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Hey all! 

This is my progress so far. 

I gained back a little weight but I’m on my period so hopefully it goes away.

All I have to do is wait and stay consistent.

For now, I’m searching for an apartment so I can move out of the shelter. I hope I find one soon...

I’m scared to move to a new place and the stress may prevent me from losing more but all I can hope is that once I get settled, things will get better. 

But I have so much motivation to lose weight. I definitely want to lose 5 lbs before I meet my friend again. I only have 1 week from today to do this. 

I could just fast for 1 week but realistically that would be impossible. I have to keep my energy to take care of 4 kids and search for apartments. 

I haven’t been tracking anything that I eat. Maybe I can restrict to 900 cals a day. I’m not sure. I have so many things I think about all day, counting calories is the last thing on my list of things to do. Especially when I cook and I can’t count, that would stress me out even more. 

Someone give me tips to lose 5 lbs in 1 week that would be the least stressful please! 

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I will update when I make some progress...

I’m still here just haven’t made any progress. Will make longer post when weight goes down more. Love you all. Thanks so much for the support on this journey.

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Weight Loss and Shelter Life

I’m currently living in a shelter....

With 4 kids...

But surprisingly this has been great for my diet because I can’t binge. I mean I could if I wanted but why would I waste the little money that I have on a binge when I could use it for my kids. 

Like I couldn’t think like this before because I knew I would get more money. But now that the income is gone, my thinking toward food has changed. 

I’m moving way more than before. I go outside with the kids. I have to, no choice. We cannot order food because of the type of shelter we are in. So we have to walk 7 minutes to the super market and then 7 minutes back plus I have to carry the stroller up 3 flights of stairs, run back down and lug the grocery cart up the stairs. Speaking of the grocery cart, I spent like 30 bucks on it and it broke already. I should have just gotten the $100 one one time. 

Anyway I’m down I think 9 pounds in the last 7 days. 100 pounds in 100 days challenge is going well. Just I cannot take my diet pills and lax because I have to be outside all day and I don’t want to crap my pants.

I’m going to keep going on, this life and stay strong. I don’t know where I’m going, but I just know I feel 100% better than I did before.

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After Period Weight Loss

So it has been 3 days since I started what I’m now calling my 100 day journey to lose 100 lbs and I am currently down 5.4 lbs. That makes us ahead of schedule by 2 1/2 days I guess - I’m not good at math.

Anyway, today didn’t go completely as planned but I did eat much less than I normally would and I made sure to take my diet pills and lax. 

I crapped so much it was ridiculous. Maybe that’s what the 5.4 lbs was - pure shit that was caked up in my body. Or it could be that my period just ended. Either way, it’s most likely water weight. 

I have yet to exercise. 

I am trying to see how much weight I can lose without exercise first. Don’t want to overdo it too soon and then my body gets stuck at a certain weight because it got used to the exercise. 

So I have been focusing on other things, like studying to become a life and health insurance agent. 

It’s a lot of work and very time consuming. I don’t have to sleep all day or only think about food. I’m constantly busy learning new laws and regulations.

I have big plans for after I lose 100 lbs in 100 days. Hopefully I can become famous on my main accounts *laughs*. 

I mean like if I can get a bunch of followers, it will help with the insurance business. 

There was this lady that has so many followers that my mentor told me about and he said I should be like her and have at least 2000 followers on social media to be successful. But there was one problem:

She was beyond pretty. She was a perfect human.

I’ll never be as pretty as her, but I have something unique, too. 

I have the determination to lose this weight and I will try everything in me to lose 100 lbs in 100 days! 

~Check back daily to see the weight loss ticker at the top of my page if you are interested to know how much I’ve loss. ~

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Of Course I failed...

I failed the fast for 100 days. But I am making some progress. I still have my motivation to meet my friends. I will keep going on anyway. This is the new plan.

Breakfast:

Energy drink and diet pills

Lunch:

Diet pills, mental meds and Shake

Dinner:

Sleep

I just need to do this religiously for 100 days to reach my goal. 

I will do this.

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100 Days Without Food (Why?)

I really wanted to get weight loss surgery but I was denied today at the appointment. Although I’m a wapping 243 pounds, my BMI is only 39.3 and it needs to be 40 to be approved. They said that if I had some condition that comes along with my weight then I would be able to get the surgery, but unfortunately, or fortunately? not sure which one but I don’t have any health conditions. I’ve been this weight pretty much my entire life, minus the ups and downs, all the diets completed then failed, the pregnancies. Now I want to lose this weight and lose it for good. So it was a big blow when I heard that I would not be able to get the weight loss surgery. I decided, If I will not be able to get the surgery, I will live as if I got it for 100 days. I will pretend that my stomach was cut to a tiny little baby stomach and all I can put in it are liquids. I will try this out for 100 days until I reach my goal weight. I plan to lose 100 pounds, or something close to that, in this 100 days. This is only the beginning of day 1 and I feel pretty good being that I’ve been over saturated with food for the past few months so I’m pretty much full. But when the cravings start to kick in later today is when the real battle begins. This will be my journal to document this journey, so feel free to read along. There will be a lot of things that I talk about that may have nothing to do with weight loss and just about the struggles of my life in general. This is my diet diary. One day I will look back on this and be amazed at how far I’ve come. Just writing this makes me feel like I want to make it to the 100 days. So about that, today is officially March 4th and the diet challenge ends June 12, 2022. This is the year I will do this!

But why am I doing this?

I have some friends that I want to meet and I think we may be leaving the country for a little while during the summer. I want to look and feel my best and be confident. I want to be healthy most of all. There’s so much to say but for now I will leave it like this.