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booooyyyfff. i dont even have anything poetic to say this time i just really wanna see himmmm :(
ts is so evil like we should be allowed to be together all of the time
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I've been away from him for only a week. I didn't know I could miss someone this much.
how tf are we meant to do long distance.
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I want to sit in a boys lap and have a nice, soft and slow make out session, without needing it to turn sexual. Just sweet kisses and whispered words and pretty smiles. I think that would be nice
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boys were made to be held, they were made for you to wrap your arms around their waist and hold them so tightly while you kiss their neck. trust me on this
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No I will not shut up about the fact that Breekon mourned his Other Half. I will not stop talking about the fact that he paused for his Other Half to finish his sentence, only to sigh in resignation as he continued to speak alone. I refuse to move on from the fact that he said he felt lost like this, and that he's lacking purpose now that he is no longer bound. I will continue to be unwell that he said this to Jon and Basira, who each lost their Other Halves the same day he did.
Most importantly, I will not move on until we talk about how, in every possible sense of the phrase, he lost Hope.
#bruhhh#im so normal guys#tma#the magnus archives#breekon and hope#jonathan sims#basira hussain#tma s4#tma 128#will forever think about this#breakon lost hope is insane
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everyone: i hope will kisses mike in s5 !!!!
are you sure it's going to be will?

#claiming this rn#you'll see guys you'll see#it just makes more sense in my brain#mike wheeler i know what you are#mike wheeler#byler endgame
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Can we talk about the videography of this shot?
I am a sucker for versatile filming in shows/movies, and this scene of Will fainting could’ve easily been filmed differently. There could’ve been a still shot on his face as he started fainting. Then, as he began to fall, the shot could’ve changed to a different angle that shows us his full body. Finally, we could’ve cut to a new shot where his head is only in frame as it hit the ground. But that’s not what was done.
Instead, we get this beautifully intense single-shot where the camera is trained on Will’s head while he’s falling. Not only do we, the viewers, vertically follow his head as he falls, but our perspective rotates. As Will faints, it feels like we’re fainting with him.
This almost-interactive shot truly reels the viewers in to the intensity and panic that will ensue in not only this scene, but the season as a whole. As a broader view, this being just one shot tells me that the season will contain more versatile filming choices than any other season. Take this other shot from the teaser as another example:
What caught my attention most about this shot is how we have Vecna’s claws/whatever they’re called in the foreground. It’s between them that we look to see Will screaming in the background. I find the framing choice of this super intriguing; it really emphasizes how Will is supposedly trapped here — not just literally, but figuratively — by being “trapped” both between and behind these claws.
Let me know your thoughts on these/other shots in the teaser ☺️ I may analyze some others later on, but these two stuck out to me especially.
#right???#I love that falling shot so much#I'm really hoping for more good shots like that that cuz it it now#hehe#stranger things5#stranger things 5#stranger things#st5#videography
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PREACH.

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bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements
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I do not AI WRITE, I do not AI DRAW, I do not listen to AI MUSIC and if it isn’t created by someone IT IS NOT ART.
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making out to Gethsemane by Car Sear Headrest is a religious experience (i don't believe in god)
#car seat headrest#mlm thoughts#or any car seat headrest song actually#makes you feel like you're in some indie movie#cshr#the scholars#mlm textpost#mlm#transmasc#favorite songs#Spotify
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we made out for 4 hours. life is good.
when he's close to me I want him closer. take him in my arms and hold him. caress his hair as he's nodding off in my lap.
I want to see what happens if I don't look away when he locks eyes with me. when he looks it me like that, does he mean it? am I misunderstanding? I want to know but I don't want to ruin this. whatever it is we have.
the hour-long talks about nothing and everything. the laughter we share. the little inside jokes we've garnered.
is he disappointed when I look away? did he hold my wrist in the crowd of people because he didn't want to hold my hand or because he knows I wanted to hold his? does he also feel it? this magnetic feeling pulling us together? how comfortable it is being with him? how easy? does he want to get closer when our skin is just-about touching? or shy away? I try not to do anything. not to be forward not to be overly touchy, but maybe it's too late. maybe he already knows from my attempts at getting closer. but now he's the one getting closer. only sometimes. maybe I'm imagining it.
I want to know how he feels. I want to see where this goes.
but I won't. we don't have long left together.
I wish we met sooner. felt this sooner. so I could see where it leads. or bask in his presence just a few times more. i already miss him.
I can't bring myself to take the risk and potentially ruin the friendship we've built up. it's better this way but I wonder.
#for whoever even reads these#happy ending#mlm textpost#mlm things#txt post#mlm#trans mlm#mlm thoughts#!!! <3
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calmed down now. we hung out again, and it was like usual except he looked at my lips too many times and i turned away every time out of habit.
when he's close to me I want him closer. take him in my arms and hold him. caress his hair as he's nodding off in my lap.
