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Original art by @indigonite

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hijack hand kisses or kisses on the nape !! 🥹💙 i love your art so much btw it's so good aaaa

nape kiss

Jack is typically associated as being the goofster but I really love the idea of his playfulness rubbing off on Hiccup at unexpected times! (Jack gets a kick out of it.)

thank you so much! ;;

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I hurt my own feelings with this one y’all 😔👍

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a small comic I made after listening to ep124

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my baby cousin just turned 13, he's the same age i was when i lost my virginity to a 20 something yo

im 22, and my cousin looks like such a baby, because he is one.

and i dunno i was just struck with the realization that like, its not normal to look at a 13 yo and think "i wanna fuck that" like, obviously i knew, but i didn't know, you know?

sorry, having a lot of feelings rn, i hope he never has to feel these when he grows up

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saw someone say that Jinx (arcane) isn't BPD rep and like

*loud incorrect buzzer* lol yes she is, and not only that, she's actually a pretty great bpd rep

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season 2 is great

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me, feeling tired and unmotivated and uninspired and just Done™: okay am i getting sick or am i just reacting to the world being on fire??

my friend sends me a "you're amazing and beautiful and deserving of nice things" post: *tearing up* that's a lie but i appreciate it

me: OH IT'S A DEPRESSIVE EPISODE.

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me, writing my little podcast: okay but is this too fast?? i know it isn't a slow burn or anything, but i dont know if i convinced the audience they have a chemistry yet...

me, listening to juno steel meet, banter, make out, get basically proposed to, reject said proposal, and then get betrayed by a guy, all in the course of the first 2 episodes: well nevermind that, i think its gonna be okay

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my "sales" pitch of the third and last season of the podcast writing with my friend, and i quote, from the actual document:

"Deals are made! Love confessions are rejected! Lots of fae shit and slightly magical shenanigans! An old man is murdered! By a blind and trans twink with abandonment issues! The comfort from the hurt and comfort tag is finally here, at the very last scene! Huzzah!"

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tma fandom sure is something

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guys this is gonna be a podcast now, so uh

would you Listen to it?

okay so, i have an idea for a webtoon, but im deadly scared of putting myself out there sO

WOULD YOU BE INTERESTED ON A WEBTOON WITH:

1920s aesthetic/ setting

Everyone is gay cuz I said so

A blind & trans serial killer as the antagonist & love interest

A queer mafia counselor as the MC

Supernatural & Fae shenanigans later on

Enemies to lovers with a tad of catholic symbolism (cuz i have religious trauma)

"We can't be together, you're a man!" "...I appreciate the trans allyship but this is getting kinda ridiculous"

Overthrowing the Mafia's head as a (found) family bonding activity

2 sapphic side couples (that I'd heavily consider giving side stories to, if shit goes well)

yea, I think those are the major selling points!!

OH also, there would be a few TW (it is a mafia/serial killer romance after all, tis bound to have a few cw), HOWEVER: there will be no dub-con or non-con scenes.

Thought i should point this out as a selling point, since I cannot seem to find a good darker-themed story without it

So worry not!! if this idea does leave my head, it will be all consensual shit!! even if the consensual shit is a bit very kinky cuz they're both kinky mfs

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can you imagine how betrayed my introverted ass felt, when i realized that going back to being around people (and university and all those things that scare the shit out of me) did actually help me out??? and that I've been feeling like myself for the first time since before covid????? the utter betrayal my brain pulled on me i swear to god

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me: okay we need to write the script

also me: YAY i love writing the script!!

me: no, we love writing the Fun part, the Angst parts. we need to write the beginning.

also me: but nothing happens in the beginning

me: i know, its the buildup

also me: this part is so much more exciting

me: yea but we need to Get there by writing the rest

also me: okay, good point. counterpoint: these scenes are more fun.

me: you've written and rewritten them so many times already for fucks sake just write the goddam second episode

also me: nO IM GONNA WRITE THE BREAKUP ARC ITS MORE EXCITING

me: WE'RE NOT GONNA GET TO THE BREAKUP ARC IF YOU DONT WRITE THE START

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sometimes i wish i could get a deadly disease, the type that kills you slowly and has no cure, just so i could focus on my creative projects without being called lazy/ needing to worry about staying alive

and how fucked up is that

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and then when i think I finally got rid of my insomnia, it decides to keep me up all night like the male-leads in yaoi

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Jmart being jokey and lighthearted with each other in the post-apocalypse because they don't have to stress constantly about preventing the worst when it's already happened now. Jmart finally getting the space to actually get to know each other in the form of a long walk through the hellscape. Proving Peter Lukas wrong about only liking the idea of each other. Finding no joy around them and finding out they can still make their own. Jmart knowing the relief of a simple laugh from a person you usually see harrowed but are now with often enough to see looking relieved, and knowing that a part of why they look so is you, and knowing also that the only way this moment can be possible in the first place is the loss of so much else all around you. Season 5 jmart. Do you understand