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[nostfubitch-blog]

Embarrassing your girl by talking to other girls is so fucking disrespectful. You got girls looking at her like "If only she knew lmao" "he was just commenting under my pictures sis” or "he was just in my DMs LMAO" like not only are you disrespecting her but you got other females clowning her cause she looking stupid over your dumbass and you turned out to not even be shit for that. Your girl will be out here posting pictures of y'all expressing how much she loves you while you in another females DMs with heart eyes asking if they’re single and dumb shit . You should never put the girl you wanna be with/love in a predicament where she look stupid. Please stop the toxicity of 2021. We finna be done out here dating just for date for 1-6 months... nah... it’s time for everyone to have someone and be happy. We’re dating to have a long lasting marriage and kids yo. I hope none of you are out here going to bed sad over some lame ass piece of shit.... PICK YOUR HEAD UP BECAUSE YOU THE SHIT.

[nostfubitch-blog]

I remember being “the toxic one” in the relationship! Having a man sit there and watch me break down from their actions. I had literally reached a point where I found myself apologizing for my existence and that’s when I knew I had lost my light! I saw the craziest side of me & it broke me. See, they never wanna discuss what triggered you, just how you reacted! This version of me wasn’t built overnight. This is pain. This is insecurity. This is abuse . This is depression. I HAD to experience all of that to get to who I am today & I promised myself that I will never get involved with someone that would take me out of my peace like that ever again. it makes me sick to my stomach bein layed up with someone you really & truly thought you were in love with .. telling them all your secrets , your dreams , letting that person know every and anything about you.. I will never allow myself to lose my light ever again. Chapter closed, turning the page. Do not lose yourself over anyone... stand back up and dust yourself off.