice when he’s in the bad mood.
Those sides of you make him want to get closer to you when you ask him to accompany you to the gym, he’s getting more *obsessed* with you
Sometimes got jealous because day by that you were not getting skinnier, but just a little chubby and he got jealous sometimes when some boys complimented about your changes.
He’s so proud of you, and in the end, he confesses to you that he’s been liking you since the first time they know each other.
But she worried so much that, ‘she’ dated Bokuto? The most famous player at MSBY Black Jackal? In the end, she asked him to give her more time to think
At first, Bokuto frowned hearing that, but he beamed showing his bubbly side that he was okay waiting for you!
Suddenly, when you both go out of the gym, many reporters and fans already capture pictures of both of you, asking Bokuto about who is this person beside him.
You are shocked and panicked when you realize you didn’t have a mask to cover your face. All you have is a shirt and a hat. 
He quickly moved you behind him so the reporters can't have your picture
“If you make us uncomfortable in the future, you will stand with my lawyer that you had been disturbing someone’s private life,” he said, you hide behind him while he’s grabbing your hand tightly.
“Who’s that chubby girl you hide? Is that your partner?” one fan asked while recording him with their phone.
He remained silent, and said, “Yeah, and?”
You shocked hearing his answer, put a little pinch on his back
“And please don’t use ‘chubs’ like that, she’s just a girl, no need to add that mocking adjective,” he said with an angry expression, he knows how dirty an obsessive fan is.
“One more step and I will ask for gym CCTV recording as proof you were disturbing our lives,” he asked. After that, he grabs your hand and went to your house.
“Bokuto-san, I didn’t give your answer yet,” you said with a little smile.
“Uh- sorry! Okay? I will clarify anything at tomorrow’s press conference! I’m so sorry Y/N that really shocked me as well :(“ he apologizes to you and bowed to you with a funny gesture.
“No! I mean, you… are so cool, Bokuto-san. Thank you, that’s really bold of you” she said, and he suddenly realized he still grabs your hand.
“Ah! Sorry! I didn't mean to” he let go of your hand, and suddenly the situation gets awkward.
“So… for tomorrow…. I will make this right, I will tell them I’m just shocked, and you’re just my friend… and-”
“It’s fine”
“Wha- but… you’re”
“I accept your confession, Bokuto-san”
“Y-you don't have to if it's because of my dumb action beforehand! I'm still waiting even if it takes years, ok?!”
“No, I like you Bokuto Kotauro-san. Your brave side just a minute ago just made me like you more” she smiled, grabbed his hand, and stroke his knuckles smoothly.
Suddenly it gets silent
“You never stop making me happy, you know?” he closed his eyes, really blushing, indicating that he was really happy.
“Thank you for always supporting me, Bo-chan”, Bo-chan, his new nickname from his new girlfriend.
When a press conference happens, he stated, “She’s my new partner and I’m proud of her”
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When He Tells About You At Press-Conference (Ushijima Wakatoshi x Reader)
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Synopsis: Ushijima tells about his girlfriend at a press conference and it shocks Y/N to hear his assertive sentences.
Characters: Ushijima Wakatoshi x Chubby!Reader
Word Count: 442
©noonajoe (Published on 11 March 2023 - 20:48 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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Because he’s the only child, he’s quiet, but he really wanted a feeling of warmth and comfort
He met you at the gymnasium, you are his new manager
Toshi is pretty cold and settled, he always hides his fragility, but when he’s sad losing a match, you always initially give him comfort and support, also giving feedback about his play and it really helps him
He confessed to you after 3 months of knowing each other, also asking you to live together with him. 
Since the first day living with you, he’s full of joy
You can cook, you can clean, and you always ask about his day, asking did you have a bad day. He saw you as the mother figure that he always wanted.
We can’t really control that his fame and fans really increasing rapidly
All of them are also thanks to you
So many reporters want to seek his private life, but usually, he didn’t care. But somehow he wants to tell everyone he has a girlfriend, cause he thinks it will shut them up.
But you suddenly just worried about how the public reacts when they find ‘you’ is his girlfriend.
He asks your permission to tell you about his relationship, and you asked him, “But, What will the public say about me…?” meaning you’re too shy about yourself, scared of what the public said when they saw you, unlike other girls with an ideal look, you’re just the opposite. 
“I never see negative sides from you, you’re a complete package for me” he just said:)
Finally, when he does a press conference with his team, he’s the one who is spotted a lot by reporters.
“Ushijima san, we also receive news that you’re going out with a non-celebrity woman,  is that true?”
The whole team was whispering, and one of them whisper to Toshi not to answer it because it was too private.