I want to see what happens if I don't look away when he locks eyes with me. when he looks it me like that, does he mean it? am I misunderstanding? I want to know but I don't want to ruin this. whatever it is we have.
the hour-long talks about nothing and everything. the laughter we share. the little inside jokes we've garnered.
is he disappointed when I look away? did he hold my wrist in the crowd of people because he didn't want to hold my hand or because he knows I wanted to hold his? does he also feel it? this magnetic feeling pulling us together? how comfortable it is being with him? how easy? does he want to get closer when our skin is just-about touching? or shy away? I try not to do anything. not to be forward not to be overly touchy, but maybe it's too late. maybe he already knows from my attempts at getting closer. but now he's the one getting closer. only sometimes. maybe I'm imagining it.
I want to know how he feels. I want to see where this goes.
but I won't. we don't have long left together.
I wish we met sooner. felt this sooner. so I could see where it leads. or bask in his presence just a few times more. i already miss him.
I can't bring myself to take the risk and potentially ruin the friendship we've built up. it's better this way but I wonder.
#baby's first situationship#!!! <3#mlm thoughts#txt post#mlm#mlm things#trans mlm#mlm yearning#mlm textpost
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CHAT I WAS NOT INDEED DELUSIONAL. WE CUDDLED, I REPEAT WE FUCKING CUDDLED AND KEPT LOOKING AT EACH OTHER LIKE WE WERE ABOUT TO KISS. MY HEART CANT TAKE THIS OMYFUCKINGGOD HOW IS THIS REAL LIFE RIGHT NOW
when he's close to me I want him closer. take him in my arms and hold him. caress his hair as he's nodding off in my lap.
I want to see what happens if I don't look away when he locks eyes with me. when he looks it me like that, does he mean it? am I misunderstanding? I want to know but I don't want to ruin this. whatever it is we have.
the hour-long talks about nothing and everything. the laughter we share. the little inside jokes we've garnered.
is he disappointed when I look away? did he hold my wrist in the crowd of people because he didn't want to hold my hand or because he knows I wanted to hold his? does he also feel it? this magnetic feeling pulling us together? how comfortable it is being with him? how easy? does he want to get closer when our skin is just-about touching? or shy away? I try not to do anything. not to be forward not to be overly touchy, but maybe it's too late. maybe he already knows from my attempts at getting closer. but now he's the one getting closer. only sometimes. maybe I'm imagining it.
I want to know how he feels. I want to see where this goes.
but I won't. we don't have long left together.
I wish we met sooner. felt this sooner. so I could see where it leads. or bask in his presence just a few times more. i already miss him.
I can't bring myself to take the risk and potentially ruin the friendship we've built up. it's better this way but I wonder.
#i did not expect that#oh my fucking god#mlm#mlm thoughts#idc that I'm closeted I'm taking this as a win#txt post#mlm things#trans mlm#mlm yearning#mlm textpost
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god gives his hardest battles (wanting to kiss men) to his strongest soldiers (a not out transmasc who’s also chronically introverted)
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when he's close to me I want him closer. take him in my arms and hold him. caress his hair as he's nodding off in my lap.
I want to see what happens if I don't look away when he locks eyes with me. when he looks it me like that, does he mean it? am I misunderstanding? I want to know but I don't want to ruin this. whatever it is we have.
the hour-long talks about nothing and everything. the laughter we share. the little inside jokes we've garnered.
is he disappointed when I look away? did he hold my wrist in the crowd of people because he didn't want to hold my hand or because he knows I wanted to hold his? does he also feel it? this magnetic feeling pulling us together? how comfortable it is being with him? how easy? does he want to get closer when our skin is just-about touching? or shy away? I try not to do anything. not to be forward not to be overly touchy, but maybe it's too late. maybe he already knows from my attempts at getting closer. but now he's the one getting closer. only sometimes. maybe I'm imagining it.
I want to know how he feels. I want to see where this goes.
but I won't. we don't have long left together.
I wish we met sooner. felt this sooner. so I could see where it leads. or bask in his presence just a few times more. i already miss him.
I can't bring myself to take the risk and potentially ruin the friendship we've built up. it's better this way but I wonder.
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S1 Jon: Good lord, Mahtin breathed in my direction, can he be anymore useless?
S2 Jon: Mahtin just asked me to have a good day, which is probably a threat. He is going to kill me.
S3 Jon: The Unknowning is very dangerous so Mahtin is gonna stay behind.
S4 Jon: Mahtin? Where is Mahtin? I miss Mahtin. Peter Lukas has taken Mahtin, I am gonna kill him. Mahtin, let's run away.
S5 Jon: Mahtin, the love of my life, my everything, you are the reason I am alive right now. If you weren’t there I would have died. I love you to the moon and behond.
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