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Every day is fanfic Writer Appreciation Day, so Imma reblog this to death

It's Fanfic Writer Appreciation Day! So go on, appreciate the fuck out of those who generously share their ideas and talents with us. Today and every day after.

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Dear Tumblr,

Today I finished my novel. I don't mean that I got the first draft done. I mean that I, recently sixteen, finished the novel that I've been working on for as long as I can remember. I did it.

I am very happy and I just wanted to share it with all the weird little freaks that inspired me to put my blorbos down on paper. I don't care if nobody sees this. I did it. I am a writer. I finished my book.

Love,

Avi

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I really need to wake up

I had dreams, thoughts of a future

But I was told to Wake Up

Even the most distant dreams drift farther away

Even when I dream, I fail

I had dreams of a future,

Of a time when I was better, stronger

I had dreams of a better world

I was told to Wake Up

Dreams are a look into the future,

Into the you that did better

I had dreams, I had hopes

I never wanted to wake up

I woke up

I had a nightmare were I was nothing

It was reality

“Dreams And Reality”

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Skulls

The walls

They crawl

The clicking of their legs

Hitting on the ground as they move

Slowly creeping, cracking

Down the hall

Their legs sprawl

Breaking through the webs

Itching, scratching want to remove

Boils, sores, they’re in me, snaking

They eat my flesh,

They eat my soul

Hopefully, they’ll never eat my

SKULL

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Minds

Day after day

Week after week

We were never aloud to speak

Day after day

Month after month

The things around us make our brain go numb

Day after day

Second to second

We were neglected

Made to be prey

Day after day

I can’t do this pain

I never thought, I would have to fight my own brain

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Greed

Sitting alone the groups eyes wandered

Up to kings they went to slaughter

Up to heaven they shall fight

Fighting the King of all good bright

Makes the evil they do

Seems to make them anew

But they never felt this before

This felling of power to make them roar

Down to the fire of hell they run

To the king of hell they pursue

The sins of the world to review

Shall mutate the world into

Fire

Brimstone

Ash

Dust

Look what your greed

Has costed us

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NASAS infatuation with the Greek mythology is really funny to me

Like, your see those really old peoples story’s about gods and weird creatures? Yeah let’s name our big fuck off rocket after it

And the things they do name non myth names are so weird to

But they don’t even pick the right names either, like, I can see Artemis, but Mercury? Like?????

Name one, just one Oranus and I’ll be happy

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I just wanted to show off something a friend of mine made:

THE REST OF MY LIFE

I remember Career Day back in kindergarten

The way we ran as we waited to see all the booths

Running to my parents saying “What do y’all do for work”

Career day was soon so y’all gotta be ready first

Fast forward to second grade

We made our own stalls

To sell little trinkets with our friends

And learn how money goes.

Each year we grew to learn new things

What was available in our futures

I remember being asked around the same time each year

“What do you want to be when you grow up”

Fifth, Sixth, Seventh, Eighth

We start to go more in-depth

Career clusters and College choice and how it's going about

But now we’re starting high school the questions finally change

No more what do you want to be when you grow up

Now we’re asked

What College are you going to?

What scholarship do you want?

Are you going straight to the workforce?

You should join the military

How do you plan to pay for that

You want to do what makes you happy

Go study for what makes the most money

Sometimes I want to go back to those silly childish days

Remembering when I was told to be careful

I mixed and mashed all the products in the bathroom

To see what I could create

Standing in that old house saying

How long till I can go home

They left me in that stupid place,

They said I was ahead

Now I stay eight hours

No question, no complaint

The gifted kid burnout has hit

But I still sit in that class

Learning things to prepare

For what my future may give

The rest of my life isn’t far away

The start is right here

And now I must find the things that make me tic

Self-awareness is the foundation of our time

If you want to learn about yourself

Break it down

Too many questions

So little time

I'm scared for the rest of my life

I am way too far behind

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Ok, more serious question: how the hell do you do a time skip In a book? I need help, and no one in my social circle writes, so I’m on my own.

Help

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Something I have learned as a aspiring writer

Don’t

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“I was told of how they found out about me, my dads threatening, the look in his eyes as he threatened them. Ill have to talk to him about that”

Ah

I'm shamelessly stealing this from twitter, but writers !! Quick, reblog with the last line or two that you wrote, no cheating.

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I have found that writing a fic has made my typing even faster then before

I type at the Speed of chaos

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My feelings posting my first work for people to see, a view into a new writer’s mind

“AHHHHHHHHHH”