“First, I believe that’s too private. Second, it’s true I have someone in my mind, she can cook, she took care of me, she’s a real independent one, I trust her for the past 1 year with her. Please pay attention, if you seek my private life further than this, I’m sure you all have known Mr…. & he’s my lawyer”
The reporters were scared hearing his answer, while the team is laughing and confused because Toshi never speaks about his relationship
When he’s home, you pout to him, indicating you already saw the press conference, while he just hugs you tightly,  “Honey, it’s too rude to speak like that to the reporters”
“I’m not rude, I’m just being assertive to them,” he said.
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When He Asked Her to Watch His Match (pt.2)
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"You're already pretty just with this, I don't want any men to see you prettier!"
Synopsis: Kageyama invites Y/N to his match for the first time, when the day arrives she constantly changes her makeup, confused about which looks she wants to use. It ends nicely with Kageyama requesting something again for her.
Genre: Slice of Life, Established Relationship, Fluff, Kageyama is a sweetheart, Y/N is confused about her makeup, Comfort
Links for [part.1] [part.3]
Word Count: 1500+
©noonajoe (Published on 10 March 2023 - 23:10 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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“Okay, this is it.” You just woke up an hour ago, and now staring at the bathroom mirror. Today is Tobio’s game and the first time she will be seeing him in the arena. 
She found her alone in the bed, so she knew Tobio woke up earlier so he can take his morning run. After that, you went to the kitchen so you can prepare his favorite sandwich for our breakfast.
Now she’s stuck in the bathroom, 3 times applying and erasing, and re-apply again not finding the gorgeous look that she wants. She didn’t which look that suitable for a girlfriend who will be visiting his dear boyfriend in a sports match. In the end, she only uses base foundation, lips, brows, and eyeliner, a full complete package she always used when she went out with Tobi.
After finishing his morning run, he enters their apartment door and looks at his girlfriend already preparing herself looking on full makeup. “Oh hey, hon,” he said, he hugs her dearly and almost kiss her forehead, quickly Y/N stopped him otherwise he have to taste some foundation in his mouth.
“Hi- Wait there, mister, I already put my foundation on so don’t kiss me anywhere on my face” she closes his mouth with her hand. Kageyama chuckles and just kisses her hand instead. 
They have their breakfast together, it’s Kageyama’s favorite sandwich menu. He takes his first big bite, another bite, and last bite until he realizes the moment he enjoyed his sandwich was not accompanied by his girlfriend’s appearance. Her sandwiches remained still because she haven’t gone out of the bathroom yet.
He opened the bathroom door and found her staring at the mirror, looking at lots of cottons she used for re-applying her makeup. Looking at her situation right now, he knows something’s off with her.
“Is something the matter?” he asked leaning his shoulder to the bathroom door, looking worriedly at her.
She sighed, putting her brushes down, “I’m weird, am I?”
“Well you look good, but I prefer your bare face. But if your current look is okay with you, I’m fine with it”
She was confused hearing his answer, ‘bare face’ is the most unconfident point level of Y/N's appearance, “Why do you like my bare face?”
“I mean, you don’t have to use that tints in your eyes, or even a colorful thing on your lips, I guess, and those red cheeks?” he means; eyeliner, eyelashes, lipstick,, and blush 🙂
“But I think I look awful on not using them…” she was confused about what looks she should use today, it’s a special day for Tobi as well. 
He walks to her, stroking her head indicating it’s going to be okay because deep down Tobi really doesn’t care about how bold her makeup is. Somehow he wants to help her, “Can I have one more request then, hon?” he asked.
She looks at him with a pout, “Uh, sure… But, what request? I mean it’s 8 AM babe, you’re going to be late, you have to go to the gymnasium at 9 AM, right?”
“Nope, I know you’ll make it quick,” he said while pouring her makeup removal water into cotton.
He gave the damp cotton to her, “Okay, now, clean your face from that makeup”
“Wha- why? C’mon Tobi it’s not fun to go to your match in the bare face” she took the cotton but urge to wipe her face.
“Trust me, okay? It’s my day babe, please?” he asked nicely with a sincere smile. She just can’t help because Tobi rarely smiles, in the end, she trusts him, wiping her face clean.
“Okay, first. I will instruct you about your makeup things because I often observe you doing this tiring thing” he said. Wow, he ‘observed’ her, should we assume he’s possessive and nasty? Lol.
“Can you just.. Apply that creamy thing, the first thing you use on all surfaces of your face?” he asked
“Uh… do you mean foundation?” she picks up her foundation bottle so he can look closely, and he nodded.
“Ah yeah. That thing.” He instructs her to put her face with foundation. She puts them nicely on her face and waits for him for his next instruction.
“Next, uh, I don’t know but your whole face is pale right now. Can use that thingy looks like a brown stick”
“Uh… you mean, bronzer? Well you’re right, it could make a little shape in my face” she puts them nicely, blending them so they didn’t look to contrast in her face. After applying those, Kageyama instructs her to stop.
“Okay, stop there, look at me” she shift from the mirror to him, moved facing him, so he can take a better full look at her.
He look at her for 10 seconds and said “You look pretty fine to me. Just using this. Okay, next I think I have seen some TikTok videos showing how to make your lips not too colored. Like using your lip product first after that they just dab their lips? I don’t know babe”
“Oh, wait a minute” she do what he said. You use your lipstick around your lips on the inside, and blend the color so it doesn’t make your lips too pink.
“Like this?” she faced him, showing her lips too close to his face, which startled Kageyama and make him blush.
“Uhh… Ye-Yeah, okay. You good, just like this” he tries to hide his face, it’s a stupid idea that he insists to look at her makeup steps, she’s just already pretty with just no makeup.
“Wha- I don’t see the difference in my face, Tobi. It’s just like my bare face but with no black spots or acne” she pouted, it’s really not like her/
“Ha-? Of course, it’s you. There is no difference, because it’s you, right?.” he asked, confused because she’s still pretty, okay?
“No, honey, I mean my face now is similar to a baby with no makeup on. It’s just a foundation covering my black spots and toned up my skin a little” she explains to him by pointing at her face.
“Well, you’re not weird. I prefer you to go out like this anyway on every date or even if you come to my matches” he appears closer behind you, so you can see him in the mirror as well.
“Huh? Do you prefer me to look like this? No eyelashes, or no eyeshadows?” she asked.
“Well- Hon, First of all, I don’t know what that thing is. I mean, this face is more than enough fulfilling my request right now. You look pretty babe, seriously. I don’t want any guy to see you prettier than this!” he said in a little high tone, actually upset because he slip something he should not say.
She remained silent for a second, frowned after hearing his sentences before, “Wait… what did you say?”
He quickly went outside the bathroom, picking up his jersey and towel, “Uh- no. Forget it, I’ll just take a shower and we’ll leave at 8.30 okay?”
She follows him outside the bathroom and still questions him, “Wait. Can you repeat the last sentence?”
Finally, after circling around picking things so he can go to the bath, he reaches the bathroom again, “Yeah, I want to take shower” he said.
When Kageyama closed the bathroom door, she blocks the door, still grieving for the answer, “No! Before that, Tobi. You said you don’t want any guy to what?”
“Okay FAQ is closed, now Babe, I will take a shower and please, just don’t add anything again to your face” he kissed her on the lips, making her startled because worrying that her thin lipstick fading.
“Hey! Wha- Tobi… Wai…” in the end, she waits for him until he dresses up, picking up his things. They didn’t discuss further this makeup until they were already in their shoes outside.
“Hon… Are you sure?” she asked when they walk, while Kageyama walks grabbing her hand.
He stares at her, the looks that she got right now it’s fine, not too bold, definitely Kageyama’s type. Stopping their walk, he asked, “Am I too much asked for this, Babe? I’m sorry if this is really essential to you, but from what I read, just using base face things and lips, especially since you’re going to be in the crowds with so many people… I just don't want you to worry to do your ‘touch-ups?’ yeah, that ‘re-applying thing’ too much in the arena, that's why…” he explains.
She has no idea that he’s actually observing girls’ things that much. “Am I pretty now, Tobi? I mean in your eyes..” she asked him.
“Now? You’re like a baby. Of course sweetheart.” he strokes her hair because he doesn’t want her to be upset with him at the idea of touching/cupping her face.
“Okay then… I’ll trust Tobi, then” she grabs his hand tightly.
“That's relieving… Now, good to go?” he asked her.
“Yeah. Sorry for making you trouble about an unnecessary thing, especially an hour before your matches…” she apologizes, when it comes to looks girls are mostly sensitive because they want to show their best version, right?
“It’s okay, hon. Your looks are necessary" he laughs, "Well because it’s my day, one day I can’t do these ‘requests’ again.” he smirked, sarcastically.
“Hah? What do you mean?” she was confused.
“Nothing, it’s just, you're prettier this way” he grabs her hand and walks inside the gymnasium.
“Ugh, I really don’t understand either of your 2 sides, Kageyama Tobio” she pouted, already tired of him but somehow she don’t want to leave the tiredness.
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When He Asked Her to Watch His Match (Kageyama x Reader) (pt.1)
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"I dare not have my sandwiches if you come to my match next week"
Synopsis: Kageyama invites Y/N to his match for the first time, and when she accepts the invitation he also requests other sweet things to her.
Genre: Slice of Life, Established Relationship, Fluff, Kageyama is Blushing.
Links for [part.2] [part.3]
Word Count: 1000+
©noonajoe (Published on 9 March 2023 - 00:25 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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“Babe, I have a match next Saturday,” Tobio said while he helps you while carrying dirty plates.
“Oh? Okay then, is there anything you want me to prepare before d-day?” she asked him. Usually, when he has a match to play, he requests special things, such as his favorite breakfast before going to the gym, spraying his jersey with your perfume, and packing his things into his bag (when he can do it by himself, but it’s so essential for him when you packed his things) and many else.
“Uh.. no, I can prepare myself. I just want to inform you” he answered her.
“Would you like to have your favorite sandwiches for breakfast then? I can make some of them before you leave for the match” she offered while washing the dishes.
“That would be nice” he smiled, looking at her. Because he actually wants something for her this time.
“Babe” he called her again.
“Yeah?” she answered while still washing the dishes.
“Would you like to come to watch me play this time?” he asked politely. When the ‘Kageyama Tobio’asked politely, then it was a serious thing.
“Uh- what? Why?” she was shocked because it’s the first time he ask her about that.
“Why? I mean… To support me? Girlfriends mostly do that, am I wrong?” he answered her.
“Uh… Yeah. I’m just surprised, I never came to your matches before…” she said.
“Speaking of that, I never introduce you to my teammates, they only know your name though” Kageyama sat on the couch while playing with his phone.
“Is that necessary, Tobi…? It’s not that important, right?” She walks closer to him, giving him his usual blankets because he’s going to watch volleyball playthrough all night, since today is weekend, he can do whatever he wants until tomorrow.
“It’s necessary, what makes you think our relationship is not necessary?” he asked her.
“No. I mean, they don’t really have to know me” she answered him while tidying up their laundry.
Thinking back again, Tobio also asked himself why he never asks her to visit his practices, or even watches his big games beforehand. So many of his fans and teammates brag about his private life, he also thinks about how you would think about his play, is he cool enough, is he strong enough? “But if you don’t want to, it’s okay though, I don’t want to force you,” he said, of course, he doesn’t want to force you, more likely that would make you uncomfortable as well.
She thinks hard, Kageyama really wants her to come then. It’s his first polite request towards her, outside of his teasing and salty personality. The night was long and she slept first while Kageyama is still watching volleyball matches in the living room.
When she woke up, she didn’t see Kageyama around. How come he still jogs when he slept so late in the morning? When he enters the house, he greets her with good morning kisses. Walk over to the bathroom to take a shower.
After he finished showering, “I’ll come to your match…” she said to him.
His eyes widened, shocked hearing your answer, “Really? You mean it?” his shocking expression is actually a happy expression though.
“Yeah, I think it’s important for me to know your teammates, they’re like your brothers too, right? And they might know you well than me” she said, walking closer to him.
“Well, yeah, like usual groups of boys filled with an annoying, salty, but professional person. You’re a much nicer and kind person, unlike me. So I know you’re gonna easily understand them.” He hugs her, indicating his happiness that you really going to watch him next Saturday.
“I have one request as well, but if you don’t mind,” he asked her with a polite tone. He took her hand to his wardrobe, searching for his spare jacket.
“But, is this a jacket you’ll use on Saturday?” she asked while trying the jacket, its so big to her fit.
“No, this is my previous jacket manager bought wrong size for me. It’s pretty tight on me because… Well, I think I gained too many muscles in the last 2 years.” he explained to her shyly. He didn’t mean to flex but he always shy when he told her about his ‘muscle’ to his dearest one.
“Okay… But… Is it okay? I mean… I’m going to sit around the crowd, knowing this is yours…” She also worried as well, that his fans talking about this jacket, because it’s a real athletes’ jacket, and not just ‘athletes’ it’s Kageyama Tobio’s real jacket.
“Uh… yeah.” Kageyama just realizes she will be sitting around the crowd, she can’t come to the playing arena, of course.  “Well, sorry for not remembering about you’ll stand in the tribune, but still…” he cleares his throat, took her hand, and shyly answered her again, “I want you… to use this… while cheering me up. I mean, it’s okay not to shout or be loud like the other crowds! I just want to see you from the playing arena, that’s all”
He’s blushing so hard right now, he even didn’t look at her. She only smiled because he blushed so hard, understanding that he was really serious about offering this request.
“Is this what you really want?” she asked again, teasing him.
“Yeah, I dare not having my favorite sandwiches if you come to my match” He answered her with a real damn serious tone.
“Ahaha, no, it’s okay babe, I still will make sandwiches for you, it’s just, I’m nervous okay, it’s my first time to come to your big match” She laughed because of his serious answer.
“I mean, I want to ask you for a long time… But since you were not into sports, I thought you would reject my invitation to my game because you will be bored.” He was nervous that he have to play really well so Y/N can see how have been well Kageyama Tobio in his profession as a volleyball athlete.
“Well Mr. Kageyama, now you’re my boyfriend so I guess it’s a real honor to be invited, right?”
He blushes, hugging her tight because she teased her too much, “Yeah, I can’t wait until next week” he said, dragging her to the bed. "Thank you... For accepting my invitation" he said by caressing her hair.
She only smiled, stroking his head, makes him to close his eyes. He must be much relaxed now because Y/N is accepting his request.
"And why are you sleeping right now? Not practicing?" She poked his cheek playfully.
"Saving my energy so you can see your boyfriend here play well next week..." he answered and in the end, he fast asleep, he felt so refreshed when you accepted his invitation.
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His Words of Affirmation (Akaashi Keiji x Insecure!Reader)
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"You're you, not them, and I choose you"
Synopsis: an insecure Y/N who hides when Akaashi's surrounded by his fans when he never tells her to hide. From all of her insecurity, he never stops to comfort her, even though she never tells him to.
TW: Self-Insecurity, Fluff, Comfort, Slice of Life
Word Count: 1100+
©noonajoe (Published on 7 March 2023 - 23:21 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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Akaashi is a really great person, he has a part-time contract as a model and also he’s studying at Tokyo University majoring in Science. But thanks to you, he managed to achieve all of them. When he was 17, he was a shy person, charismatic, yet he tends to take a normal life, just playing volleyball as he likes, and studying normally, he didn’t even think a little to be the best in his class. He just managed it equally. When he met you, you didn’t have many friends back then, with your tall-chubby appearance, 178cm tall, with about 70kg weight, you always find girls shorter than you, it’s rather 2; they are scared of your height, or just find you not pretty.
They were dating since she was 18 and he was 17, Y/N is the reason behind Akaashi’s success, she is one year older than him. She always studied with him and taught him subjects that had been taught to her as his upperclassman. She was a volleyball team manager when Akaashi’s 1st year, so it’s been a journey for them. She is also the one who finds Akaashi’s potential in modeling, so she always took pictures of him and taught him some model poses, convincing him that he would be a really great to be model. He found Y/N to be really supportive, emotionally understanding, and insightful, he felt an intense self-growth and comfort around her.
One day Akaashi finished his photoshoot late than usual, hurrying up before the cake shop closed. He wants to surprise his girlfriend, but some fans block him from going to the store, begging for autographs and selfies.
“Akaashi san! Please sign here”
“Akaashi san can I take a picture with you?”
“Akaashi san you’re so handsome, do you have a girlfriend?”
“Uh, my apologies ladies, can you please not push me here?” He really doesn’t care to answer any of their questions. Until he saw tall, black hair, and a beautiful figure, his girlfriend are standing further from him. She saw his boyfriend surrounded by many girls whom she know that are his fans.
“Y/N-”
She quickly hides behind the store corner, she didn’t want his fans to see him. He is confused, he never tells her to hide, even in front of his fans. And this is the first time she saw him surrounded by many girls, she must be shocked, but why hide?
After escaping from the girls telling them to go home, Akaashi is pretty strict reminding them. And when they left, he runs over to see her, still waiting in the corner. 
“Sweet?” he asked, panting, reaching her, really blaming himself because of him she have to hide like this.
“Uh… Are they gone?”
“Yeah… Sorry for that, but why did you hide, hon?”
“... Because you almost call my name”
“Yeah, but why hiding?”
“It will be gossip, Keiji. It could ruin your career”
“Sweet, I’m just a part-time contract model, I’m not that even famous, and I’m sure those girls just impulsively saw me in some cover magazine”
“Don’t say that. It could be your permanent career, you know?” she laughs.
They walk together to their apartment. It’s not far, but Keiji really needs to go to the bakery/cake shop.
“...”
“...”
“Sweet, what’s wrong?” He took her hand, it’s 4C at night so he could feel the cold.
“Hehe, it’s just, nice to see you improved so much as a model… Those girls are the proof” she said, playfully grabbing his hand.
“You should thank yourself then, hon.” he smiled. “You are my first photographer, remember? No one can change that fact”
...
 “....Is that your honest feeling now, hon? Because from my eyes, you want to tell me something else” he tilted his head closer to her.
“Mhm, it’s okay, I mean… today it’s my birthday, and suddenly I saw those pretty girls, well when I saw that, what if one of them is your-”
Okay he knows where this conversation will drive to.
“No, I’ll stop, I know you are going to be sad if I tell you my insecurities-”
“No. Don’t” he drags her close, making sure her face looks at him.
“What?” she still smiled, looking at him dearly
“It’s okay, hon. Just tell me, but one thing for sure, you’re not them, none of them” he grabs her hand tightly, making sure she’s secure. Y/N tries really hard to be pretty, to be skinny, a standard that Keiji never agrees to. She really wants to be better to deserve him, but Keiji never forcing herself to that. Just having the spirit to always enlighten his mood, always comfort Keiji when he's sad, always supporting him with meals and kisses when he goes to work late or coming home late because of college projects, more importantly her willingness not to give up on challenges at their lowest point on their relationship. All of them are more than enough to make him want to stay with her until the end of the day.
He looked her in the eye and start praising her, through their sadness and joy,
“For last 5 years of relationship, each day I woke up for 3 years living together, I never think twice when I look at you, you know?” he tells her, it’s true, he never look at Y/N physically as standard for being a girlfriend.
“I know, girls are fragile and insecure, its our job as men to always comfort and make you secure. I am lucky to have you because I always feel enough, just us, even if I’m not a model or a science student that so many people praised my successful journey, they would never know that behind those, there is you, the only reason I survive through my journey, the only reason why I’m still happy going through my journey”
“Okay Keiji, stop- we’re in the middle in-” she almost cries herself up.
“I love you, my sweet. And I always will. I know my words of affirmation are only helping you temporarily, but I’m here permanently for you. I’ll explore many things to make you feel better so you can go through your sadness. Don’t feel bad about making me tired because of your insecurity, I choose to comfort you, it’s my duty.” He hugs her because she literally crying right now :(. For 5 years she still has insecurities and sadness, but she tried her best to always comfort herself through that. She is happy to accompany him, happy to create crafts with him and she is happy to cook for him.
“Keiji you’re so bad… Making me cry and my tears are freezing my face right now :(“ she releases her head from his hug. 
“Haha, sorry sweet” he caresses her cold tears, her face swollen that quick because of the cold weather.
Crap, it’s already 10 PM and the lights around the street start to turn off.
“Well, I guess bakeries already closed up right now, I’m really sorry I ruin your birthday into a fountain of tears, hon,” he said, still hugging her tight.
“Nah, it’s okay. Your words of affirmation is just more than enough for my 23rd birthday. Thank you, hon” she answers him, giving him a peck of a kiss.
“Shall we go home now?” He grabs her hand tightly.
“Yeah! Sure” she happily walks with him.
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When She Forgets Her Birthday (Kuroo Tetsurou x Reader)
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"At Least Don't Forget Your Most Special Day"
Word Count: 600+
©noonajoe (Published on 6 March 2023 - 20:52 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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At first, he will forget because this person is actually experienced in dates, he knew when he forgot important dates he will be smAcKed *just kidding*
Today it’s your birthday and you act cold towards, him. Why? Because it's Q4 of the year, you have many jobs to do at the office. Kuroo didn’t mind that, it is just how it is, you’re a pretty busy career woman but still trying hard to be at home punctual because Kuroo often asks “going home late again? Can I have you 1 hour earlier today :(“
2 days have passed but somehow, it’s November. Huh? That’s weird, in October they are supposed to celebrate only 1 important day: your birthday. Kuroo was confused and checked his phone again, and he just receive a notification entitled “Y/N’s birthday” has passed 2 days late!
He was confused, and called her, “hon, you’re okay, right?”
“Uh? Really Tetsu, don’t mention your stupid prank/confusing questions now I’m still in the middle of work”
“Wow honey, you changed a lot” he pouted, well she forgot her own birthday and she didn’t even remember something missing around her? Okay this woman is pretty something
“Sorry honey, I’m just pretty stressed, I’m going back late again okay:( I’m so sorry for not cooking for you a whole week”. Ok but Tetsu is like, ‘honey sweetie please be sad a little that I forgot your birthday 🙁
They end up their conversation at 8 PM
He goes to the nearest bakery/convenience store/okonomiyaki stand, just anything to make a little surprise for his girlfriend, even tho it’s just a little. 
“I’m home, Tetsu?” the room was pitch black, and she didn’t see anything
He showed up, bringing a self-made pancake with waffles and ice cream, decorated with candles, and a piece of paper written “Happy Late 25th Birthday Kitten! Sorry your man here didn’t find any cakes left on the streets”
“Oh….?” she was confused while Kuroo is singing her happy birthday, and she checked the calendar. “Oh my dear, thank you for remembering it, Tetsu...”
“Seriously? You didn't remember? Even a little?” he asked
“Uh… yeah, well it's late for 2 days... so....”
“No one said happy birthday to you? Last 2 days?” he asked again.
“No one, hon” she said sadly. Well, Kuroo does know that Y/N hates birthdays because she didn’t have any friends, and also her parents were not remembering her day much because of financial problems since she was little, she always stays with her grandma yet she never celebrate her birthday. Not even once. She often sad when she saw her friends celebrating their birthday with their parents and relatives. that’s why before she met Kuroo, she always forgets her birthday. At first she just dont want to remember, but later she just forgets it. poor woman:(
“Kitten you have me now, okay? Please just let me spoil you with any stupid gifts, even I will give you a car on your special birthday” He strokes her head, hoping her to just depending on him more, it's her special day.
“Nuh-uh, no thank you mister rooster there. Car it's too expensive including maintenance, tax, and insurance. Just you remembering is more than enough for me” she answered him, kiss him on the cheek, and hugs him tightly because it's her 1st birthday to celebrate.
"Whatever then, that's really you. But remember if you forget your birthday again I will forcefully spoiling you" he hugging her back. She remembers Tetsu's important dates such as matches, birthday and even his cat's death anniversary. So he feel wrong not celebrating his darling girl.
“okay then, blow up the candles first please, don’t forget to make a wish” he laughs, stroking her head, leading her to blow the candles.
“Should I say my wishes out loud?” she jokingly asked him
“Well I will be glad to hear it, but if you don’t it’s okay. It’s your day, honey” he answered, with a smile, so many couples were angry when their partners forget their days but this time, it’s not so bad.
“My wish is you’ll stay remember again like this, even if it’s 2 days late” she blew up the candle.
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When She Hide Her Sadness (HQ!Bokuto K. x OC)
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"I choose to hear your sadness, not forced to hear your sadness"
Synopsis: Las, Bokuto's girlfriend for 2 years of dating, hid a secret that Bokuto should know as her boyfriend.
Characters: Bokuto Koutarou, OC (Las) *just imagine OC as Y/N if you comfortable with that
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Established Relationship, Slice of Life
Word Count: 1400+
©noonajoe (Published on 5 March 2023 - 23:00 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.
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“Hey, hon”, Bokuto said.
“Oh, hey, I thought you will be late. I already ate the leftovers…” Las answered while picking up his jacket and hugging him, basically their routine every day.
“Coach told us to back early since it’s been a whole month we trained until midnight and rested until next week’s tournament” he kissed his partner’s cheek and stroked her head “Plus, don’t worry about the food, I already ate” he answered while walking to the living room.
“Oh… okay” she stood in her place looking at his back walking to the living room.
“Oh, c’mon hon aren’t you miss me? I thought you were happy finally see me this early at night” he laughs, pouting at his partner’s face until he realizes she hid her face with his jacket.
“Hon?” he put a little force because she didn’t show her face fully to her partner. There it is, a swollen bare face, he could tell that she was sleeping an hour ago and woke up in nightmares.
“It’s okay, I already know” he answered. She just remains silent, still not looking at him.
“Hmmm…. This is 10 PM, I know you always try to sleep early because your nightmares often attack you at 2 AM right?” He asked, and he’s not mad, he took her hand, rubbing her knuckles. She didn’t tell him about her sufferings. Las was a really independent one, she always took care of herself but on good terms, because whether she was sick or having constant nightmares, she didn’t tell Bo because she don’t want to burden her partner’s mind. Always lying to him that she’s okay but Bo is a really sensitive and caring one so even tho she didn’t tell him he knows and he will wait until she has the courage to tell him by herself.
“So?” he asked once again, “Hon, I think… 2 years is enough to tell me, don’t you agree?” He tilted his head to her.
She lifted her head, shocked. How could Bo know this all time? She hid it perfectly even her friends at work didn't know a thing that she have these constant nightmares for 2 years.
“Sorry if I’m rude, but I always witness your struggles when you sleep, your nightmares. Just hugging you when you had nightmares is painful tho. You often cry when you sleep” He said that with a sad face.
Las just smiled, and said, “it’s ok, I’m just working on it.”
Looking at her “fake smile” makes him much sad than his current expression.
“Sorry, hon. I just… Don’t want to burden you, with this constant sadness. I just want to make happy memories, that’s all. People in the past… tired of hearing my sad stories. And I left, ashamed, that’s why I moved out and found a new job, making sure I will keep the sadness inside” she answered, holding her tears because she really mean it, went to a psychologist by herself, doing positive-impacted activities in order to divert her sadness. Trying her best not to tell her ‘sad sides’ even to her partner.
“I’m just so sorry if you’re upset because I hid all of them.” she wiped her tears and hid her face with her hands. “Sorry hon, I can’t look like this in front of you, not this ‘like of crying’”
He holds her hand so she finally showed her crying face, but she still closes her eyes because she’s too embarrassed. “You’re still stubborn as the woman I know for 2 years, aren’t you?” he laughed because he can see she struggles a bit because she want to hide her face.
“Hon, it’s okay to cry….” he said, still waiting for her to open her eyes. “I always turn to my emo mode, during my sad moments, I always borrow your lap for a day, making them stiff because I am so comfortable just lying down in your lap while you always telling me your stories, and now you tell me you worried it could burden me?”
“Hon…., my best friend told me I’m too covered up with sadness. My parents even didn’t ask me how I am doing… Even if I tell them they always said I’m overreacting. It’s just hard.”
“Maybe your best friend having a hard time too? And your parents maybe they never faced this problem with professionals so they judge you like that. But it’s not like you have to bottle up yourself 24/7, right?” He tries to be rational but he just loved her so much that he carefully picks safe lines for her.
“Because its every day, Bo. sooner or later if I’m telling you all of them you will get tired and nothing changes for me. As a human, you’ll get tired to hear sadness over and over again” okay, she keeps hurting herself more and more.
The situation got quieter, she still crying, still closing her eyes, let the tears drip constantly. “I always treasure you, of course, you’re strong, really dependable, and your career’s great, sometimes I really hate your stubbornness but okay. Well sometimes I even asked myself why you rarely asked my help or even you never told me about your sadness, but I respect that you don’t want to tell me,” he tells her. She opened her eyes, but still not looking at him. 
“You mention about tired. Okay. Your friend is tired, your parents, well exclude them as well. But... nevermind, Who am I to you?” he sighed, trying to pick a play with her because he doesn’t want to make the situation stiff.
“Ha?” she was confused at his question, it doesn’t make sense with his first sentence.
“Who am I to you?”
“Uh… do I really need to answer that?” Las finally looked at him with an extremely confused face.
“Okay if you do not want to answer I think Im not treasurable enough to you then” he pouted, letting go of her hand playfully. He stands up and walks towards their bedroom.
“Wait? Well, we’re partners!” she chases Bo to their room.
“What partner? Business Partner? Friendly Zone partner?” He keeps playing with her words.
“No! I mean, well we live together? Well… romantically? us?” she confused
“I believe there is no term of “romantic partner?” He turns around her, and looked at her seriously. “Fine, we’re ‘partner’ then. You really don’t care about me”
“Wait! Okay okay, Bo! We are dating and you’re my boyfriend!” She gives up.
“Oh? I’m too tall to hear something from everyone who’s under my height. Can I hear it once again?”
“Ugh! You’re my boyfriend, okay? Satisfied?!” Enough being played, she walks out of their bedroom.
He grabs her and both of them lay on the bed, “do you know what a boyfriend’s duty is?” he is asking seriously.
“Uh… no? I think there is now required law that” okay she's a real nerd that is so stupid about emotional & relationship things.
“Dumb nerd, make sure their girl is secure, sharing happiness, listening to their burden, and finding solutions together” He kissed her forehead. “If you mention tired, of course, I’m human too. But, I choose to live with you, I choose to be in a relationship, I choose to create happiness with you, I must prepare and always be ready to extend my tiredness level to work on this relationship because I choose them to.” He explained. “Hon… if I don’t want to get tired, I will choose to be single and not even mention having a girlfriend. But I choose you because I’m ready for everything, and I’m happy, okay?”
“... okay” Both of them sit on their bed, while Bo holds her hands, and asked her once again, “Okay, time to back to a serious one, so when did this happen?”.
“I think… 3 years ago”
“Constantly happened every day?” he asked again.
“.... Yeah, I think so. Sometimes I got sleepy when I go to work” she tried to remember, poor Las, has a short-term memory to remember.
“Wait…. Is that why at that time when you managing the Olympics documentation team you fainted?” He asked, remembering at that time Bo was constantly chatting with her.
“Uh… I think so… Well,,,”
“Hon….. 3 years? Really? You didn’t tell me? What did your psychologist say?? No wonder your eyebags are getting bigger day by day!” He pouted while stroking at Las’ eyebags.
“Well, its not a depression. Yet. Thankfully, the therapy really encourages me not to have sleeping pills/ medicine, so I don’t know… I’m just following their instructions…” she was also confused why she survived this long, 3 years.
“No. That’s it, im going to accompany you to the therapy. One more year still remains like this and we’ll change the doctor” Bokuto headed over to the bathroom without saying anything.
“Wait! You can’t just make that decision without my opinion!” Las complained.
“I can, I’m your boyfriend, remember? It’s also a punishment for not telling me in 2 years”
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